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:: 2004 21 November :: 5.45 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Bizarre Love Triangle//Depeche Mode

know what makes them happy? the things that make you sad
This is a dream
Indescribable beats.

I doubt this will ever be read :P. I won't bother to see how ridiculous my last post here was, yet.

Nothing will stop me.
I love.

I can understand you, all of you. I simply like finding happiness, solace, and creation... it's better. It really is, sometimes. A lot.

We can smile together, I promise. The rifts are still there, yes, but some of them curve and laugh at you...

Passion. The end.

6 remembered | Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 15 October :: 11.25 am
:: Mood: woot
:: Music: dun dun dun

hello journal :D

Dun dun dun, another one bites the dust.

'Cause he's going the distance, he's going the speed...

Only because I know no one will read this.

Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 19 August :: 11.35 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Coma White//Manson

today, today, to run away
Simple poetry. Wording of today's thoughts.

"I'm And Idiot."
I'm going to run away from you
But only for today.
You wait so little,
But you're true
At least the words you say.
I wish you weren't so honest
No, I don't wish that at all
I wish you hadn't lost yourself
Inside the free-for-all.
You know I'll beat them any day
You know I'm sugar sweet.
And spice for you,
We'll see this through.
So don't forget to meet.
One more line
The aftermath
I'm stuck here till I'm done.
Remember running in the night,
And don't forget our fun.

Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 9 August :: 6.13 pm
:: Mood: doomed
:: Music: doom!

more doom.
This journal has so been abandoned.
And off they went.

Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 17 July :: 7.32 pm
:: Mood: Odd
:: Music: The music stopped playing for us

create it like an alien artist
"If only, if only,"
the woodpecker sighs,
"The bark on the tree was just a little bit softer."
While the wolf waits below, hungry and lonely,
He cries to the moo-oo-oon,
"If only, if only."

Oh, that's so beautiful. I read it in a book of poetry years and years and years ago.
I love it, I love the violet wasteland.
:) Mah darling.

Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 15 June :: 3.11 pm
:: Mood: wistful
:: Music: Mad World-Gary Jules

fire flashing forward faraway following fire
Little black-and-white butterfly. Smile like you don't care. Twirl around and sit by the window, watching the rain. Write poetry and read books. Paint the walls with your perfection. Walk into a room, and just look at them stare. Smile at every single one of them.
But you don't need to hold the one you long for? No, feeling hollow is not too hard. Bury yourself in sparkle and shine, flowers and sunsets. It's ok to not take the last chance. Your longing can be thrown away. Butterfly.

Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 3 June :: 1.59 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: Blue-A Perfect Circle

such a perfect color for you
Sun is shining, catching rays. Squee.
I think I have an art lesson with Shelley today :]. Joy.

I'm writing another story. It's called "The Poet and The Summer Girl." So far, that is. Eee.

I used to dislike APC. Now I don't. Strange.. typical. Glarp.

4 remembered | Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 1 June :: 4.20 pm

Which Grunge Band Are You?

3 remembered | Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 1 June :: 2.29 pm
:: Music: Magdalena-APC

One kiss, one taste of you my black madonna
Like this. Angel.

Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 31 May :: 3.01 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Are You Afraid of A Blade-Eminem


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:: 2004 23 May :: 9.18 pm
:: Mood: dizzy
:: Music: Down in A Hole-Alice in Chains

Sand rains down and here I sit, holding rare flowers...
This is very beautiful song. I listen to it all the time, and it makes me feel like I'm among angels.

I went down to Tuscany's and got stuff and a coke. Then I sat outside and people-watched, and wrote the story of my death. It wasn't morbid, and I think only people "from the outside" (I guess) could find it disturbing. Lol.
I had fun. Go cafes, cameras, and notebooks.

Lol, that idea came up on friday. [lj] The rest of the pics are in my photobucket and at my new lil artistic site. eee.

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:: 2004 23 May :: 6.09 pm
:: Mood: bored

rip away at healing scars
Had a wonderful little afternoon fight with them. Exhausting. I'm not studying for finals. -.-.

Took a few fun piccys this morning...
Molly's self-proclaimed gay feet :D

Molly :]

Nick and Miriam

wee o.o

Does Ben like me?

Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 21 May :: 6.46 pm
:: Mood: Blah
:: Music: Pig Charmer-Jerry Cantrell

New photo/art/writing page.

Here's the fast fiction I've been working hard at.. it's rough to me, I really need an opinion and/or editing.

Our screaming fight ended abruptly with a few of his icy, numbing words. I became aware of the blank expression on my face a few minutes later, but it seemed like I had been standing in our icy silence for hours. I could feel him peering through me, taking me apart.

I came over and examined his fascinating features, and wiped a few limp, black curls from his forehead. The rays of light covered his face in color, and his frozen ocean eyes pierced through me in such an unnatural way. I softly kissed his delicate lips one last time.

I picked up the head and smashed it into the stained glass window.

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:: 2004 19 May :: 6.08 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Crossroads-Cream

just to be saying them...
Ay... things are mundane.
So average.

I'm going to write a story. Haven't done that for years.

3 remembered | Don't Forget Me

:: 2004 16 May :: 8.45 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Over Now//AIC

going over it over and over until you've lost your way
A watercolor I did with Lauren a few months ago.

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