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:: 2003 3 December :: 2.58 pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: yellowcard - only one

becuz i have nothing better to do...
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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Pirates of the Caribbean!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Jane is Daria's best friend. They met during a
self-esteem class at Lawndale High, which Jane
had already taken six times (she could have
easily passed the class, but having low
self-esteem "made her feel special").
Like Daria, Jane is cynical, intelligent, and
talented (she is a budding artist), but she is
also a little more open to the world around
her. She enjoys running, and once joined the
Lawndale High track team... briefly.

What Character from Daria are you?
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your fuck.

What swear word are you?
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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1 on fire | burst into flame

:: 2003 27 November :: 9.29 pm
:: Music: invisble - clay aiken...shutup

this is really fucking long man just like this title which i am now compensating so it will not look like a loser in front of the quiz..yea go title! w00t
001.What is your name?Keri
002. Spell your name backwards. irek
003. Date of birth: 3-18-88
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: pisces
006. Nicknames: kae kae, kerbear, cheddar
007. Occupation? uh...no
008. Height: 5'4"
009. Weight: 115
010. Hair color: brownish
012. Where were you born? Center Line
013. Where do you reside now? Warren
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: justamirage515, cheddardawg555, loneferret357
016. E-mail: loneferret357@yahoo.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? inside jokes
018. What is your LJ name? justamirage15
019. What does your LJ stand for? again inside joke
020. Pets: 3 cats, till, tootz, casey
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 15
022. Piercings? ears and cartilage
023. Tattoo's? soon
024. Shoe size: 7 1/2
025. Righty or lefty? righty
026. Wearing: jeans and a black shirt...suprise!
027. Hearing: my mom bitching
028. Feeling: annoyed
029. Eating/drinking: coffee cake

~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the..
030. Craziest? claire
031. Loudest? i think thats me
032. Nicest? claire
033. Bitchiest? claire..at her family mostly
034. Life of the party? all of us when were all together
035. Jock? yea...noo.....
036. Prep? lisa (sry babe i luv ya)
037. Rebel? angie
038. Cutest? aww claire...lol
039. Best friend of the same sex? claire
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? ralph and jack tie on that one
041. Most popular? laura
042. Rudest? we wont say that one......
043. Most shy? claire
044. Dumbest? we all say dumb things....
045. Smartest: gotta be jeff
046. Weirdest? danny..thats why i love him
047. Has the best hair? i dunno.
048. Best personality? i dunno all my friends
049. Most talented? depends which talent were talking about
050. Most ghetto? booty? jamie would be most ghetto...lauren prides herself on the booty tho
051. Most spoiled? donna...but not bratty spoiled
052. Drama queen? angie, but in a good way
053. Pain in the ass? everyone has their moments
054. Funniest? danny/claire/mike
055. Best advice giver? claire/ralph
056. Druggie? we all were in that category at one point
057. Most likely to join a cult? i dunno
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yes
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? wow i dont even know
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 132~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? yes
062. How many people have you told? everyone
063. How many people have you been in love with? 2
064. How many people have you kissed? 10 is the estimate.....
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yes
066. How many people have you dated? like long term? 5
067. What do you look for in a guy? gotta be funny... smart, eyes, smile
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes
069. What type of guy do you usually go for? dark hair/skin blue eyes
070. Do you have a bf? yep
071. If so where did you meet them? lol at his house
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? everything
073. Do you have a crush right now? no
074. If so who is it? uh...my boyfriend?
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? yea
076. Do you remember your first love? yes i still talk to him
077. Who is the first person you kissed? Jamie
078. Do you believe in fate? yes
079. Do you believe in soul mates? yepp
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? yea

