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:: 2006 14 March :: 7.46 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: God Bless the Broken Road-Rascal Flatts

hey you guys i know its been a while since ive updated so let me fill everyone up if there is anyone that reads this journal... i almost burnt down my house yesterday. it wasnt my fault sort of...i gues it was but not on purpose. everything is ok now though. if your cool enough you already know the story. well what else, im getting ready to go to college and stufy music. im down to three choices, either fau,ucf or pba. ucf is playing games with me right now and fau is offering me some money. pba offered me a boat load of money if i decide to go to there school. i dont know which one i wanna do. i wanna here back from ucf and then make a decision. so idk yet... ok in the romance department. i guess for now im taking it easy. i wanted to go out with this girl who i met at a chorus conference. we were talking and then sabotage happened so idk about that anymore. i cant be falling out like this everytime though.then before that i wanted this girl who is not sure what she wants to do. she wants to go out but is indisposed about past relationships. i think she would be much better for me as a person and would really help me out. and then the other dilema is that i dont know how i feel about my ex. i miss her but then again i dont so idk what i should do. there were so many good memories and it kinda just ended in a hurry so yeah. plus the girl that lives all the way on the otherside of the country. thats enough to make my head spin. so yeah idk what im going to do about that.

school is almost out. and i gotta pretty big plate comin my way. not sure of everything yet. im going to go sing at carnegie hall first week school gets out and then late july im going to europe to sing in like 7 different countries. So yeah I really dont know anything else to say but yeah. So yeah be cool!!!!!


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:: 2006 13 January :: 1.59 pm

hey you guys i figured it was time to update this. i havent updated it in a while so why not. well lets see... im officially 18 so i got my own shit to do now. im sitting in school which is really messed up right now i dont have a class 6th or 7th and my best friend doesnt answer her phone so yeah. anyway.... i gotta rehearse my song for saturday

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:: 2005 8 December :: 11.05 pm

you guys i feel its time to update. i havent updated this in god knows how long but its ok. you guys no more jessi. no more anybody. im just bein cool now. first semester is almost over. im ready to go now!!!!

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:: 2005 11 September :: 10.45 pm


1. Elvis is dead.

2. Jesus was not white.

3. Rap music is here to stay.

4. Kissing your pet is not cute or clean.

5. Skinny does not equal sexy.

6. Thomas Jefferson had black children.

7. A 5 year old child is too big for a stroller.

8. N'SYNC will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5.

9. An occasional BUTT whooping helps a child stay in

10. Having your children curse you out in public is
not normal.


1. Hickey's are not attractive.

2. Chicken is food, not a roommate.

3. Jesus is not a name for your son.

4. Your country's flag is not a car decoration.

5. Cars are not meant to touch the ground.

6. "Jump out and run" is not in any insurance policies.

7. 10 people to a car is considered too many.

8. Your in America you speak our language.

9. Mami and Papi can't possibly be the nickname of
every person in your family.

10. Letting your children run wildly through the store
is not normal.


1. O.J. did it.

2. Tupac is dead.

3. Teeth should not be decorated.

4. Ranch is a salad dressing, not a side dish.

5. Your pastor doesn't know everything.

6. Jesse Jackson will never be President.

7. RED is not a Kool Aid flavor, it's a color.

8. Church does not require expensive clothes.

9. Crown Royal bags are meant to be thrown away.

10. Your rims and sound system should not be worth
more than your car.


1. You cant drive.

2. Disneyland is not the happiest place on earth.

3. The peace sign is outdated.

4. Rice is not a main course.

5. Taking pictures is fun, taking pictures of strangers is just weird.

6. Feet were meant to grow.

7. You need girls just as much as you need boys.

8. Dogs were meant to be pets, not eaten.

9. You dont need above a 4.0 to graduate.

10. Fanny packs are not an accessory.

Post this up, if you think this is true

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:: 2005 7 September :: 12.21 pm

well right now im in physical fitness. this seems like a complete waste of time right now. but you know what you have to make do with what you gott. well play is situated. im in there. and evelyn is reading over my shoulder being nosy but thats okay. anyway... oh yeah. this sophmore in my class of health. it turns out she likes me. i dont know why i mean why me im a loser. maybe because i have a i hope not. shes cute but i dont know. anyways well im going to keep doing what i do back to class later.

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:: 2005 2 September :: 1.33 pm

i figure its also time for an update. its been a while since one of those was done. also since this is the only journal site i can access from school im doing it. well ive gotten into a bit of trouble a car accident and a court date. yeah not to happy about that but hey what am i going to do not to much right now. im in criminal justice right now so yeah im doing the best i can. so yeah let me get back to doin my research before someone yells at me. ashley call me stop by my house do somethign i miss you

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:: 2005 18 August :: 7.21 pm
:: Mood: cold

hey fuckerrrrrrs

i thought i would take some time to . . update this journal since my lovely friend. . DOSENT . . soo yea

--> i missed my friend hearts;

urmm . . he quit his job at muvico .
yesterday .

