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:: 2005 17 December :: 2.54 pm

People suck.

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:: 2005 17 December :: 2.39 pm

Jon Rice, you are way too sweet to me. Thank you.

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:: 2005 17 December :: 9.23 am

Jess Hazen, your bringing me those yellow friendship roses at work last night seriously made my night SO SO SO much better. That was the sweetest thing ever and I needed it so much. I love you and we're hanging out over break! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

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:: 2005 17 December :: 9.16 am

hmmmmmmm...all that is going through my head is very interesting.

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:: 2005 16 December :: 10.43 pm

what is with today, and everyone being in a bad mood? I can't wait till tomorrow, maybe it will be better.

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:: 2005 16 December :: 5.27 pm

Gosh, I am having the worst day ever, please someone, tell me what else can go wrong, I might as well get everything bad done and over with in one day. I'm lying, I really hope it doesn't get any worse. Somebody rescue me.

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:: 2005 16 December :: 12.18 pm

well, at the moment, I am stuck in Dani's Driveway, and have been since 9 this morning. Too bad I had to go to the dentist! BUT! my mom is on her way to rescue me! ahahah! darn snow anyway!

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:: 2005 14 December :: 8.06 pm

Jake Mellema has woohu!! YES!!!

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:: 2005 14 December :: 11.14 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Where Is Your Heart~Kelly Clarkson

pretty much, I'm done. I am so glad that I only have two exams left!! Good grades for me all around! whoo! I'm pretty sure that I'm going to do the whole photography thing now. I can't wait until I get my camera. Next semester is going to be flippen awesome. Ya know what though, last night before I fell asleep, I had the strongest urge ever to go and work at the ice cream shop again! I seriously wanted to call Jenny right then and tell her that we had to go in there and do something, make some flurries or something. It really is an addiction, I mean, you hate it, getting all covered in ice cream and everything, but then 5 months later, and I can't wait to open next summer. ahah! But I really love working at Awesome Tan, so no way am I giving that up this summer either. Good thing both of my bosses are absolutely wonderful, and will let me do that without a problem, and work at the famr if I wanted to. And I could still baby-sit, but I think I'm past that. Ya know what's weird? I barely ever do this, cuz I just forget, but I read my horoscope, and it said that yesterday that I would have a meaningful conversation with someone, and I was thinking about the people that I'm really close with that I could be having this conversation with, you know, Jon, Dani, Alice, the ones that are always there for me, and then I thought, well it's prolly someone who I won't expect. And then when Jon, Hilary, Courtney, and I were eating lunch yesterday, in walks Jake Mellema, and we ended up haning out for like 5 hours or soemthing like that, and we talked a lot. So I think that was it. I don't know, I just think it's weird I guess that after such a long time, you can talk to someone like you've never missed a beat. No pun intended there Jake! ahhah! But anyways, bowling, tomorrow night.......yes.

Anyway, I have to work at 2 today, and Dani is coming home for break today, and Sarah is home.......whoo! do I hear pirates? oh, and I decided that I'm going to stop running away from guys. So I guess I can date if someone asks, but I'm not going through any trouble to make it happen either. Actually, I'm still not quite sure about the above statement. hmmmmmm.....

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:: 2005 13 December :: 9.33 pm

JJJAAAAKKE MELLEMA!!! I had so much fun with you today!! We will for sure have to do it again soooon, and don't worry, I WILL call you!

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:: 2005 12 December :: 10.48 pm

You really do make me sick, maybe just really annoyed, but it's hard to tell the difference. Get a life please, and leave me out of it!.....please.

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:: 2005 10 December :: 4.06 pm

I wish people would make their own opinions about people, and not according to what other people tell them about the person that they haven't met yet, or....I wish that people would keep their opinions of others according to what they saw and knew, and not change their opinions from things that happened between that person and another person.

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:: 2005 7 December :: 12.49 pm

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be alright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

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:: 2005 5 December :: 1.05 pm

I want some new jeans, I'm going shopping.