152. Color: blue
153. Food: anything and everything
154. Song:if i am by nine days
155. Show: will & grace
156. School subject: foods
157. Band/singer: Brand New
158. Animal: cat
159. Outfit: clothes
160. Radio station: 89X, 96.3, 101.1, 106.7
161. Movie: the emperors new groove
162. Pair of shoes: chucks
163. Cartoon: Daria
164. Actor: david spade
165. Actress: angelina jolie/jessica alba
166. Potato chip: cheese?
167. Drink: sprite
168. Alcoholic drink: khalhua
169. Holiday: thanksgiving or christmas
170. Perfume/cologne: ibeezahippie
172. Jell-O flavor: strawberry
173. Lunch meat: ham
174. Board game: life
175. Video game: frogger, sonic,or mario
176. Website: www.brandnewrock.com
177. Book: hard love
178. Computer game: counterstrike
179. Number: 5, 15, anything w/ 5 in it
180. Cereal: apple jacks or honeynut
181. Comedian: daniel tosh or dane cook
182. Dessert: pie
183. Disney character: shrek
184. Clothing store: hot topic
185. Pasttime: music
186. Teacher: mrs.lassiter
187. Childhood toy: my bear/cat pinky
188. Carnival game/ride: the screamer
189. Candy bar: 100 grand
190. Magazine: j15/teen people
191. Salad dressing: ranch
192. Thing to do on the weekend: hang out with frie... uh...claire..lol
193. Hot drink: coffee
194. Season: summer
195. Sport to watch: basketball
196. Person to talk to online: whoever's on
~This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: pepsi
220. Doughnuts/bagels: either
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: west
224. Make love/have sex: have sex
225. Coffee/tea: coffee
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hotdogs
227. Rap/rock: rock
228. Britney/Christina: christina
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: i like cheese...
230. Real World/Road Rules: real world
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: nsynce all the way baby!!! its tearin up my heart..yea im done...
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas: adidas
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Taco Bell
235. Sweet/sour: sweet
236. Punk/emo: emo
237. Hot/cold: hot
238. Winter/summer: summer
239. Spring/fall: fall
240. Oparaís/ Playís: plays
241. Read/watch tv: tv
242. Cd's/tapes: cds
243. Dvd's/vhs: dvd
244. Old/new: new
245. Shorts/skirts: shorts
246. Pink/red: red
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white
248. meat/vegetables: eww neither
249.Mexican food/chinese food: damn theyre both so good
250. Commercials/infomercials: infomercials
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: boots...?
254. Dogs/cats: cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: faeries
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice: Sugar
258. Black/white:black
259. bows/ribbons: uh....i dont do bows or ribbons......
260. Chicken/beef: chicken
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored
262. Cars/trucks: car
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: croikey i lost me mojo!! wait...there it is.....heh....
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
265. Hip/hop: uh.....hiphop? a hip it to the hop...i said hip hip hip hop hop hop...yea ...go the wedding singer old lady
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate and stuff
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: i really dont care man...u just keep doin your thing
268. Back rub/foot massage: back
269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums
270. Pens/pencils: pens

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: genius
272. virgins: sluts
273. God: val..heh...member that?
274. The Osbournes: F%&! wait....ill just say fuck like normal people...
275. Reality TV: got stupid after survivor
276. J.Lo: uh....k.mo?
277. religion: is pointless
278. Emo music: is depressing...wait
279. valentines day: fuck valentines day
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: shes a hottie
281. Homosexuals: are my friends
282. abortion: is their choice...stay out of it mofos
283. Inter-racial relationships: who cares? 284. Murder: while youre sleeping...shhhhhh
285. death: is inevitable.....
286. Obesity: fat fat fat
287. Pre-marital sex: you gotta test drive the car before you buy it....
288. Terrorism: damn you osama...eat anthrax and die...slowly
289. Pornography: oh baby come here and take off my stewardess outfit on the plane were not really on so we can go do it in the fake bathroom while the whole crew watches....sexy...kinda?
290. Fortune tellers: sweeeeeeet
291. Threesomes: heh
292. Prostitution: sucky sucky 5 dolla...or not
293. Politics: i invented pants...
294. Country music: sucks your moms left nut
295. George W. Bush: G. Bu!!!!!
296. Cloning: i invented cloning...
297. Britney's boobs: are big?
298.Gas prices in America: just pump it and drive away....wuss

~Have You Ever.~
331. Mooned anyone? heh yea
332. Been on a diet? i dont diet....
333. Been to a foreign country? canada doesnt count...
334. Broken a bone? a toe...
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? yes..oops
336. Swear at a teacher? yea...bucci
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? no
338. Got in a fight? yep...i punched the fat bitch in the face
339. Dated a teacher? no.......
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? no but lisa has...hehe good times
341. Thought about killing your enemy? while theyre sleeping......shhhhhh
342. Gone skinny dipping? again...heh yea.
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? no
344. Told a little white lie? who hasn't
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yea...
346. Stolen anything? yes...we wont get into that tho
347. Miss used a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? what the ass?
348. Been on tv? yes
349. Been on the radio? no
350. Been in a mosh pit? yea
351. Been to a concert? yea...if ya havent thats sad...
352. Dated one of your best friends? yea..and that turned out bad..so....we wont try that again..
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yea
354. Decieved somebody close to you? probly...
355. Broken the law? yet again..heh yea..
356. Been to a rodeo? no cnt say that i have...or want to...
357. Been on a talk show? nope
358. Been on a game show? no
359. Been on an airplane? no :o(
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yea
361. Came close to dying? yes..scary as hell
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? yea...
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yea
364. Terrorized a babysitter? he he he he
365. Made a mud pie? yea..i have..thats kinda sad in itself
366. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff? yepp
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yea...my window is convenient
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? nope
369. Had an eating disorder? uh..if eating too much counts..then yes
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yea
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yea
372. Smoked? yea
373. Done drugs? yea
374. Been arrested? no
375. Had your tonsils removed? nope
376. Gone to camp? yea...good times
377. Won a bet? yea
378. Written a love letter? yea but i didnt send it im not that much of a loser
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yepp
380. Written a love poem? yea
381. Kissed in the rain? aww yea
382. Slow danced with someone you love? yep
383. Participated in cyber sex? no thats dirty..
384. Faked an orgasm? were not supposed to admit to that...so... i wont...
385. Stolen a kiss? how do you *steal* a kiss persay?
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yea
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? No
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? yea
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? nope
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? if skool counts as work....
392. Won a trophy? yes....like 5
393. Thrown up in public? no
394. Bowled a perfect game? yea right
395. Failed/got held back? no
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? or not
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yea...yummmm
398. Taken ballet lessons? yea..shutup
399. Attempted suicide? no
400. Cut yourself? yea

