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:: 2005 12 June :: 11.37 pm

Well today was pretty fun. I packed for about a good, 15 minutes or so lol, then Jordan’s mom came and got me and took me and Jordan over to Kevin’s house. We all went swimming and stuff. It was me, Kevin, Jordan, Joey, Kevin’s cousin Derrick, Brianna and Chris, well and Kevin’s brother and his girlfriend. It was pretty fun I stayed there for a while but I had to come home cuz I have to pack more tomorrow. I wish I could have stayed the night, everyone else was lol but oh well. So yeah we just hung out over there pretty much all day lol. Then I came home and am now watching the pistons get there ass kicked lol.

Well anyways- make sure that you write me when I’m gone!! The address is in my last post! Thanks!



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:: 2005 7 June :: 11.06 pm
:: Music: Usher- Simple Things

:) 1 MORE WEEK :)
Alright- I’m Leaving In A Week!

I Think Whoever Reads This- Should Write Me. Im Gunna Be Lonley There Without Letters. So If You Read This- I Don’t Care If I Don’t Really Talk To You, Or You Don’t Talk To Me That Much- You Should Still Write Me:

Kellilynn Calvaruso
Camp Anna Behrens
9841 Colby Road
Greenville, MI 48838

So Yeah- I’d Love The Letters, Ill Write Back!
Ill Be There From June 14- July 1. So Write Me Sometime In There! Thanks To All Who’s Gunna Write Me!

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:: 2005 6 June :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Usher- Throwback

Hmm... Well
I’m happy and I’m sad. I’m leaving in… 8 days for 3 weeks. I’m gunna miss everyone. Mostly Jordan of course since I see her almost like everyday, and if I don’t see her I talk to her. 3 weeks of no talking. That’s gunna be hard. But then again- I’m really happy because I’m leaving and I’m gunna be with all my other friends. I’m gunna hang out with Kerri, and Heather, and haha cant forget Tia, and just everyone else who’s gunna be there. I know I’m gunna have a blast, but Jordan left me this voicemail today and it was something like “I miss you kellilynn, and I’m not gunna see you for along time if you don’t come over soon” and idk it just kinda hit me right there that I’m leaving. This is my 9th year in a row going, so its not gunna be anything different, but idk I guess me and Jordan and some of my other friends weren’t really as close as we are now that we were then. I know this is kind of weird, but I’m gunna miss my mom so much. My mom and I have become like best friends these past like- idk 2 months. *sigh* I’m going over to Jordan’s tomorrow. She has become my best friend. (kinda obvious I guess lol) I know that whoever is reading this is probably like “haha you and her fight all the time”, and actually we do, but I don’t really know. We always end up friends again in the end, that’s gotta tell me (and well- you) something. I mean everyone deserves a best friend. Well- I got mine lol. I’ve actually been blessed with more than one. *smiles* How lucky I am. Well on a WAY MORE HAPPIER NOTE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS JOURNAL SO FAR- THE PISTOINS WON GAME 7! There in the FINALS AGAIN! Were so gunna win this year too. Hamilton has been great these past few games. I actually watch the Pistons for the game lol. Now- the Nuggets I watch because of Carmelo Anthony lol. Anyways- yeah so the game was fucking awesome, and if you didn’t watch it, you SO missed a great game. It came donw to the last minute of the game! I was like holding my breath for like the last 2 minutes cuz the Pistons were throing the game away and then after that rage and scaraming at the TV the game kept going back and forth *Tied- Miami’s Up- Tied- Pistons Up…* back and forth for like ever! But of course the Pistons came through! So ANNNNNNNNNYWAYS for all you non basketball fans who read this… which no1 really does anyways so yeah. Well for the 1 or 2 that do see ya! *xoxo* [KelliLynn]

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:: 2005 3 June :: 7.58 pm
:: Mood: Happy

Schools Out
Thank You God! School’s OUT!

I totally got a B on my Bio exam. I’m so excited! Yay!

