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:: 2005 28 February :: 10.30 pm
:: Music: Radiohead - Be Quiet and Drive

I read woohu daily, and I rarely miss a day, yet I update maybe twice a month. And I don't even remember the last time the entry mattered. Hm. I guess I found that interesting. Especially compared to how much, and with what, I updated this journal this time a year ago.

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:: 2005 22 February :: 9.50 pm


Buy your play tickets from me!
Despite the talk going around, this play will be good -no, not good- great. Bring your friends, bring your family, bring your lover, or go alone. Whoever you bring, be sure to get your tickets from me! There are other cast members selling as well, but.. come now.. don't be foolish.

Kate is your ticket supplier! Don't be shy, go to the play!

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:: 2005 5 February :: 6.39 pm
:: Music: The Postal Service - Sleeping In

Does anyone have a pet snake?

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:: 2005 2 February :: 1.51 pm
:: Music: Bush

Does anyone want a Puddle of Mudd and/or an American Wedding poster?

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:: 2005 27 January :: 4.54 pm

You're stupid.
Yeah, so am I.

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:: 2005 26 January :: 3.20 pm

I've come to the conclusion that if you start to feel good about how things are going, you must have missed something. What do you think?

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:: 2005 17 January :: 9.35 pm
:: Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Quotes from the first marking period

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:: 2005 17 January :: 7.35 pm
:: Music: The Hives - Statecontrol

Oh so emo
Look at these poor tormented souls.
Read more..

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:: 2005 17 January :: 7.10 pm
:: Music: The Hives - Knock Knock

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:: 2005 13 January :: 4.29 pm
:: Mood: intolerant
:: Music: Bright Eyes - The Big Picture

I.. am trembling. Partly from being cold, but mostly from frustration. *takes breath* Our school is run by unorganized unreliable morons.
My yearbook spread is a month overdue. Why? No, not because I don't do my work. Because the teachers running these organizations (whose pictures I need,) do not care that I need them. I have talked to every teacher at least twice and I finally, FINALLY have all of the pictures that I need except one. Tuesday of this week, Mr. Annerino had scheduled that I leave first hour early to take a group picture of the band. From there I would go to Martino's, hold her first hour back to take a group picture of the 1st and 2nd hour, then go to second hour a little late and be done. Tuesday I leave, go to Robuck's, and he tells me Annerino never said anything to him about it and he'd have to do it Wednesday. I then go to Martino's, who isn't there. Instead Mrs. Bitch, some sub, is. She says Mr. Annerino never said anything to her about it and she refused to call him and confirm I was telling the truth. So, wasted day.
Wednesday, snow day. Nothing gets done.
Thursday I leave class early again (which Dolbee gets upset about me leaving twice this week,) take the band picture, and then take the tv pro pic as was planned for Tuesday. After that was all done, I go to second hour about.. 10 minutes late. My 2nd hour is Spanish II with Ryan. I, don't know where to begin. She tells me to sit down, by myself. Talks for about 10 more minutes about shit on the test we were going to take. Then fucking tells me that she has been calling around every teacher looking for me. That she wasted the time looking for me that the class could have been using to take the test. I told her I had to do yearbook stuff, but she said it was no excuse. Apparently spanish is much more important.
Everyone got partners on this test, and I didn't.
I said, "So I don't get a partner?"
She said, "No, you weren't here, you lost your chance."
I said, "Well.. that's not very fair."
She said, "Too bad, you should've been here."
A few times, (yes, more than once,) she'd throw in things like, when talking to another student, "you'd have more time to work on this if I didn't have to call around looking for Margarita," or "I'll just have to grade what you have done since Margarita took our time away." Then to me she said, "If I didn't have to call around, you'd have more time Margarita."
I said, "..You didn't have to call around."
She said all sternlike, "We had a test today. You should be here." Then walked away quickly before I could explain anything. Finally the class ended and my shitty day commenced. One thing that pisses me off about that, besides the fact that it happened, is when she called Mr. Stark, he said he had no idea where I was. I came into his class this morning and he gave me the camera! Also, Mr. Annerino didn't tell her where I was. I'm not sure she got a hold of him specifically, though. The office bitch knew where I was, regardless. She issued me the fucking pass.
Anyway, what the fuck was Mrs.Ryan doing calling around? She said she had heard that I was at school so, what, it's her job to know exactly why I'm not there? For all she knew, I could've gotten sick and gone home after 1st hour. Or my mom could have signed me out for some reason. Or I could have an appointment with Mr. Walker. Or ANYTHING! Why would she call around! I honestly think she did it purely to get me in trouble. That sounds so unreasonable, but why would she even waste her time on something like that? On exam day, when her class honestly does need to take this test? It's not like me coming in late affected anyone else. The most it would do is maybe I wouldn't finish the test, and that's my problem. She had no reason to do what she did. And then to blatantly blame me openly to the class.. what the fuck. I did nothing wrong and she just doesn't have the fucking right to criticize me for anything. I have an A, a 97%, in that class. I don't disrupt. I don't do anything. I sit there and listen to her fucking ramble, and do my work, and she hates me.
Now I've gone off a little bit. My story's not done yet. I came home about a half an hour ago and my mom plays the answering machine. You know what the fuck's on there? Mrs. Ryan's voice telling my parents all of the problems I caused in class today. Oh my god.. I can't take this. I can't take her. I'm going to go listen to the message again and type it word for word on here so you know I'm not exaggerating.