425. Do you believe in aliens? sure why not
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: a paint pen, cds, and a claire
427. Do you have any hidden talents? i dont think so...but i find one ill let u know
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? yes, yes i do
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? comedy
430. What would your movie star name be? uh..Keri
431. Do you play any sports? i used to but now im lazy...
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? Cabin Fever
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? schhol of rock
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? the good girl
435. Do you drive? not yet
436. What is your dream car? a cougar!! w00t!!! ans stuff....but it would have to be a kewl color...like purple...or teal
437. Do you think you're good looking? i dunno
438. Do others think you are good looking?ask them
439. Would you ever sky dive? hell yes!
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? nope...
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 11
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? fuck no
443. Do you believe in God? kinda
444. Do you believe in Satan? sure
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yea 446. Do you believe there is a hell? yea
447. Do you own a pooltable? no
448. Do you have a pool? yepp
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yea..who cares?
450. Do you like chocolate? yea...its ok
451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? i dont have one...
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 13
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? i was a bum when i was 3
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no
456. What is your weakness? depends on which kind of weakness ur talking about..heh...wink wink
457. Name something you can't get enough of: music
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: weird, crazy, loud
459. How many kids do you want to have? 3
460. Future daughters names: cadence and kia
461. Future sons names: braden or shawn
462. What is your ideal way to die? falling off of something fun....like bungee jumping
463. How do you release stress? music..playing or writing it
464. Are you a trendy person? yea sure..no
465. Are you an artisitic person? yea
466. Are you a realistic person? not really
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? nope...too lazy
468. Are you a strong person? no
469. Are you a strong willed person? yes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? claire
471. Who is the last person to IM you? jack
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yea kinda
473. Are you a deep sleeper? yea
474. Are you a good story teller? at times
475. What do you believe is your best quality? im the kewlest person in the world!!!! or not...claire says i can make people laugh....does that count?
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? uh....i won the spelling be...
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? yes....ooooo...fire
478. Do you do yoga? im not that flexible....freaks..
479. Do you have your own credit card? tchhh....no
480. Letís say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? my own house outta state away from the family and i'd take ppl with me cuz they hate their families too
481. Do you have a check book?no
482. Do you like your driverís license picture? don't have one
483. Do you tan easily? i dont tan...
484. What color is your hair naturally? dark brown
485. How many fillings do you have? alot
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 2
487. Worst feeling in the world? being alone
488. Best feeling in the world? being loved
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? i drank it all bitch...what now
490. Last thing you downloaded? fugazi songs
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? sometimes...but then i annoy myself....el oh el!!!!!! jay kay!!!!!!
492. What do you think people think of you? i dunno
493. Are you a likeable person? do YOU like me? there....does that answer the question?
494. Do you need therapy? so ive been told..
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no
496. Whats the best way to be proposed to? in person..is there another way??
497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed Up? i would UPSex..but thats just me....
498. When are you moving? as soon as i turn 18
499. Whatís your favorite phrase? "what the ass?"

burst into flame

:: 2003 27 November :: 8.35 pm
:: Mood: full of turkey ;oř
:: Music: globes and maps - something corporate

some quizzes
<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )

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Your soul is bound to the Black Rose: The

"I am the wicked specemin of sin with no
profound logic to believe in. Hold me tight,
but don't hold me close, I go where I

The Black Rose is associated with manipulation,
control, and virtuosity. It is governed by the
goddess Psyche and its sign is The Tapestry, or
Crafted Love.

As a Black Rose, you may have a slight wicked
streak running through you. But whether you
are naughty or nice is up for debate. You know
how to get what you want and can work people
for what they're worth. You have great people
skills, but can sometimes be a bit of a control

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You are an Official Emo-Kid! Congratulations! Would
you like a tissue? Sniff..Sniff?

