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:: 2005 16 October :: 11.09 pm
:: Mood: Really Confused about everything :(
:: Music: Black Label Society - In This River

quotes.. i was bored and was trying to get my mind off of some things

at this very minute ;;
someone is thinking of you.
someone cares about you.
someone misses you/wants to be with you.
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies with you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you

rester avec moi à jamais.
( stay with me f o r e v e r )

i'm a strong girl, keeping my shit in line even when the tears are streaming down my face, i still manage to say the words, "i'm fine."

Do you ever sit and think.... What if? What if you never said that first hello? What if your paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, Where would your life be? Better, Worse, Less confused, More confused, Happier, or Sadder?

she might not be the prettiest or the smartest
girl in the world ;; but she'd give anything to be
with you.

everytime i [ hear ] your name,
see you in the distance,
think about you, talk about you,
even dream about you
my H E A R T beats faster /
and i know that (( i'm in love )).

each of us represents a star in heaven. sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone, and sometimes..when we least expect it...we make someone else's dreams come true

Honestly, I don't care what anyone says. You're the one I want. It doesn't matter what they say. I'm not scared of that. I'm just scared that I'm going to share all my feelings with you, and you're just going to stare at me and the words won't mean a thing

You make me smile for the weirdest reasons, you make me laugh for no reason what-so-ever, but most of all, you make me love you

you see, he has this way of making you feel like your the most beautiful, special, valuable thing in the world when your sitting in his lap and his arms are wrapped around your waist, his head is on your shoulder and occasionally he kisses your cheek or neck for no reason.. just so you feel like the most beautiful, special, valuable thing in the world

come on just do it. tell me i`m amazing and why. tickle me even if i say stop , you know i love it. hold my hand . tell me i`m beautiful . tell me i`m the most amazing girl you know. tell me stupid jokes , whatever it takes to make me laugh . let me wear your clothes . do things that make me smile . when i start yellin at you, kiss me . kiss me on my forehead . kiss me in the rain . let me fall asleep in your arms .push me on swings and give me piggy back rides .call me .stay up with me all night on the phone . leave me unexpected notes saying how much i mean to you , and then we pinky promise that we`ll be together forever , & i`m holding you to it.

Him:I can`t wait to go to sleep.
Him:I just love my dreams.
Her:What are they about?


Best friends hang tough. They don't come with fragile stickers and aren't easily scared off, or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don't have any, and trust your friendship enough to say, "no". Best friends are cross-your-heart and hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever friends

Thinking of you is what brings a smile to my face. Dreaming of you is what makes my heart race. Looking into your eyes makes me fall even more, but simply being with you is what I live for...i love you

eventually- all the pieces will fall into place
but until then- live for the moment Laugh
at confusion and know that e v e r y t h i n g
happens for a reason *`

I am not perfect..
but you make me want to be.

you're not friends because you sit together at lunch` or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. you're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends. <33

i like that you ramble when you're nervous. i like
that i know that you ramble when you're nervous.
i like that i still make you nervous

i love you. i know that word is thrown around alot. but i truly believe i love you. my friends think you still like me. but even if you do, its not like it matters. you made a promise. and you're not the kind of guy to break a promise to himself. but that doesn't change how i feel. i love you. i know its love, because you're the only guy to see me for who i am, not what i look like or who i pretend to be. i know its love, because you act more like an older brother than a boyfriend, as protective as you are. i know its love, because, when i stare into your eyes, it feels like you're ripping away my every defense. but mostly, i know its love, because, after seeing me for who i am, being over-protective, and ripping away my defenses, i still cry, because i can't imagine what i did to deserve you. you may not be the best looking guy, and you may not always make me laugh, but you're my Prince Charming. my Knight in shining armor. my best friend. my rock star. my gift from God...

The greatest irony of life is knowing that- the only things in life
worth living for, are the same things worth dying

Tell her why she's perfect for you. Pick her up & pretend like you're going to throw her in the pool, she'll kick & scream , but secretly she'll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her. Look at her like she's the only girl you ever want to be with. When she least expects it, pull her in & kiss her, hard. . tell her she looks BEAUTiFUL. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Get her mad then kiss her. =]. let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Kiss her forehead. Give her piggy back rides. Be slow, don't push anything. Make her feel needed & loved. kiss her in the rain. & When you fall in love with her. tell her. <3.*.

not tellin you how I feel that scares me.
its what you'll say back that does

I just want you to think of me,

And miss me, when we're apart,

I just want you to hold me and love me when we're together.
I want to be happy again and when I see you,
Be able to kiss you instead of give you a friendly hug.
Is that too much to ask?

I'm scared of everything.
I'm scared of what I've seen.
Of what I've done. Of who I am.
But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room
And never feeling for the rest of my life
The way I feel when I'm with you.
(Dirty Dancing)


Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo's late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you're having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile

Whenever you feel a warm breeze against you….
That’s the kiss I blew to you

ok well im gonna go talk to people i reckon... ill most likely be back to put more later... Much love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 29 September :: 6.43 pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Sweet child of mine (dont know who its by)

do you remember?
when life was as easy

Close your eyes...And go back...

Before the Internet or ipods

Before semi automatics and crack

Before SEGA or Super Nintendo...

Way back...

I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.

Red light, Green light.

Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Mother May I?

Red Rover

Freeze Tag

Hula Hoops

Running through the sprinkler

Happy Meals


Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons

or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, and who could forget Snick

Fat Albert, Road Runner, Smurfs, Picture Pages, G-Force & He-Man Wonder Woman

& Scooby Doo Underoos

Catchin' lightning bugs in a jar

Christmas morning...

Your first day of school

Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses

Climbing trees

Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck

A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers

Jumpin' down the steps

Jumpin' on the bed

Pillow fights

Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt

Being tired from playin'

Your first crush...

Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7UP" in the classroom Remember


That was the good ol' days

I'm not finished yet...

Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer

Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school

Class Field Trips

When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there.

When a quarter seemed like a fair allowance, and another quarter a Miracle.

When any parent could discipline any kid, or use him to carry

groceries, and nobody, not even the kid, thought a thing of it.

When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.

When being sent to the principal's office was nothing compared to the fate

that awaited a misbehaving student at home.

Basically, we were in fear for our lives but it wasn't because of drive by

shooting s, drugs, gangs...and all the crap going down today

Our parents and grandparents were a much bigger threat! And some of us are

still afraid of em!

Didn't that feel good, just to go back and say, "Yeah, I remember that!" hahahaha

I want to go back to the time when...

Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo"

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"

"Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"

Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening

It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.

Being old, referred to anyone over 20.

The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better

It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big" rides at

the amusement park.

Getting a foot of snow was a dream come true.

Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"

Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.

The worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team.

Water balloons were the ultimate, ultimate weapon.

Older siblings were the worst tormentors, but also the fiercest protectors.

If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!

Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life...

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:: 2005 10 September :: 11.54 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Green day- When September Ends

Heres some things i found that i thought i would post to give you people something to read cause i dont know the next time ill actually update again

this is my tribute to all of those friends
the ones who arent whores, and sluts,
the ones who were always there through think and thin,
the ones who never gave up on you,
even when you gave up on yourself,
this is the tribute to all those friends,
the ones who try to understand what your going through,
from your tears to your cuts,
this is my tribute to all of those friends.. thank you guys.

Congratulations! You're not perfect! It's ridiculous to want to be perfect anyway. But then, everybody's ridiculous sometimes, except perfect people. You know what perfect is? Perfect is not eating or drinking or talking or moving a muscle or making even the teensiest mistake. Perfect is never doing anything wrong - which means never doing anything at all. Perfect is boring! So you're not perfect! Wonderful! Have fun! Eat things that give you bad breath! Trip over your own shoelaces! Laugh! Let somebody else laugh at you! Perfect people never do any of those things. All they do is sit around and sip weak tea and think about how perfect they are. But they're really not one-hundred-percent perfect anyway. You should see them when they get the hiccups! Phooey! Who needs 'em? You can drink pickle juice and imitate gorillas and do silly dances and sing stupid songs and wear funny hats and be as imperfect as you please and still be a good person. Good people are hard to find nowadays. And they're a lot more fun than perfect people any day of the week. ~Stephen Manes

May you get to Heaven a half hour before the Devil knows you're dead. ~Irish Proverb

however far away, i will always love you
however long i stay, i will always love you
whatever words i say, i will always love you

When you are a teenager...every little problem seems so much bigger than it really is...just think the next time you start to stress over the little this going to matter 5 years from now

If someone wants to be part of your life, they’ll make an effort to be in it.

You don't have to be somebody you're not. The trick is embracing who you are.

These scars will eventually fade, but I'll never forget the pain that put them there

I want to be... the smile, the first thought, the long drive or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want.. I want to be your perfection.

Sometimes the smallest things in life are the hardest to do

any guy can love a thousand girls.. but only a real guy can love one girl in a thousand ways.

You know when you're singing along with this song, and you know all the words coz you really love it. Then a train passes and a door closes, and you can't hear the music anymore, but you keep singing anyway. Then, when you can hear it again, you're still perfectly in time with it. Well, that's what love is.

a true friend is a person who is there for you through thick & thin. They don’t judge
you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house. They love you no matter what. They are a shoulder to cry on, or a partner to laugh with. They stand by you in your times of need & listen when you are excited. They know every little thing about you. They stand up for you when others don’t. Pretty much the greatest people God will ever give you.

<3 because of you i laugh a little harder, smile a lot more,&& cry a a much less <3

he'll look you straight in your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl in the world and for the first time in your life you will finally believe it.

It's amazing. some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.

I'll be there when your sleeping && every hour your awake... I wanna hear your secrets, wanna share your worries;; wanna go the deepest;; don't wanna hurry... I wanna take a lifetime to memorize your face... wanna hold you closer, kiss you longer... wanna hear your heart beat stronger && stronger. Wanna know you all over............ til I know you by heart

it's those days where we sit around and do nothing. it's the moments we laugh so hard, we cry. it's the way we look at each other and know whats going through each others head it's those stupid pictures and the jokes. Those are the reasons we're best friends.

I finally found someone who knocks me off my feet, i finally found the one who makes me feel complete, it started over nothing, we started out as friends, it's funny how from simple things, the best things begin... <3<3<3

i don`t have the words to make you feel better; but i do have the arms to hug you, the ears to listen to whatever you wanna talk about and a heart that`s aching to see you smile again.

yeah, family's in the blood. But friends are in the heart.

you know, the greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows all of your differences, flaws, and bad assets...yet they still love you with everything they have.

the truth is, we hide so we can be found.
we walk away to see who will follow, we
cry to see who will wipe away our tears &&
we let our hearts get broken to see who
will come & fix them <3


tell me i`m amazinq and why. tickle me even if i say stop, you know i love it. hold my hand. tell me i`m beautiful. tell me i`m the most amazing qirl you know. tell me stupid jokes, whatever it takes to make me laugh. let me wear your clothes. do thinqs that make me smile. when i start yellinq at you, kiss me. kiss my forehead. kiss me in the rain. let me fall asleep in your arms. push me on swings and give me piqqy back rides. call me. stay up with me all niqht on the phone. leave me unexpected notes sayinq how much i mean to you, and then we pinky promise that we`ll be toqether forever, & i`m holding you to it.

