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:: 2004 5 July :: 4.39pm

okay, i figured i'd do this, and i want kristen to too, even though i think i already did this one, its all good
What is your name?: Brielle
Are you named after anyone?: no one
What's your screename?: abrokendreamx
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i dontknow
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: courtney
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: hm. sometimes people forget the "le" at the end. lmao and sometimes people just spell it like braile. lmao. idiots
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no,
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: yesbeing single.
Birthdate: December 19th
Your age: 14
Age you act: it depends.
Age you wish you were: i like being 14
Your height: 5'1. ha
Eye color: brown
Happy with it?: yeah
Hair color: naturally dark brown, but like a year and a half ago i highlighted it. and its still there. but now people think i colored it dark. but i didn't
Happy with it?: i like it dark
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty.. i wanna be lefty!
Your living arrangement: my small bedroom
Your family: i love my family.
Have any pets?: yeah i have a dog n' rabbit
Whats your job?: babysit
Piercings?: first and second hole, and cartledge
Tattoos?: no, i want one
Obsessions?: hmm. yankees, derek jeter
Addictions?: music, and IM
Do you speak another language?: limited spanish
Have a favorite quote?: dont have one
Do you have a webpage?: this one
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: not really
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah, sometimes a little too tolerate
Do you have any secrets?: yeah
Do you hate yourself?: nope
Do you like your handwriting?: no
Do you have any bad habits?: yeah
What is the compliment you get from most people?: i dont know, like everyone was complainmenting me yesterday. and was thinking. oh god shut up.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: no clue
What's your biggest fear?: someone im close with dying, and bugs, and car accidents
Can you sing?: not well
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nah.
Are you a loner?: not really
What are your #1 priorities in life?: the people in my life
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no idea. probably not. i wouldn't wanna be friends with me
Are you a daredevil?: noo
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my big toe. if only it was smaller
Are you passive or agressive?: hm. not sure
Do you have a journal?: right here!
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: weakness? i let people get the best of me. i get too attached to people. my strength?
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i'd like to shed a few pounds
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: mostof the time
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: not really
Do you think life has been good so far?: yeah!!
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: love the peoplein your life, you never know when they might leave
What do you like the most about your body?: hmm. not sure
And least?: my toe. lmao
Do you think you are good looking?: well. i dont think im ugly
Are you confident?: hm, soetimes
What is the fictional character you are most like?: none?
Are you perceived wrongly?: lmao. i forget what this means. and casey just told me like four hours ago
Do You...
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: sometimes.
Go to church?: yeahh
Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Take walks in the rain?: not usually
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i don't hate people. but i do talk to people that i dislike
Drive?: nope
Like to drive fast?:dont ever
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: well. i've never actually heard it before
Hurt yourself?: hm. nothing big
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: well. deanna always flips out by what i eat. lmao but i dont think its ever made her sick so i guess not
Been in love?: idont think so
Done drugs?: no. god im sucha fuckin goody good
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: i've have had hives
Had surgery?: yeahh
Ran away from home?: nope
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: yeah
Been on stage?: nope
Slept outdoors?: yeah
Thought about suicide?: yeah
Pulled an all nighter?: i think so
If yes, what is your record?:a day haha
Gone one day without food?: yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeahhh
Slept all day?: yeah
Killed someone: no
Made out with a stranger?: nnnno.
Had sex with a stranger?: nnno.
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: m. not really.
Been betrayed?: yeah
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law?: yeahhh
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: by accident. no!
On purpose?: no!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah
Stolen anything?: yeahh
Been on radio/tv?: Yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: nah
Had a nervous breakdown?: once or twice
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah
Belive in life on other planets?: nope
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: yes
God?: yes
Satan?: nope
Santa?: nope
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: yeah
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang: yeah
Witches?: nope
Easter bunny?:nope
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: if there is, i wanna find it
Do you wish on stars?:yeah
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: heaven. i dont really believe in hell
Do you think God has a gender?: i've always picture him male
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: ones bi
Who is your best friend?: no clue
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: danielle
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: didnt i already answer this?
Your favourite inside joke?: cant pick just one
Thing you're picked on most about?: my big toe
Who's your longest known friend?: katie
Newest?: chris
Shyest?: hm. im not sure
Funniest?: caseyy!!
Sweetest?: i think they are all pretty nice, or atleast they are too me, i dont like being around mean people
Closest?: kristen
Weirdest?: they are all pretty weird
Smartest?: casey!
Ditziest?: hmm. court
Friends you miss being close to the most?: should i start naming now or later?
Last person you talked to online?: casey!!
Who do you talk to most online?: kristen.
Who are you on the phone with most?: no one calls me =(
Who do you trust most?: casey, kristen, danielle
Who listens to your problems?: casey =)
Who do you fight most with?: danielle
Who's the nicest?: whats the difference between nice and sweet?
Who's the most outgoing?: casey
Who's the best singer?: hm.not sure
Who's on your shit-list?: danielle and eddie
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes
Who's your second family?: not sure
Do you always feel understood?: somewhat
Who's the loudest friend?: courtney
Do you trust others easily?: no!
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: hmm.
Do your friends know you?: yeah...
Friend that lives farthest away: raean
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
What do you find romantic?: hmm a lot
Turn-on?: Eyes, long hair, nice body, nice
Turn-off?: smoking, being a jerk
First kiss?: eddie
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yeah
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: i guess.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no
What is best about the opposite sex?: trustworthy, care, considerate
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: dont stick to there word, inconsiderate, insecure
What's the last present someone gave you?: money
Are you in love?: no
Do you consider your significant other hot?:
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: hmm. not sure
You wanted to kill?: danielle and eddie
That you laughed at?: casey
That laughed at you?: casey
That turned you on?: hmm
You went shopping with?: danielle and katie
That broke your heart?: eddie
To disappoint you?: not sure
To ask you out?: adam
To make you cry?: christie
To brighten up your day?: casey!
That you thought about?: well. obviouly casey
You saw a movie with?: katie and danielle
You talked to on the phone?: my mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: casey
You saw?: my neighbor
You lost?: my cosuin