>>Your True Music Image<<(punkrocker? thug? diva-licious,emo-kid,Metal head,indie rocker?)
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burst into flame

:: 2003 26 November :: 10.38 pm
:: Mood: chipmunkish
:: Music: across five aprils - blue eyed suicide

wow this was long and i was definitely bored
Current Mood: rather tired...
Current Music: fugazi
Current Taste: pudding
Current Hair: uh...down?
Current Annoyance: my poofy cheeks
Current Smell: basement
Current Favorite Artist: dashboard confessional
Current Desktop Picture: some crappy band thats just another knock off of icp...my sister...dont ask
Current Book you're reading: the advestures of huckleberry finn
Current CD in CD Player: yellowcard
Current DVD in player: monty python the holy grail
Current Refreshment: rock and rye
L. A. S. T. P. E. R. S. O. N......
You Touched: my grama hugged me today...
You Talked to: jack
You Hugged: my grama...as previously noted
You Instant messaged: claire
You Yelled At: claire...for thinking i would yell at her
F. A. V. O. R. I. T. E...
Food: do i have to pick just one....ummm...any mexican food
Drink: cream soda
Color: blues and greens..also black but i guess thats not a color
C.D.: linkin park : hybrid theory
Shoes: either my chucks or my boots
Candy: 100 grand
Animal: my kitties ..awww
TV Show: hmm....everwood
Movie: the emperors new groove
Song: woke up in a car by something corporate
Vegetable: cucumbers...not in the weird way...
Fruit: all fruit is good...but umm...grapes
Cartoon: daria
A. R. E. Y. O. U...
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: very
Arrogant: i try not to be
Insecure: sometimes
Interesting: um...you tell me...youre the one still reading this
Random: ok if one more regina chick calls me random i swear to god...
Friendly: yea
Smart: i guess
Moody: at times
Independent: sure
Hard working: heh...no
Organized: or not
Healthy: at the time..
Emotionally Stable: for the most part
Shy: not at all
Difficult: if i want to be
Attractive: u decide that one...
Bored Easily: ok...i have adhd...id say thats a yes
Messy: very
Thirsty: no, i got my faygo...
Responsible: sometimes
Obsessed: i dont think so
Angry: when u piss me off
Sad: sometimes...{emo tear} jk
Happy: most of the time
Hyper: o yea
Trusting: yes
Talkative: i dont shut up
W. H. O D. O. Y. O. U. W. A. N. T. T. O....
Kill: oh you all know my cliff theory...
Slap: almost everyone at some point or another
Get Really Wasted With: hmmm.....does sum41 count?
Get High With: wow....been a while since i thought about that one
Look Like: jessica alba or angelina jolie...theyre hott i wont deny it
TalkTo Offline: mostly claire and danny really
Talk To Online: all my regina gurls

My Name Is: Keri
In The Morning I Am: not awake
All I Need Is: music and food, music and food....oh and friends
Love Is: the world
I'm Afraid of: bees..grrr..damn bees
I Dream About: alot...its what i do
-H. A. V. E. Y. O. U. E. V. E. R. . . .
Pictured your crush naked?: uh....
Actually seen ur crush naked: heh {sheepish smirk}
Been in love: yes
Cried when someone died: no
Lied: we wont get into that...
-W. H. I. C. H. I. S. B. E. T. T. E. R.-
Coke or pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: candy...but only on halloween
Tall or short: either...dont matter
-W. I. T. H. T. H. E. O. P. P. O. S. I. T. E. S. E. X.-
what do u notice first?: eyes
last person u slow danced with: tony
worst question to ask: "so...do u like avril lavigne?"
-W. H. O.-
makes u laugh the most?: danny and claire and mike...wow i have funny friends
who makes you smile: all my friends
gives u a funny feeling when u see them: hah...
who do you have a crush on?: me...im so sexy.....or not
has a crush on u?: they know
is easiest to talk to: claire, danny, ralph, jack
-D. O. Y. O. U. E. V. E. R.-
sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?: uh...thats sad..no
save aol/aim conversations: no
wish u were a member of the opposite sex: there are the moments
cried because of someone saying something to you: once. yea...a while ago tho
-H. A. V. E. Y. O. U. E. V. E. R.-
fallen for your best friend: yes
been rejected: no...is that bad?
rejected someone: yes....i felt mean too
used someone: no
been cheated on: yes
done something you regret: nope
-W. H. O. W. A. S. T. H. E. L. A. S. T. P. E. R. S. O. N.-
you talked to on the phone: mike
hugged: again...my grama...stop asking that
you instant messaged: ralph
you laughed with: claire
-D. O. Y. O. U. / / A. R. E. Y. O. U.-
smoke cigarettes: nope
obsessive: i dont think so
could u live without the computer?: no
color ur hair: yea...blue, green, black, blonde, back to brown, pink....
ever get off the damn computer: yea whn i get bored
habla espanol: si, muy bueno tambien hombre
how many peeps are on ur buddylist?: 132
what hurts the most? heartbreak
-N. U. M. B. E. R.-
of times I have had my heart broken?: once...but that was my own fault
#of hearts I have broken?: a few
of continents I have lived in?: one
#of tight friends?: about 5
of cd's that I own?: over 200
scars on my body?: alot...mostly from my clumsiness, boredom, or my stupid sister
of things in my past that I regret?: 0

I KNOW: that you know i know you know i know.....what? exactly...
I WANT: a new electric guitar
I HAVE: talent
I WISH: for alot
I HATE: fake people
I MISS: regina
I FEAR: life after death
I HEAR: my cat scratching the couch
I SEARCH: for songs on kazaa :oř
I WONDER: if everything will be ok in the end
I REGRET: again...nothing
LOVE: danny
I CARE: my friends
I AM NOT: conceited
I SING: constantly...but that doesnt mean im good
I CRY: never
I FIGHT: with my family
I WIN: somethimes
I CONFUSE: everyone
I LISTEN: to music

