"So are we playing for keeps These days begin and they don't end for weeks Leave me left out of anything to do with you Excuse me while I fall apart don't flatter yourself sweetheart Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car Do you have to make this So hard Your so good"
2004 14 September :: 9.42 pm
:: Music: playing for keeps-matchbook romance
I am rocking the stock market right now well in my class right now. I am in first place and i don't why a little thing like that makes me happy but it does. well maybe the fact there are many people that are smarter than me in that class one of them being Chris Best but I know it has nothing really about brains it sort of luck. The only reason I am in first place is that I bought 200 shares of Google and it went up so I have gain a good 686.94 dollars but my Barnes & Noble went down only 14.00 which is not bad at all. I think I get everything but the short sell thing but I don't think I will have to do it.
school...well it's alright I really like psy. class I don't know why but it's fun. I didn't like much lunch at first but it's not bad now that I have found people I know in it. I don't like the combination of school and work I don't get as much sleep as I want. Plus this year seems almost like last year were you got and stand by the pillar in the morning and the people seem like they haven't change at all. Sarah seems like she has changed and Jessica change her hair. But I don't know I just expected a little change from everyone. I want to change I don't like myself and I know you should but I don't. I want to be someone that... well I don't know what I want to be. I guess someone happy which I am not.
I will be turning 18 years old on Sunday. I don't feel 18 and it's not that great. I not doing anything for it because I don't think it's worth it. I mean wow I am turning one year older not that big a deal and I just don't want to spend money on it. The most I am getting is a cd player for my car. Well I guess I don't like the fact of this being my last year of school and then going on my own after it. I hope I am not the only one but I have no idea what I am going to do after high shcool yet. I had a family reunion this year and the big question evryone asked me was "So have you decided on what you are going to do after high school?". I told them not really but maybe going to GRCC and then transfering after two years. I don't know I mean at my work I see grown adults with a whole family to support working with me. I just don't want to end up like that. So I have got a plan after high school and that is to not end up like that do everything possible to be happy with my life after high shcool whatever that might be.
2004 10 August :: 1.20 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: My Favorite Accident
Motion City Sountrack Concert
Motion City Sountrack was very good they were one of the best concerts I have been to but they can't beat Incubus but no one can do that. Jessica Benzer was there and Casey Volkers so it turned out to be very fun oh and Dusty was there too. I have been to a few Intersection concerts and I have never seen the whole crowd going crazy usually you seen only the middle or half of the crowd but the whole crowd was crazy the whole time MCS was on stage. Spitafield was great again i wish i could have gotten their cd oh well.
2004 8 August :: 9.59 pm
:: Music: Bury with me it- Modest Mouse
Yesturday there was a party right across the street from my house well i little bit up the hill. Anyways i was up watching American Wedding on HBO at about 12:00 I hear cars honking their horns up the hill. Then I try to go to sleep but all i hear is people honking their horns and music and dirt bikes going to up and down the road. They were up until 5:00 in the morning doing all this. When I wake up at about 11:00 I drive by the house and they had ballons everywhere and tents set up for people that stayed the night. Then see this huge blow up penis on their front porch i mean you can't even miss it...it was as tall as I am. I mean what the hell are you going to do with a blow up penis that big? I know it was a joke for someone but still why did they leave it out on the porch were i had to see it?. They live right across the street where Rebecca lives I could bearly get to sleep I would have been pissed if I lived that close.
I have been thinking about seeing a scary movie but scary movies don't scar me anymore. So i have decided to go see M. Night Shyamalan's The Village by myself I think it will be alot better that way well i think it will be a little scaryer. I think this one is going to be good because it's from the maker of signs and that was good movie.
I just done with my first day of work i didn't like it. All i did was learn how to answer the phone and take orders i don't like answering the phones. This is because other people are dumb well it didn't help that i toke a long time taking their order becuase i was learning how to do it. The uniforms are really dumb i hate them they could only give me an x-large because they are cheap and i guess they think that if you are working there that will get fat from eatting a lot of pizza which you will but i am not a huge fan of pizza well domioes pizza. They make me wear a hat but i seen a guy that works there not wearing one i want to be one without the hat too because i dont like hats. Other than that it all right i mean it's a job and i get money but i really liked it better when all i had to do is asked my parnets for money that was a lot easyer.
I got a job finally
I am currently employed at domino's. It's not the greatest job in the world but at least I got a job. Tomarrow is going to rock at the less than jake concert and phil is going i think it's all ska music but not sure. It's starts at 12:00 and has like 10 bands there so it's going to be long.
2004 8 July :: 2.26 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Just a Phase- Incubus
The concert last night was kickass! It was kind of sad how many seats they still had left. Sparta was pretty good their music wasn't as fast as I remember it being and they only played for a half hour. Incubus was just mindblowing their music and lights were just perfect. I had floor tickets so we were about 6 feet away from the stage.They played my two favorite songs A Certain Shade of Green and Pardon Me. They also sang the sponge bob squarepants song I wasn't expecting it but it was funny. But like in every big concert like that their is that occasional asshole that is in your way and I don't know what he was trying to do to girls in front of him but he just pissed me off. I had to drive jessica's car and every thing was in the wrong place than mine so I felt like and idiot. But if they ever come to the Van Andel I think I will see them again.
2004 5 July :: 9.36 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: a certain shade of green- incubus
Well i think i am about to enter the job world i have a interview at hungry howies tomarrow and i am almost sure i will get it. I guess if i get the job i will have a competition with sarah and her stein bros. pizza but i will say that steins is better. If i don't well than i guess won't be to pissed off after the interview because i have a incubus concert the next day. Well i guess the thing i don't like about jobs deep down is that mitch got one before me. He's 15 years old well no sorry 16 but still he is fucking lazy and he knows it his hobbie is sleeping. Plus he said he didn't even want a job I WANTED A JOB because my parnets are being jackasses about getting one " You need to pay for gas and insurance and any other things you want ". Look what it's doing i am quoting my parnets. I should be lucky my parnets are doing that right now i mean some kids parnets never get them a car or anything and they get a job to get all of it.