Summer so far is pretty good, and boring at the same time. I know that I’m gunna get so sick of this summer fast. My mom and dad have a bet that I wont last 2 weeks without dying lol. I just got back from Ashley’s. That was fun. I miss her to much.I haven’t hung out with Ashley just me and her in a LONG as time. And I guess that’s kinda normal, but not for best friends like were supota be. I lover her to death and I really don’t know what I would do without her, so I’m really glad that we hung out today. We talked and everything, I loved it.

Anyways: new subject, I think I might go over to Jordan’s tonight. Or hang out with Kevin. Not sure yet. Or… maybe both lol. So I better get ready since I’m gunna do … something.


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:: 2005 26 May :: 2.44 pm
:: Mood: sad

Nothing Is Getting Better.
Im so fucking stressed. I can’t take this anymore.

I fucking hate exams… their all dumb, all of them! We already took a test on this stuff… why do we have to take another fucking one? UG- sorry I’m just really… stressed out. I can’t do anything but cry, because I know I’m not gunna pass like any of them. Biology and BMMT is going to be so hard. Even if I study I know I’m not going to get a good grade. The highest ill like get is maybe a C-. I know I sound really negative about it, and with that kind of attitude I’m defiantly not going to pass, but ya know what- I’m getting in touch with reality. I can’t do this anymore. All this stupid shit. Every class just keeps throwing EVERYTHING at me. Ug.

On Another- Sad Note: Graduation tonight. I’m happy for them all but really sad at the same time. Hopefully I can still hang out with the ones that I’m gunna miss the most.

*Congrats To All Of The Seniors… Great Job*


Again- Sorry For The Bitching.

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:: 2005 18 May :: 2.38 pm
:: Mood: disappointed

... Sometimes I Really Hate Life ...
I’m going to start out my Woohu, just like pretty much everyone else’s that I read. I hated yesterday. It sucked so mush. I’m going to miss all the seniors pretty much. Most of them are great, and know how to make my day. But well, now… their gone. Today was pretty boring without them. Never really noticed how mush they can affect your day just by being there. Oh well though right? I’m gunna see them again, just… not at school. Yeah pretty much the point of this is… school is kinda boring without some of them here, but ill get over it just like everyone else.

On another note- don’t you just hate it when all some of your friends just… aren’t there? I hate it when all you want to do is just hang out with them but… they just aren’t there. I kinda wish I just knew who my real friends are and who weren’t. But I guess that’s something I have to figure out for myself. I just hate it when my “friends” don’t even TRY to be my friends; they just let me do all the so called (work). Anyone else feel this way or is it just me?

I’m sorry that I’m just bitchin in this dumb journal, but I just need to get a lot of this stuff out.

I Hate Feeling Alone…

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:: 2005 16 May :: 4.31 pm
:: Mood: thankful

Today- I learned something. Well I guess I didn’t really “learn” anything, but I realized that I love my mom so much. I was thinking today about how incredible she is. She does so much for me. I mean yeah we fight, but what mother and daughter don’t? It would be kinda scary if we never fought. I mean we have so much fun together. She can make me laugh a bunch. Just the other day, she bought be a card and left is on the kitchen table for when I got home. How sweet? My mom always encourages me to be who I am, and never tells me to be someone I’m not. i know what your probably thinking though right, what mother *doesn’t* do that? Well you’ll be surprised. I know a lot of people who aren’t even ½ blessed with what I have. I know people who, their mom wont let them go anywhere, moms that tell them they should be like their brothers and sisters (which I think is really mean by the way), moms that never complement their daughters, help them achieve what they want and they have to do it all on their own. I know mothers who never spend time with their children cuz their always at work, or out on dates, or with someone else. I know mothers that cant even take the time any random morning and say, you look great today, they just use the same routine every morning. But then again I also know a lot of people who are spoiled and get everything they want too. But ya know, being a great mom isn’t about giving your children everything they want, its about being there for them when you need them, and my mom is always there for me… even when she’s mad at me. If I ever needed to talk t her, even about the dumbest thing in the world… she’d laugh with me, cry with me, listen to me and give me the best advice she can and still never judge me. Yeah I’m her daughter, but ya know some moms so judge there kids. I’m so glad I’m not one of them. My mom tells me she loves me, I know some mothers that don’t tell their kids that. I don’t know why I randomly just blessed to have my mom but, today I am and figured I tell everyone. So if your reading this… tell your mom that you love them today… just randomly. Even if you tell them all the time… just say it one more time. You never know what is going to happen, and maybe someday they will be gone. Tell you mom if you love them even if you never say it… they need to know that you love them too, even though they might not tell you, you should at least tell them. Because no matter what kind of mother you have, they are still your mom and they love you whether they show it or not. Just think about all the stuff they *do*, do for you. Even the little things can make a big difference. They might not do a lot for you, but deep down they love you. Ok I’m don’t with the preaching for today… but comment please!


