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:: 2005 10 November :: 8.55 pm
:: Music: Snoopy vs The Red Baron - Royal Guardsmen

You don't see me stealing this. o.o

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?: Hair. One thing that doesn't suck. n_n

2. How much cash do you have on you?: 1.90 in fucking change. -_-

3. What's a word that rhymes with your name?: ... Uhh.. Hallish. O___X

4. Favorite flower?: o.o Pass.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed/received/dialed call list on your cell phone: Well, I only have three, so the last one is Senki. XD From fucking October 12th. XD

6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?: Pachelbel Canon. (Blame Evangelion: Death and Rebirth for that. <3 )

7. What shirt are you wearing?: Yellow Submarine Blue Meanie shirt. BEDSHIRT. <3

8. Do you "label" yourself?: Nothx.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?: Uh, I did have blue Converse on. O_o

10. Bright or Dark Room?: Half. The desk light only illuminates the desk area. XD

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?: BESTFWEND. T_T *nodnod*

12. Ever "spilled the beans"?: ... Nope. I can hold secrets like Pipsy can hold alcohol.

13. What were you doing at 2 this morning?: Watching a show on the Me Bf 109 just so I could see Vati. XD (Yes, I'm fucking serious. )

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?: Hell if I know, I delete them after a week. XD

15. Do you ever click on banners or pop-ups?: Do I bitch about having computer viruses? Exactly. (That's a no. :3 )

16. What's a saying that you say a lot?: "That was weak. :|"

17. Who told you they loved you last?: ... I think it was mom. XDDD

19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days ?: None -_-.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?: ... One. Pictures when I had long hair. LONG. FUCKING. HAIR. XD And a couple of my Rommel thingy that I painted and put together.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?: 15 into 16. MIDYEAR'D. XD

22. Your worst enemy?: .. I have a lot of those in school. XD How about we just round it up to anyone who's an extreme capitalist?

23 What is your current desktop picture?: MARSEILLE. <3 A colour one, even.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?: "It smells like shit in here." Commenting on a nasty stench of neighboursfood to mother. :| Who wholeheartedly agreed.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?: The money, of course. :| I don't regret stuff that's been done already. And besides. I could have anything I wanted with that fucking money. T_T AND WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO FUCKING WORRY ABOUT GETTING EVICTED.

26. Do you love / like someone?: ... I could. (I bet everyone knows what I'm thinking. )


:: 2005 23 October :: 8.17 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: From Me to You // The Beatles

So, yeah. O_o
Doing Beatle art now. It's been a fuck of a while. XD About 2 months. e.e My thread is still up on Gaia, but I keep telling people who want art to PM me if I don't get back to them in a reasonable amount of time. No one seems to listen. :|

So I'm doing one now though. n_n I think I might make George's eyes like Kaworu's. o.o I'onno.

Weekend = Fun.

Next weekend = Halloween party on saturday into sunday. <3 I'mma be a hippie again. XD Spitfire pilot sounded good on paper, but extreme capitalism prevents me from doing anything nowadays. Kthx.

School tomorrow. Should be boring like always, with a few good thingson the side. Like, NO GYM CLASS.

English. Reading the Crucible.
US history. Always been a boring subject.
Graphics. Gotta finish a project somehow.
Geometry. Actually did my homework.
German IV Honours. Easy. <3
Chemistry. Mole Day! We get to make a periodic table out of cupcakes, then eat it. So I'm not eating anything at lunch tomorrow. Not that I normally do. XD;

That's tomorrow. Then I gotta apply for my job. I hope I get it. :|

Then... Home. Then Homework. Online. Bed.

... O_o Weird. My cycle of spending my time kinda sucks. XD At least in Gym we don't have to play Basketball anymore. That sucked ballsacks. O_o;

I'll probably play Eternal Darkness and watch Death and Rebirth somewhere in there to make it less boring and redundant.


That's the high point of the school week! n_n <33

I'mma continue that drawing now. n_n

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:: 2005 17 October :: 9.45 pm

Hallish will make a new layout for this. Maybe with a Neon Genesis Evangelion picture or something, since I'm suddenly obsessed with it. (AND RIGHTLY SO! X3 )

Or maybe some creepy pics from Eternal Darkness. X3 Give it time though, I have about 2 assloads of homework.

