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:: 2004 15 July :: 1.49 pm
:: Music: Atreyu

Steamy Back Seat :-)
okay so last nite i went to blake and kyle's mom's house. like at 10 45. we decided to walk to the circle K and like on the way there blake suggested we go to my cousin's and then it took us a while to get there. and we had to be home at like 12. well we got there and i got a coke to drink. and then on the way back. we were like running. and we saw this cop car just like sitting there. and then like it drove past us and wen down the street ahead of us and like turned around and stopped rite next to us. kyle and blake's friend sam was like freaking out. and like all the cop wanted was our names. and then he gave us a ride back cuz we were running late. the back window and peice of plastic inbetween us and the driver was all steamy cuz we were so hott. o yea, and mind you sam was also like freaking out cuz kyle had illegal size knives on him. it was so fucking funny. wen we got back to his house we went swimming and i didn't have anything to wear so like i went in my bra and a pair of blake's shorts. it was fun. and then my mom was an hour late picking me up. and their mom got pissed. well i'm out. later. <3 jes jes

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:: 2004 13 July :: 7.59 pm

okay, so the wedding was cool. i did good. sunday i don't think i did anything significant. i think i spelled that wrong. well NEways. i talked on the fone last nite till 610 in the morning. WHY DID SHE HAVE TO BE OUT THAT LATE!? i had fun. and then today i woke up at four in the afternoon. and had pizza for breakfast. and i fixed the internet (again) hopefully for the last time. well i'm out. later. <3 jes jes

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:: 2004 10 July :: 2.33 am

So the rehearsal dinner was cool. courtney and cory were there. then i went to my mom's and we like had cake and opened presents for my cousin's b-day. and then we went to go bowling like from 11-130. and i just got to sit down. wow, it was so much fun bowling. Holly and i took pics of asses and then we took like pics of this weirdo skinny drunk man square dancing to rap. it was great. well like in less than twelve hours i will be playing at courtney's sister's wedding. i'm so excited. <3 jes jes

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:: 2004 9 July :: 11.14 am

^This is Life^

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:: 2004 9 July :: 11.04 am

OMG so like i'm fuckin going to the mall. and i'm gonna eat chink food mother fuckers. YEA!! well NEways. i'm gonna like leave now. cuz i'm way excited. later. <3 jes jes

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:: 2004 9 July :: 12.39 am

so today, i went to courtney's to go over the music that i'm playing at her sister's wedding. i'm so excited. and then i went and had a gyro. thats it. later. <3 jes jes

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:: 2004 8 July :: 10.06 am
:: Music: avenged sevenfold

i forgot to put something about camp on here. lol. it was so fucking funny. Elise and i were walking back from my room and we walked up to this fish pond. and some old guy was there. and i was like 'lets sprinkle crack on these fish........then they'd be crackified.' and she's like. 'alright' and then we went and told the story to some other ppl and they were like 'wat are you talking about?!' and elise is like 'CRACKIFICATION!' it was so fuckin funny. NEways. yesterday i was at my cousins. and like he boifriend got drunk the nite before. that was some funny shit. like he went to the park and came back and was like 'i went to the park. and i went down the slide. and i had to walk up these things and shit and my fat ass got stuck goin down the slide and i had to walk to rest of the way down.' and then we went to the pool and the bathrooms were locked and he pissed in the flowers. and then like he hugged this tree and was like 'i love mother nature' i walked up to this pine cone that had been run over in the road and i'm like 'HOLY SHIT! look its a dead squirrel' and justin walked over to it and was like 'leave the poor thing alone!' lol. it was fucking awesome. he had 12 bottles of beer. we got him to chug the last two. it was funny. well i'm out. later. <3 jes jes

PS holly and i are going to party on friday.

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:: 2004 6 July :: 5.01 pm

you are burlywood

Your dominant hues are red and yellow... most of what you do is motivated by your need to change things and have a good time, but you've been known to settle down and think out a situation, too. You tend to surprise people just when they're starting to feel like they've got you down.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the html color quiz

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:: 2004 6 July :: 11.07 am

Your soul is DARK. You aren't too happy with your
life, though you may feel you should be. You're
probably solitary, pessimistic, brooding,
possibly nocturnal, but mostly a general
unknown. You might have a hidden liking for
pain and destruction, but you're probably more
masochistic that sadistic if that's true. (look
it up if you don't know what they mean!) Those
that think they know you tend to place you
closer to evil on a scale of good and evil,
which might not be true. What people see may
not be who you actually are. Some people fear
you and others mock you. What isn't really
known, though, is that you're not pure evil.
You're just a mysterious, misunderstood - and
sadly, forsaken - soul.