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:: 2005 14 May :: 4.05 pm
:: Mood: content

[Random Stuff]
Hhmm…. So yeah.. This weekend got all screwed up. I was supposed to hang out with Ashley this weekend, but since she cant drive anywhere because her license is in her purse, and her purse is at school with pretty much everyone else’s stuff, including my cell phone that I am dying to get back, we cant really go anywhere or do anything. So Thursday- I stayed home and did my laundry… like a normal *Sunday*. Thursday night Jordan and Mom (Well her Mom) came and picked me up, which was nice because I didn’t really want to be stuck in the house and bored all by myself… even though me and her are still suck in the house, at least were bored together. So yeah we went and got ice cream yesterday… that was yummy. Lol. Today we went to a open house, that was kinda fun. And now… were stuck in the house again. Nothing really that exciting. I really want my cell phone back, like REAAAAAAL bad. I’m glad I can get it on Monday… even though that’s kinda far away. We got a thing in the mail today… I guess they don’t even know if were gunna have school Monday either… which I wont care, because they said that you can get your stuff on Monday even if we don’t have school. So yeah nothing really to exciting happing over here. But it would be nice if you left me a comment, even though this was kinda a boring entry.

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:: 2005 10 May :: 10.01 pm

I want a boy.
A nice and bad boy.
A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.
He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.
He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.
He'll call me at 3am and ask me what I’m doing.
He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.
He'll text me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!".
And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.
And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.
When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.
He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.
All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.
He'll stay up with me all night when I’m sick.
When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.
He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.
We always end up laughing about silly fights.
We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.
Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me ... Every time he kisses me.
He'll tell me he'd die without me.
He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day.
He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.
he wouldn’t be scared to cry in front of me--
--and would hold me when i cry ..
he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met.
We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.
He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch
snowflakes on our tongues
He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.
And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.
He'll let me go places with his mom.
We would play tag and not care who’s watching.
We'd kiss in the rain.
And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again.
I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,
and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologize.
I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.
Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house
When we kissed our hips would be pressed together.
I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever *
I'll be his everything.

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:: 5 48 April :: 9.03 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

:)YaY :)
*.:This Weekend:.* Friday (tomorrow): PROM TOMORROW! Hell Yeah. Im so excited. I really didn’t think I was gunna go because just everything wasn’t working out and everything was shity. BUT, everything is totally fitting together now. Theirs no more drama no more nothing- just… the normal stuff like getting ready and having everything ready and stuff like that. But other then that… about like signing up (which we didn’t have to do like everyone was telling us we had to) and all that other stuff. Tony is such a sweet guy and Erica is so nice! They are so perfect for each other lol. I love them both. So yeah tomorrow is prom. YA! Ok I’m going to Jordan’s were gunna hurry and get ready then… were gunna take pictures… then go to Charlie’s Crab for dinner, then… guess what? THEN PROM! I’m so excited. Saturday: Jordan’s… then maybe Ashley’s. We haven’t really decided what were doing yet but who knows. So that’s just a random day. Sunday: Probably my laundry and all that good (boring) stuff. So yeah that’s my wonderful last and this weekend. Comment if you love me and you read this! :)

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:: 2005 24 April :: 8.37 pm

*.:My Weekend:.*

Friday: Went to school, then I went to Ashley’s afterwards. We went to her dads and then went to the movies. We seen the Amnityville Horror. It was pretty good. I seen Megan Campbell there too. But they got caught because their not 17 so this security guard came and tell them all to get out lol.