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:: 2005 25 July :: 3.51 am
:: Mood: Communistic
:: Music: Water Temple // Zelda Ocarina of Time

Feelin' Communistic!
That should have it's own mood icon. XD Anyway. It's true. I have been in a communistic mood since yesterday. (Speaking of which, I'll get into the party later in the entry.) I also called everyone who I was supposed to this weekend, which was just one person. And her voice mail was full, so I'll try again some other time this week. XD All I have to do is my summer work for school, clean my room, and hope I get my damn job sometime this summer. -_- I only have a month of summer vacation left. Then again, I am so sick of the heat. T_T I want COLD weather again. Maybe even just COOL. T_T

Anywhose, the party started awesome, and ended up that night in controversy, sort of. Long story.

I was the commie of the party. XD Everyone was calling me commie, b'cause I'd rather than than my real name. XD I was supposed to educate them, but I forgot.. :sweat: We played truth or dare, even though we couldn't get too uh, daring. O_o Parents bein' round and all. But I'm a pussy and I stick with truth. -.- It's easier. Manhunt was fun, I caught my friend. She didn't even see me. I'M THE ELUSIVE COMMUNIST. REEEEEEOOOOOW. >__________<

Uh. Then it ended in a bad way. D: So yeah. That night, I couldn't sleep. I ended up watching everyone else sleep. Tiffany ended up sleep walking.. well, more like crawling, XD, over to the other chair. ( I sleep in chairs. I know, weird. Easier on the back than the floor, though. D: ) She woke up a couple of hours later, and asked me how the fuck she ended up there. I was all "You kinda just crawled over, I thought you were concious." And there was some snickering done, and then I attempted to fall asleep, only to have a strange dream about being in the London bombings. Then I woke up because someone turned on the TV upstairs, and it was bitching and moaning about a heat wave. XD

I have the stupidest dreams, I think. I got home, slept until seven ish at night, then watched The Pianist. Fuck, I haven't watched that in forever. I need to get my soundtrack that I lent to a friend back, b'cause I adore the music from that movie. :3nod: And, that's kinda it. I'm in a Zelda Roleplay right now. *YAYS*

AND HO SHIT. SNEKISNEKI CALLED. X3 That was fun, but the bad reception was mean. It beeped. O.o; Beeping pisses me off, but eh, it can't be helped. XD *causes the beeping to spontaneously combust with her non-existant mind powers.*

Bye? XD

- Hallish-ish.

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:: 2005 18 July :: 7.33 pm
:: Music: Help! // The Beatles

And that it does. Gaia is being a fuckhead and eating all my goddamn posts. And manipulating me to think that I forgot to post. xD

It's because I have such a bad memory, that's why it's so easy for it to manipulate me in this heat. xD

I still have to work on those two commissions that I have for my free thread. D:

But some sucker bought my trunk for 4.6k last night, so I;m only 1k away from a name change.

I still like the odd name I came up with. xD with a little help from my friends, of course.

.. xD My crazy IRL friends.

But I want to save up about 20k so I have leftovers. B'cause I want to buy the superstar blue tint shades. Which are 5k even, I think.

And I have a zit in my nose. Firstly. How the fuck. Secondly, it hurts. xD I was washing my face, and I always scrub my nose, b'cause it's .. uh. Gross. x.x; That's the summer's fault. -.-; So it just hurts. LOTS. D: And I'm sneezing lots too. -_- I hate sneezing.

Sigh. Ow. Grawr. xD

Somtimes I think it's weird when my friends come to me for advice.. I like it, but it's just so strange telling them what they should do. xD

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:: 2005 5 February :: 12.04 am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: . . .

. . .
Fuck. The thing just .. died. So~ sorry. T_T;;; I had'ta go anyway. ><; I should be on the normal computer tomorrow. o_o;;; Er, today, for me. . .:gonks:

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:: 2005 24 January :: 10.09 pm


Snekisneki called me. <3 That was the greatest 1 minute and 51 Seconds of my fucking life. X3 (10 PM exactly, too. XD )

o.o Damn, two online friends calling me in one day. XD NEW FUCKING RECORD!

XD Ya~y.. T_T *so happy, beetches*

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:: 2005 15 January :: 10.32 pm

Yay, I'm on my second random Soviet!

Okay. First was Vladimir, mostly after Vladimir Putin and Vladimir Lenin.