What Is Your Soul's Trait?
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:: 2004 6 July :: 10.59 am

i just woke up and mom called and was like 'i'm done with work, wat do you want from the store?' and i'm like 'sloppy joes, your done for the day?' and she's like 'yep, your stuck with me all day.' fuck this. but hey, she's gonna make me sloppy joes. :-) those are so fuckin ghetto but taste like god. <3 jes jes 7605822 5474861

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:: 2004 6 July :: 1.10 am

I dyed my hair blue.

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:: 2004 6 July :: 12.45 am
:: Music: avenged sevenfold

okay, so i just got back from camp. and like i had an awesome time. I got caught sneaking off campus, i didn't get in to much trouble cuz like it was the last day. i stole a hammer to a fire extinguisher. i graffitied the practice rooms. i tryed to catch gold fish in a pond. (i was going to cut them in half by hitting them with my hammer and like put them in the pianos in the practice rooms, that would have been tyte) they were to fast to catch. i barked at my counselor. i left campus illegally for lunch everyday. i skipped classes to go watch dvd's in the practice rooms. i brought a mother fucking mini-frig. that bitch is the shit. i did good otherwise. like as far as playing my cello goes. OMG and then like these two guys were like obsessed w/ me and like i asked some chick i knew wat i should do (play em both or pick one) and she thought that i was gonna play em both and she told one of them and he got all pissed and thought that i was gonna play him w/ four other guys. wtf? lol Well NEways. the chicks that roomed next door to us had a stinky room mate. she didn't bathe for four days and she had her period. and she kept her pads in a bag in the room that was open and shit and had clothes in it. it was so fuckin nasty. it seriosly smelled like rotten fish sticks. ew.. well NEways. i got in trouble for talking during concerts and little shit like that. i had fun. i'm so goin next year. OMG my room mate shelby (she's 13 and black and superly grosely skinny) had this spyder like hanging off her bed and like freaked out and like it was sooo fucking funny. she like started crying and shit. lol. and then like the next day i was sitting on the bed under hers and i was eating and sinclair was like 'OMG! spider!' and i was like 'OMG! its in my hair!' (to freak her out again) and then i ran up to shelby and like started rubbing my head on her and she was like screaming. :-) well NEways. i'll rite more later. <3<3 jes jes 5474861 7605822

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:: 2004 8 June :: 4.33 pm
:: Music: Banana Phone (click link on pro, lol) thanks ho. :-)

woohoo!! i got the money
okay so i can make 100 dollars by mowing my mom's lawn and then cleaning out her gutters. lol. thats a lot of money fast. and i'm going to watch my little sister for a week for a hundred bucs. i'm so fucking lucky.
<3 jes jes

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:: 2004 4 June :: 1.20 pm

okay so i'm so excited about camp. i cried wen i found out i could go. i need to take amini frig w/ me. does any one have one i could buy or know of any ways i could make $150 fast? well NEways IM me back:isleptwithtyler. o yea. and i need a microwave. lol. well i'll ttyl. <3 jes jes3864373037

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:: 2004 22 May :: 9.33 am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Eminem: oldschool shit is awesome, fuck off if you don't like it

WOOHOO!! partay? hell yes
Okay so i haven't updated this in a long while. O yea, and there's two days left of school. partay anyone? hell yea, wednesday, at the beach around 11 or 12. how exciting. o yea, and afterschool on the last day, i'm fucking dying my hair pink! woohoo!! well call me
<3<3 jes jes 527.0185 or 437.3037

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:: 2004 14 April :: 12.38 pm
:: Mood: :-)

Okay so its been like almost exactly two months since i've updated this shit. NEways, i'm making a website. The only way to access this now is going to be through my website. well, i'm having a b-day party. leave a comment with some ideas for it....i'm stuck. lol. i sent out the invites yesterday(all 35) and dammit it was a pain in the ass writing them all out. it took me two and a half hours. i'm out later. <3<3 jes jes

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:: 2004 15 February :: 10.54 pm

What is your favorite..
gum: Dentyne ice Artic Chill
restaurant: Song Kran
drink: Vinilla Coke
season: fall
type of weather: brisk
emotion: Manic Swing side of a bi-polar
late-night activity: talk online
sport: ski
city: Ormond
store: Hot Topic

When was the last time you..
cried: two nights ago, my mom wouldn't let me order bruschetta at dinner, which i ended up getting anyways. lol.
played a sport: my neighbor and i had staple gun fights an hour ago?
laughed: wen my drunk neighbor ran into the sliding glass door a couple hours ago, :-)
hugged someone: mom this morning
kissed someone: :-)
felt depressed: 2 months ago
felt elated: elated....hmmm....lemme think about that a minute.
felt overworked: yesterday wen i was cleaning my carpet, wat an ass of a job
faked sick: like a month ago, i played hookie w/ my mom
lied: i dunno, little lies=all the time, big lies=about a month ago