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:: 2003 4 September :: 8.32 pm
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: three days grace - wake up

never let the sun set on tomorrow before the sun rises today...
wow havent updated in a while..heres wha's happened. ive been talking to alot of ppl at skool and its getting actually kinda fun. these guys in my bio class are hilarious.im going to dls homecoming with jack and i got a date for tower's! his name is alan and hes in my english class and hes really kewl. who go me 2 homecomings. i feel speshul. i started guitar lessons tuesday and i now can play D E and A chords and an E minor scale. man bass was so much easier. and i can play cavanaugh park on the piano now. be proud. claire is. lol. what else? lets see. i met this really awesum guy on ftj. hes soooo sweet. i really wanna hang out with him sometime. oh and danny got home from cali and everytime he calls me im not here and everytime i call him hes not there. its so retarted i wanna talk to him. grrness. im goin to claires cottage this weekend. that should be a really good time...whoo! teachin claire guitar lol. hopefully i can go on the jet skis. thad be kewl. yea........

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:: 2003 26 August :: 7.14 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: brand new - shower scene

i hate skool
yea skool was ok. i talked to a few people, but i still dont really know anyone. in foods&hosp. we had to get in groups and this girl i was talking to the first day asked me. so at least i didnt have to sit there like a loser and not have anyone to work with. so maleeda, mary, and brittany are pretty kewl. theryre not in my lunch tho. i cant wait till we start cooking in that class tho. i didnt really know anyone else all day except for nicole jones from SC. shes in my biology class so thats pretty kewl. my one teacher mr. dougherty is hilarious. so that class should be all that bad. he happened to tell us all that one time he killed this fat cat by making it jump and it died in the air and fell down. that was an odd and pointless story. and they moved me out of the english class with the hott teacher...im sad. i ended up eating lunch w/ these freshman guys. it was ok. i have no friends... hopefully tomorrow will be better. is it bad when dashboard confessionals isnt depressing enough?

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:: 2003 21 August :: 7.26 pm
:: Music: the used - peices mended

i wish there was more summer left...
i cant beleive summer is over already. it didnt really hit me until today cuz i had to go to this "welcome back" thing for school. it sux cuz i barely knew anybody. and none of the ppl i know are in my grade. o well, ill make friends. i usually dont have a problem meeting new people. and i cant wait cuz im taking this really kewl class called food and hospitality. the school has a restaurant where the kids can come in for lunch and that class runs it. its really sweet. i get to cook....(and hopefully eat!). i read 'the outsiders' yesterday. it was pretty good. i was really proud of myself for actually reading a book. and it kinda pissed me off that i finished it all in one day...cuz now i have nothing to read...eh, i dont read. why do i care?
10 - dollars i got from my gpa
9- new pairs of socks i got today :o)
8- minutes till ' i love the 70's' is on
7- times my cat bit my toes this morning
6- annoying telemarketer calls today
5- days till danny gets home
4- days till skool starts
3- ppl i saw today that didnt look annoying
2- days till i go up north....yet again
1 - day till i get to babysit my baby cuzins kayla and alyssa. theyre 6 month old twins and theyre sooooo cute!
i dont know exactly what that was for but yea.....

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:: 2003 20 August :: 8.49 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: green day - minority

