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innocence

:: 2007 20 July :: 11.05pm

today felt like the longest work day everrrrrr. i worked 1:30 - 10:00, but it was so insanely slow that the time dragged on like you'd never believe. today i worked with barb, nicole, and chantal. OH and i bought another book - its mad good so far. i think im obsessed with the seven deadly sins series.. its kinda pathetic when you get so into the book that you actually create images of these people in your head and actually want to meet them haha.

other then work, ive been in a blah mood.. tomorrow is gonna be 3 years since my mom passed away. my aunts not even coming here to spend it with me which makes me really sad. i'm gonna be so alone. i miss her so much, it doesnt get easier. it still constantly kills me.

oh, also.. so i wnet on a vacation with my cousisn and aunt n uncle - ill give you details tomorrow, because right now im exhausted. but it was so much fun. but yea, i think im gonna go for now. im pretty tired, so im gonna go do some exercise n then read til i fall asleep.

goodnight all ! <3

&& what kills me is i know im wasting my time ; yet i still refuse to let go . .

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innocence

:: 2007 20 July :: 12.34am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: journey

to a new beginning . .

aight bitches. altho NOBODY reads this thing -- im back and im going to start consistently writing in this mo'fucka again. i would start tonight, but this thing needs a makeover so im doin that firsttt. be back tomorrow <3

my new thing is that i'm going to end every entry with a quote - so heres to a fresh start !

WH0 ARE YOU TO JUDE THE LIFE i LiVE? i KNOW i`M NOT PERFECT-- & i D0NT LiVE TO BE. BUT BEF0RE YOU START POiNTiN FiNGERS.. MAKE SURE UR HANDS ARE CLEAN !

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innocence

:: 2006 2 November :: 12.33am

i feel like im SCREAMING at the top of my lungs && NOONE can hear me!!!!

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innocence

:: 2006 25 October :: 11.10pm

i fucked up..

i think i really, really fucked up.

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innocence

:: 2006 19 October :: 10.51pm

just sayingg hiiiii to whoever still reads thiss and that i shall update sooon. promise promise!

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innocence

:: 2006 14 April :: 10.27am

well, today is the day. spring break started after school yesterday and today im going to south carolina!! im going with my cousins, aunt and uncle. we are leaving around midnight and we're driving there. 12 hours in a small ass car with 5 people and mad luggage lol. gonna be great. but i hope the weather will be nice; because i wanna 'beach it'. ill miss you all and ill be back in about a week! yaya

ya'll have fun and be safe!

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strawberrie

:: 2005 6 December :: 2.09pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: some kids cd player

In the libary at school...this is the only site that works!
Hey everyone whats up not much here at all stuck at school for an hour because i only have 6 classes and fucking for SGA (student government) we have to be here at 3 (i get out at 1:50) for joint session which is every first tuesday of every month... ughh these are the times i really wish i didnt fuck up driving and i had my own car so i can fucking just leave and come back in an hour.... normally i would with Eric but his cars in the shop :( hmmm doo i still have 49 minutes ughh oh soo yeah this past weekend i went to BaKe SalE got baked lol but no it was soo much fun... there was soo many people i knew that i saw there i dont even wanna name them all the only band tho that i acutally went n saw was story of the year n it was for like 5 minutes but i heard all the bands n had fun... i wanna go back next year n deff. do it different...

we were supposed to leave chelseas at 11 ended up going to park vista to meet up with people at 1 got there at like 230 n then had to come all the way back cause michie didnt know i put my ticket in her purse so she only grabbed one n not 2 oops... i used a straight shooter for my first time CrAzy idk what else to write about so i guess ill stop boring everyone because im bored lol....

update whenever the day comes...

Love always♥ Heather

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innocence

:: 2005 27 November :: 7.36pm

i love my woohu. i really do. its my escape from reality, from people.. nobody reads this thing that i talk to, so i feel like i can write whatever i want and not give a fuck. yay !


nothing ever works my way..

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innocence

:: 2005 26 November :: 7.13pm

life sucks . .

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innocence

:: 2005 16 November :: 3.53pm

tomorrows gonna be CRAZY !!

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innocence

:: 2005 12 October :: 11.27pm

i FUCKiNG HATE THiS . .

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innocence

:: 2005 7 October :: 7.52pm

pina is over and we're having a ton . o . fun and i looooove herr !!


♥♥

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innocence

:: 2005 25 September :: 7.52pm

tackle football . .

what what

yeah, i played . . and did good

=]

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innocence

:: 2005 23 September :: 3.10pm

mommy,i miss you terribly . . Happy 2nd birthday in heaven. . you are truly missed. i hope i make you proud. Please help aunt lee get through the day, its so hard on us.

RIP
9.23.57 - 7.21.04

i love you more then you will ever know. i miss you so much..

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innocence

:: 2005 18 September :: 8.49am

. . =]

good night last night, really good night

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