What was the last..
word you said: (i can't remeber)
thing you ate: pizza
song you listened to: "I Always Feel Like" Tru
thing you drank: water
place you went to: neighbors house
movie you saw: Girl Interupted, just the end though, my mom made me get out of the bath tub to watch it, eh it was descent
movie you rented: do i rent movies?
concert you attended: ....its been a while

Who was the last person you..
hugged: person=mom, other=dog, lol
cried over: my self
kissed: i forget
danced with: my dog
shared a secret with: i don't tell any one mysecrets
had a sleepover with: courtney
went to a movie with: my sister
saw: my neighbor(s)
were angry with: my dad
couldn't take your eyes off of: some kid at school, :-) i don't no him though...:-(

Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yeah
kissed someone: :-)
done drugs: no
drank alcohol: yea
had a movie marathon: i dunno
spun until you were immensely dizzy: last weekend

alrite i'm done w/ this shit, later ~jes

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:: 2004 15 February :: 10.37 pm
:: Music: none at the moment

eh eh eh
Okay so, i haven't done much lately, just chillin w/ my mom. same old, same old. I'm gettin a cell on tuesday. Nextel. I'm trying to convince my mom to get me free incoming on it. but its another twenty bucs. eh. w/e. i'll pay for it. i'll post the number later this week. tomorrow i'm watching my little sister for the day. i'm so bored rite now. this is one bullshit entry. lol. i finished my science project today. eventually, we got to a point where the Liquid wrench and wrenchs wouldn't work any more, and i fuckin though the bitch on the asphalt. it busted open and the cylinder fell out. it was awesome. i had motor oil all over me and i ruined a pair of my pants. hehe, PS the project was to take apart a peice of broken technoligy(lawn mower) i'm out later. ~jes jes

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:: 2004 31 January :: 6.35 pm

if some body doesn't fucking call i'm going to go kill somebody and thats going to be dangerous. here she comes...w/ a knife...silence...all u here is the sink dripping...the door was unlocked as usual...with the knife that she stole from you dinner table, that you served steak on last night, she casual walks in with an expression less face on, sleeping, your inoccently dreaming of dinner with your fiance, your both buying a house to live in tomorrow, but unfortontatly, theres some one standing over your body slicing your silky youthful skin that is now stained with blood. Within minutes your dead....The sun is gleaming through the windows and there's a knock on the door, followed by more and more impacient knocks. Your middle class sedan is in the drive way, along with your fiances. They bust open the door and there you are, Dead. <3jes

That was my away message, lol. don't you love my pictures mr. smith!? well NEways i'm bored today, i baby sat 3 five year olds. then went to my mom's friends house and cleaned a little and made 20 bucs...i'm hoping to do something tomorrow more exciting. <3<3 jes jes. and no i'm not going to go murder some ;-D, j/p

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:: 2004 31 January :: 8.47 am
:: Mood: still in sleep mode....

no subject, just randomness
okay, so i'm taking a bath and my sister runs in to go to the bath room and she couldn't make it fast enough and she leaves the bath room to go pee on my carpet.... well then she jumps in the bath tub w/ me and i'm like gross...and then i dunno. thats the end of my story. i just woke up and now i'm sitting riting in my journal w/ my quivering chihuahua in my watching my sister drive around the house with her friends in her little electric john deere gator, lol. well i'm gonna go talk to my mom. i'm feeling lonely rite now. give me a call....<3 jes jes

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:: 2004 29 January :: 2.51 pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Allegro From Sonata 1 By Teleman, Johnny Appleseed Suite, Three Celtic Folksongs [All County Orchest

Orchestra has been my life for the last three weeks.
Okay so, i had one rehearsal a week for three weeks that were four hours long each. Then i had another 3 and a half hour long rehearsal today. and i busted my ass playing this music. i love the cello and it is so worth it. Well NEways i have a concert today. BE THERE!! i worked soo hard and you have to see it!! Peabody Auditorium 7 o'clock. :-) i am in so much pain from those rehearsals. one of them was last night and i didn't come home till late and then i woke up and went straight to another one. Well i'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard bath tub...hehe. hope to see you thur. much <3 jes jes