sorry bout this but im bored
1.How old are you? 15
2. How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?): sometimes i wish i were still 10....
3. Describe yourself in 5 words: Weird, outgoing, creative, musical, deep
4. What are your worst qualities: laziness
5. What are your best qualities: uh, laziness?
6. How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: like 10 min
7. Do you dream at night? yea
8. Do you remember your dreams? yep
9. Describe one: i was in some cabin, with people i didnt know, trying to figure out a way to catch bees....strange i know....
10.What time do you go to bed usually? 2 or 3 ...12 when skool starts
11.What time do you wake up normally? about 1 , 7 for skool
12. What time do you wake on weekends? eh, 1 or 2
13. Do you find waking late nice or annoying? nice
14. Do you sleep with one pillow or two? actaully, 7
15. Do you like school? yea
16. Why/why not? for the friends
17. What's your fave subject? english
18. Most hated subject? science
19. Do you have a fave teacher? mrs. lassiter....that was a while ago tho
21. Ever had a crush on a teacher? no cant say that i have
22. Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? English/Drama
23. Do you have heaps of friends? yea but only a few close ones
24. Do you have a best friend? Yep
25. Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? guys
26. Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? yea
27. Have you ever lied to a friend? yea
28. Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? no..thats mean
29. Do you like your parents? at times
30. Ever run away from home? heh. yea
31. Ever thought about it? all the time
32. Do you have any siblings? yep
33. If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? very, very, annoyed
34. How old are they? 14
35. If not, do you mind being an only child? i wish i was
36. Do you feel your parents spoil you? not really
37. Do you not get along with any of your family? sometimes
38. Do you have big family get togethers ever? yes.....often
39. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yea
40. If so, are you in love with them? i dunno
41. Do they love you? yea
42. How long have you been together ?ummmm.......almost 3 months
43. Most romantic thing they've ever done for you? uh, gave me his coat cuz i was cold
44. Do you have a crush? yea
45. If so, are you in love? no, hence the word 'crush'
46. Do they know you like them? i think so
47. Is it serious or playful? kinda both
48. How long have you liked them? not that long
50. Ever done something stupid to impress them? nope
51. Ever had sex? no
52. Believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage? no..thats sad
53. Believe in casual sex? yea why not
54. When did you lose your virginity? havent
55. Do you have a religion? nope
56. Do you practice it i.e go to church? hell no
57. Do you believe in God? yea
58. Jesus? yea
59. Satan? he exists....
60. Heaven? i dunno
61. Hell? i dunno
62. If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you? i would die....
63. Does death scare you? no, it confuses me
64. Have you ever been drunk? yea
65. Taken drugs? yea
66. Stolen? yea
67. Shoplifted? isnt that the same thing?
68. Tried to commit suicide? no
69. Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yea
70. Gotten into a fight? yea
71. Are you more innocent or guilty? guilty until proven innocent...;oP
72. Would you date a drug addict? i kinda am...
73. Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? no
74. Are you racist? nope
75. Are you discriminatory to anyone? only discriminitory people....wait.....
76. Have you been a hypocrite in the past? dont think so
77. Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? open
78. Do you watch tons of tv? yepers
79. How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? 4..i think
80. Do you listen to the radio often? yea
81. Do you read the newspaper? no
82. Do you read magazines? yea
83. Are you a couch potato? yes and im proud
84. Do you use the internet too much? yea
85. Whats your favorite style of music? alternative/rock/emo/metal/punk(if yo want to call it that)/ska
86. Do you sing? not very well...
87. Whats your favorite band? linkin park/matchbox20/taking back sunday/brand new...alot
88. Why? cuz theyre good...and shit
89. Have you met them before? i wish
90. Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: i dont buy cds......but i got jimmy eat world, simple plan, and out lady peace
91. Why did you buy them? ppl gave em to me ;O)
92. Whats your favorite sport? basketball
93. Whats your favorite sport to watch? surfing/skating/bmx...or hockey
94. Do you have a favorite team of any sort?no
95. Do you play a lot of sports? not really
96. Ever won anything for sport? yea right...
97. Are you funny or serious? funny
98. Creative or not? creative
99. Logical thinker or lateral thinker? lateral
100. Are you outgoing or shy? outgoing
101. Are you lazy or active? both at times
102. Have you ever been hyperactive? yea
103. Are you a naturally hyperactive person?well the fact that caffeine makes me sleepy makes you wonder doesnt it....?
104. Are you happy with the way you look? yea i guess
105. What would you change? my feet
106. Do you wear makeup regularly? just eyeliner
107. Do you have a large wardrobe? not really
108. Do you have a job? no
109. Do you like it? /
110. Are you a saver or a spender? spender
111. Do you work hard or slack off? slacker all the way man
112. Have you ever been fired? nope
113. In trouble at work? i dont work
114. Made a major mistake? umm.....
115. Ever had money stolen from you? yea
116. Are you always broke? yea ;o(
117. Your all time most embarassing moment? not much embarrasses me..
118. Ever snorted drink out your nose? no
119. Ever giggled like an idiot? yea
120. Ever embarassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? yea lol
121. Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? yep
122. Ever said something really stupid? yea
123. Ever snorted while laughing? no but i make this weird noise....never mind
124. Ever fallen off a bed? yea, several times under different circumstances
125. Ever sleepwalked? no
126. Ever sleeptalked? yea
127. Whats your best memory? watching a storm come right on top of me from the lake and the looking up and getting rained on
128. Worst? not being able to see all my friends........i miss you guys!!!!
129. Whats the weirdest memory you have? there are alot, again...i miss you guys!
130. Do you have a good memory? MAFIA BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 19 August :: 7.29 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: hot hot heat - bandages

