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:: 2004 20 November :: 9.32 am

this journal is officially for the use of me posting random bullshit and cool links to stuff. and html pics. i have a livejournal now and its friends only and i will be very picky about who can read it.

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:: 2004 18 November :: 12.03 pm

okay, so right now i'm in art class and it sux some major ass. this lady is the devil. i just ate lunch and i'm really tired. after school i'm doin some more of my community service hours. except this time i'm not going w/ courtney. i'm going to catch the vo. i just yelled at this kid for touching my feet. it was glorious. he like freaked out 'oh my god! i'm so sry!' lol.

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:: 2004 18 November :: 5.47 am

well lately i've been trying to put everything behing me and ignore whats been going on. now its all catching up and i can't handle it. i need to get the fuck out of here.

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:: 2004 13 November :: 4.22 pm

okay, so yesterday i went to the greek fest. it was alright. and then i spent the night at corks. i wanted to stay another night, but, guess wat? nope, i'm not allowed to. i have to come home, just so i can clean some more for these god damn lazy ppl i live with. fuck them, they aren't family. i'm there slave. carly understands. thats just about the only person who can see wats really going on.

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:: 2004 12 November :: 6.18 am

fcuk taht siht.

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:: 2004 11 November :: 8.34 pm

i deleted that entry from the fifth. yea. well NEways. i talked to carly for an hour today. i've concluded that something needs to happen around here. and i've changed like five times in the past two years and it always ends up doing the same god damn thing. i move out, get in a fight, move to the other house. and it happens over and over and over again. right now i can't really take it anymore. so, somethings going to give, very soon, i can sense it. o well.

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:: 2004 10 November :: 7.25 pm

if some one called me occasionally i wouldn't feel like a worthless piece of shit. maybe someone really doesn't care. well i'm going to go. bye

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:: 2004 2 November :: 5.33 am

well last night i had a bad dream and woke up at like 5 o'clock and called quinn... he was sleeping. now i'm on the comp. waiting for an hour before i have to get ready and leave. bye.

PS who actually reads this POS? NEways, comment if you do or ever have.

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:: 2004 31 October :: 8.48 pm

i saw the grudge yesterday, it owned. but other wise. life has been shit. i would most definitly say i'm not feeling. wow...

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:: 2004 23 October :: 4.59 pm

so, like yea, my dad found out about like everything. and now i'm grounded like a mother fucker. god damn! o well. i'm going to be playing for first baptist in daytona in their living christmas tree play. the music is like hard, whoa. lol. i'll live. lets try playing treble clef mother fuckers. yea. lemme see you do that shit! not. last weekend i went to the sanford mall w/ kyle and ryan. it was fun. definatly. since i'm grounded and can't go on the computer during the week, every one should call me as if i were dying tomorrow! pleeeaaasssseeee. i need the love right now, since my mom is a physco bitch. haha. OMG, yea last weekend we got into this big ass effin fight and like i don't ever want to see her wrinkly face again. eww. 3864373037. o yea, and she took my cellular.

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:: 2004 14 October :: 6.52 pm

so like i downloaded this cd yesterday. demon hunter. like its hardcore christian shit! yet they don't sing about very christianly like things. its good music. the only thing that makes them christian is that they don't sing/scream about sex drugs alchohal and profanity. haha. and i like them, but thats like totally not me. cuz i'm like ... aetheist, i guess. i dunno. i can't stand them damn bible bangers. o well. yesterday i went to subway and talked to jordan for like an hour. and then i went today to actually get a sub. he wasn't there. o well. in world history i have like a C, orch A, pottery ?, and my biology grade is pending because like she hasn't excused all the work i missed cuz i was at creek and ms fucking vonneida hasn't transfered any grades of mine. fuck that old bitch. hopefully ms plog will be nice. then i'll probably have a B in that class. o well. ttyl hoes.

OMG i told the sub in bio today to call me and i wouldn't respond to any thing else. he did. it was glorious.

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:: 2004 13 October :: 12.24 pm

today was alright. yea. i got my cell back. 3865270185. hit me up on that bitch yo.