A boy and a girl. Best friends...they knew everything about one another, they helped each other out. And cheered each other up when they needed it. They called each other daily. And told each other what happened in their day. Together they'd hang out, and share priceless memories. When they were upset, they both knew the perfect person to call would be one-another. They would stand up. And help each other through it all..*They knew so much*..But what they didnt know was that they both were perfect for each other..

I know how it feels
to be on the |edge| of your bed,
your head buried in your hands,
wishing everything would end

your friends are your release, they're who you have the most fun with, & yet when the going gets tough those people turn around & suddenly there not just making you laugh, they're being this rock & giving you all their advice, even though your so much your own person, if you dissect yourself, I guarantee you, your friends are in there, their influence is incredible, best friends are what you need most ..

<3 Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away. -Hitch <3

All of the best love stories have
one thing in common; ;you have
to go against all odds to get there. <33

theres only so much pain one teenage ;;
girl's heart can take & you my dear have
exceeded the limits.

boys will break your heart, friends will betray you, parents will seem too strict, and life might annoy you, but you should always remember that there's a purpose for these things to happen to us .. so keep your head up and your spirits high .. because if you don't .. life will just p a s s you by ..

Twenty years from now I am gonna look back,
and remember that you were that one person
who could turn every frown into a smile in a
few simple words. That person who lifted my
head when I was losing faith in myself. That
one person who carried tears on her shoulders
after every fight, every break up, every death.
That one person who always knew what I was
feeling by the look on my face. That one person
who accepted who I was when everyone else
laughed in my face. That one person that
accepted every decision I made believing that
i'd make the right decision. That one person who
knew who I really was. That one person that made
the biggest difference in my life. My best friend.

is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me whats going on?

Tell me whats going on.
If you open your eyes you’ll see
That something is wrong.

--simple plan—

i want to be someone's last call of the night,
and their first thought in the morning. i want
those 5 hour conversations that end in "no,
you hang up first." i want the heart racing,
palm sweaty, "what's going to happen next"
moments. i want the hugs that you never
want to let go of and the stolen kisses that are
always the sweetest. but most importantly, i
just want to know someone considers me theirs

I could never forget the memories.
I could never forget the fun times.
I could never forget the conversations.
I could never forget the long nights.
I could never forget the phone calls.
I could never forget -- you. <3

if i could do anything it
would be to kiss you in the
middle of the street on the
rainiest day of the year. <3

I believe in love like I believe in God
You can`t touch it, you can`t see it
But you can feel it`s warmth <3

In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do...

every girl wants a "Prince Charming" .. and while that may be nice and all .. im thinking that id rather have the guy thats going to call me at 4am just to say hi and that he couldnt sleep because he missed me .. someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone .. because he wants to see how im really doing. because i said i was fine, but we both know im lying .. or the guy who will stay home on a Saturday night with me because im sick .. he'll bring me my favorite kind of candy .. even though i cant eat it because my stomach flips at the idea .. the guy- that one guy ... he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else .. but he'd be my hero .. my knight in shining armor.. anyone who'd stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair back while i puke .. thats a hero .. and a true love.

i can see your sad, even when you smile, even
when you laugh, i can see it in you eyes, deep
inside you wanna cry ..because you're scared

1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up
as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never
mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

the only people that could hurt you
are the ones you love, cus if it wasn't
love, you wouldn't even care..

Nothing compares to the stomach ache you
get from laughing too hard with your bestfriends

... alright well i think thats enough to last you guys for a LONG time lol
oh yeah had a football game tonight and we lost... 42-12 (i think)

Much Love and God Bless Always
Kimberly Dawn!!!

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:: 2005 31 August :: 11.03 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: something on 106.3

well hum.... nothing big has happend beside me and patty are taking a break cause i need time.... there was the first game which we lost.. 40 to zero...... um.. Tabis Birthday was Saturday YAY go Tabi!!! happy latish birthday lol.....been having volleyball practice which really sucks this year i dont like it one bit.. cause SOMEONE is getin mad if we goof off.... she did it yesterday and i reckon today too.. im gonna have to tell her how it is cause she dont seem like someone i would like anyways so why not lol sounds like a good plan to me.... im ok if she ends up hating me..........theres a volleyball game tomorrow at southern....... umm... my classes aint to hard i have dewy 1st and chemistry 2nd and 3rd i have geometry and 4th i have spanish.. woohu fun stuff... alright welps thats it.. Much love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 22 August :: 1.10 am
:: Music: radio

nothings has happend exciting there was the gallia fair and our fair.. adn ive had band practice and volleyballl...... thats bout it... im only updating that much cause tabi told me i needed to a while back lol.. if anything exciting happens ill update about it

Much Love
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 2 August :: 10.09 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Black Eyed Peas - Pump it

pretty much all month lol
well Sarah told me i need to update this more so here it goes... nothing really has happened since last time i updated tho..... Band camp which was AWESOME had a blast...... went to Mill Creek with mom and had strangers talk to me and call me the new girl no matter how many times i actually told them my name lol.........I Started Dating Patrick :):)..... he came over all weekend which was AMAZING i loved ever minute of it... things are soo perfect right now with him ............. hum what else?.... oh yeah have had band practice alot... which is always fun besides the fact 90% of them dont listen to me.......................... OH YEAH!!!! went to DCI (drum corps international) that thing was soo awesome i loved it......... the bands in it was awesome they was even marching in step when they wasnt on the field......... i wish ours would do that :(......... alright well thats it of my oh so exciting life lol

Much love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 5 July :: 12.54 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Juels Santana-Mic check 1,2

The weekend
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
well boys and girls its time once again to update this bad boy so here it goes.... last night after i updated i got to talk to Eric and it started off ok then i made things horable.. well for me it was at least.. then things went back to being good i think i dont know oh well tho......... well then i went ot bed at about 7am cause i was watching tv and didnt feel the need to sleep anyways lol.... then i got up at 5pm and got ready and went down to the Church at 6:30 for bible school ( i helped out) then came home at 8:30 and went up to Mrs Schoons to watch Fireworks they was leting off then watched the slide show from band and helped with the rooms list for Band camp. which i need to get typing at by the way........... and then i got home at about 11:15 or so and talked to people and now here i am updating this bad boy..... well im done....Leave me some comments so i know im loved lol

Monday, July 04, 2005
welps lets see.. Saturday got up at like 8 which means i only had like a hour of sleep.. So what lol.. but then i went out to dads and got Grace's Car talked to Sami some and Dad about freaked cause i was driving moms Car home and Grace was driving hers and i dont have my license lol oh well i didnt get caught lol.. it was fun cause Grace couldnt keep up with me and shes always talking about how fast she goes and shit... and i showed her up.. i loved it lol.... well then i got home at like noon and took a nap til 2 then mom started bitching but whats new she always bitches at me... so i went to Grace's room and went back to bed and she was in there every 15 minutes bitching at at 4 she finally pissed me off so i had to get up and leave...... and went outside and played with the puppies then looked at the NEW baby ducks theres like 15 or 20 of them im not sure... they are adorable... was born Saturday or at least thats the first day we seen them lol......... then at like 6 or a bit later we went to up to mom and Dads and i played with the little coon dog puppies they are cute... theres a baby pig up there that the people mom got him from said he was only 2 weeks old and hes really small al i love him i wanted ot take him home with me lol but i didnt...... she also has 2 baby bunnnies all i really wanted to sneak away with them aww i loved them soo much they was really soft and one of them reminded me of peaches when she was a baby.. Allen was really annoying too..... well after we left mom and dads we watched the Fireworks in point then came home and i was bored lol......... then went to bed at like 6 or 7 this moring lol then got up at 9 maybe cause someone came to the door and was a knocking.. so i went to moms room and went back to sleep til about 12:30 then got up and talked to Keshia at one something and got the dishes out of the dish washer and got ready and such and played with the baby ducks cause we caught a few with out the mommy knowing lol...... then at 3 something Keshia and Mel got here and we left for the regotta's.... we went to point first then went over in gallia and had a blast at burger king lol....... then went to the regotta thing over there. and i talked ot Trista and thought i was gonna have to walk home or something cause i wasnt able to find Keshia and Mel till they finally came over and seen if i was ready to leave... cause they had went out to the car and got money and i never seen them again so i hung out with Trista and had a blast.... and raymond kept on telling me i reminded him soo much of some girl.. i dont know who the poo she was or nothing lol it was fun tho cause i was gonna embarrass Trista cause i mean if i did something gay (dumb) it wouldnt embarrass me cause i dont know anyone over there.....i never did embarrass her.. oh well maybe next time.... at the Gallia fair hehe... if i ever find out when that is lol....... well then i came home and talked to mom for a while then came in here and got online and talked ot Trista some more lol.... and talked ot Shaina even tho she Stoped talking to me i should be used to that by now lol... and i also talked ot Eric... but he left me .... he best be coming back tho like he said or im gonna go up there and kick his butt i aint joking........... well im gonna get a going im tired of writin cause not many even read it so there aint a point lol

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 25 June :: 12.05 am
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie - All is full of Love

my glorious friday
this morning i woke up at like 11 to go down to the post office to get the thing from the DMV that tells me pretty much that i cant get my licenese till im 18!! aint that depressing i sure was pissed/depressed when i found out....... so after that i sat around the home for a few hours feeling sorry for myself. then Grace took me shopping i reckon to make me feel better. it sure did work too lol well frist we went and ate Mexican but we went to the one in huntington so i didnt get to see my hottie lol....... then after that we went to the mall looking for me a bathing suit. which we had no luck at... at the mall at least.. cause all of them i tryed on either my butt was screaming at me telling me it didnt want in that suit anymore and tryed to escape or my boobs was seting them selfs Free from the suit lol it was pretty interesting........ well then we made our way down to old navy cause i wanted to bugg Jennay a little lol. but she was running around WAY to much to talk to me. it was very sad.... then we left the mall and went to goodies to look for a bathing suit and i found one YAY... and i called mom to make sure she didnt get taken to jail for driving with out her licenese and getin in a wreak........but she didnt get taken away so yeah good for mom lol............well then we left goodies and went to the shoe show to look for shoes of course lol but all of them i found was ugly or was way to high for me lol...... so we left and i almost begged Grace to let me drive seeing since i only have about one more month to drive ..... but you know Grace she wouldnt let me...... mean ol Grace..... well then we finally got home and i went out and took care of all the animals..... then i was bored thankfully Keshia called and saved me tho but only for a little while cause mom called and it took 100 years to get to where Keshia was and by that time she was gone and i tryed to call her back but no one answered.. then i sat and watched TV for a while and took a shower and now here i am updating this beasty thing. and talking to Keshia....... welps thats all i have for you today... Leave me some comments would ya... no one does its very depressing anymore

