Music
Do you like to hurt?Put your fist up and vent your pain.Strong as what I believeI need you to seeI don't wanna be the reason whyThe guitar in the chorus makes me happy.Yay for bonus bonus tracks! I can't help you fix yourself.Life's. Not. Fair.You want commitment?SO much better than the original, IMO.I'll paint it on the walls.Awhoa, awhoa, whoa, whoaohohoh!How can you NOT love a song with a title like that?!YES! YES! YES!Due Tramonti = beautiful. @_@Altogether now...'This neverending road to Calvary...'How could I NOT?!?! O_____OIt's all about that voice. x.X

Fashion/appearance
Yay for looking studious. They're stretchy. They're flattering. They're warm. What more do you want? Redhaired and proud...oooooooh yes...Black - slimming and suits everyone.Not that I need them...but everyone loves heels.W00000t!Doesn't suit me, but I love it all the same.Ah, now this one DOES suit me. Fantastic.What can I say? Jewellery fetish...You Snap The Whip, baby! XD

TV
The funniest kid's programme I've seen in a long time.My love for Fillmore is superceded only by my desire to own Sam's wardrobe.Ah, Sam. Smart, beautiful, impeccable fashion sense - AND a redhead!

Games
Hockey is the new black.Yes, we have hockey over here.So 99% of Gaians are jerks...I've met some of the 1%. ^^No shit, Sherlock.

People
I ::heart:: Evgeni PlushenkoRacism=bad. Adolf=good, essentially.What can I say, but...SQUEEEE!-drools- Javert...the sexiest policeman in musical theatre.<3 Veko

Other
Tappa tappa tappa! Oh, come on, you know my passion for dancing... AMO LINGUA LATINA!

 

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justadreamer

:: 2006 7 November :: 7.33pm

A Rant in Response to Subway Rants. <3.

Read more..

And on that note: Eat more Subway! Just don't be a jerk!
<3.

5 fell as Lucifer fell. | Fill the darkness?


justadreamer

:: 2006 22 October :: 10.11pm
:: Mood: unsure

you don't want baggage
without lifetime guarantees
you don't want to watch me die
I just came to say goodbye, love
goodbye, love
goodbye

I work at Subway.
I get out of school at 12:05 pm.
Finally out of debate class, but keeping the t-shirt.
Yearbook is going well - so are English and SWAT - my only classes.

le.. whoo.

Must clean tomorrow.
After work.

5 fell as Lucifer fell. | Fill the darkness?


xhan

:: 2006 4 September :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: shocked

...damn...
Read more..

You were a good guy Steve. I'm glad I got to meet you even if it was just a brief encounter. It's something I'll never forget.

Rest in peace Steve Irwin.

1 fell as Lucifer fell. | Fill the darkness?


xhan

:: 2006 10 August :: 2.42pm
:: Mood: amused


V:

Voilą! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.

[carves V into wall]

The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.

[giggles]

Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

Are you like a crazy person?

I'm quite sure they will say so.



-xhan-

6 fell as Lucifer fell. | Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 8 August :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: optimistic
:: Music: Watching 7th Heaven xP

Omigosh, Senior Year.
My birthday is September the 1st.
I'm getting a laptop.

Here is an amazing announcement. Currently, I'm in love with / in like with / crushing on .. No one!

And I'm loving it. It's just way too much trouble, especially since I'm starting my senior year next week, August 16th, and I don't want to be hung up on anyone. Thank goodness for that little announcement last week. Otherwise, I'd still be wasting my time liking people.

Admittedly, the events as of late have been.. very.. upsetting, but I feel like I'm completely over everything. And it's a great feeling. No idea how long it will last, but it's lasted a little while now.

I'm okay now. I'm not 'emo' anymore. xP

Happy Senior Year.

Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 29 June :: 11.28pm

My last year of high school is fast approaching, and I'm torn between what to do.

I'm home from Dallas. In Dallas, I was energetic, happy-go-lucky, and overall joyful. As soon as I got back to this town, my energy went downhill and I felt more self-conscious. In Dallas, you don't have to worry about anyone knowing you, really. Here, everybody knows everyone and what they do.

Part of me, the not-nice part of me, says, "Screw it. It's my last year. Why should I care at all what anyone else thinks? I'll just do what I want." But the rational side says, "No, you can't do that. You've got to be nice and all of that nice stuff."

It'll probably be the latter. I'm nice by nature, apparently, but I like being outgoing sometimes. Smiling at strangers, waving out of car windows, dancing and singing along with Skye and my other friends.. All great and fun things. But I'm not that outgoing. I can't do all this alone. I'm not equipped with the quality of making friends easily and keeping them. I'm not popular. I cannot keep a conversation about makeup and another girl's boyfriend (or lack thereof) for hours on end. I refuse to go shopping for shoes and clothes in a large group.

So that eliminates most people I know my age. But hey, one more year. Then I'll be around more people, and maybe that'll make it easier to reach out and talk to some random person I don't even know.

This is all assuming I can make up my mind about where to go. Oy...

For some reason, here, in this town, it is so incredibly difficult to be.. obviously happy and outgoing. It's oppressive, in a way, but at the same time.. I don't know.

Yes. Just a little ramble on the difference in country and city.

2 fell as Lucifer fell. | Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 24 June :: 1.43am

Wow, Canada.
You're producing some great bands. Stars, Arcade Fire..

Also, lately, I've gotten into The Bangles, Frank Sinatra (more-so than before), Mario Lanza (more-so than before), other 50's singers.

I'm also investigating some other bands that seem to be of the types of music I like: The Pixies, Pavement, Ben Folds (I know they have great music), Death Cab, Interpol, Postal Service.

Anyone got anymore suggestions of music to check out, please, feel free to suggest away.

Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 15 June :: 12.54pm

We are moving tomorrow..

Unknown amount of time before I will have internet again..

However, due to the closeness of our new location to town, we may get DSL! And get rid of AOL! Whoo! Yes!

.. That is all.

Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 10 June :: 8.40pm
:: Music: "Your Ex-Lover is Dead" - Stars

...

Nothing but time and a face that you'll lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard, I'll send you the news
From the house down the road from real love

Live through this and you won't look back

There's one thing I have to say so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save
- Stars

Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 24 May :: 2.45pm

<3 Japanese Cherry Blossom body spray, lotion, etc. from Bath & Body.

Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 19 May :: 11.16am

Solution to illegal immigration laws:
Apply Mexico's immigration law against Mexicans.

Done! End of problem.

2 fell as Lucifer fell. | Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 6 May :: 12.51am

Favorite names:
Girls: Lorelai, Abigail, Katheryne, Alice, Piper, Deborah (not Debra).
Boys: Nicholas, Sterling, Leiland, Aiden, Tristen, Demetri.

Just as a memo to myself.

Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 30 April :: 10.27pm

I'm getting tired of these random "emo" nights. XD

Enough with all that mess.

Aw, man. I just remembered about the Cyber Flower account I had. I couldn't find my password, and then I lost internet connection for a long while. =[ Sad.

Random question:
Am I the only one surrounded by Mexicans that say "eh"?

7 fell as Lucifer fell. | Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 24 April :: 1.08am

e.e. cummings - 'since feeling is first'
since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world

my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
- the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says

we are for each other; then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis

Fill the darkness?


JustADreamer

:: 2006 21 April :: 6.10pm

Poor, neglected journal has had a (maybe temporary) makeover. Can't guarantee I'm going to be updating this very often, but I'll update occasionally.

Oh, and "Rent" is a good movie.

Fill the darkness?

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