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nope...
Will it be with your significant other?: haha. no.
Or some random person?: no one
What are you wearing right now?: a white tank top, that has stains everywhere from yesterday, and these boxer shorts things
Body part you're touching right now: my leg
What are you worried about right now?: nothing
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: my mouse, duh
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: bored, tired, bored, wishing someone would IM me, hanging band mood
Are you bored?: YES
Are you tired?: yeah.
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: yeah

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:: 2004 5 July :: 12.44am

i cant stand when people fuckin lie to me.
it takes a lot for me to truely consider someone my friend, it takes a lot for me to like actually apperciate people, but i think that its okay to, and then they go and fuckin lie to me, and they always end up leaving me. and im sick of it. just sick of it. and thats why i don't trust anyone and dont anyone anything. and thats why i feel like im so upset. and its people like you that ruin me

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:: 2004 4 July :: 1.17am

i was so lost, but now i believe
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short
tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in
oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

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:: 2004 3 July :: 11.11pm

my oh so wonderful day
hm. so lets see. i woke up around 9:15 thanks to leigh and raymond. but i just kinda layed there for a while . thinking i might be able to fall back alseep. but i got up when i relized batman and robin were on tv. lmao i didnt wanna listen to them. so that was about 9:45? i guess. so yeah i went on my computer. and then my grandma went looking for my mom. and then she found her. and all my mom was saying was " i can't move, i can't move" so i was like. oh great. so i went in the living room. watched the real world. it was the second to last one. and then the last one. and then newly weds came on. lmao. jessicas friend casey was staying with her. and i guess her boyfriend plays baseball. and she called him. and said he was 1-3 with a double. and then jessica goes " that sounds like something i got from mcdonalds" lmao. and they were trying to figure out what a double was. lmao they came up with " a double out " lmao funny. and then another one came on. and nick asked the waitor if he would date a girl that worked at hooters. and the waiter goes well im gay lmao. and then i watched another epoiside. and blah. and then the ashlee simspon show came on. watched that. and then who knows what time it was? like 1:30-2. and i was like. okay can we leave now. and like yeah we didn't so then we finally left at like 2:30. which totally sucked.

then we went to a clam baked which sucked 10 times more. and we finally lefted there at like 4:30? i guess. and my parents took forever to leave.

so we finally got to the other party at like 5? and not a lot of people we're there. but laura was =) yeah so i talked to her for a while ( or rather she talked to me ) yeah so she was telling me about busch gardens. and then we went into the living room. and she was taking a million pictures. haha. and then they turned on music. and like all the babies. or rather little kids. i guess you would say were dancing. and that was funny. and then laura had to hid the things for the scavenger hunt. so i went with her. and then we went for a walk. and we were gonna go one way. but my dad told us to go the other way to see where leigh and brian were. so were like okay. and when we found them and brain was sitting in the middle of the road trying to fix this bike he broke. which was like a three year old bike. and leigh was kinda off to the side. but then brian fixed the bike and started riding it down this big hill and like it looked really pathletic. and these people that were outside. they were talking about it. so lauras like. lets start walking faster and pretend we dont know them. so we did. and by this time pat has caught up to us. yeah laura was telling us all of her stories and stuff. oh yeah and i brought this soda can with me. because i was drinking it. which was a bad idea. it wasnt like a regular size one. it was a miny one. so i was like playing with it the whole time. and i didnt even relize until like 10 minutes ago. well i did relize i was bleeding when we got back to the house. but i just thought i cut myself once but i like cut myself on that thing like 5 times. and now where my finger print it.. its all purple lol and we made a big circle and ended up where we started. which was cool. but then they had to leave. so then stunk.

so i went out back and i hung out with jeff and jason because they are so cute. and we had push-up pops. and haha we were in style. so i left there at like 8? i guess. and got home around 8:30. watched my little brother while my mom repaired her vacume and thats about it. and i should get going to bed since i gotta wake up around 8 tomorrow