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:: 2004 12 October :: 6.52 am

i slept really well last night. now i'm going to mcdonald's. fuck yea. mmm.. so greasy. i looov it. haha. yesterday holly was talking to me from upstairs and i saw up her skirt! she knows. lmao. good times. eh? i guess. ttyl.

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:: 2004 11 October :: 7.38 pm

alright. i found out wat was stressing me. hopefully it will work out. o well. can't wait till horror nights. not sure when i'm going but o well. i can't wait till this damn world history is over. but next semester i'll have spanish geometry honors and english honors. FUCK. i went roller blading around muh hood today. to bad its like the rich ppl hood. lmao. call me bitches! 3864373037

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:: 2004 10 October :: 7.59 pm

so like yea. today i went to the octoberfest. cork was there. i didn't go to that damn funeral shit. that wouldn've been depressing. homecoming was so fucking awesome. i had a lot of fun.

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:: 2004 7 October :: 5.47 pm

my sister is lubing the paper shredder. haha. how random. we've had it for a year and never used it. lol. octoberfest this weekend. along w/ homecoming and my aunts memorial service. (she's dead now) ha. well i didn't really know her very well. so its like a road trip to georgia also. so my weekend is pretty damn packed. OMG, i have a 68 in world history. i have to raise that grade at least to a C. fuck fuckity fuck. yuck... wow. so like yea. know my sister wants to shread shit. like the birth certificates or something. ahaha. so like yea. my mom has my cell fone. it sux. i can BARELY live w/o it. its harsh. quinn has my wallet and my ipod. today was homecoming carnival. i just left campus w/ quinn and some of his friends. they had chinese food. i had mountain dew. it was good. we met jesus, too. he was eating a melon. ha. yea. he walked on water! whoa!

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:: 2004 6 October :: 6.33 pm

so like yea. shit shit shit. a lot of it. is happening. you will never EVER have a peaceful motherfucking day. EVER. damn i'm mad. o well. it'll all get better eventually. i hope. homecoming is saturday. can't wait. i dyed my hair red w. black highlights. so tyte. werd. well NEways i'm out negros. <3 THE

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:: 2004 29 September :: 7.37 pm

so like lately i've been sort of stressed. yea. i'm really impressed w/ muh new cello. i got moved from sixth chair to second chair. so happy. :-) LMAO, my dad was closing the microwave, and hit his head on it. ahahaha. haha, well i'll update this shit later. <3 the jes jes.

PS. this is to muh homies, cork and quinn-thanks a lot yo, you guys have been like really close to me lately and i really appreciate. <3 the jes

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:: 2004 27 September :: 8.18 pm
:: Music: between the buried and me (so cool)

i have modified my journal settings
so today was okay. i was going to go to courtney's to chill w/ her. and then quinn might've come over. but like courtney had a bunch of homework and stuff. o well. everything worked out. i had two tacos today. they were sooo good. tacos are my new favorite food. yea. i did my biology project poster thingy. i did a good job. this morning when i woke up i cleaned my room. and ate. then i ran around town w/ my rents. it was okay. since i don't have much to talk about i guess i will write in this shit later. so i'm off for now, bitches.

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:: 2004 25 September :: 10.25 pm

aww. my cat just walked onto me, while i was typing, and we cuddled. it was so cute. but it sort of hurt when she stepped on me, cuz she weighs like 16 lbs... o well. i love her still.

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:: 2004 25 September :: 3.55 pm

OMG, i'm like so effing happy, i got my new cello in the mail today. it is SO tyte. my case alone was 550. whoa. well NEways, i'm off to practice. werd. by the way. who wants to go to halloween horror nights w/ me?

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:: 2004 23 September :: 5.38 pm

so like today, my dad gave me twenty bucs, and i'm like 'wats this for?' and he's like 'for not bein a little bitch' lmao. good times. i'm so excited. i can't wait till my cello gets here.