Hi, this is Mr. Ryan, the spanish teacher for Kate Shelton. And, I, you can call me, or I just wanted to let you know that I ran into a problem with her today. Uh. Uh, she had a yearbook pass that apparently Mr. Annerino approved, but it was dated yesterday, and today was a test that would've taken a whole hour in our classroom for spanish and she didn't come up prior to the class and ask if she could be gone for yearbook time today and it caused a problem for my class and her because I had to call around and ask where she was because the students said she was in school. She needs to know that she has to come up to my class first and see if she can take pictures. Ahh, I appreciate you helping me out with that, and her understanding that. Thank you so much. She's a great student-most of the time-it's just getting her to sometimes follow the rules. She learns fast, that's for sure. Thank you, buhbye

okay.. of course it was dated for yesterday.. WE HAD A SNOW DAY. Meaning, anything I was supposed to do yesterday, got moved to today. And what? Come up to your class and ask you first? I have never done that for any other teacher, or her, ever. And no one, not even her, has ever complained. You come into class a little late, you give them your pass, and you go the fuck on with life. Now I have to ask? Her ruling is greater than Mr. Annerino's now? And then she calls my parents? WHAT? Not only did she start her class late by her own fault, then blames it on me, but I did not talk back at all when she accused me. The most I said was what I previously typed. Why would she call my parents? I haven't done anything. I just don't understand. I'm talking to her tomorrow. I'm not going to just, sit there, and pretend like any of it should be happening, or that it's okay. I wonder if she'll even look me in the eye tomorrow when I confront her. She won't.

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:: 2005 11 January :: 7.28 pm
:: Music: Radiohead - Sulk

I know my entries are never exciting, but I have a few questions for anyone who can answer them.

1. Is the Chemistry exam with Vree over chapters 6 & 10?

2. Does anyone know the answers to the list Mr. stark gave us for yearbook?

3. When is the Algebra 2 exam for Babbitt?

4. Is Mrs. Ryan going to die soon? That would be great.

Thank yoou.

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:: 2004 28 December :: 9.54 pm

I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
that hurts Kate
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
that was my intent
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
I know
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
I'm fat.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
I know.
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
You're a fucknut.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
I know.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
So are you.
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
I know.
I'm bitter sick of sweet and pure. says:
All is well.
Oh please, oh please, reconcile me says:
: )

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:: 2004 17 December :: 10.09 pm

Hey, I was wondering if anyone would like to come with me to my sisters wedding tomorrow. It's from about 9am - 11pm. Please! I don't want to suffer alone. If you can, call me.. 696-9764

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:: 2004 7 December :: 7.47 pm
:: Mood: amazed
:: Music: Erasure - Rapture

Why mommy's gone mad.
So I made a list of all the self-help books I could find that my mother owns, and here it is. I'm positive she's got more, but I wasn't going to look that hard. These are all the ones out in the open!