cedar point is a kewl place...as if you didnt already know
yep...cedar point is fun. didnt get to go on the dragster again tho. it got shut down half way thru the day. i now call the millenium force the MoFo. dont ask. i just do. so yea i went on all the usual rides and stuff. but there are funny stories....we (rachel, me and rae) were in line for the MoFo and it was a 1 1/2 hour wait so we were pretty bored. there was this hott guy behind us with his dad and we just kinda started talking to them. the guy's name was ethan. they had never been on it before so we were telling all our stories. then the cha cha slide came on so rachel and rae started dancing to it and high fiving other ppl who were. if you dont know them theyre very loud and annoying so i was just kinda standing there giving them evil looks and ethan's dad was like dance keri dance. it was funny but i guess you would have to be there. so me and ethan just kinda talked about how much we sucked at dancing while they all acted retarted. it was a good time. when we got closer to the top they got all scared and neither of them wanted to sit on the side without the rail. i ended up sitting with some other hott guy cuz we were both single riders and on the picture we both did the rock on sign and he bought it cuz it was his first time on..so now he will forever remember the chick from the MoFO. heh. then later we went on the power tower and while we were in line rachel pointed out these guys that were on it and started waving at them. they gave each other confused 'are they waving at us?' looks for a few min until they finally waved back. when they got off they crawled under the bar and came in line with us and went on again. they were all worried they were gunna get thrown outa the park, but the ppl didnt recognize them cuz they were like foreign. this blonde guy's name was andy, the puerto rican guy's name was dan, and the other guy was nick. dan kept scooting all close to me and staring at my boobs so i moved and went to stand next to rachel cuz he was annoying me but she seemed to think nick was hott so she was just staring at him the whole time. then she said some canadian joke and he told her he was canadian and she felt all bad. then andy called him a dick and told rachel he was lying. it was funny cuz she actually was sorry. poor rachel.....then about 9:00 we went on the indoor roller coaster and these 2 guys were walking by in line and they were all like "hi!" and we were like...."um hey...wanna come ride with us?" they were really kewl. john an kyle were their names. we were in like for like a half hour and we saw harry potter and john freaked out and asked for his autograph and the kid just stared at him like he was the most retarted person hed ever met. i dunno why they were even there tho cuz they were scared to death of all the rides. i told them to go on the dragster and they almost peed their pants just thinking about it. they did go on the MoFo tho, and they showed us the picture to prove it. John said he ate a whole pizza before he went on and that it was a bad idea....it just made me want pizza. then he said to kyle " i like this chick. she loves food as much as i do". then we went on the ride and he sat next to me and almost cried. it was kinda sad but its ok cuz he was damn hott. after we got off the ride we sat and talked to them for like an hour. they were so kewl! i wish they lived closer. everyone we met was from Jackson...it was strange. Then we went and spit in the pond cuz the fish eat it and its really funny to watch. We actually ran into nick, dan and andy later on and we dared rachel to go up and hug nick and tell him she missed him and didnt ever want to be away from him for that long ever again. the look on hs face when she did was fuckin priceless. I think thats pretty much all the funny stuff. eh, i know ill think of the rest. Like anyone cares but ya know...
Other than the trip im very pissed off. I put blue streaks in my hair but the next day it faded to really really light blue. and since it was blonde underneath those parts, it looked like old lady blue grey. that pissed me off. i dont need to be 15 and have a 90 year old's hair. plus i have picture day tomorrow for skool. so i had to dye all my hair brown again ;O( and i cant put any more color in it for 6 weeks. grrr. i want blue hair damnit!

*Oh yea and claire...John is Albanian, 6'2", and got suspended 8 times this year for fighting. Your kinda guy huh? j/k

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:: 2003 16 August :: 11.50 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: taking back sunday - timberwolves at new jersey

i got the mic and you got the mosh pit
ok heres what happened over the past 2 weeks.....
i went to my cottage for like a day then i went to muskeegon where i had a scary run-in with my 6th grade teacher. it was like 7 in the morning at breakfast at the hotel and lets just say i was very confused...but then i went to michigan's adventure. all i have to say is roller coasters are sweet. then i went back to my cottage for a few days. i didnt get to see ronnie and that kinda made me sad and pissed me of at the same time. but, i got over it. then like the second i got home i went to claire's house and ended up staying for like 3 days. it was fun. we laughed the whole time as usual. this time we had sumthin new to laugh at tho. her cuzin and his friends. yea they were really funny to watch, better than tv. for sum reason david called me a pimp tho...and claire confirmed that with a "keri, you ARE a pimp". then that led us to flashbacks of kiki walking around gym class yelling "this girl is a pimp!!"...um ok..so in the words of 50 , "im a motherfuckin P.I.M.P".....or not. but anyways. i got home to realize that my mom was in the hospital, again. nothing was wrong this time but she had to stay for 4 days so they could do millions of tests just to tell her nothing was wrong....i hate hospitals. the day she got home the power went out and well, everyone knows how that went. but i actually read a whole book. go me. be proud. and that brings me to now. bored again. i cant beleive skool is starting so soon. i have registration and picture day the 20th. thats right after i get back from cedar point (yea..again!). and tomorrow Jamie might drop by and chill for a while. or im going to the mall to get blue hair dye. im in need of a switch from green. ok i think im actually gunna go to sleep now. or just watch tv. either one. pirates of the carribean quote of the moment..."yes, but why is the rum gone?!?!"

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:: 2003 16 August :: 6.21 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: staind - its been awhile

i feel like taking quizzes...
You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.

What feeling do you represent?
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What is your inner spirit?
brought to you by Quizilla

aparently i am dark and hopeful....darkly hopeful? hopefully dark? does that even make sense? i didnt think so...what a conundrum.