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 19 June :: 12.32 am

Saturday, June 18, 2005
Welps lets see… Thursday night I stayed up till about umm 4:30 and talked to mom before she left and such cause I mean I was waiting up to talk to Eric cause he was gonna call me at 4:20 after mom left. So I stayed up and he ended up falling asleep. Oh well… welps then Friday I was bored most of the day then me and Keshia went over in Gallia and went to Wal-Mart for a little few not real long tho… went to Wendy’s and then went thru point then came home…. And I’m not aloud to leave the home for a LONG LONG TIME some pretty sad stuff there.. oh well I guess that’s what I get for being a “smartass” and a “liar” …. Then on our way home Keshia dropped me off at the end of the road so she could get home on time and Todd (my neighbor) kept on watching me walk up the little road.. And asked me if she was someone I wasn’t suppose to be with is the reason she dropped me off at the end of the road.. and I told him that I was aloud to be with her its just she was late and her mom would yell if she didn’t get home on time…… and he acted like he didn’t believe me but I don’t care I kept on walking…. Then I got home and talked to Adam about going up there today but I had to bring a friend so that his cousin Seth wouldn’t be like the 3rd wheel or something… so i didnt go.... at about 1:45am or so last night Grace called and she had been at the hospital with David because of his grandma all night and she called to tell us she wasnt coming home cause his grandma had died and he needed her with him cause all of the family was breakin down ….i ended up talking to Adam till about 3:30 or so then he went to bed so I got off line and went in the front room to watch TV cause I wasn’t the least bit tired…. Then at about 4:40 or so moms alarm started going off and Hershel got up to go run his dogs and left the home at about 5:30 or so I ended up going to sleep at like 6:30 or 7 cause I finally got tired… then I got up at noon and have been bored ALL DAY LONG… I havent did anything all day…… I tried calling Tabi but she’s out with B Rad somewhere. And I talked to The Tater Tot a little bit but her little sis kept on taking the phone or something gay like that so I didn’t get to talks to her much and I called Keshia but yeah her and Melody was out walking with Starbucks ….. oh yeah i also went for a 4-wheeler ride with mom and i almost thought i was gonna have to throw her in the river cause she got on my nerves.. shew as yellin at me for everything. shes dumb... welps there’s all that has happened in the OH SOO BORING life of me

Much Love and God
Kimberly Dawn

Heres some qoutes i found that i really liked so i thought i would put then oon here for everyone else to look at cause im such a nice person lol have fun.....

It's funny how hello is always accompied with goodbye. It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It's funny how forever never seems to really last. It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. It's funny how friends can leave you when you're down. It's funny how when you need someone, they're never around. It's funny how people change and think they're so much better. It's funny how many lies can be packed in one 'love letter'. It's funny how people can forgive, even though they can't forget. It's funny how one night can contain so much regret. It's funny how ironic life turns out to be. But, the funniest part of all... None of this that seems funny to me.

She's just a typical teenage girl...angry ;; insecure ;; confused. She wants you to tell her things will be okay...But she hates to be lied to.
No camera could ever capture the look in her eyes & the feeling in her heart when she's looking at him. <3<3

I didn't lose him... I let him go. I didn't get over him...I moved on. When you truly love someone, you never lose them or get over them, they will always mean something to you. So no matter how hard you try, if it was true love, you'll never forget them.

I wish that you were here or that I was there or that we were together... anywhere

She stays strong on the outside, but on the inside, she weeps because she knows it will never be the same...again.

This may never start... We could fall apart... Can I be in your memory?

Do you know what it's like to reach for the phone and pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit there with tears building up in your eyes because you know it's not that the last time you'll miss the conversations you've shared.
In this weird, twisted way, I know you miss me... Not because I want to believe it, but because you will never find a girl that will put up with you like I did. <3

If we weren't meant to give things another try, our ((paths))... Our ||thoughts|| wouldn't keep crossing...And we wouldn't keep tripping over our feelings for each other.

Did you know what really made me fall for you? It wasn't that way you smiled at me when I walked in the room. Nor was it the way you laughed at my jokes when they weren't funny. It wasn't the way you'd go out of your way to collect me from places when I felt low. Nor was it the way you'd sit and hold me in your arms and tell me everything'll be okay. No. What really made me fall for you was the way you'd sit there for hours on end, listening to my problems, purely just so you could be with me. Well, I jsut wanna tell you that the next time you walk in the room, I'll smile. The next time you crack a joke which isn't funny, I'll laugh. The next time you're feeling low, I'll come out of my way to pick you up. The next time you need reassurance, I'll hold you in my arms and tell you everything's okay.

You might not be his ||first||, his ||last||, or his only... He's cared about someone else before and possibly will again, but if he cares for you now, then what else matters? He's not perfect, and you aren't either and the two of you will never be perfect, but, if he can make you laugh at least ||once||, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He's probably not going to quote poetry... He might not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break... So, don't hurt him ;; Don't change him ;; And don't expect more than he can give. Don't over analyze. Smile when he makes you happy. Yell when he makes you mad and miss him when he's not there. <3<3

"As we grow up, we learn that even the ||one|| person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast... So. Take too many pictures ;; laugh too hard ;; and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back."

Beautiful Girl with pretty eyes ;; A hidden world of hurt and lies. She sits up in her bed and cries. It's hard for her to realize... Love isn't all 'weak in the knees' and 'butterflies'.

Do you ever miss me? Do you ever miss the way we used to be? When we used to talk and laugh and flirt? When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall, just so you could see me look at you and smile? Do you miss our conversations? ...And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understand? Do you ever miss any of that? I think maybe you do because sometimes when I look at you, you'll randomly look at me and stop what you're doing, just so you can look into my eyes, like you used to. ...And even though it only last for two seconds, do you miss that? I can't be the only one that does. If I could show you how much I was hurting, you'd never be able to look me in the eyes again.

welps thats it that i feel like looking for right now...................... i might put more quotes on here later if i find any i like

Much Love and God Bless

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:: 2005 17 June :: 12.40 am
:: Music: Bobby Pinson - dont ask me how i know

a few more days
Well Tuesday was a interesting day… first we went over in Milton for Keshia’s interview but we was over there early so we went to Vicky’s which is a party store… oh gosh was it gay but fun lol… We have to go back to get me a pope hat and Keshia a sheriff hat and badge… they will be great just you wait…. Well then we went to her interview and I sat in the car and listened to music lol… and called mom to make sure I could stay the night again so she said yes….then we went to Go-mart to get gas.. but the pumps was way to smart for us so we went to apple grove to get gas cause I knew how to work those ones…. Well then we went to Keshia’s tanning appointment. I sat out in the car cause Nathan and Michael was outside… well actually it was Michael and Nathan’s dad cause Michael isn’t really friends with Nathan he’s friends with his dad lol oh well…. Welps then we went home…. And went out for a walk later…. Seen orangey lol good little lizard there lol we have nice little walkes… I love how Michael walks out of his house looks at us and mumbles something.. Throws his hand in the air and shakes his butt as he walks away that was some funny stuff… then when we got back to Keshia’s we got told we was never aloud to go walking again.. oh well looks like we did on Wednesday anyways lol….. we got up was lazy for a while then went to Keshia’s tanning appointment where I sat out in the car to see if Michael and Nathan would come out side… which they did cause they got in the car and left and like Michael pulls out in the middle of the road and sits there like he don’t know rather he should move or not lol.. then Nathan waved and they went away then Keshia came out like 10 mins later and we went up to apple grove for Kenny some cough drops. And I got some chips and like when we was leaving there was a car coming. And I tell Keshia to “GUN IT” and she like Creeps out in the road lol that was great stopped by my home to get more clothes cause I had to stay at Keshia’s again.. then when we was going back to Keshia’s we just had to go out by Michael’s home.. which was fine.. and like when we went past the garage thing I look back and see Nathan standing in the door smoking and I look at Keshia and she’s just dancing away it was mighty funny.. then we got back to Keshia’s home and we went walking shortly after……. And we found GIMPY!! What a great dog gimpy was…. She would run and look back at us and bark with the retard face…. Gimpy was our friend. That we had to save from cars cause she was too dumb to get out of the middle of the road. She would sit there patting her head saying, “I’m a retard I’m a retard”. Then after we saved her from yet another car we get to Michael’s home and him and Nathan is out on the porch and Michael looks and says either “hey” or Sup?” not to sure which one so we didn’t answer…… then gimpy just happens to run over there.. and Michael looks at her then us and goes “is that your dog” in normal words. And I answer “no” and that was the end of that talk… I thought about not answering at all but I had to say something cause God knows Keshia wasn’t gonna lol…. Well then we headed home leaving Gimpy with Nathan and Michael cause they knew secretly they wanted her lol welps as we got to the hill the parents came to get us and we was forced to go with them to the graveyard and we sat in the car… and like on the way back Michael Nathan and Little Woods was standing out by Michael’s car. And Nathan waves like a retard but us in the back don’t wave cause yep was pretty aggravated…….. got to her home and didn’t talk to the parents stayed in Keshia’s room…… then later as we was going to sleep or at least I thought we was gonna go to sleep we was talking about gayness.. like Gimpy and how Keshia wants to get me hooked up with Nathan…. Which I do believe aint gonna happen but I’m not to sure about that yet lol…… Then Today (Thursday) got up early it seemed like so Keshia could go mow so I came home cause she seemed in a bad mood so I didn’t want to aggregate her so I just came home thinking well she will be over later.. which she never came but its probably better that way cause Mom and Grace was bitching at me cause I’m a “smartass” and anything I say is mean and I’m not aloud to leave the house is that’s how I’m gonna act when I get home.. and I had to inform them that if they didn’t bug the shit out of me then I wouldn’t have a smartass answer for everything…. And well mom didn’t like that and told me that if I hated my life so much I could leave it wouldn’t bother her one bit cause she could tell I didn’t want to be there. BLAH BLAH BLAH… that’s basically all I heard was a lot of BLAH’S so I went to get the phone to call my good ol’ Father to come save me. and she informed me I wasn’t aloud to use her phone cause she pays for it.. So I left and went to sit on the tracks.. and that was basically my day……. its very boring since I left Keshia’s home…. I have to go back there so my life is interesting lol……… welps that’s it I have to say so I’m gonna go back to talking to Keshia and Tabi

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 16 June :: 3.55 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Rhonda Vincent -I've forgotten you

a few days
welps heres from Saturday till tueday...... ill update about yesterday and today a little bit later...... im to lazy to do it now lol