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:: 2004 20 September :: 5.32 pm

so, breeze is still awesome, even though today was my second day there. i had a snickers bar for lunch. after school on friday i went to starbucks w/ muh old homie mackenzie. good times. then her mom took us to subway. still good times. then i went home and chilled and went to bed. woke up and did yard work and cleaned around the house. damn that sucked. thats where the good times ended. i worked so hard that i slept 12 and a half hours that night. then when i woke up i cleaned some more cuz we had company coming over. they finally came and we had a BIG cook out sort of thing. we made these giant hot dogs (my favorite), steaks that were ten dollars a pound, and some pork shoulder or something gross like that. i dunno. it was good though. OMG, my dad just bought me a cello over the phone w/ his credit card!

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:: 2004 18 September :: 12.14 pm

Your full name:: Jessica Marie Ford
Age:: 14
Height:: 5'6 ish
Natural hair colour:: lighter brown, maybe dark, I donít remember
Eye colour: brown
Number of siblings:: 1 full, 2 half
Glasses/contacts?:: no
Piercings:: my ears
Tattoos:: nope
Braces?:: sure thing

Colour:: black, white, pink
Song:: Mordecai-between the buried and me
Stuffed animal:: I donít really have any of those. So yea.
Video game:: zelda! Any of them
TV show:: surreal life
Movie:: fight club, donnie darko, blow
Book:: fight club, fer sure
Food:: breakfast: any diner lunch: peach valley, pashaís dinner: stone woodís, songkran and Iíll eat chinese food any time of the day
Game on a cell phone:: I hate them
Flower:: not sure.
scent::: pink-victoriaís secret or ralph-ralph lauren
Animal:: cats, I have four and I want a ferret. And I love fish. Yea.
Comic book:: none
Cereal:: pops
Cartoon:: south park, king of the hill lol

Play an instrument?:: currently, cello. But I used to play piano I can also play viola if I try really hard. Lol. Its difficult to transpose...
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: nope
Like to sing?:: not karioke (s/p?)
Have a job?:: no, but I do side jobs for muh rents and shit like that.
Have a cell phone?:: yea, nextel ownz
Like to play sports?:: does skiing count?
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no
Have a crush on someone?:: nope
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: no
talents/skills?:: music? Oh yea. Iím also like somewhat I get things done the right way
Excercise daily?:: no
Like school?:: sure, now that Iím at breeze :-)

Sing the alphabet backwards?:: maybe, if I try hard
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: never tried
Speak any other languages?:: not fluently
Go a day without food?:: yea
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yes, but I get sick
Read music, not just tabs?:: yep yep. I can read treble, alto, tenor, and bass clef. :-)
Roll your tongue?:: huh?
Eat a whole pizza?:: maybe

Snuck out of the house?:: hell yes. Hell yes
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yep
Gotten lost in your city?:: no
Seen a shooting star?:: no
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yes
Had a serious surgery?:: no
Stolen something important to someone else?:: not really. I donít know.
Solved a rubiks cube?:: no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: every day
Cried over a friend:: I dunno
Cried over a boy?:: no
Kissed a random stranger?:: I donít think so
Hugged a random stranger?:: yep
Been in a fist fight?:: yea
Been arrested?:: uhh... on papers. But not like in handcuffs..
Done drugs?:: no
Had alcohol?:: yea
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: orange juice
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: all the time. Especially on the cruises.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?: yep
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yes
Been in love?:: maybe
Been close to love?:: maybe
Been to a casino?:: yes
Ran over an animal and killed it?: a bug, my dad ran over a squirrel. I was in the car.
Broken a bone?:: no
Gotten stitches?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no, its impossible w/o throwing up
Made homemade muffins?:: maybe
Bitten someone?:: yes, all the time
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yep
More than 5 times?:: definitly
Been to niagra falls?:: no
Burped in someones face?:: if I did, I donít remember. Thats pretty grose though
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes

Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: this morning
Saw a movie in theaters:: right after charley. Bourne supremacy w/ my cousins. We snuck in.
Read a book:: I donít know
Had a snow day:: never
Had a party:: my b-day
Had a slumber party:: sometime in the past summer.
Tripped in front of someone:: I dunno
Went to the grocery store:: last week
Got sick:: Iím always sick, one way or another... :-(
Cursed:: out loud? Half an hour ago. In my head? All the time

Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: tv
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: pillows
Headache/stomach ache:: stomach ache
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: chinese
Summer/winter:: winter
Snow/rain:: snow
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: some meat
Boy/girl:: boy lol
Chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: pie
French toast/french fries:: french toast
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean
Hugs/kisses:: kisses!
Cookies/muffins:: muffins
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window, fuckers
Emo/goth:: uhh... emo sux, more power to the goths
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: clear
Moon/mars:: moon

How many friends do you have?:: not sure, I have something like 73 contacts in my phone though
What are their names?:: lets not go there. But my best friend in courtney
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: guys
Have you ever lost a friend?:: death? No.
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yep. All the time
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: frozen peas. Damn. Lol
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?: yea
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: uhh... lots of things
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: long story
Do you miss your old friends:: no, I still have them :-)
What friend have you known the longest?:: micheal
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yea
If so, what is it?:: I donít remember, but I know there probably has got to be something
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: half my life. The rest is spent w/ food and sleep
Do any of your friends drive?:: yea
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: do we have to go there?
What do you think your friends think of you?:: lots of things

Have you ever been in love?:: maybe
Have, with who?:: ...
Are u single:: yea
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: nope
What is your idea of the best date?:: not sure
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: sometimes
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yea

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:: 2004 17 September :: 9.31 pm

omg, so i switched schools. its the best thing i have ever done. other than coming to reality and leaving my physco mom. breeze ownz. well any ways. here's my schedule. first block: biology honors. its tyte. i have soo many friends in that class. damn good times. uhh.. second block: orch. its cool, as always. lol. i cut my nails so now i'm no longer cat lady. :'-( but, but! i play so much better now. i didn't realize how much it effected my playing. o well. this weekend i'm going cello shopping..again. after second is lunch then third block: ceramics/pottery. its okay. i have a feeling eventually i'll get 'into' it more. o well. fourth block: world history honors w/ mr. holtgrewe. i think thats how you spell it. that man is a total wack job! omg, well NEways. its fun in there. i have a feeling he knows what he's talking about. i'm out later. ~jessie

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:: 2004 12 September :: 1.08 pm

okay, so i'm going to quick w/ the fucking hurricane watchin thing, cuz i'm sick of it and i'm a slacker thats bored and doesn't want to do that anymore... tee tee why elle bitches.

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:: 2004 10 September :: 12.28 pm

Hi, I'm Weather Lady Jessie bringing you the latest information concerning Hurricane Ivan. He is into the future.

j/k. This is the hurricane currently.

Shit. Take a look at this compared to yesterday. Were screwed.

IR Satellite

Caribbean Satellite


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:: 2004 9 September :: 9.53 pm

okay, so i was sitting down one day. and i started thinking all weird. this was like a year ago. and like i was thinking to myself 'wat if everyspace that was not takin up was like invisible people? like a whole different world that used the space we don't' does that make any sense? i'm going to call it something. it evolves all the time too. like i was just thinking about it again. and i'm like 'well wat about breathing? well maybe when we breathe in. its some one else breathing out. so therefor we aren't taking their world into us. another soul lives like a mirrored image w/ you. so you are always paired w some one in there world and you breathe the same.' now i'm thinking totally wack. yea...

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:: 2004 9 September :: 7.16 pm

Ivan Update
Stats/Pic Combined

Projected Path

Ivan Satellite

Tropical Atlantic Satellite

And that is all for today. I am Weather Lady Jessie. If you have any other questions please contact me via AIM or commenting.

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:: 2004 9 September :: 11.58 am

Ivan Update
Projected Path as of now.

Satellite Veiw

Tropical Atlantic Satellite

Ivan Stats:
Position: 14.5N x 71.4W
Wind Speed: 160mph
Movement: WNW at 15mph
Level: 5

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