How to Really Love Your Teenager by Ross Campbell
Your Money Matters by Malcolm Macgregor
Passion on Purpose by Dr. Deborah Newman
So What's The Difference? by Fritz Ridenour
Breaking The Power Of Debt by John Avanzini
How To Make Meetings Work by Michael Doyle & David Straus
How To Be A Leader by Communicating Your Ideas by ?
Straight Talk to Men and Their Wives by Dobson
Joy That Lasts by Gary Smalley
The Tender Touch by Rexella VanImpe
The Pursuit of Holiness by Jerry Bridges
Marriage on the Rock by Jimmy Evans
Nova Shalomon Couples Manual by ?
Do-It-Yourself Relationship Mender by Dr. Rosberg
How To Be Your Own Best Friend by Mildred Newman & Bernard Berkowitz
Anger is a Choice by Tim Lahaye
Christian Living In The Home by Jay E. Adams
Barriers to Intimacy by Rosselini & Worden
The Language of Love by Smalley & Trent
The Five Love Languages by Gary Chapman
On The Crest Of The Wave by Wagner
From Sea To Shining Sea For Children by Marshall & Manuel
This is Living? by David Wilkerson
The Sense of His Presence by Mains
Nurturing a Child's Soul by Timothy Jones
One True Vow by Eva Marie Everson
Christian Child-Rearing and Personality Development by Paul D. Meier
The Fulfilled Woman by Lou Beardsley & Toni Spry
The Christian Counselor's Manual by Jay E. Adams
The Renewal Factor by Robert H. Waterman, Jr.
Dare To Discipline by Dr. James Dobson
Getting The Most Out Of Life by ?
I Am The Christian The Devil Warned You About by Mario Murillo
Making Friends With Your Mother by Kay Marshall Strom
Laugh Again: Experience Outrageous Joy by Charles R. Swindoll
For Better Or For Best by Gary Smalley
His Needs Her Needs by Willard F. Harley, Jr.
Promises To Keep by Nick Harrison
How to Win Friends & Influence People by Dale Garnegie
7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens by Sean Covey
God Can Do It Again by Kathryn Kuhlman
Lessons In Successful Living by Albert E. Cliffe
If Only He Knew by Gary Smalley
Me? Obery Him? by Elizabeth Rice Handford
Lord, Heal My Hurts by Kay Arthur
Love is a Choice by Hemfelt, Minirth & Meier
Knowing God Intimately by Joyce Meyer
Working With People by Macmillan
Each New Day by Corrie ten Boom
Your Work Matters to God by Sherman & Hendricks
Women And The Art of Negotiating by Nierenberg & Ross
Lead, Follow or Get Out of the Way by Jum Lundy
A Spiritual Clinic by J. Oswald Sanders
The Busy Woman's Guide to a Balanced Life by Ramona Cramer Tucker
Seccess Secrets of the Motivational Superstars by ?
Love is a Decision by Gary Smalley
The Power of Positive Thinking by Norman Vincent Peale
God, The Rod, And Your Child's Bod by Larry Tomczak
When God Writes Your Love Story by Eric & Leslie Ludy
The Power of a Praying Wife by Stormie Omartian
Codependent No More by Melody Beattie
What Wives Wish Their Husbands Knew About Women by Dr. James Dobson
The Gift of Fatherhood by Dr. Aaron Hass
How to Take Charge of Your Life by Newman & Berkowitz
Learning to Live with the People You Love by D. James Kennedy
The Act of Marriage by Tim & Beverly LaHaye
The Power of Positive Living by Norman Vincent Peale

Thus explaining why she's such a fucking psycho.

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:: 2004 5 December :: 12.18 am
:: Music: The Cure - Labyrinth

Tonight was just.. beautiful. Did anyone not cry?

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