Vladimir needs to be drawn. n_n And given a last name.

Next one is named after Molotov.


Vyacheslav needs to be drawn too. He won't be a little crazysoviet like Vladimir. n_n

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:: 2005 15 January :: 9.54 pm X33




:: 2005 14 January :: 11.34 pm

I'm ready to rip someone's spine out now.
Yeah. I came here expecting to fucking get on the computer like always, only to find that I get on at 11:34 because the power at this godforsaken place has been off for a week, meaning there's a shitload of emails to be checked.


And that's why I wasn't on. I feel like fucking crying. -_- What a waste. And I feel like I've missed a whole day. I'm just going to go the fuck to bed.

I would have been better off at home. =_= Or just bringing Julius with me next time.

I'll TRY to be on tomorrow. -_-


:: 2005 11 January :: 3.14 pm

I'm so fucking sorry Sneki. It's not even my fault. But my fucking two faced lying assholes for teachers decide to finally call up about LAST FUCKING MARKING PERIODS LATES. So now, I can't be on the computer during the week. =_=;

I'm pissed at the least. I think I'm going to move to Pennsylvania, so I don't have to go to this fucking school anymore, I'M SICK OF HOW THEY FUCKING LIE.

I'm sorry. ><;


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:: 2005 9 January :: 3.07 pm
:: Music: None. Beeyotches. n_n


There was one other decision agreed upon by Hitler and Raeder at the meeting on September 7. The Admiral noted it in his diary: "No attempt shall be made to solve the Athenia affair until the submarines return home."

The war at sea, as we have noted, had begun ten hours after Britains declaration of war when the British line Athenia, jammed with some 1400 passengers, was torpedoed without warning at 9 PM on September 3 some two hundred miles west of the Hebrides, with the loss of 112 lives, including twenty-eight Americans. The German Propaganda Ministry checked the first reports from London with the Naval High Command, was told that there were no U-boats in the vicinity and proptly denied that the ship had been sunk by the Germans. The disaster was most embarrassing to Hitler and the Naval Command and at first they did not believe the British reports. Strict orders had been given to all submarine commanders to observe the Hague Convention, which forbade attacking a ship without warning. Since all U-boats maintained radio silence, there was no means of immediately checking what had happened.* That did not prevent the controlled Nazi press from charging, within a couple of days, that the British had torpedoed their own ship in order to provoke the United States into coming into the war.
* The next day, September 4, all U-boats were signaled: "By order of the Fhrer, on no account are operations to be carried out against passenger steamers, even when under escort."

The Wilhelmstrasse was indeed concerned with American reaction to a disaster that had caused the deaths of twenty-eight United States citizens. The day after the sinking Weizsaecker sent for the American charg, Alexander Kirk, and denied that a German submarine had done it. No German craft was in the vicinity, he emphasized. That evening, according to his later testimony at Nuremberg, the State Secretary sought out Raeder, reminded him of how the German sinking of the Lusitania during the First World War had helped bring America into it and urged that "everything should be done" to avoid provoking the United States. The Admiral assured him that "no German U-boat could have been involved."

At the urging of Ribbentrop, Admiral Raeder invited the American Naval attach to come see him on September 16 and stated that he had now recieved reports from all the submarines, "as a result of which it was a U-boat." He asked him to so inform his government, which the attach promptly did.

The Grand Admiral had not quite tol the truth. Not all the submarines which were at sea on September 3 had yet returned to port. Among those hat had not was U-30, commanded by Oberleutnant Fritz-Julius Lemp, which did not dock in home waters until September 27. It was met by Admiral Karl Dnitz, commander of the submarines, who years later at Nuyremberg described the meeting and finally revealed the truth about who sank the Athenia.

"I met the captain, Oberleutnant Lemp, on the lockside at Wilhelmshaven as the boat was entering that harbor, and he asked permission to speak to me in private. I noticed iimmediately that he was looking very unhappy and he told me at once that he thought he was responsible for the sinking of the Athenia in the North Channe area. In accordance with my previous instructions he had been keepinga sharp lookout for possible armed merchant cruisers in the approaches to the British Isles, and had torpedoed a ship he afterward identified as the Athenia from wireless broadcasts, under the impression that she was an armed merchant crusier on patrol...