Saturday: Me and Ash, went to the mall. I got my jeans form Areo that I want. Plus… I got this shirt that I swore to Ashley Gage that I would never get. But they were 50% off so I decided to try it on just to see how it looked. And Ashley told me it looked good so I got it. It was only $10 so why not right? Lol. Then we went out to dinner at Trini’s.

Sunday: Me and Ash just sat at her house. Then they brought me over to Jordan’s. I stayed their from like… 2:00-5:00 then I came home and now… here I am lol. So yeah that was my weekend. Fun huh? Lol yeah.
Here’s a cute little saying that was on one of my friends away messages… I thought it was really cute.

A grandfather overheard his granddaughter repeating the alphabet in a reverent, hushed tone.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
"I'm praying, Grandpa," she said. "I can't think of the right words, so I just say all the letters. God will put them together for me, 'cause he already knows what I'm thinking."
Well me and ash made a list of all our inside jokes… their mostly have to be their type of jokes but… here they all are. Maybe it will give someone a laugh if they understand.

(I got this desert at Trini’s and it was really big)
Waiter: Here’s some extra spoons just in case you guys wanna join along
Ashley: Ahh yeah… I'll join along with you ;)
Ashley’s Dad: Ashley what are you becoming?

(As you can tell… my header on woohu is so many assume so little know. Well me and Ashley were looking at my woohu.)
Ashley: *singing* so manyyy assssssume, so little knoooww...
Kelli: I didn't know that was a song!
Ashley: Its not.

Ashley: Wow your cats fat!
Kelli: He’s not that fat.
Ashley: yes huh, come here tub-tub!

(Ashley gave some weird guy from like a different state or something her picture online)
Ashley: He has my picture
Kelli: haha really?
Ashley: I don't even wanna know what he’s going to do with that.

Kelli: That’s not fair all our inside jokes are things you said!
Ashley: Well make some up
Kelli: I can't make them up lol
Ashley: *falls of her chair from laughing so hard*
(then the chair fell on top of her lol)

Ashley: We should have a high school reunion.
Kelli: Yeah I know we should. That would be so cool. Like in "Romy And Michelle's High School Reunion".
Ashley: I know, I knew it happened in movies but I don’t think it happens in real life.

Drivers Training: “Guurrrl didn't I telll you!”
Drivers Training: “Alcohol ain't gonna touch these lips!” (points to mouth)

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:: 2005 21 April :: 8.05 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: O- Omarion

Yay! Look what I have? that’s right.. A Woohu lol. Ok so enough about that excitement. Today was pretty good. 4th hour was a blast. Ashley and I were laughing so hard. Mrs. Hansen yelled at us a lot today. I think Ashley was high because it was all her fault. She was the one that was all… jumpy lol. 6th hour was a bitch tho. I hate our student teacher. She’s such a… uugg… I don’t know. She’s not really a bitch she just… is mean. she made us run the mile today for no reason… that was ok it was just she told us we would be able to play basketball afterwards then she made us play dodge ball. No one wanted to play that stupid game! So I asked her if we could play dodge ball and she’s all like… No. so I got pissed and said that we never f-ing play basketball anymore and she’s all like… watch your mouth or you’ll get a detention. So yeah that was my 6th hour. GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT TODAY? Well Jordan would be the only one that understands but, I get to see Kerri in like 2-3 weeks. She’s coming home form school early. Yay! So yeah other then that… nothings really that new. Boring Huh?

Jordan Mackenzie: I Love You Too.

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