:: 2007 14 May :: 9.23 pm

little to my roommates knowledge... we are having an R.A. and a mediator come over so this post-it bull shit will stop...

TONIGHT!!!

3 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 23 April :: 4.36 am

did i mention that i got engaged?
i just finished my 8am assignment for art.
i will need lots of coffee or something like that tomorrow.
oh and i have lost 15lbs exactly since i moved to chicago.

if i am lucky i will be able to fit in clothes that i thought i would have to give away. only another 10 and it will be good. but for now... lotsof bed!

4 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 15 April :: 12.08 am

Happy birthday to me!
yay for no longer having teen in my age.
hah
and for seeing my love later today!!!

1 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 12 April :: 11.40 pm

i think it is sad that out of the like 4 or 5 blogs i have, this is the only one that i rarely look at but usually get something out of.

to live, to learn.....

i want alcohol

2 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 11 April :: 12.20 pm

Can this class start.... pleeeeaaase!
i hate my mother... blah blah
i am bored... it is sleeting outside and i won't walk back to my appartment
and i don't have class for another 50 minutes.
i have been here with nothing to do for just over an hour

and some fucker keeps banging on the wall.
my birthday is sunday, my parents aren't coming to see me. mike is... but i feel like spending it alone.
seeing as he has other obligations i would prefer he didn't come.
i am depressed... i need more caffine. i wish i had my stupid ID so i could do my math homework... i still have to buy the gd book.
i really want to hit the fucker that is banging on the wall.

5 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 29 March :: 8.14 pm

welll........ into chicago i have moved. and i am all alone and i wish someone was here.

*sigh* i wish mike was here.

Open your eyes

:: 2007 1 February :: 11.53 am

so,
i am in kalamazoo with lisa and dustin
i have about 2 months until i start at the Illinois Institute of Art
I m fucking tired and hungry
I will be at home working an 8-5 job later today.

we need to get some Bilbo's Pizza

1 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 12 January :: 9.22 pm

i got some booty!!!! yay for 4 day weekends and visiting boyfriends!

2 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 29 December :: 1.39 pm

not too much new.
i have a boyfriend again
yay for new mike
he is great. i <3 him.
we both go home on the 2nd
i might be transfering to Illinois institute of arts for Advertising
after school i will be moving to wyoming or seattle
we shall see, i am still lost and wandering
but mike is helping me figure things out, and fight the depression that runs rampid through my veins.

Open your eyes

:: 2006 8 December :: 7.47 am

i have feelings for him, and i have to ush him away

i agree with you liz, it is for the best
but it hurts
and i want to push everyone away

i don't know how to explain all of this to him, and i know he doesn't quite grasp the gravity of this situation.
but i am a horrible person, and m. should not want to find anything from me, just as i know in my heart that i can never have anything from a.

Open your eyes

:: 2006 7 December :: 5.53 pm
:: Music: Elliot Smith- Twighlight

9 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 5 December :: 8.29 pm

boys will be boys
a: I like it better when the girl is (in control)
a:which is probably why I'm fascinated with you
JoziJewelz : why are you and how are you fascinated with me?
a: because you're different, because you don't take shit
a: because I want you to pin me down
a: and maybe because I want to control you, because you seem so uncontrollable
a: so then it's a challenge

Open your eyes

:: 2006 5 December :: 6.10 pm

things i learned today.

kelly still thinks he is better than everyone
honey taste good with cigarettes and potato chips
milwaukee is only 27 miles from kenosha
and
lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off....

1 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 3 December :: 7.47 pm

poking smot is great fun.
lol

3 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 2 December :: 8.50 pm

sooooooo. i am bored and have been sleeping alot. i got home from work and fell asleep for like 4 hours until my room mate came home. lol, damn.

Open your eyes