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:: 2004 24 January :: 7.25 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: eh...not into it rite

swim away!!
Ok so. i went to the IB essay thing this morning and sat next to lauren stone. we haven't talked in a while so i was like "y don't i come to ur house today?" "ok!" but i was grounded. and i'll like well fuck that. and i had a class meeting and got a ride there from courtney (my like best homie, luv ya girl, srry bout everything, i'll ttyl later.) the class meeting was like from 1030-noon. i was going to have my dad pick me up from there at 12. he was going to take me home to do "chores" (actually slave for him, lol) and i'm like FUCK THAT!! so i had lauren pick me up at like 1145, rite before my dad was going to get there. lol. he got pissed i heard and left and forgot to take courtney home. i had so much fun at lauren's. and we walked around to alex's and zach's and dyan's and rosie's house. and on the way back i round this huge orange cone and took it home. lol. g to her house and she was taking me home and i got pissed. i started crying and shit and said i'd run away if she left me there. so we ended up getting there and no one was home so i packed up all my shit (like everything) and left. we predict that my dad's going to call the cops. and were going to have to go to court lol. hehe. well NEways i just went to eat chinese food. it was good. then we ran over to cici's (hence this is in port orange(to all my ormond homies)) and now i'm just sitting here getting ready to teach my sister the cello and give her a bath, hehe. luv yea lots <3<3<3jes jes (yes i'm talking about you!)

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:: 2004 10 January :: 11.00 am

Well i haven't written in here in a while and need to catch every one up...hehe. well i went to disney last saturday w/ my cousins and we had so much fun...Then i had to redie my hair back to a school appropriate color this past monday...but i couldn't get it all out,lol, as some of you have already seen. School sux these days. i was thinking about getting homeschooled then i wouldn't have to screw around w/ all the homo teachers i have...okay that didn't sound rite....screwing around w/ homo teachers...weird....well NEways enough of the bullshit talk, who wants to chill w/ me this weekend!? i've had like no one spend the nite at my house this whole school year almost, well my dad's house. call me at....3867605822----3865474861----or i mite be at my dad's at 3864373037 <3jessie

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:: 2004 1 January :: 6.45 pm

I dyed my hair blue!!!!!!! whoa! its kick ass. its dark blue. last nite was so much fun. (new years eve) lol. i went to courtney's and we like partayed like animals. lol. i got to courtney's and the first thing we did was start to die my hair and it didn't work at first so i had to go to sally's this morning and do it again. but now its so kickass. well neways. we watched jackass last nite. i luv that movie. then we busted out the drinks....80 proof brandy, champeigne, and beer! lol. well i got a little drunk and dizzy and couldn't walk... it was soo much fun! and we made duct tape thong bikinis!! holy shit...that shit hurts wen u pull it then we went down to beach street and mooned ppl!! OMG tomorrow i'm ordering my ipod!! i'm so excited. and then on friday nite i'm going to orlando w/ my cousin to spend the nite at my other cousins house, and then on saturday were all going to disney!! i'm so excited. well NEways. life is great rite now, and there isn't anything that could screw it up! u no wat would make my day? if u told me that u loved me! omg i'd love that. <3 jessie

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:: 2003 30 December :: 8.57 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: none at the moment

i couldn't rite in here yesterday cuz my mom was working all day...sorry.......i dunno if anybody really reads this or not...CUZ NO ONE LEAVES COMMENTS!!! except for ziara...:-) thanks Z. well sister and i went to the park yesterday to feed the turtles and shit like that...she drove her john deere and i rode the bike...the seagulls were there so the turtles couldn't get the food :-( but that's ok. damn those seagulls can bitch! lol. well today my mom is gone working in i get the comp. all day!! yaay! well i'll be back later to rite more! <3<3<3jes jes

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:: 2003 29 December :: 12.00 am
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: Korn

I made a hundred bucs from my mom today by editing her job for her. it was 100 pages. but i made 100 bucs! hell yea! my sister got here. micheal couldn't come...:-( lol. call me micheal! NEways.....i went to best buy and i looked at the ipod's....i'm buying one offline though. i bought four pairs of pants and two shirts and 7bracelets and a necklace and three perfumes and four cd's in the past 3days. lol. fun fun! i had fun spending my money. and i have like 40 bucs left and my mom owes me 35 of the work i did today! i feel soo good. well anyways. i bet u a million dollars i would love to talk to YOU! yea thats rite YOU! call me at 3867605822. <3<3<

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:: 2003 28 December :: 11.01 am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Korn, Smile Empty Soul, Disturbed, Cold (my new cd's!!!)

Day 1
Well i just started this....hehe. this is going to be fun. maybe a bit theraputical for me and shit that i go through. NEways. i'm waiting for my little sister to come over and were going to go ride in her new electric john deere car thing that she got for x-mas...hehe..and micheal mite come over today... and i want one of my homies to come ova too!! (cork, ho and carly!!*hint*hint*) ...i just played w/ my dog. he's so cute. he's a chihuahua. well i'm going to go eat and wait for my sister. :-) <3<3<

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