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2006 6 August :: 2.56 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: "Hide And Seek"- Imogen Heap
Blah... the move.. life
so hello.... I know you can't answer me and I know that no one reads this.. but I have to tell someone ((or something)) my problems at the moment...
Tomorrow someone is coming to look at the house... ugh.. I have to clean all day and make sure the house looks as close to perfect as I possibly can get it... =[ If the people want the house, we'll be gone in a month or less... I'm scared.. I've never moved outside of Homestead before.. weeiird..
I think Alyssa's mad at me or something.. not exactly sure... last night when we got off the phone, she didn't seem very happy with me.. =[ I'm a bad girlfriend.... hopefully I'll talk to her in a little while because I wanted to see her tonight... My dad said that I could spend the night at her house and take the truck so that I can leave in the morning and start to clean the house.. =]
My mom's was insane... we went to look at cars yesterday for my aunt.. my mom started drinking while we were in the car... fucking psycho bitch... I guess 3 or 4 times in Rehab still wouldn't fix her... my aunt yelled at her and we took her drink away and poured it out in front of her... THAT part was hilarious.. lol but yeah.... I wanted to put some icons on here but since I deleted all of my other entries, I completely forgot how to put that "read more" thing on.... I'll find out and start putting some icons on here =]
Well, going to go.... bllahh..
[love] a l w a y s && f o r e v e r
u n t i l t h e {day} I [die]
+g i n a+
i [love] a l y s s a
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2006 5 August :: 10.10 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: "Hide And Seek"- Imogen Heap
Before I Go..
okk... I thought I'd write an entry before I left to my mother's... :rolls eyes again: =] well, hopefully I can write later tonight but not sure if I can get on her laptop.... =[
[ l o v e ] y a
g i n a
{i .love. t h i s b e a u t i f u l g i r l}
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2006 4 August :: 4.53 pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: "I Can't Do It Alone"- Chicago Soundtrack
Seems like I'm always listening to Chicago..
Hello...
I'm pretty bored now because I came back from Alyssa's a little earlier... ((I slept over last night)) and now she's left for the weekend to Sarasota.. I have to go to my mom's this weekend.. :rolls eyes: ugh.. I'm so not looking forward to that.. But I just have to think, I'm not going to see her that much after we move anyway.. so I guess I'll see her 1 or 2 times before I leave.. Moving to Tallahassee is going to be way harder than I thought... having to part with everyone and everything I'd be leaving behind.. Alyssa.. My chorus girls and guys.. My regular school and other friends.. Mainly Alyssa though... she's everything.. Now that we're together, I feel like she's become my life.. she's more important to me than anything. I love her so much and it's going to be so hard leaving her... =[
Part of me though wants to get out of Homestead.. I mean, I'd be leaving a D school for an A school.. I'd be getting a car.. Better house.. My dad would be making more money.. & I could get a job and save up for college.. but it's going to be really hard..
Then the whole deal with Mike... we're not talking anymore because he feels that not talking will make me get over him easier.. I think it's a good thing in the sense that I won't lie to Alyssa again... & I will get over him because I can feel him being somewhat ripped apart from me.. like I'm shedding skin or something... kind of odd how someone that means so much to you one minute and the next be nothing to you...I think it's kind of sad.... and I did cry the day we stopped talking.. ((Tuesday?)) I cried myself to sleep actually... I was really upset because I felt like I was losing my best friend.. but I knew that it was necessary to me and Alyssa... but yeah.. enough with the depressing stories.... I think I'm going to write a little later because I have to put some clothes in the dryer.. =]
♥
Gina
i l o v e a l y s s a
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2006 2 August :: 10.18 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: "Funny Honey"- Chicago soundtrack
I'm BACK!!
Heyy.... it's been soooo long since I've written in here... I believe I'm going to start using this thing like I used to... =] well, everyone I know got rid of their journals a long time ago.. so no one's really going to see it... but oh well... maybe I'll bring woohu back to everyone I know!! lol I think I'm going to go take a shower and when I get back, I'm going to change my whole journal... =P write later!!!
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[love]
Gina
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