and we hung out today && yesterday .
were having fun =)

anyways . . im going to go try to find something to do

late óż

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:: 2005 25 June :: 1.18 pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: Defying Gravity- Musical Wicked

hey you guys its time for an update. its been a very long time. since ive been writing in here. well im glad to see that my home girl is on her feet again. im a worrier. but shes well and thats all that really matters at this point. so yeah. last sunday was 6 months for me and my girl im so happy. she makes me so happy thats my jessi. *sigh*. conitinuing on... were doing pretty well i mean we have the occasional couple spat but thats manangeable. so yeah me and her are doin well. i had to deal with some stuff with police the otherday. people fighting and a little incident on the train. other thern that its been pretty cool. inot much ive been up too really. i went to the bank earlier. and goin to work at about three. so yeah enjoyin it all. its hard to believe this is my last summer here. i mean im a senior now so happy. you dont even know. so ready to get out of here. man it seems not so long ago i remember elementery school. its so cool to have memories. but we have a task ahead. to get out of our parents house and by dammit i will!!... lol anyways thats pretty much how ive been livin . short shriveled and to the left ok that was dumb. but my point is life goes on man were almost out of here. so yeah i need to start getting ready to go to work. make that money so i can have a ride out of here. later kids !!!!!!

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:: 2005 8 May :: 9.32 pm
:: Mood: drained

hey you guys im so tired. not because of prom but because ive been so busy with work. its so stressfull. i opened yesterday which is never fun because all the theaters have to be checked and all that. so not fun. i am starting to kind of hate my job. it doesnt bother me to an extent. but yeah it does in a way.k Happy Mothers Day to my mom and anyone elses mom. Im taking my mother to a movie and a dinner wednesday and monday im taking my girl and her mom to a movie and a dinner. im so nice everyone loves me j/k. a lil conceited tonight. anyway im going to bed i have stuff 2 do. ill holla lata. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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:: 2005 26 April :: 9.43 pm

hey you guys i think it is deffinately time for an update. well everything is been peachy with me. last week was the anniversary of me and my girl. 4 months kinda excited. and i already have her present for 6 months. yeah i know crazy me. anyway. 2morroww i leave for five days with my girl and a couple other people to go sing in gatlinberg tennessee( i think thats how you spell it) anyways i know its goin to be a lot of fun. shes so nervous. her mom is in the hospital and im a little worried about her too. i know she'll pull through. anyways just callin to touch basis. later guys see you on tuesday!!!

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:: 2005 10 April :: 11.36 pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: If I didnt believe in you

Huckaro this song makes me think of you
hey you guys its time for an update. well ive been out of town for a couple days. if your special you know how much fun it was. anyways i had to go since i didnt go last year and i missed it so much. i felt so at home with all those others who shared the same passion. it felt so real and connected. anyways... recap... me and john p. hung out quite a bit. it seems like he's doin well (ladies wise as well lol) but did a couple dance workshops stage combat improv. beyond comprehension incredible. ran into some old people Monique c. this girl is gorgeous now. not saying she wasnt beautiful but she most deffinately is now. you know what dreyfoos crew i run into you guys all the time so you really dont count. fun times though. now to mainstages... Joseph and the technicolor bullshit. that was the title. andrew lloyd weber must be turning over in his bed by now. 129 people is rediculous for that show.oh and the poodle just a tad superfluous. (oh yeah big word) couldnt understand them. and choreography looks like something fat albert made. but yeah on 1-10 its deffinatley N/A!!! beauty and the beast... i def enjoyed. it was incredible by means of tech and by singing and choreography. i enjoyed it so much. rose effect was awesome( i know how they do it) but incredilble. sad thing is mrs. Potts ruined my song the "beauty and the Beast" Song. i still enjoyed it. and the dance was good for some people. i just couldnt dance though. i felt somehow wrong doing it with another girl. kinda stupid but that what she does to me make me feel stupid in love... anyways thats pretty much what happend its back to the salt mines in the morning. face the music anyways. you guys have good slumber and "ACT WELL YOUR PART FOR THERE ALL THE HONOR LIES"!!!!!!!

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:: 2005 2 April :: 1.52 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: lonely

hey you guys im not changning my entry for each journal so if you wanna check there the same on all my sites. guys im not having a good time right now. its seems like things are starting to fall apart for me. my g/f is going through a weird time idk why. and she wont tell me and im losing someone who is very close to me. idk i guess i was a little to caring or idk. school is getting so hectic. idk what im giong to do. im a little confused right now. someone please help me!!!!

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:: 2005 29 March :: 10.25 pm
:: Mood: distressed

hey you guys its me again its tie for an update,. i forgot that i have my drama trip next week. so excited. i cant wait. so ready to go.oh im grounded because i went toi work. i thought that was the most funny thing in the world. so yeah. anyways ill finish latewr its a long entry bye people!!!!

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:: 2005 21 March :: 12.43 pm
:: Music: Jekyll&Hyde

hey you guys im so bored. someone come take me away. i went to the bank and i have nothing to do until about 3 somebody call me. anyways. jessi's b-day was yesterday. and our anniversary was saturday so yeah we had fun. didnt get home till 12 but thats ok. shes done so much better for herself im really proud of her. anyways idk what else to right.

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:: 2005 11 March :: 10.23 pm
:: Mood: cranky

hey you guys its time for me to update. its been a while since ive had something serious

you know you guys advice is something not to be taken lghtly. wether you use it or not is all up to you. but at least give it some kind of thought. you know what i mean. yeah just dont brush it off though. youll be surprised about what you got to hear.

ok that was my "two cents for the day i think im going to start a two cents for the day evrryday so guys be aware of when i post. it maybe something you use.

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