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2008 4 December :: 1.39pm
That was the most nerve racking experience of my life..
Took my civil service test..
I am hoping I passed, not just so that I can apply for a corrections job, but so that I dont have to go through that again..
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2008 3 December :: 10.03pm
Is there anything more stupid...
so today was one of the worst days of my life.... for one single reason, my ass got fired from ponderosa... for some of the fucking dumbest reasons ever!! there is an underlying reason of the company going under and i was one of the highest payed employee's and i think they were makin up a bunch of bullshit so they could get rid of me but its official i am jobless, and right before xmas.
its a fresh start yes, but i can be out of a job, i have bills to pay too.
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2008 2 December :: 11.39am
This is the world as we know it.
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2008 2 December :: 2.28am
crossposted
I am very blessed. I have a boyfriend who loves me (and lets me sleep and makes me bagels with cream cheese and turkey (when I don't feel well and when he thinks it sounds disgusting)) and whom I love. I have a family that despite my coming home from a semester in Europe and immediately moving out, still loves me.
I am blessed because I had two Thanksgivings. And I will have two Christmases.
I talked to one of the new student workers today. His father lost his factory job and his mother lost her greenhouse job. Downsizing. He had Spaghetti O's for Thanksgiving. In his dorm room. He says Christmas doesn't look too great either.
I left work crying.
I've always had a Christmas. I've always had a Thanksgiving. No matter how poor my parents said they were that year. I can't imagine not having one. But this kid did. This kid will.
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2008 1 December :: 6.32pm
That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest
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Everything smells like garlic.
((and it's wrong that you aren't here))
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2008 1 December :: 10.41am
I may have to marry Ben Folds.
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2008 30 November :: 2.39am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Norah Jones: Live in Paris
Norah Jones and Life
I have fallen head over heels for the lovely Norah Jones. I wouldn't call it an obsession, however I do not think this is healthy at all. I rarely am able to get my hands on an album that I can listen to in its entirety, let alone a complete discography!
I am going to make it a point to update this journal more often.
Since I have done everything but be diligent this thanksgiving break, tomorrow will be a day full of homework.
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2008 28 November :: 5.44pm
Thanksgiving was ok. worked till 3 then tj and i went home and i made a meal for us. the green bean casserole, mashed potatoes and a Ham, since there was only 2 of us i thought a turkey would be way too much. it was a nice thanksgiving i wish i could have went and seen familiy but we started a new tradition so i guess its ok.
not starting school as soon as eailier stated, waitin till spring so we can get our finances in order. but i am enrolled for four years and in $30,000.00 in debt at least for it so there is no turning back...
work still sucks and i am still looking for a new job. got a call earlier this week about a job, so we will see.
in addition to work suckin i think a person who also works there and is a "friend" of mine is trying to get me fired, or at least demoted. she intially told me that i should not go to school, that i should just stay at pondo for the rest of my life like her, then when i told her i was enrolling she got pissed and now doesnt talk to me, is scheduling me shitty hours, and is searching for things to complain about me for and i am getting really sick of it. the worst part of it is that our GM is sittin in her little pocket so everything she says he believes. its amazing i thought this person was my friend and it turns out that its all just fake!! dumbasS!!
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2008 28 November :: 12.30pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Norah Jones
Jazzy jazz
I think San Francisco is where I want to be! Everything seems to be going great for me out here. I saw Bolt last night. The movie was great, however I didn't like the 3D glasses thing... I may go ice skating tonight at Union Square! :)
School is going well. My final for analysis of form is a portrait of Samuel L. Jackson eating a tasty cheeseburger.
Work is going a lot better! The alpha tests for the content did not go so well, but almost everyone loved the beta!
That's about it!
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2008 26 November :: 10.14pm
I feel like I learn more about faith and feel better about faith in my Arabic class than I ever did in my Theology class.
In my Theology class, I was angry and upset that I was supposed to believe what he said I needed to. That I needed to obey the laws he said existed. Laws and rules I didn't think any god cared about.
In my Arabic class, I feel good about this god that I thought was mean and restrictive. I feel good about the world. Every day we have a religious discussion, even inadvertently.
I guess I'm not doing the Catholic thing anymore? I guess I haven't for a while. I like this God guy. I'm feeling things out but I'm a big fan of this non-denominational thing. I just hate religion so much. We'll see where this goes.
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2008 26 November :: 2.11pm
I'd like to believe that we decide when to wash our hands, or reveal the skeletons that we keep baracaded in our closets.
On our own terms, at the right time, and when necessary.
But in reality that doesn't happen.
Sometimes the past comes whirling in and everything else that mattered completely stops.
..While driving around greenville today, I had all these insightful thoughts that I planned to write. But when I got home I got side-tracked and had to do laundry. Now all those thoughts are barely there..
Crap.
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2008 24 November :: 10.29am
If my delightful roommate doesn't get up and turn off her alarm clock I may be inclined to go in there and turn it off myself by punching her in the face with it. Brass knuckles on crack, if you will.
Wait.........what?!
Happy-almost-Thanksgiving-break guys.
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2008 23 November :: 11.56pm
I hate hurting for someone so much you can barely breathe when you can't even let them know you care.
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2008 23 November :: 1.21pm
The Omlette Shop breakfast was so much fun. Free Beer is awesome. So is Zane. Hotwings is so so. But they were all really nice. Producer Joe looks like the guy from Grandma's Boy. The one with the fucking sweet bed.
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2008 22 November :: 10.39am
So... I'm getting to that place where I'm afraid.
Afraid of what? Afraid of getting stuck again? Afraid of all the things I let you ruin for me? Afraid of hurting someone else? Afraid of becoming numb again?
Sure. Because I've never really been afraid of change.
You are pretty wonderful, though. I promise I won't this won't be a repeat performance. It couldn't be. You wouldn't let it be.
I guess the real problem is that I'm terrified of getting so caught up in my own world that I miss real one.
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Every night he weeps for the human race.
I'm not that strong.
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