Welps Saturday went to the Zoo.... oh what a gay time that was.... I about died. There was a lot of dumb people and a lot of kids. And some old people but don’t get me wrong I loved every minute of it lol (not really) I slept all the way there and the only thing I liked about the Zoo was when we was at the Wolfs and there was this little cage thing you walked in to look at some bird that wasn’t actually in there at all lol and I was standing there and some cute freak lookin guy walked in there and asked me what was suppose to be in there and I told him I didn’t know so he was telling me it was the love Shack and that’s all it was suppose to be lol.... it was Great..... after we left the dumb zoo We got lost for a few minutes and had to Call Chris (Melvin’s Brother). Seeing since he lives in Columbus he would know his way around Cincinnati and of course he did.. well after we knew where we was going again I went to sleep. Then they woke me up being the mean people that they are and told me to get up so we could go eat at bob evens..... the sun was hurting my eyes and I about died cause my head felt like someone had hit it with a Hammer.... it was pretty bad......well after we ate then we went to Columbus and went shopping and I got 2 polo shirts and like Capri pants that’s a light tan color..... stuff I would normally not wear but my family is trying to turn me preppy I reckon. Pretty scary I tell ya that one..... and I also got a fossil watch and a candle. And a little jacket thingy .. and while we was shopping I got ill cause of all the people. ... and mom felt bad for making me shop cause she knows I’m not good in she told Grace to hurry up so we could head home we ended up getting home at like umm.... 11:40 or so and I got online cause I thought Eric was gonna call me but noo he had to work the next day so I didn’t get to talks to him.. oh well better luck next time I reckon............. then Sunday didn’t get up till like 2. so what I like to sleep lol... then I was bored pretty much the rest of the day til about 4:30 when I finally got Grace up to go to town and we went to Debs cause she needed pants or so she said lol. And then I wanted to walk down to old Navy to see if Jennay or Kevin was working. Which they wasn’t but that’s ok lol....... so then we went to Walmart and I talked to Donnie for a little few then she left cause she was on break and wanted food and needed to talk to Eric (different one from up top lol) so she was going to mcdonalds .... then we went to crackel barell to eat and I ended up talking to Jc for a while cause he was suppose to be working but decided he should talk to me seeing since I am Kim and all lol.. he told me he might not be going to Hannan Next year...... and I informed him he had to rather he wanted to or not lol then we left there after eating really nasty food that Grace loved... and went to Wendys to get her a salad for lunch....... then came home and talked to Taco some cause he was at the home and went out to Check on the animals and found out Kat (the dog) had 10 puppies and then got online and talked to Keshia and mom came in the spare bedroom at like 1am and told me I had to go to bed and shook her finger at me lol so I went to bed and got up at noon today cause she called me..... and then was lazy for a while then went and mowed the far back of the yard like from the camper back.. and was listening to music dancing around lol it was fun.. then came in the home and called Keshia and asked her to pick me up for the 4-h meeting but she couldn’t hear me and called back a bit later so she came over b4 the meeting so she didn’t have to go all the way home. And we went for a 4 wheeler ride..... what Great fun that was I was laughing pretty much the whole time cause she hit trees and we tried going over a ramp thingy and it didn’t work out to well lol. And she looks up and is like “ wonder where the campgrounds is” and about that time we see campers lol it was amusing.......... welps then we went to the GAY 4-H meeting and played in the playground lol then came to Keshia’s home and went walking.............. seen Michael oh Buddy is he ever HOT!!! Lol......... yeah if you want to read about the walk go to Keshia’s and read im to lazy to write it all lol........... welps that’s it about the oh so Exciting life of Kim so im gonna get a going.

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 22 May :: 10.19 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie - All is full of Love

Important dates
Graduation Practice - May 24th, 25th and 27th at 10 to 11:30am
Snake guy out to Hannan- May 26th
Wahama's Graduation- May 25th (I think not sure tho)
Hannan's Graduation - May 8th at 11am
Points Graduation - May 29th at 4pm
Huntinton Highs Graduation June 4th at 11am ( i think)
Saunders' family reunion -June 4th at noon
Band Banquet -June 5th
Last day of School - June 7th ( I think)
4-H meeting- June 13th at 7pm

Those are the only things I really know is going on with in the end of this month and start of the next month

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 5 May :: 4.39 pm
:: Music: sublime - wrongway

>Name: Kimberly Saunders
>Gender: female
>Age: 16
>Location: WV
>Mood: Tired
>Height: 5'9 or 5’10
>Status: single
>Job: no job at the moment

>>Love and Crap<<
>Are you single? yes
>Do you want to be single? It don’t really matter
>If your single, do you have a crush? Not really
>Do you think he/she likes you? I don’t know
>Ever been in love?: I think
>Ever thought u were in love: sure have
>Your sexuality?: straight
>Believe in soul mates?: no
>you believe in love at first sight?: not really

>best friend: I cant pick just one
>known longest: known all of them just as long but been friends with Keshia Price the longest
>Smartest: well Tabi and Jenn are both pretty much the same smartness
>Tallest: Daniel (f.e.s. from Norway)
>Shortest: either Allison or Tabby not sure
>Most Random: can I pick myself? lol
>Weirdest Conversations: don’t know I have weird conversations with all of them
>Prettiest: cant answer
>Hottest: not sure cause there’s a few
>Funniest: All of them are funny
>All around best: not to sure about that

>>Fill in the blanks<<
>I am ... The Pope
>I need... a nap
>I can't ... spell
>I'm SO ... tired
>I will never ... bit the duck
>One thing you should know about me is .. I’m very random
>I wish I had more…. animals
>One thing I would change about myself is ... me being soo tall

>In your CD player: a mix from Keshia
>Favorite Band: have way to many to pick just one.
>Favorite Type of music: I love any type of music
>Favorite song: i have a lot of favorites
>Play any instruments?: yeah (baritone, trumpet, drums and learning then guitar and somewhat play piano)
>In the school band?: sure am (field commander)
>Do you wish you were a band geek?: I’m fine with being a band geek J
>Do you like to dance? Yeah only the retard dances tho

>Color: Baby blue and orange
>Kitchen Utensil: Sporks (does that count?)
>Animal: Piggies
>Breath mint: I don’t know what they are called
>Gum: I like all gum
>TV show: Gilmore Girls
>Radio station: 106.3 or 107.3(oldies) or just 100.5 depends on how I’m feeling that day
>Word: BAM
>Number: 84
>Greeting: Hi-ya
>favorite food: pizza or Chicken
>School Subject: music
>Thing: not sure

I'll actually update later... even tho it will tell you i didnt update till tomorrow cause im dumb and like to wait till after midnight cause thats when people stop talking to me lol.. Much Love and God Bless


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:: 2005 5 May :: 12.33 am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Big and Rich - Deadwood Mountain

today (wednesday) got up and went to school even tho i didnt wanna at all i felt awful this moring... then in 1st Mrs Shaw left and was crying for some reason......... and then came back and didnt wasnt herself she said she was just having a bad day........... but yeah i worked all of 1st i did like 30 vocab and wrote down 8 questions..... be proud cause i know i am lol..... then in 2nd i slept. to much working in 1st lol....... but Mrs Shaw let me sleep cause i told her i didnt feel well.. cause i didnt...... but then at lunch i was with Keshia T. Most of the time and we was laughing and such and she was makin fun of me cause i wanted to Poke Dan in the head lol.........then in 3rd me Shaina and Kesha was talking all funny it was Great.... then we had clubs and i directed the band.. made me feel special lol.......... Jeff was in there too and i thought he quit the band....... oh well tho............. then after clubs i was looking for Kesha cause i walk with her to 4th every day and Shaina told me they had already left so i walked with Shaina and like after we got out of the main building here comes Keshia Keshia and Melody lol....... 4th was GAY like always Mama Pyles is being a big Jerk lately.............well then after school i had band practice which i directed most of lol and i felt special once more lol....... and i hung out with patty on the breaks and went and petted the donkeys lol.............. then i called Mel to get out to the school at like 6 for the DONKEY BASKETBALL GAME it was sooooooooo much fun i loved it.i sat with Mel on one side and Bobby on the other it was fun im telling ya........ seeing Andy and Billy on the "broken" donkey was worth it all lol and Mrs Shaw talking to hers...... Petter going over the neck of his............ Mr Wallace running with his after halftime.... and doodles with the tiny one haha..... all great stuff... if you didnt go you REALLY missed out on some fun lol....... then i drove home and mom yelled pretty much the whole way home cause shes GAY and told me ive been very grouchy lately....... and i havent been grouchy I've just been thinkint about stuff since monday and she dont want to deal with me not wanting to talk to her.... and she askes soo many questions and 90% of them are about Robert and i dont want to talk about it with her............... i mean its been one week and it seems like everyone has already forgotten oh well theres nothing i can do about how everyone else acts.......... welps now im gonna go shower and go to bed......Much Love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 4 May :: 12.14 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Lynyrd Skynyrd- Mississippi Queen

well sunday night i stayed the night at Keshia's home and so did Shaina and Tabby but tabby dont like us to well cause she went to bed really early.... then we got up the next day (monday) and went to Roberts viewing it was really sad.... and i felt like i was gonna cry the whole but it was like i dont have any tears left anymore... if that makes any since at all.... well then we went to the truck stop after the veiwing and got some chips cause i was really hungery and so was Keshia so basically we just ate Chips..... but yeah at the truck stop Aaron (my cousin) attacked my shiny shoes and said he could cause hes always mean to me anyways..... Mean ol Aaron lol.... well then we droped Tabby off and then went back to Keshia's and Shaina left shortly after we got there....... then me and Keshia ate beans........ and was watching some gay movie with Kenny.. then we went to Keshia's room and was watching the same gay movie and i was trying to sleep while she was talking to Jacob but it didnt work out to well cause mom came to get me..... so then mom tryed talking to me on the way home but i still didnt really want to talk about it.... so i was quiet most of the time and she talked.... then when i got home all i wanted to do was go to my room and think..... so i did and i ended up going to sleep... and woke up at like 11 and was really hungry so i ate something Grace had fixed which wasnt as nasty as it looked lol.... then i got on here for a while a fought with Chris cause he is Gay and feels the need to lie to me about dating Rae Rae..... i mean it dont bug me that he is dating her so he dont have to lie and say they are "just talking" cause i know better......... im guessing he dont care about her all to much or he would have actually told me they was still dating... but hey what do i know......... well then he got mad at me so i went to bed cause i was tired of it......... welped i ended up sleeping in moms room cause i was bored and wasnt tired yet so i figured i could wake her up and talk for a bit lol.......well then as i was talking i feel asleep..... Then this morning i didnt want to get up at all........ even tho i slept all day monday i was still tired lol......... but yeah i ended up getin up and going to school and in 1st we did nothing really a Test which i got a 100% on by the way i was proud lol..... then in 2nd we didnt do much..... we got told to stop talking about Robert that we should move on or something like that..... ticked me off Cause Mrs Shaw had no right to say it........ wel then at lunch we all had to stand outside and Keshia Price made a new friend lol cause i thru her shoe cause she tryed to Kick me and her friend brought it back to her lol then asked Mel for gum later.......... hes gonna be a life long friend.............. then in 3rd i actually did my work.... once again i was proud of myself today lol.... then in 4th Mama Pyles yelled at me and told me she was calling mom .... she never did but oh she said she was lol......... welps then after i got home i watched some tv and took a small nap and got up at like 4:30 or so cause mom called and i had to talk to her and then i almost was comfy and Grace called so i said screw it and got up and went down to the pigs and they was being as lazy as ever........ welps then i came back up to the home and got back to the couch and mom walked in the door and then Grace came.... and Grace sat on me.. Mean grace.... and she was yelling at me cause i was touching her... it was funny cuase i was just touching her cause it was getin on her nerves welps then i went out on the 4wheeler to help mom with a fire thing which didnt burn i might add..... then me and her went for a walk to that old house and she STOLE some flowers from there and coal on the way back........ shes a theif lol......... then i watched a movie on lifetime called "A mothers worse fear" or something like that it was pretty good.... then i came in here and talked to Meat and now i actually know what im doing on the day of prom YAY lol and then i went to shower and now here i am updating at 12:14am lol..... but now im going to bed so Much love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 3 May :: 1.33 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You

friday after i updated i went to church cause i had to be around someone i couldnt stand staying at the home no more cause all i was doing was crying....... so i went down to the church and hung out with patty and tater tot..... and tater tot made me braclet (spelled wrong) thing that says in memory of Robert J. 4/27/05 but i think im gonna go have actual braclets made that say........... in loving memory of Robert A. Jeffers 4/27/05.......... if anyone wants one you have to tell me so i can know how many to order...... after i find out how much they will be i will put that on here too.................. anyhoo..... me and Patty left the church at like 9 something and came to my home cause i needed cheering up.... he actually made me a little happy till he left..........then after he left i looked at the paper... it made me soo mad........... later i tryed going to sleep in my room but with it dark it made me soo scared..... i have never been scared of the dark but like now my heart starts racing and i feel like someone is there.... please tell me there is others thats feeling that way? and im having the worse dreams of my life it makes me not want to sleep at nothing really happend i cryed alot and mom yelled at me for not feeding the dogs and then Grace went off on her.... she took up for me i was soo proud ...... then Grace came in my room and i made her cry cause i was talking about the good times with Robert and everything...... i broke down i couldnt take it anymore it was soo bad..... then mom came in my room adn told me she was sorry and told me she knew what i was going thru...... even tho she has no clue no one does Cept the 10th graders finally i left with Grace and went to point thinking i could get all this off my mind... it didnt work i went to Walmart and started crying while talking to Reane cause she asked me how school was................ i really cant take this anymore............... welps thats all i can say.... Much love and God Bless!!

