He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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:: 2005 10 January :: 2.44 pm

Somebodys eyes are watching...

(Footloose) LOL

So Theatre Fest has come and gone and now i have to worry about band finals, normal finals, and getting my butt into college...wich is most likely not going to happen.

so the one college that will accept me i can not afford...and i am not elgible for ang scolarships since i have a low gpa and a lower than low act score. I should have auditioned this weekend, i wish i knew about it earlier...

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 17 December :: 2.57 pm

Funny things


what the hell is this?

Just pretend that its a taco

the doughnut got excited

bassoon kid has a bigger stick because his is made of wood

someome should stick a really hot french fry in your eye

i miss my cupcake

moron

sexuals

meeting at caribou on thrursday! 10 am!

grab the gym teachers balls

chair races

and thats all i can think of...today was a fun day! party on dudes! WInter break starts in 15 minutes!!! :)

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 13 December :: 10.33 pm

This is how i feel, dont talk to me about it



All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 8 December :: 7.55 pm

Did you know that there are more plastic flamingos than real ones in the united states?

from the book of totally usless information

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 7 December :: 2.41 pm

No homewok again, althogh i really should do my columbia essay im not exactly in the right mind set to do that now...so im writing.

So woohu changed a bit since i was last here! i like it. new users have to get a code from a current user now to join. which is what ujournal and livejournal and all them have.

So, im bored. I need to take my pictures today, sorry moore but they need to get dont today.

Once again i have nothing to do today. I wish chris would call me back about the concert, hes really pissing me off, im guessing we're not going anymore... :(

I need to buy photo paper

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 29 November :: 8.41 pm

This is the kind of week that you revel in, with the potential for plenty of drama, mystery, magic and a big dollop of romance. Jupiter trines Neptune on Monday, and gives you a lot of ideas to play with. Now you can tap into the awesome power of imagination and use this to enhance your chances of reaching your goals. Mercury, the planet of commerce and communication turns retrograde on Tuesday in Sagittarius, which may well create delays regarding career issues. The weekend will be a barrel of laughs!


Bah!


So I was showing off my goregous bracelet all day today. People were like ohhh and ahhh and i was like hehe yup :D Thats MY Spency. giggle giggle.

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 29 November :: 9.29 am

My computer isnt working so im not going to do anything. (Im in Architectual Drawing...blah) yeah so the program i need to use doesnt work right on this computer and the computer that it does work on won't let me log on, so im going to try and come early tomorrow because now im going to be behind. so anyway, Gilmore Girls is on tomorrow woo! Im going to jories house 2 night woo it wont be a super boring monday night. haha, last night we went to the mall to get a gumball it was so funny, yeah thats my story, i dont really feel like actually explaining anything right now just know that it was funny. hahaha. i should work on my comtemporary fiction project its due monday and i have a lot of work to do so i shall go now. bye bye <3 Jillian!

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 28 November :: 7.33 pm

Im knitting, nothing really to update about my life...bye

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 16 November :: 11.45 pm

Yo Yo YO!



psh! boo-ya!

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

:: 2004 16 November :: 11.27 pm

I downloaded Enigma Variations...all 15 movements! hells yeah! and i got solitary shell! :D Im very happy, and i got my sound ques figured out, AND im going to finish them during lunch tomorrow! YESSSSSSSSSSSS!

Are you in a Solitary Shell?

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