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:: 2005 4 December :: 10.37 pm

I don't think I'm going to school tomorrow, first of all I'm sick, and second, I just don't have the will.

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:: 2005 4 December :: 7.25 pm

Do you ever feel like you really need a friend, and when this happens, there is never anybody around?

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:: 2005 4 December :: 6.21 pm

I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW.

I can't get along with anyone in my house, then I was going to Alpine, and that sure as hell didn't work out like it was supposed, so much for getting half-way there. I can't stand anyone and I don't want to talk to anyone, or go to school, or work, or be at home either, I don't know where I want to be but not here! And, I have to stupid as hell english research paper, that I have to do, for my final, and tomorrow, I have to do a title page, a works cited, and a rough copy or whatever, now, how the hell am I supposed to do a works cited if I haven't even written the stinkin paper, and haven't put any research into it yet? It's the dumbest thing ever, oh, and we were supposed to get our Christmas tree today, but do you think that happened? Heck no, and guess why it didn't? Because my sister seems to rule everything around here, and it just wouldn't work for her. Well la ti da! Isn't she just wonderful, and then she sits here telling me what to buy her for Christmas, when she isnt' getting anyone anything, and she wants me to make her a blanket, that'll cost $30, and I don't really think I want to spend that much on her. All day she's been asking me what's wrong Jenna, why are you in a bad mood? Well I wasn't in a bad mood until you annoyed the crap outta me asking me what's wrong. Let me tell you, if I'm in a bad mood, there is no way that I can hide it, you'll know. You can tell. Maybe I wasn't bouncing off the walls in a good mood, but am I ever like that here? rarely ever. It seems like I'm always the one who gets screwed. Nobody else ever gets disappointed, everyone else is happy with their lives. I wish that I could be the person that I want to be. Ya know, this is totally shallow, but I think that if I looked different, I could have a boyfriend. I hate boys. Because honestly, I don't think I'm that annoying of a person, I'm pretty sure I could get along with someone and make a relationship work. But no, everyone around me is dating and having a grand time, but not me, everyone is talking about what they are going to buy so and so for Christmas, but not me. Hell, I try to buy Christmas presents, and people don't want me to. They tell me no. I don't mean to make you feel like I'm expecting something in return, because I'm not. I just wanted to do something nice. It's not like I've ever done that before. I am so frustrated with how everything is turning out it's unreal. I wish everyone would get off me about everything that I have to do. I'm not 10, I can handle a few responsibilites, I thought I had proven that, but I guess not. I can't wait to leave. But I know that I could never afford to live on my own, and seriously, who would want to live with me anyway? I am nothing.

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:: 2005 4 December :: 11.16 am

I have to go to this family Christmas party today, and I won't even know half of the people there. It's my great grandma's side of the family. Well, I guess I'll know most of the people there, but we only see them at this thing once a year. So my parents talk and seem to enjoy themselves, but Stacey, Kourtney, and I, we just kinda sit there and talk to ourselves. But we do get a present. Cuz it's a Christmas party ya know. hahah! We were going to go and get our Christmas tree today too, but maybe we still will afterwards, it's at 1:30, so if we leave at like 3, there should still be time, right? I hope so, cuz I've been looking forward to it for a long time!! And I kinda wanted to run over to Plainfield today too, to finish everything up. But, I don't think that that is going to happen anymore. I only have to buy for, Mom, Dad, and Stacey still. It's a good feeling knowing that I still have a few weeks before Christmas and I'm almost done. Last year I went shopping a few days before. It was pretty bad. But anyways, I feel like I'm rambling on about nothing, so that usually means it's a good time to shut up.

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:: 2005 4 December :: 1.08 am

I hate it when I'm all stressed out and all my muscles are tense, and my jaw is clenched, and I don't realize it until it hurts, and then I have to force myself to relax.

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:: 2005 4 December :: 12.23 am

Only three more people, and my Christmas shopping is done!! yea!!!

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