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loserxdork

:: 2008 10 May :: 12.17pm

I guess in a way I've learned to accept that sometimes, bad things happen. My life could be worse, and I know that. I think I've increasingly been learning, and becoming a better person. I'm a good person and that is what gets me through the day. Yeah, I have my bad points but there are definitely more positives than negatives. Haha, Marissa seeing the glass as half full, not half empty - that would surprise people, that's for damn sure. My mom want to give the dog away because she has nipping problems and whatnot, I'm upset about that. I really like the dog, and if I could take her I would in a heartbeat. I don't have my own place though so that is pretty much not an option. I wish I just had a big lump sum of cash to pay off my bills, because then I could start a little re-newed debt free life, that would be nice. I can dream.

Things are OK, like I said before, things could be worse. Things are alright with Joe, and my job, and next week I'm going to be making a little cash by work 4 days at my job ($250) and then I'm babysitting for Tracey on wednesday from 4-11 or so, and thats at least $10/hour, probably more, plus she'll compensate me for travel fees. Then on friday I'll get $50 from Jill. This will definitely help towards paying off the Nextel (don't ask, longgggg story).

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loserxdork

:: 2008 28 April :: 8.56am

Whoa, I haven't been on here in like almost a year!
Holy crap, it's been forever and woohu was my first
love. Well, I'm back now. I can't guarantee you how
often I'll be on here but I will try my hardest. Now,
I'm going to read my entries and see how retarded
my life was over the past I think 4 or 5 years.

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kentnj2

:: 2007 1 October :: 7.01pm

i can't believe how ridiculous i could be *looks around*...making a false online journal profile just to secretly keep contact with an old friend. poor sad me. such is life though. i wouldn't do anything that would cause harm to anyone. granted i shouldn't have taken the liberty to assume that she still needed my 'lifely' advice, but we make mistakes, get over them, and move on, and if your reading this don't be fooled like i'm talking to you. i don't mind that you think i'm talking to you, but because honestly..honestly..i think these online journals are about as ridiculous as reality t.v...because against all my beliefs and morals i hate these damn things..because you can't be real with them..like people aren't real when your texting them or talking to them online or emailing them or talking to them over the phone. you can't be real when you know people are going to read this. then it all turns into one big fad..congrats world..your all sheep..but then you read this..and after thinking to yourself..'this guys an asshole'..you start to wonder why..why is this sad angry boy waisting my time being a hypocrite and bitching about it...plenty of reasons..i'm bored right now, i have a lot on my brain an unfortunately no one with the imagination to listen, i dont care enough about my hatred for this crap to give myself something i can't do, only a few people if any will read this, i like talking to myself, i could go on and on and on and on and on for about another three seconds but it doesnt matter...i guess the main reason as to why i'm writing is because im really not a sad and angry boy..im a content chillin guy..life is what it is right now..i'm cool with my path..we all wish we had better paths regardless i'm just not going to dwell on it. schools almost done. moneys always a problem, but because of my hatred for the economy i dont care about any of it. at least not enough to worry about it. its either pay it or have my parents pay it..obvious choice...like most of highschool i'm going to be fine with being the every girls good guy friend guy..i doubt ill ever find anybody as..i really dont know how to say this..not deranged, not insane..eccentric enough to fit my taste. some people would see it as a shame i never embraced treating sex and love like candy...whatever though..i may be lucky one day to chance upon a girl who can pass my true love test..who the riggins knows though..im not going to be pessemistic about things and just accept the fact that i wont know if love's for me until i die..when im dead and single then i'll be all emo about it and really start writing in this thing...i have good friends..good family..sometimes i think im closer to reaching my unatainable goal..reaching for the stars mother fucker..reaching for the stars..=D im a happy fellow at heart.. i cant help it. to the one that doesnt know me im mike and to the one that does i miss talkin to you..but its in the past i guess..either way its all no excuse to be forgetting promises and losing face..i'm your friend..just your friend..no reason to be scared of a friend..unless theres something one friend doesnt know about the other friend...its all conspiracy theory..just like some line in a song..i love me
-mike-

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loserxdork

:: 2007 10 July :: 1.34pm

Things are ok. I'm really frusturated with everything going on but I shouldn't really be complaining. Got a new job, sooo sad to leave my old one but it's ok. Probably starting my new job the end of this month because they have to wait for the background check, and fingerprints and everything so I have time to move to my grandfathers. Hopefully starting school in August, well, the end of August so that'll be really good. A year after I start working at this job I can probably go into partnership with her when she opens up a daycare and that would be amazing, yeah. Not really much else is going on. Things with Joe & I are going well. He got a job, he hates it but whatever, he'll live.

Just wanted to update so that everyone knew I was alive and whatnot. I'm at the library, then I'm making a copy of my social security card.'

Bye.

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cherries

:: 2007 1 July :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Watching Titantic

i`M PREGNANT !
WELL i FOUND OUT ABOUT A WEEK AGO THAT iM PREGNANT. iT WAS A LiTTLE SCARY. i CRiED A LOT. THEN TOLD MY MOM THE NEXT DAY. HER REACTiON WASNT AS BAD AS i THOUGHT iT`D BE.. BUT NOW SHES UNDERSTANDiNG AND OKAY WiTH EVERYTHiNG. ME AND JOSE HAVE DECiDED WE ARE GOiNG TO FiNiSH SCHOOL. THEN HE`LL GO TO A POLiCE ACADEMY. WELL.. JOSE TOLD HiS PARENTS AND THEY ARE GOiNG TO HELP US OUT AND THEY ARE HERE FOR US TOO. ANYWAYS i REALLY HOPE i HAVE A LiTTLE BOY!! iF iTS A BOY i`M GOiNG TO NAME HiM JOSE, AND iF iTS A GiRL i`LL NAME HER ELENA LYNN. [JOSE`S AUNT`S NAME & MY MOM`S NAME.]
ANYWAYS i`LL WRiTE LATER!

LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER,
TiFFANY

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loserxdork

:: 2007 8 May :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: blah

I never update here anymore, cause no one ever reads this. I feel that honestly when I update I'm updating for myself because people BARELY comment or read. I'm a pretty busy person but basically I try and get on once a week to comment on all the recent entries. I don't know, I kinda just feel that updating this is pointless.

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Cherries

:: 2007 1 April :: 9.43am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Buy You A Drink-T.PAIN

SPRING BREAK!

So far my Spring Break has been crazy. I worked with Jose on Friday. Then on Saturday I stayed home, mowed the grass, and cut some plants. Then today I woke up at 5am because I got my period. So, I havent gotten much rest. I dont know what I'm doing today but I have to put a new piece of screen in the patio. Um.. and Tuesday we're supposed to go to The Rapids. I can't wait! I havent been there since last Spring Break! Anyways.. I'm gonna go rest before Jose comes over later..

I LOVE MY SEXY ASS BOYFRIEND JOSE!!

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