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:: 2003 11 August :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: dashboard confessional - hands down

The words are hushed lets not get busted; just lay entwined here, undiscovered. Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions.. "hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb. Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear... so we can get some.
I'll always remember the dim of the soft lights and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late.

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:: 2003 3 August :: 9.29 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Pulse Ultra - Despot

well its 9 in the morning and im awake. enuff said. and if you know me well enuff, youre probly thinking. What? keri? awake? 9? im confused. well you should be..cuz i am at the moment too. i have no idea why im awake all i kno is my cat came into my room and wouldnt stop biting my feet. i threw him off the bed and he just kept coming back. so i decided not to let the little bastard have any more fun and i just got up. but its actually a good thing cuz i gotta finish packing. im leaving in a few hours to go up to my cottage, then to holland(mi), then muskeegon, then michigans adventure. im lookin forward to the last one. the guys we met on the mean streak had just gotten back from there and they told me to go on shivering timbers cuz its the best ride...i think ill do that one first. last night i went out to eat with my granparents cuz they wanted to see us before we left. we went back to their house after and got to look at pictures from like the 20s and 30s. despite the fact i was sitting at my gramas house it was actually pretty kewl. but i did get one scary realization tho while looking at a picture of my great grandpa in the war...he kinda looked like hitler. it was creepy. but then i saw i picture of my grama when she was 23 at the beach and my grandpa just kept saying "whos that sexy lady? that cant be grama" and that scared me a little more than the hitler thing. the best part was seeing a picture of my dad when he was 15. he had hair as long as mine used to be and daisy duke shorts on. he was sitting on his motorcycle with my mom standing next to it in her little peasant top (damn 70s). she was so frickin skinny you couldnt find her in that shirt. heh. yea so my parents used to be kinda kewl. (key words: used to) but it kinda made me think of how much i want what they have. not only have they been married for 19 years but theyve been together since they were 15 and friends since they were 8. thats kewl. the best part of the day tho was listening to my grandparents argue about the stock market. my grandpa was like "see i was dead right" and my grama said "well then why didnt you invest any money?" and all he said was "because you were scared shitless" and then he laughed. thats my grandpa for ya. gotta love him. if youve actually taken the time to read this you probly didnt think it was that funny. but now picture it all over again with a little old guy with a heavy german accent saying it. ha ha ha. there ya go. well thats all for today i think. ill leave you with the brand new quote of the moment. " are you thinking of me when youre putting on your makeup darling? dying your hair like you do.. hey angel think your halo has a screw loose cuz you dropped me like a brick from the rooftop of your highschool. could i watch the next time youre applying your eyeliner i waste all my time just thinking of you " ~ Moshi Moshi.

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:: 2003 2 August :: 11.58 pm
:: Mood: envious
:: Music: Brand New - Magazines

I can see why i feel so lonely when you and me could be forever perfectly perfect together. I know. Broken down in my dead bedroom, stuttering to pictures of you.
I'm know that you can always see me.
I saw you staring through my TV last night.
So I'll leave my door open all night, if you decide you want to stop on by.
My friends all call me crazy cause I stay up late anticipating,
and planning for the day I sweep you off your feet, I'd never leave you alone.
I'm begging you oh baby please stop breaking my heart because I got the feeling that you and I will never really get it on.
So I'll leave my door open all night if you decide you want to stop on by.
or I'll be left alone forever.
I can see why I feel so lonely when you and me could be forever perfectly perfect together. I know.

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:: 2003 2 August :: 11.39 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Brand New - Sudden Death In Carolina

I just got back from cedar point with claire. It was soooo fun! we went on the dragster and almost peed our pants in the line cuz we were freakin out but after we got off we thought it was fuckin awesum and wanted to do it again. too bad the line was like 2 and 1/2 hours long other wise we probly would have. Then we went to soak city cuz we were dying of heat and went on this tube ride with these 40 yr old dudes that got all scared and claire told them she fell off and they freaked out. It was pretty damn hilarious. The lifeguards were annoying and they kept blowing there stupid ass whistles at people for no reason. It made me wish i had my own whistle so i could yell random shit at people and make them get out of the pool. {whistle} "Youre Ugly!". Man that would have been kewl. I think im gunna buy a whistle just to walk around the mall with the same purpose in mind. Heh. that reminds me, On the way there her little brother puked and she had to clean it ..that was pretty funny to watch (sorry claire).We met these guys on the mean streak when we got stuck on it for like a 1/2 hour. The funny part is, the only reason we started talking to them is becuz they thought it was funny that we were holding our boobs the whole time on the ride (dont laff a-hole it hurts!). Yea...they were pretty kewl. Then the second night it started storming and they shut down all the rides so we had to go sit on the boat for about an hour in the rain. Her cuzin fell off into the water..i bet that had to suck. Over all it was an awsum trip. so to sum it up i have just 5 words...Fuckin a man, fuckin a. Claire we have to go on that road trip when we can drive (dude where are the fuckin keys?!?!?) lmao. ***Oh yea and Autumn, Go You Buddy ;oP LoL***

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