Eric- thanks soooooo much for always being there for me you always seem to help you dont even know how much it means to me for you to be ya lots!

has anyone even noticed in life when you are extreemly sad it rains?...... or at least in my life it does... anytime i am like really really depressed it rains


Friday, April 29, 2005
monday nothing besides taking Grace to the ER in the middle of the night.... tuesday slept cause i didnt get home from the ER till like noon or so... Wendsday Went to Marshall and toured it .. it was dumb but at least we all had fun..... then i had band and then went to Church with Tater tot... then stayed the night at her home....... Thursday i had to get up way to early cause she has to get on the buss at 6:30. and things was boring as usual at Hannan then at lunch there was the biggest Shock of my life...... i didnt believe it till about 3rd sometime.... i was told Robert Jeffers Died.. i really didnt want to believe it at all i wanted to think it was just people saying Horable things..... but then i realized it was true........ im not going in to details of what happend but i will say him and lucy are both gone............ in 3rd and 4th all i could do was cry... cause our graduating class is soo close i mean we will not even date anyone in our class cause we are like brothers and sisters....... we would do anything for any of us....... and Robert was one of the nicest i knew..... he was always there for you no matter what.......... me and robert didnt talk alot this year but we always have b4........... its not only we lost a friend yesterday but we also lost a brother... one of the best there was too.............. it was just soo unreal the way things happened..... big will showed up and told some people and then it was just awful after that.......... ....... i seen the CSI crew go down the road during 4th and i lost it i couldnt take it anymore..... last night all i did was Cry and Cry i couldnt help it.... i didnt want to talk to anyone i just couldnt do it..... i would much rather be with friends but i couldnt go.............. last night i had the worst dream of my life..... i dreamed i was there it was soo scary i woke up screaming at like 3:30 this morning.... today at school was just as bad..... i couldnt take it i was fine till Mr hughes talked to us.. hes not good at talking about it at all...... there was alot of conclers there too.......... well i cant talk no more im going to church ill update later maybe..... Much love and God Bless!!!!!

Kimberly Dawn

R.I.P Robert & Lucy Jeffers!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2005 3 May :: 1.31 am

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

What Would You Do If:

I cried?
I said I liked you?
I kissed you?
I stole something?
I was hospitalized?
I ran away from home?
I got in a fight and you
were there?

What Do You Think of My:

Choice of Music?

Would You:

Tell me the truth, no matter what?
Lie to me to make me feel better?
Spread rumors about me?
Keep a secret that i told you?
Tell me if someone was talking bad about me?
Loan me some cash?
Hold my hand?
Take a bullet for me?
Keep in touch?
Try and solve my problems?
Love me?

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:: 2005 24 April :: 5.11 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: J. Geils Band - Angel In The Centerfold

a few days
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Why Women Cry

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

I'll actually update later after the day is over lol Love you guys!!!


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Saturday, April 23, 2005
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

What Would You Do If:

I cried?
I said I liked you?
I kissed you?
I stole something?
I was hospitalized?
I ran away from home?
I got in a fight and you
were there?

What Do You Think of My:

Choice of Music?

Would You:

Tell me the truth, no matter what?
Lie to me to make me feel better?
Spread rumors about me?
Keep a secret that i told you?
Tell me if someone was talking bad about me?
Loan me some cash?
Hold my hand?
Take a bullet for me?
Keep in touch?
Try and solve my problems?
Love me?

and also read my entry for the day and comment lol Love you guys


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welps once again its time to update....... Friday (yesterday) school was GAYand i wanted to go to 6 flags all day lol well 1st and 2nd we didnt really do anything cept look at my Cosmo lol i felt like a pervet but thats ok lol then in 3rd i almost got kicked out cause Mr. Grady was being a JERK i really cant stand him anymore he treats the guys soo much better then he treats me and Shaina..... Grrrr........ So what hes gonna love it when he goes home one day and he dont have a HOUSE .... aint that right shaina? lol welps then 4th Mrs pyles was being the biggest bitch in the world i dont know what the crap was wrong with her but she needs to stop lol........ welps then after school was theBEST ever.. Mrs Schoon took....Me Tater Tot Sarah Amber Brooke and Rachel to Billy Bobs and to Glow golf..... it was GREAT im telling ya......... at billy bob's Rachel kept on hiting the button and it made me feel like a little kid cause we was siting there eating pizza and the show was starting all the time lol.... we was the only ones there over the age of 8 lol but it was still fun..... we played lazer tag too but Mrs Schoon and Carla wouldnt play cause they was with the Aria so Steve played with us lol it was fun cept there was only 7 so one of the people that worked there had to play with us lol.... there was Me Tater tot and Sarah and the girl that worked there on one team and Brooke Rachel Amber and Steve on a team........ befor we went in there there was a sign that said no running..... all me and Tater tot did was run lol i was laughing the Whole time it was Great......... the green team (me tater tot and Sarah) won the first game and the red team won the other one......... welps after that we went over to the mall to play glow golf hehe fun fun there... me and steve was the last ones to put and like the only hole we kept track on was the first one and i hit it like 8 times b4 it went in and Steve looks at me and was like so that was 2 right lol it was funny and like me Sarah and Steve would like monster hit it and it would like go bouncing off out of the thing it was funny....... like if i hit it more then 5 time i just picked it up and put it in the hole lol........ well after we got done playing.. Amber and sarah went home but we stayed at the mall a while longer it was just as fun as anything else we did lol.. like tater tot said she couldnt walk anymore and was like Tater carry me! so me being the nice person i am i did lol..... and like once she fall off and so i was puting her back on my back and this guy walks by and she kicks him hard in the back and he just keeps on walking like its normal lol.... and everytime we seen him after that he like shook his head and curved around us lol and there was this big ol blow up slide in the middle of the mall and i wanted to go down it soo bad but mrs schoon told us we was too old it was sad stuff......... and like we was suppost to leave at 8 and it was 15 till and me and tater tot wanted to walk around more so we told them we would be back by 8 if not leave with out us........ so we went skipping away lol..... and was goofin off you know just bein me lol and there was this boy sitin on a bench and Allison looks at me and goes " i want to kick him" well i told her no cause i wasnt gonna carry her anymore and so she ran over to the bench and like got down behind it..... he didnt pay any attention to the gayness..... and so she knocks his hat off and runs away going ahhh hes gonna get me haha it was fun...... well then after we got done having some fun we went back to dicks where we was suppost to meet and we still had 5 mins so we went to $ store and got those new skittles and then went back and was like that was so fast we still have 2 mins... even tho neither one of us had a watch lol and turns out we was right lol........ welps then we walked out to the car and of course i had to carry the Lazy one named Tater tot lol and i was turning around and jumping and acting dumb and she almost fell it was great........ then we had to go home so we droped off Rachel and Brooke then droped off Steve at the farm to get the car and then we had some fun talks on the way to Tater tots to dropp her off but no one was home so we had to go down to Billy Steals house to dropp her off and well we went inside for a while and mrs schoon didnt want to go in cause she didnt know anyone..... well turns out she knew everyone lol she was talk to litterly everyone and i was the one that didnt know a soul in there lol besides like Tater tot and the family of tater tot lol....... well then we finally left there and went to drop me off and Grace was here which is very unusual on a weekend for Grace to be here lol...... but yeah then i got online at like 10 to talks to people cause yeah thats the thing to do lol..... then Rich called me and i talked to him till his phone hung up on me i got on here and talked to him some more and he said "brb" but he never came back to talk to me which i liked alot dont get me wrong lol........welps then at like 1:30 i went to bed cause i didnt have anyone to talks to lol............ then Today i got up at 5pm cause i was hungery and plus i couldnt lay there anymore.... oh well tho lol i needed to get out of bed anyways thats about it that has happend today lol i have been VERY bored all evening... cause it was raining and mom told me i couldnt go play mean ol mom lol........... welps im gonna get a going maybe find something to do.......Much love and God Bless Kimberly Dawn

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Friday, April 22, 2005
nothing happend i was sick and stayed at home and was bored most of the day... now im waiting for Todd but my guess is hes not getin online or calling cause he just knows im gonna bitch at him for not getin online or calling today or yesterday... he makes me laugh so much... oh well tho i like it when everyone hates me whats new.... Grr im just in a all around bad mood


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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
welps tuesday (yesterday) nothing happend it was gay to start off with i had to go to school which i always hate..... then in 2nd we got out to go to a meet the players or something like that well we seen 2 of the baseball players for the WV Power team..... then in 3rd it was gay and 4th also gay..... Oh yeah Kesha wasnt there cause she was gay and stayed at home lol......then i got online at like ehh 5 something and tabi-lu came over and played with my babies it was fun then at lets say 8:50 i got online and talked to TODD!!! hehe it was great cause i was laughing and such the whole time i was talking to him..... i loved we ended up talking till about 4 and i loved every min of it lol..... welps then he had to get off line cause he was tired and plus i needed to go to bed so i could actually get up this morning lol........ welps got up went to school... then it was off to the Baseball game and i didnt understand a lick of it lol i was looking at the players more then i was paying attention to the game(SORRY) welps i hung out with Keshia P Melody Shaina and Keshia T most of the day and some i would talks to Tater tot and Jason and that group......... oh yeah and my arms look like a lobster .... cause i got BURNED so bad... the sun hates me i tell you what lol......... welps b4 we left to go back to the school i made sure Jason was still coming over to go to church and such with me after band practice and he said he was............ welps on the buss ride back to school i felt Sooooooo bad from where he was gonna come over and such........... cause of me and Todd and such........... so i was trying to get reasurance from my FRIENDS that i was gonna be a good kid and such..... and Melody and shaina both laughed at me and told me i was far from a good kid...... but my good pal Keshia tackett said she didnt think i would do anything cause I am a good girl and such THANKS KESHA! and i didnt get to ask Keshia price cause she was asleep lol she would have probably told me i was a bad kid to tho cause everyone else did ....... welps then finally we got back to the school and i went to a Volleyball meeting and there was little freakin 8th graders that was running their mouths to me and calling me every name in the book and thought it hurt my feelings but all it did was piss me off cause i dont like 7th or 8th graders anyways and plus they was the drugie ones which also puts them on my bad list lol and one of them wrote down my number and i reckon shes gonna call and bitch at me but i mean more power to her... i dont care lol shes just a little kid not like theres much she can actually do to me unless she gets 5 of her oh so drugie friends after me or something...... oh wait they are gonna kick me ass... im soo freakin scared........ wow that made me laugh....... i mean i was already in a badish mood and they jusy ticked me off even more.. it was awful......then there was band.. and from where my mind was else where i kept on hiting wrong notes and that ticked me off so i went back to my original job and directing lol not to great at that yet either cause it gets to boring so i start dancing lol... oppz should do that...... welps i finally got to leave Hannan at like 6 cause i was talking to the Tater tot while Mrs Schoon was talking to Mama Kelli........ then i came home and there was strange little kids at my home and i didnt know who they was at all but i went inside and ate my pizza and was fine lol........ then i went to church and about died from itching then Pattys grandma had itching stuff in her purse so me and Tater tot used some of it........ and man did it burn lol it was awful........ so basically we didnt learn alot cause everyone was amused with me and the Tater tot.... it wasnt funny tho it hurt and itched welps then we was leaving and I asked them to pray for what happened at school and such so then we prayed and went home..... and i watched Viva La Bam and then watched that Revelations show.. its good so far i like it.......... and now here i am talking to Keshia and waiting for Todd to get online or call or something lol........ but i think im gonna go shower so yeah Bye! comment Keshia and Shaina....Much love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn Saunders

