:: 2006 14 December :: 12.49 am

i am sick of this
spiralling out of control
i will have it
i will have it back
i will do it
i can
i can be like them
be like them
pure. thin. unbroken.

sweet words

:: 2006 12 November :: 11.32 pm

could this all...
be just a dream

could these feelings
i feel
everytime you smile
no
look at me
be really real??

i really really like you.

i think this is for real.

dont you?

sweet words

:: 2006 30 October :: 10.38 pm

i dont know what i would do without this boy
he slept on the hospital floor
for me
awwwe!

sweet words

:: 2006 27 October :: 12.45 am

zach is such a comfort to me. when he holds me... i feel so safe and secure. i was so grateful for him when we went to the emergancy room. i was glad that he was there to hold my hands. and he cares so much and its so cute... i really think i found a keeper. i hope nothing goes dreadfully wrong in the future that we get sperated. im thinking since i want to be together and i know i could have a good life with zach, fates going to change everything for me. shes going to mess it all up for me. which makes me very sad. i know this is not permanent. i know that this will not last forever... but im so happy here... in this moment... together... with him.

sweet words