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bacardi

:: 2005 14 December :: 8.13am
:: Music: RiSe AgAiNsT

WeEkLy ReViEw

COUNT DOWN TO THE VERY END!

Yah so I haven't written since last wednesday, seems like I only write on wednesdays because I only write in this when I'm at work. Anyway yesterday was Dec. 13th... One month for me and Brittany. Today we bowl. Joe's birthday is tomorrow the 15th. Kings Ducks game on Friday the 16th. The family christmas party on the 17th. Kyle's birthday is Sunday the 18th.

So I still haven't bought one single christmas gift. I think I will do what I do every year, wait till the last minute (when I get money) and them go shop. My brother and I have talked about getting each other Kings hats, or splitting for the Kings holiday package (2 tickets to 3 games for like 97 bucks). I have no idea for my mom, dad, or brittany!

ahhhh

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spacietraci

:: 2005 8 December :: 9.42am

So i guess i was supposed to hang out with kurt last night but i blew him off. so basically ruined are friendship and anything that we may of ever had again, because he told me if i did that again he wasnt going to talk to me anymore and that he was just going to stop trying because it's not worth his time. sooo yes i think i decided that i need to be open and faithful to josh and really work on our relationship. Because honesty there is really nothing wrong between us, i just think at some times i get scared because its the rest of our lives that we are talking about. Kinda scary that is.
Christmas is coming soon, im soooooo excited cause that means KANE IS COMEING HOME!!!! AS WELL AS NIKKI!!!!!! it should be very fun im soo happy i love them to death.....
Anyways i gotta finish my english paper so i dont have to come back to this lovely class but then it kinda sucks because this is my internet time....
Everyone have a wonderful WEEKEND!!!!

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bacardi

:: 2005 7 December :: 12.18pm
:: Music: apc

a year

1) Was 2005 a good year?
some really bad time some really good times

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
lots of them

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
loss of family members

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
at peters house throwing up in his front yard

5) Who were you with?
tom and joe and peter and kyle and jd some lots of other people

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
a party

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
public menace

8) Did you keep your new years resolution for 2005?
I kept four of the seven things I said I would

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
ya kinda

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
ummm... actually yah

11) If yes, with who?
marshmellow

12) If yes, do they know?
yes

14) You regret it?
no

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
not really break up more like i told her that we shouldn't sleep together anymore

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
yah a fucking shit load

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
haha this is so sad... but i guess everyone in covina is fucking great, and all the nerds at the bowling alley too

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
dont really have a favorite

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
nope

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
none =(

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
My gramps and my favorite uncle

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
ya

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
wow hmm there were so many this year... hitch, the longest yard, batman begins, harry potter, aeon flux, wedding crashers, star wars (didnt see it at theather thou)

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
hmm... i have no idea but i probably listened to comfortable numb like 800 zillion times

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
any apc album, and maybe atreyu

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
i went to dashboard and before the storm... bts was awesome cuz of joe

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
wow you have no idea!

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
not a lot of drugs, more like a lot of a drug, but only alot for me not compared to other people

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
4

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
ashamed? not really

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
dunno

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
yah but not really... like they knew my intentions they just didnt listen to me

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
no

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
lot alot

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
getting back into college actually

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
drunkinness

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something what would it be?
nothing really

40) what are your plans for 2006?
sell my fucking car, get through school, work, love, and have a good fucking time!

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bacardi

:: 2005 7 December :: 8.43am
:: Music: as i lay dying

Whack-a-Mole

Life is alot like traffic.

Sometimes your just crusing, Sometimes your stopped waiting for sometime to pick up, Sometimes your life is deteremined by something you have no control over (stop lights).

The duration of life is also like a driving.

Growing up pretty much until your in your career and dealing with a family. Your just driving the streets or city driving. Once your in that other part of your life its like being on a freeway. (based on my life compared to my parents, I guess)

Yah this is retarded but oh well.

Oh yah Kings game this Thursday, its gonna be SAW-WHEAT!

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burn667

:: 2005 5 December :: 3.59pm

ahhhh.. thirsty
I wake up in the morning

I look up tp my father

And I see his eyes.

In them is a reflection of mine...



Lord I see the thoughts you have..

Many of them of me

More vast than the ocean

as countless as the sand



Halleluiah,

Praise the father

His beaty reflects on the sky,

His creation shows his perfection.

His love pours out over me.

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bacardi

:: 2005 30 November :: 10.38am

=)

eh so yah i write this in with wierd feelings... i haven't seen my girlfriend since monday nite. i took her out to the movies and dinner. we saw 'yours, mine, & ours' and went to chilis. it was fun. then we went back to my house and watched cruel intentions because she had never seen it before. hanging out with her is so easy... its it supposed to be so easy? i mean i have had other g/f's but never like this, so soon. it hasn't even been an offical month but it seems like its been years. i am comfortable with her. we mesh very well. still i can't help but thinking this is too good to be true. we both tell each other that we are falling for each other and that it feels perfect, but its still just so odd. i try to embrace the moments and not to think about it, but when i find myself missing her, like i am right now... i start to think its too good to be true.

hmmm.... quit bitching kevin you fool... just go with the flow!

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spacietraci

:: 2005 29 November :: 10.41am

Well thanksgiving went alright i guess you could say we went to josh's and then up to muskegon to see my sister and my family. it was very good to see them and everything. I got to see Kane so that was all exciting i cant wait till she comes home for christmas break. and then Nick came home as well b ut his was a secert until he got almost to town so i was soo happy to see him, especially since things werent going so well between josh and i. so he always helps with things like that. I love him to DEATH.

I went to Katelyn's Bday party on saturday it was sooo good to see all of them. they really didnt think that i was going to come so it was a good surprise for them. I love them soo much and MIIISSSS THEM LIKE EVERYTHING.

i've been wondering how things would be right now if things were like they used to be with kurt and i. yes i still wonder all about that. i guess im not over him and i really wonder if i ever will be. is that bad? i guess he will just always be a part of me, that i just cant get rid of. something special i guess.
well class is about over, kane i hope things are getting soo much better for you.. i will talk to u soon... Love ya...

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