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:: 2005 17 April :: 10.52 pm

ok heres alot of stuff to read haha sorry i forgot to put them on here on the day i actually wrote it love you guys

Sunday, April 17, 2005
welps this weekend has been REALLYfun lol to start with i thought it was gonna be soo boring and i would be alone all weekend but no mel saved me from the boredum haha Yay for mel but yeah i was cleaning my room cause i got told i was being grouchy so if i was in my room i wasnt bothering anyone lol so thats what i did and i thought i would clean out my closet cause i wasnt gonna be doing anything all day so what the heck why not lol... then at like 4 something Mel called to see if i wanted to go to the rodeo and of course i did cause i wanted to see what kris looked like haha....... hes a cutie ...... but yeah she came over and got me and we went to the rodeo and was acting dumb it was great... with Shannan yelling at me calling me Red cause he forgot my name..... lol i thought it was cute of him seeing since hes family and all...... welps i also liked how SOMEONE kept on staring but i mean Hey he didnt know it was me lol....... me and Mel kept on walkin past and was like i like starin problems cept she said it in like this BIG hick voice it was great...... welps it was over at like ehh 9:30 or so and like we was talkin to Shannan and didnt know it was over and like everyone started leaving and he was walkin back on the bleachers... he was the only one on them it was funny. so we ended up leaving and going to Ashton cause thats the new hang out spot if you didnt know haha... not really but we went cause someone was there so Mel had to talk......... and Jamie Kept on making Dairy Queen jokes and he didnt even know what was going on haha it was great........ then we went to the fire dept. it was funny... cause Shannan got there and like chased down Jamie..... then mel acted like she was gonna leave and like i went after her and she was just moving her car and jamie thought mel had left me and was like well i can bring you home but then mel walked back over there... and we stood outside for a long time cause Jamie thought we was leaving and locked the door..... welps then we finally decided to go home@ 11 and mom was waiting for us like we had did something wrong.... welps then we dont on the net for a while and i talked to Kris on Msn and was fussin at him for not talking to me at the rodeo and mel kept on laughing at me cause i was dancing and such...i had fun tho lol it seemed like everyone wanted to fight with me last night i dont know why either but by god i was fighting back lol then at like one something Kris was getin off line so i called him and i didnt have his # so he was like well look it up and i refused so Melody being the nice friend she is looked it up and i called him and talked for about 30 mins or so.. then me and mel got back online and such. and finally went to my room at like 3 something to go to bed but didnt end up going to sleep till like 4:30.... Did you guys know that mason 80 is in a different time zone haha Got to love that Justin casto haha welps then today we got up at like ehh 10 something and we layed around for a while then we started watching ladder 49 and we had to stop it a few times cause once we had to go look at the little ducks and once we had to move peaches then at like ehh 2 mels mom called and told her to come home so mel left and i finished the movie and cryed for the last 20 mins if not longer of the movie.... that movie is one of the best i have seen in a LONG time everyone leave your computers right now and go get it good job have a nice day lol.... welps after i got done watching the movie i went outside to my piggies and played with them some cause they are getin fat cause they are to lazy lol then i went to find my 4 baby ducks... aww they are sooooo CUUUUTE i love 'em even tho the mommy will not let me close to them or she will attack.... almost happend 2 times today lol........ welps i went down to the river with mom and she almost flipped the 4-wheeler cause she isGAY and dont know how to ride one lol...... then i came back and moved peaches to a pen down by the dogs i mean the dogs can't see her tho so thats a REALLY good thing cause it is too hot to keep her on the porch and she was acting funny all day like something is wrong with her welps then we put up the pigs and me and mom watched Ladder 49 cause mom wanted to see it..... i have decided she has No Heart! she didnt cry at all.. didnt even have tears in her eyes...... i can listen ot the song at the end and start crying.. soo sad....... then i got on here and talked to Kris some and i think he blocked me cause he was being a big Jerk and i told him about it and he told me he had to go but he would talk to me later...... and got off line.... so im guessing i was blocked... dont really hurt my feelings tho i mean people block me all the time lol oh well no going to Dairy Queen for him hahahaha welps then i showed and now here i am being bored but now im gonna get a going so i can talk to melody and Micheal Much love and God bless Kimberly Dawn

Friday, April 15, 2005
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: "sweet stuff?" Emmett calls pot "sweet stuff"
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? a Chair
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Passions
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:5:15
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 5:26
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the water running in the bathroom
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? at about 2 i went down to my piggies
8. Before you [started this survey], what did you look at? icons
9. What are you wearing? shirt and shorts
10. Did you dream last night? yes i did... to long to write tho
11. When did you last laugh? yesterday sometime
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? pictures of my friends
13. Seen anything weird lately? not really.......
14. What do you think of this quiz? its gay
15. What is the last film you saw?hum...... dont know havent seen one for a few weeks lol
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a sporty car a pretty yellow one
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: welps cant say lol cause everyone knows everything about me but this one thing
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? so there wasnt anymore wars. cause i get tired of always hearing about them
19. Do you like to dance? LOVE it
20. George Bush: ehhh... no comment
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Alexandra Nichole
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?Bradin micheal or xavier (dont have a middle name yet) lol
23. Would you ever consider living abroad? sure. dont know what it means but sure lol
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? not sure hope its something good tho

nothing really happend yesterday it was a pretty boring day... i came home and went to sleep at like ehh 4:30 or so then got up and got on here and talked and ate some $5 pizza yummy that is like the best pizza in the WORLD then i went back to bed.. and this moring when i got up i couldnt bring myself to get out of bed IM SORRY SHAINA!!!! ill be there all next week and if not you can get really mad at me......... my back hurt so bad today i didnt do anything or go outside like i usually do or anything welps thats about the mist of my 2 days.... nothing all to exciting..... welps ill update later if anything happens..... Leave me some comments Shaina and keshia..... Much love and God Bless


Wednesday, April 13, 2005
welps nothing really happened today besides we got yelled at in 2nd.. cause our group was talking outside of the class talk... it was gay but hey we always get yelled at in 2nd...... oh yeah i got in trouble in 3rd too cause Mr Grady is a jerk he was like Kim do you plan on passing this classand i told him i was passing and he was like well fine...Gosh i cant stand him... 4th was gay like always besides the fact Wesley head butted me it hurt REALLY bad mean mean Wesley......i have a bruise (spelled wrong) on my hip from where he head butted me i dont know if i have a stop on my head on not cant really see my head cause of my hair and such... welps then there was band.. gosh i love it lol.... me and Jason had one of our walk and talks i Love talking to him it makes me happy 90% of the time haha.... then i rode the activity butt home cause he had to ride it and he wanted me to so he could have someone to talks to... and like i figured he was gonna sit like in the seat beside me or in front of me or something but no he sat with me lol...... and we talked about alot of stuff then too...he's gonna start talking to me more or so he says but im not gonna get my hopes up.... I just want to be good friends like we used to be. cause i mean we used to talk ALL the time. and now we dont talk at all hardly ....... welps then i came home and ate and such then got ready for Church....... i was gonna call Jason and have him go with me but Alison goes to my church and like yeah i didnt know how that would go lol..... so i didnt call him........ but i drove by myself to church YAY i was happy...... cause mom is gay and will not let me drive much by myself. could be cause all i have is my learners.. not real sure tho lol......... welps me and the tater tot talked about Jason coming to church with me and such and she said she didnt care.....which even if she did .... i dont cause hes still gonna start coming with me on Wednesday nights lol he dont know this plan yet but its gonna happen .. welps then at 9 i watched the first show of that Revolations.... that show is really good.. cant wait till next wednesday at 9 ... then i went to shower.... came in here and read some of my bible..... cause i have decided i need to start being a good girl again..... i mean I'm not that bad the way it is but i have caught myself cussing alot and such. and i dont like it... so from now on gonna try not to cuss... cause i mean i just started cussing again reasonly ....... hopefully i will be able to read my bible very night im gonna try just like a chapter a night or something like that....... hopefully i dont get to lazy............welps that was all of my day...... Leave me some Comments Keshia... cause shaina dont leave them anymore Much Love and God Bless Kim

Tuesday, April 12, 2005
yeps not aloud to have the phone with me anymore after mom goes to sleep... im no longer trusted.... stupid late night talks..... now like ehh last year she never knew bout them like when i would talk to Eric or anyone...... yeah never found out but this year shes like super mean mom at action lol... Oh well...... just means i have to talk on here more and people will not get the full effect of the oh mighty Kim welps this is gonna be a very short entry cause i have to go be a clean kid and shower splish splash i was takin a bath.... ok enough song and little dance...... Leave me some comments.... i love to read them i really do even tho i reckon the Grand Shaina dont love me no more cause she will no longer comment i guess she is boycoting it..... welps ok Shower now Bye!!!!