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:: 2004 2 July :: 11.26pm

well. hmm. i saw spider man 2 yesterday. it was really good! lmao. yeah so i saw that with danielle and katie. ooh katie. the guy in the red shirt!! " ooh god " katie snorting at the little kid. lmao good times

holy shitt!! who saw that play the derek made last night. holy shitt. it was beautiful. aw too bad it cost him 7 stitches and a black eye. but hey. he still looks hott as hell. and hes got all his choppers. lmao

so today what did i do today? hmm. cleaned for that stupid party on sunday. and went out for leighs birthday. hm yeah

so whats on the menu for this weekend?

woo. clam bake tomorrow. but its not that bad. im not gonna stay long. so its okay. then going to a birthday party. dora the explorer baby! haha.

and then the fourth of july. hm. well my little brother is getting baptised usual and then having a party afterwards at 2. but like no one can come. which is wonderful. lol.

so thats my exciting weekend.

ooh and on wendesday im going wall bouncing with like the coolest person everrrrr!

haha. well. im out

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:: 2004 30 June :: 10.10pm

a broken dream x: your like
a broken dream x: i like like you
a broken dream x: and or something
a broken dream x: now we sound like were from hey arnold
pe ople heig ht: LMAOFMALFMAO
pe ople heig ht: BRIELLE
pe ople heig ht: I FUCKING
pe ople heig ht: LOVE YOU.
pe ople heig ht: so fucking much.
pe ople heig ht: you need to live with me. lmaomflmaoao

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:: 2004 30 June :: 12.23am

well. hmm. i guess kristen picked me up around like .. 4:30. ha. and i guess some tractor thing fell off the thing. and like went onto vail road. and it tour up the road. so when i get in the car. mrs. van laar is like " brielle is there another way to get to route 94. i just started laughing. and shes like." OOH NO SHES STONED AGAIN!!" haha. but there was another way. so went that way. and when we were like going into PA. there was an accident. three cars were involed. two peoples head hit the windshield. the other back of one of the car was completely smashed. and i forget what the other one looked like. and yeah went to the mall. kristen got her second hole. rawk on mann.. ha yeah so we saw shrek 2. ha. it wasnt that great. except for one thing. lmao. it was the name of one of the characters. and whenever it came on. kristen and i would laugh. ha it was funny. but you wouldn't know. ha. so yeah left the mall. and as soon as we got on the highway. 2 ambulances passed. ha so we saw 4 of them. yeah so came home. did nothing.

ha. i can read peoples minds. and its awesome. i know what they are thinking. and then i say it. and it totally freaks them out. i get a kick out of that.

okay. when did i say i didn't care that i was your best friend? i dont think i ever recall saying that. and i know i never said that. because i do care. a lot. and no. when do i hang out with you? i don't even know the last time i did. and whenever i invite you over my house.the only thing you do is go on my computer. ever think of that? and i do care. and you better watch what you say.

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:: 2004 29 June :: 4.30pm

EW. i have to go to a clam bake on saturday. WHY WOULD I WANNA DO THAT?!?!. i dont wanna go to a clam bake. there is nothing to do. but eat clams. and i dont even like clams. i was like. MOM I DONT WANNA GO. shes like ooh well i already told them we were going. i asked her if we could just like stay for 10 minutes. she said that would be nice. but no. ha
i dont wanna go! damnnn

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:: 2004 29 June :: 12.42pm

well. sunday- went to christinas party at 3. first we just kinda hung out and stuff. we walked to the portland bridge. and hung out there. then we went to franks, blockbuster, and the a&p. then we came home. watched the movies. hung out. went outside. came back in. watched chasing liberty. then went downstairs and went to sleep at like 2:30 i guess. the mallory woke me up at like 5. and is like brielle come upstairs with me. i gotta go to the bathroom. and i wa slike.. uhh okay. so then we came back downstairs. and she stole my couch. so we decided to go back upstairs and sleep in christinas room and we couldnt go back to sleep. so we watched some of bad santa. and then i fell alseep. then woke up at like.. 1100? and then my mom picked me up at like.. 1230. so then we went to pick my brother at my grandmas. brought him home. then took him too a party. then we went to subway and blockbuster. came home. watched general hospital... of course. my cousin and i watched nightmare on elm street 2. ( wasnt as good as the first. ) then we went out to dinner. picked up at rabbit cage. theen came home. went on IM signed off at 1. and watched some of the parent trap. then fell asleep.

my mom woke me up at 6:30 to go into her room. because of my sister? because she had to leave to get my little brothers MRI ( for his brain thingy). and they had to sedate him. because his only 7 months and he cant stay still for that long so now hes drunk from all the medication. ha. and im going out with kristen at like 4?..

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:: 2004 28 June :: 10.42pm

my friends whine and complain wayyyy too much.

and im in a really bad mood. ha. i haven't been in this bad of mood in a really long time. probably because lack of sleep.

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