I dispatched Lemp at once by air to report to the Naval War Staf (SKL) at Berlin; in the meantime, I ordred complete secrecy as a provisional measure. Later the same day, or earlier the following day, I recieved an order from Kapitn zur See Fricke that:

1. [i] The affair was to be kept a total secret.[/i]
2. The High Command of the Navy (OKM) /considered/ that a court martial was not necessary, as they were satisfied that the captain had acted in good faith.

Political explanations would be handled by OKM. I had no part whatsoever in the political events in which the Fhrer claimed that no U-boat had sunk the Athenia."

But Dnitz, who must have suspected the truth all along, for otherwise he would not have been at the dock to greet the returning U-30, did have a part in altering the submarine's log and his own diary as to erase any telltale evidence of the truth. In fact, as he admitted at Nuremberg, he himself had ordered any mention of the Athenia stricken from the U-30's log and deleted it from his own diary. He swore the vessel's crew to absolute secrecy.*
* The officers, including Lemp, and some of the crew were transferred to the U-110, and went down with her on May 9, 1941. One member of the crew was wounded by aircraft fire a few days after the sinking of the Athenia. He was disembarked at Reykjavik, Iceland, under pledge of the strictest secrecy, later taken to a POW camp in Canada, and after the war signed an affidavit giving the facts. The Germans appear to have been worried that he would "talk", but he didn't until the war's end.

From Rise and Fall of the Third Reich. n_n


:: 2005 9 January :: 1.22 am
:: Music: I Want to Hold your Hand // The Beatles

:gonk: Well, it said Snekisneki was online...

But no replies. T_T;

It's been over an hour, so methinks I should go. o.o;

Yep. n_n I wait a good hour ish now. XDD~

And I remembered to save the conversation tonight, too! n_n I think I'm getting better at this. o_O;

e.e I gotta go to bed. *yawn* See you tomorrow, Snekisneki? o.o

Canaris fucking owned Heinz. GO KRIEGSMARINE! X3 *falls off her chair*


:: 2005 7 January :: 8.17 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Yellow Submarine // The Beatles

Fuckle. e.e;
Okay. Bad news first, to get it over with.

Can't go to Pennsylvania. They've got no power. And probably won't till sunday. T_T;

Good news.

I got. A .. Yellow Submarine sweater jacket thing. I love it. To death. It was expensive, but fucking worth it. X3

I guess staying home is good news? No little brother? No time limits? Uhm. O_o;...

Dammit. =_= I was looking forward to going.

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:: 2005 4 January :: 8.31 pm

How to get rid of an allied general: tie him up, tell him your secret plans, and conveniently leave, five minutes before the rope lowers him to his doom in a pit of gigantic, vicious fruit loops.

How to take over the world: frame your boss for the murder of half his employees. And the sexual harrassment of a rubber duck. Then build a laser, and ressurrect the German High Command.

I love the steal and add game. <3


:: 2005 2 January :: 12.03 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: None


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:: 2005 2 January :: 11.37 am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Non.

Oh, apparently Pipsy was wounded on 24.12.1944. T_T


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:: 2005 2 January :: 10.54 am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Nothing

Josef killed someone! n_n
101 victory ace, Josef "Pips" Priller, relates a perfect attack in 1941. "I saw a lone Spitfire in a north-westerly direction over land (France) at 6,000 meters. I flew after it, approaching to twenty meters without being observed. Then I opened fire with all my weapons from behind and beneath it. The bottom of the fuselage started smoking; pieces then broke off the fuselage and wings. The plane pulled up, stalled, and fell away to the left. I saw the Spitfire hit the water. The pilot had not bailed out."


:: 2004 25 December :: 5.45 pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: White Rabbit // Jefferson Airplane

Wanna read the lyrics to my ringtone? XD
One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all
Go ask Alice
When she's ten feet tall

And if you go chasing rabbits
And you know you're going to fall
Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar
Has given you the call
Call Alice
When she was just small

When men on the chessboard
Get up and tell you where to go
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving low
Go ask Alice
I think she'll know

When logic and proportion
Have fallen sloppy dead
And the White Knight is talking backwards
And the Red Queen's "off with her head!"
Remember what the dormouse said:
"Feed your head
Feed your head
Feed your head"

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:: 2004 25 December :: 3.53 pm

n_n Merry Christmas.. even though I somewhat hate the holiday.. eh. n_n

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