Tuesday, April 12, 2005
welps just got home from school not to long ago... thank gosh i dont have to ride that buss any longer then i do afrter the little ones get on there...... it smelled like WET DOG! made me sick.... welps anyways on to what happend today... welps i didnt want to get up cause i was on the phone till like 3:15 this moring then i was talking to mom cause she has got up and was laying on the couch and i had went to the bathroom and she stoped me on the way and asked who i was talking to and all that jazz.... so i talked to her for a little while then told her i needed a little bit of sleep b4 school lool so i went to bed and then this morning i thought i was gonna die cause the bitch that thinks shes my mom but is the farest thing from it (Grace) decided she was gonna yell at me 1000 times to get out of bed like 45 mins b4 i even had to get out of bed.. so i yelled back and told her to shut the fuck up cause i was sleeping for 45 more mins... well i guess she didnt like that cause she left lol.. welps then i got outside and it started raining some... but like not alot so i didnt go get a umbrella... i should have cause it was raining harder after school lol... welps in 1st i actually worked the WHOLE time lol.. i was proud lol i dont think i have did that much work on there in FOREVER lol...... welps then in 2nd it was gay me Keshia and Shaina got yelled at.. wel not actually but we got told that if "the little group having their own convostation" couldnt jion the group talk then we shouldnt talk at all... and everyone knew she was talking about us cause shes gay like that....... but welps then there was lunch and Velva actually talked to me for more then a second i was amazed cause i mean usually she dont want people to know she knows me lol so what you dont like family that does that......then in 3rd Kesha wasnt there for our group so me and Shaina didnt know what the crap we was doing lol so mostly we just sat there lol.. and i talked to Mrs Kay and Jenn and Bobbi and Mrs Buchannan lol it was FUNNY stuff..... oh yeah and i left for a while to talk to Mrs duke to tell her i couldnt be in the play cause i have alot of stuff going on..... i feel really really bad about not being able to do it but she said she understood she told me not to feel bad about it that she understood but that they was gonna miss me... but like i havent been to practice for a while and i felt like i was leting everyone down cause i wasnt there and i said i could be but it seems like everything is happening and i dont know i just couldnt do it........... I'm Really Sorry!!.... im gonna help like pass out programs and stuff tho i think or at least she said i could help do stuff like that........... welps then on to 4th. i walked with John over to 4th and talked to him till the tardy bell rang...... then read and almost feel asleep but Keshia was sitting behind me and i was scared to sleep haha.... cause i mean she was hitting me or trying to write on me... that mean mean person haha... welps then after that it was time for HOME lol YAY..... the buss was fine up intill we got to ashton. i wanted to tell sharon to let me off there cause the little ones smelled SOOOO bad...... i swear it seemed like 100 nasty wet dogs got on the buss . it was Gross...... thank God i got off the buss when i did...... welps then i got home and started listening to rolling stones and ate some pizza.. and now here i am.. getin ready to go down to the pig pin to let them out in the big lot to play in the mudd lol.... i might update later if something happens that is worth knowing about lol.... Much love

Shaina rememeber Rodeo Saturday i dont want to go by myself cause i mean there is the Rodeo rapist there haha.. love ya!
~¤Kimberly Dawn¤~

welps im gonna put a song on here for your entertainment lol.... blast from the past with the Rolling stones


"Paint It Black"

(M. Jagger/K. Richards)

I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the settin sun
My love will laugh with me before the mornin comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Hmm, hmm, hmm,...
I wanna see it painted, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black

haha some songs had dumb words.... oh you should actuallty hear it tho it makes me laugh..... oh and one more..........another Rolling stone

Get Off Of My Cloud :: Rolling Stones

(M. Jagger/K. Richards)

I live in an apartment on the 99th floor of my block
And I sit at home lookin out the window imagining the world has stopped
The in flies a guy who's dressed up just like Union Jack
And says, I've won five pounds if I have his kind of detergent pack

Hey, you, get offa my cloud
Hey, you, get offa my cloud
Hey, you, get offa my cloud
Don't hang around 'cause two's a crowd on my cloud, baby

The telephone is ringing I say,"Hi, it's me. Who is it there on the line?"
A voice says, "Hi, hello, how are you? Well, I guess I'm doin' fine"
He says, "It's 3 AM, there's too much noise, don't you people ever wanna go to
Just 'cause you feel so good, do you have to drive me out of my head?"


I was sick and tired,fed up with this and decided to take a drive downtown
It was so very quiet and peaceful, there was nobody, not a soul around
I laid myself out, I was so tired, and I started to dream
In the mornin the parkin tickets were just like rags stuck on my windscreen.

welps i hope you guys had as much fun as me .... Keshia... Shaina.... you guys know you love it lol..... Much Love and God Bless


Monday, April 11, 2005
yeps wel 4-h was gay like always... welps im gonna go work on my xanga now and make it all pretty once more lol...... wish me luck lol im not the best at making things pretty yet lol.... Much love and God Bless

Kimdawn! haha

yeps well today i havent did anything..... well i took care of my piggies and such and washed clothes but thats it lol cause i was being a slacker and skipped school lol.. opps......... welps i went and got my dress fixed its soooooo PRETTY! i love it .. then i got a Gino's pizza... yummy and wellps thats it lol...... now im getin ready to go to 4-H to see the Grand Keshia.......and all the little ones lol..... and turn in a poster that took me 5 mins to make lol.. its crappy and looks gay but OH well.... ill update later and put a song or quotes or something interesting on here later...... Much Love

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:: 2005 11 April :: 2.08 am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: wallfowers- Closer to you

welps hum. lets see... saturday was Great besides the fact i got up at freakin 6:30 so we could go to the aquarium with APO... almost the whole time i didnt really talk to Grace much cause i didnt want to get ate lol.... but it was fun.... there was this one guy named Greg and like there was a leak in one on the tanks and he was poking it saying theres a hole here theres a hole here and people was passing and probably laughing at him.. cause i know i was lol.. we ate at this place called Donny's is GREAT... everyone needs to go to The Newport Aquarium and go to the little shopping place beside it and go to donny's pizza... and get a pizza with the white sause.. yummy..... welps on the way home we had to find our own why back cause Davie stayed with his Gf up there and he was the one we followed there lol... so basically we was LOST.. thanks Davie........ welps then when we got to Ashland we stoped at the town center.. and was there for like 30 mins maybe and when we left we got stoped at a red light... and this guy beside us was staring at me and shiz... and when we was driving away he did the head wave and like winked at me so i waved back and was joking with Grace and told her we should go follow him... and like she went off on me and was yelling at me wanting to go follow when i was just joking.... and she was like Kim you know if someone didnt know you they would think you was a whore by how you act about and around guys........ she said i always want to go find some hot guy to talk to.... well i mean what teenage girl dont want to........ so basically i stoped talking to her. then when we was almost home she asked me if i liked the Aquarium and i told her i did besides the fact that there was alot of people ( i dont like crouds they make me sick. like i get really dizzy and get a bad head ache.... its not like i can help it) and she was all yelling at me and was like Kim you need to get over that the world is full of people and you cant get thru life with out being around people... oh gosh she pissed me off soo bad.. im still not talking to her.....we ended up getin home at like 9 something and mom ask me how i liked it and i told her i had a blast till we got to ashland... and then i wanted to jump out of the car lol..... and i told her and hershal about how Grace called me a whore..... and i was like you know what i mean if i was out sleeping around then sure i would be a whore. i would call myself a whore.. but im not i havent even did anything besides kiss a guy so i dont know how i could even be close to being a whore.. and hershal had the deer in the headlight look and then was like you have a good point there lol hes so dumb you gonna love him..... welps then i didnt talk to Grace for the rest of the night of today for that matter.... but like today mom came in my room at like 15 after 9 and asked if i was going to church and i said no cause i forgot about tabi coming over to go.. so mom layed down and talked to me for a while. then at like 9:30 tabi came over and i had to hurry and get ready for Church haha oh well at least we made it there. only a few mins late lol welps i didnt stay for actual church i didnt feel good.. well it wanst i didnt feel good its just i didnt feel normal lol if you guys know what im talking about..... welps then i came home and went to moms room and was watching tv all day... it was fun lol i was either sleeping or watching tv.. it was my lazy day. i watched that movie Odd Girl Out... it was REALLY good......... welps now im talking to Fen, Junior, and the great Eric haha welps im gonna go.. Leave me some comments Much love and like Always God Bless!

Kimberly Dawn Saunders

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:: 2005 8 April :: 10.56 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Jo Dee Messina - My give a damn's busted

my day

welps once again it is time to update this... i dont know why i update everyday nothing ever happens lol... first was gay like it always is... it didnt start getin fun till like the end when Keshia T and Tabby was drawing lol then in 2nd it was soo funny i loved it! i have a new name... i am now from China my name is KIMDAWN! haha Great stuff..... then there was lunch and it was boring like always... we ate then sat in the gym.. pure gayness i tell you what lol.... then in 3rd i saved Shaina's life cause she was soo hungery she about died... i gave her crackers.... Mr. Grady acts like hes about 12 or so lol he was trying to take my silly putty lol.. Not cool Mr. Grady!...... then in 4th there was a test and Keshia T left early but hey she always does on test day lol..... welps then when i got home i got on here and talked to Shaina and then went running... yes once again Kim Saunders was running lol.. its gonna be a EVERY day thing now.. cause i stil beleive im fat and need to shed a few pounds lol...... welps then i came in and ate and fought with Grace and then got a shower.... and got really bored so went running again.... 2 times in one day.... dang haha...... but this time when i got to the rail road bridge i tripped when walking out to the little thing you can stand on and almost fell in the nasty creek then there would no longer be a Kimdawn i would be fish food ..... but that didnt happen thank goodness.. then i came in here and talked to shaina for a long time.... then My good ol Adam got on and we had a nice convo till Grace got in here and he had said something i really didnt want grace to read so i told him BRB and he ok and i guess Grace was in here to dang on long cause he left me he never answered me question and i really wanted to know the answer.... stupid Grace........ Much Love and leave me some comments KIMDAWN!!!

Jennay i hope you had fun at your concert

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:: 2005 8 April :: 4.05 pm

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:: 2005 8 April :: 3.57 pm
:: Music: Sir mix alot- jump on it

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You Are 60% Normal

(Really Normal)

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal

You're like most people most of the time

But you've got those quirks that make you endearing

You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

and you guys say im not normal lol

In 1989 (the year you were born)

George H.W. Bush becomes president of the US

The largest oil spill in US history occurs after the Exxon Valdez strikes Blight Reef in Alaska's Prince William sound

In Liverpool, England a soccer stadium barrier collapses killing 94 people

Hurricane Hugo causes 71 deaths and $4.2 billion in damage

A massive earthquake hits the San Francisco Bay area minutes before the World Series between the Giants and A's

The Berlin Wall comes down, symbolically ending the Cold War

Serial killer Ted Bundy is executed in Florida's electric chair

Ayatollah Khomeini places a three-million-US dollar bounty for the death of author Salman Rushdie

Actress Zsa Zsa Gabor is arrested in Beverly Hills, California after slapping a motorcycle police officer

Nintendo released its popular handheld video game player, Game Boy

Oakland Athletics win the World Series

San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XXIII

Calgary Flames win the Stanley Cup

Batman is the top grossing film

"Look Away" by Chicago spends the most time at the top of the US charts

Talk show host, Geraldo Rivera's nose is broken during a taping of his show, when a fight erupts on the set between guests

The Arsenio Hall Show and The Simpsons premiere

Dragonball Z premieres on Japanese television

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1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

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:: 2005 7 April :: 9.09 pm

You Know You're From a Small Town When...

The "road hog" in front of you on Main Street is a farmer's combine.

The local phone book has only one yellow page.

Third Street is on the edge of town.

You leave your jacket on the back of the chair in the cafe, and when you go back the next day, it's still there, on the same chair.

You don't signal turns because everyone knows where you're going, anyway.

No social events can be scheduled when the school gym floor is being varnished.

You call a wrong number and they supply you with the correct one.

Everyone knows all the news before it's published; they just read the hometown paper to see whether the publisher got it right.

The city limits signs are both on the same post!

The City jail is called amoeba, because it only has one cell.

The McDonalds only has one Golden Arch.

The one-block-long Main Street dead ends in both directions.

Second Street is in the next town over.

There's no place to go that you shouldn't.

A "Night on the Town" takes only 11 minutes.

The mayor had to annex property to eat a foot-long hot dog.

The New Year's baby was born in October.

Running from the cops consists of hiding in the cornfield.

You have to name six surrounding towns to explain to people where you're from.

You have to drive five miles out in the country to smoke a cigarette.

Headline news is who grew the biggest vegetable this year.

There is no point in high-school reunions because everyone knows what everyone else is doing anyway.

Driving cars up and down the main drag is a universal high school experience.

You can name everyone you graduated with.

You know what 4-H is.

You ever went to parties at a pasture, barn, or in the middle of a dirt road.

You said the 'f' word and your parents knew within the hour.

You schedule parties around the schedule of different police officers, since you know which ones would bust you and which ones wouldn't - same goes with the game warden.

You ever went cow-tipping or snipe hunting.

School gets canceled for state sporting events.

You could never buy cigarettes because all the store clerks knew how old you were and if you were old enough, they would still tell your folks.

When you did find someone old enough and brave enough to buy cigarettes, you still had to go out to the country and drive back roads to smoke them.

You were ever in the Homecoming parade.

You have ever gone home for Homecoming.

It was cool to date someone from the neighboring town.

You had senior skip day.

The whole school went to the same party after graduation.

You don't give directions by street names or references (turn by Nelson's house, go two blocks to the Anderson's turn left and it's four houses left of the football field).

The golf course had only 9 holes

You can't help but date a friend's ex-girlfriend.

Your car stays filthy because of the dirt roads, and you will never own a dark vehicle for this reason.

You think kids that ride skateboards are weird.

The town next to you is considered "trashy" or "snooty" but is actually just like your town.

Getting paid minimum wage is considered a great job.

You refer to anyone with a house newer than 1980 as "rich" people.

The people in the city dress funny, then you pick up on the trend a few years later.

You bragged to your friends because you got pipes on your truck for your birthday.

Anyone you want can be found at either the Dairy Queen or the feed store.

You see at least one friend a week driving a tractor through town.

Football coaches suggest that you haul hay for the summer to get stronger.

Directions are given using "the" stop light as a reference

The city council meets at the coffee shop.

Your letter jacket was worn after your 19th birthday.

You have ever taken a trailer or dog to school on a daily basis.

Weekend excitement involves a trip to the grocery store.

Even the ugly people enter beauty contests.

You decide to walk somewhere for exercise and 5 people pull over and ask if you need a ride.

Your teachers call you by your older siblings names.

Your teachers remember when they taught your parents.

You can charge at all the local stores.

The closest McDonald's is 45 miles away.

So is the closest mall.

It is normal to see an old man riding through town on a riding lawn mower.

Everyone who played sports had to play on every type of team, or there wouldn't be enough people to have a team.

Being able to hit a road sign with a beer bottle while driving down the highway is considered a necessary skill.

A cool vehicle had big tires or a bad-ass stereo.

You can remember when your town finally got cable.

Driving to the party on a four wheeler is quite normal.

You thought the 30-year-old guy that still was at all the parties was cool.

The town population increases by one-third when the universities go on break.

The best burgers in town are at the rink.

You know exactly where to go when the party is at "the lake".

You lost your virginity at a bush party.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from a small town.

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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

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:: 2005 7 April :: 4.50 pm
:: Music: jimmy Fallon -idiot boyfriend

Sorry i keep on forgetin to update on here... so if i havent updated for like a week then go to my xanga... cause its there i just havent put it on here yet lol... you might have to remind me sometimes too lol

Thursday, April 07, 2005
welps pretty much today was Rating...... GRR i was soo ticked on the way up there cause some people would not shut up and was acting like they was 3 and oh bud that didnt fly well with me cause i was trying to sleep cause i was on a buss for almost 2 horus going to Parkersburg.......... it wouldnt have taken as long if they buss driver would have been smart and got on the interstate.. but no he was gay and was taking us out roades that was very bumpy and i couldnt sleep and spilt tea on my shirt.. so what white shirt and a nice little tea spot right on the boob... you dont like that? lol...... welps finally we got there..... no thanks to the gay buss driver........well when we got there we seen riply but i didnt see tom or dave but they said it was the high school.... which was a lie cause on the paper it said Middle...... so what......... but then we went to practice and i thought it sounded good.. Jason got the high note and everything.... while practicing that is......... after we got out on stage that was a different story...... first problem was that Cristy sat down when we got out there.... big no.. we was suppost to wait for Mrs schoon.... the first song. we did ok i guess. i could hear people messing up tho....... we have played it alot better b4 but no when it actually matters we mess up ....... then the 2nd song.. i liked i thought it was good we just should have played louder....... and at the end Jason missed the high note he has ...... after we got done playing we got up and left and went back in the set up room to get our cases and i seen my point folks i seen Kevin and he has dyed his hair blonde.. it looks good tho and i seen all my dance weekend buddys.... i missed going soo bad this year i didnt really get to talk to Anna or Tabi much tho.. i talked to well i cant remember her name but i always talk to her haha... opps....... i remember while im talking to her tho lol......... then i had to get my band together and we left....... Mrs Schoon got out to the buss and i could tell we didnt do good... i mean i knew we wasnt gonna get ones or nothing but i thought at least a 3... i would have been happy with a 2 or a 3....... but no...... we have to get a 4 i was really upset cause i thought we did better then a freakin 4!!!! i mean the worst you can get is a 5 and we was much better then we was last year and we got a 4 last year too.... so what if the judges didnt know what they was talking about or doing!!!!.....then on the way home i talked to Tater tot the whole time and was acting dumb just like we used to all the time..... and we stoped at Wendys which wasnt the best but hey at least it was food haha..... and then back to the buss and the gayness we got back to the school at like umm....... 2:15 probably and like most of the band went back to class not me haha i stayed in Mrs Schoons room cause i didnt want Mama Pyles to eat me cause basically i didnt want to do my study guide so i didnt lol...... then we got report cards and im not happy with mine at all.... i got all C's i mean if it was last year i would be fine with it but i guess i expect more out of myself now cause it made me sick to see those C's............. welps then i forgot about paly practice and came home... i dont know how i forgot tho cause i was studying lines on the way home from Ratings to start with....... Oh well..... i hope Mrs Duke dont hate me........... welps then i got online and seen Chris was online and got sad cause of course i cant talk to him ... and like i looked at his profile.... and the song that i inspired is in there.... so i dont know if hes still thinking about me and thats a hint for me to try and talk to him or what... im soo confused the sad thing is i still care about him even tho i dont want to cause he has a girlfriend and everything..... i really wanted to call him while i was in parkersburg and make him come over to that middle school and talk to me but i didnt have the balls to call him i get mad at other people for not having the balls to go do something or to tell someone something but then im just as scared to do something ....... anyways on with the day here i am... looking for a new layout cause Shaina dont like the one i have ...... who in their right mind dont like Metallica? lol Shaina thats who lol..... i have to have a girly layout cause im a girl..... bull shit haha but im gonna find one just to make her happy .... she better start commenting more tho haha welps Keshia. shaina.... leave me some comments lol Much Love and like always God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

Eight years old and they made a vow to be friends forever.
"Friends forever," she said.
"Friends forever," he said.
Ten years old and they made the vow to give each other space.
"I need some room," she said.
"I'll back away," he said.
Twelve years old and he made a vow to find out if Tom liked her.
"Does Tom like me?" she asked.
"I'll find out," he said.
Fourteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.
"He doesn't love me anymore," she said.
"He doesn't deserve you," he said.
Sixteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.
"Nobody loves me," she said.
"I know someone who does," he said.
Eighteen years old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace.
"I'm getting married," she said.
"I'll be there," he said.
Twenty years old and he made the vow to be there for her forever.
"I got divorced yesterday," she said.
"I'm here for you," he said.
Twenty-two years old and he made the vow to keep on loving her
"Why doesn't anyone love me?" she asked.
"I have always loved you," he said.
Twenty-four years old and he made the vow to never love again.
"I could never love you," she said.
"I could never stop," he said.
Twenty-six years old and he made the vow to never live again.
"I can never see you again," she said.
"I can never live again," he said.
Twenty-eight years old and he made the vow as he lay in an open casket.
"I'm sorry," she said.

welps i decided i would get online at a normal time so i could update this beast for the day its suppost to be lol well i didnt go to bed till like 5 cause i wasnt tired.. then i got up at 6:30 and was actually ready b4 i was suppost to leave... i was proud of myself lol.. then i got to school and didnt want to be there cause i didnt want to go on that trip even tho i told Kesha girl i would be there lol.... Shaina didnt go to school welps after we got to Point for our trip me and Mel was seeing all kinds of people we know.... cause of course its not that far away lol but we couldnt remember peoples names.... oppz welps 3rd we had a test and it was somewhat easy but i guessed alot lol cause i wanted to sleep.... then we went to clubs woohu lol loads of fun lol.. not really but thats ok..... then 4th was gay like always and then i had Grand band..... during the break Jason said he needed to talk to me and so we talked alot and like he said that him and Allison wasnt working out cause they was to different people and yeah wel pretty much hes gonna break up with her i think........ he saids the reason he didnt tell me they was dating is cause she didnt want him to.. and like he called my house after he found out i knew and was gonna talk to me and stuff but i was at Keshia's and he was gonna go down to Keshia's to see me cause he didnt know Keshia's #.......... he kept on telling me he was sorry he didnt tell me and i was like well Jason maybe if you would just grow some balls things would be alot better and he laughted at me but was telling him the truth.. he needs to start saying what he means instead of like saying i dont know or just not talking about it at all..... oh well...... welps that was about the mist of my day..... i might update later again.... much love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

i need to start updating before midnight lol cause you guys always think its the next day when its not lol..... Oh well.. this is for tuesday welps it was gay just like every other day.... 1st period nothing... 2nd nothing but Justin got yelled at lol it was funny but then again it wasnt cause it start with i didnt know what was going on.. Carl wasnt suppost to talk the whole class period and at the start of it everyone was trying to get him to talk....... he ened up talking at like 10:30 he went a long time with not talking for Carl lol.... Carl if it means anything i like it better when you talk cause its not a quiet in there lol.......... then there was lunch and my Kesha girl was back so she could eat with me llol cause yesterday i was all by myself till Keshia and Mel got in there and i didnt even know they was gonna eat so i was gonna be siting by myself the whole time Oh well..........welps then in 3rd i almost got in trouble cause i was working on Mama pyles homework that i had forgot about oppz haha.... oh you guys be proud i didnt copy Keshia or shaina's Health i actualy did it today YAY i was proud of myself .. welps then in 4th i swear it took all i had to stay awake.... i didnt feel good at all.... so i came straight home after school and went ot bed and got up at like 11:30 or 12 and got on here to see if anyone was here but at the time no one would talk to me it was very sad.. i tryed to talk to Shaina but i gues she hates me cause she wouldnt talk back plus she lied about Commenting today she said she would leave a BIG comment but i didnt get one...... that meanie..... welps im gonna get a going back to bed..... Bye Much Love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

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