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softspoken

:: 2014 15 April :: 10.46pm

Another Beginning...
So... I have not written here in about 5 years. I went through and deleted my old stuff (I like to start fresh), so I figured I'd write a little back story for myself and whoever is reading this.

At the moment, I'm 24 years old. I'm a natural brunette with coffee eyes and a caffeine addiction. I live a few miles outside a small town in Indiana with my dad and my son, and my fiance lives about 8 miles north of here.

My son will be 3 in July; he's my life. Of all the things that make up who I am, he's the best thing. He's the perfect combination of his father, Zac, and me. He's got my cheekbones and smile, Zac's hair and multicolor eyes. He's the happiest, most well-tempered child I've ever know. He has his moments of terrible two's, but can erase every indiscretion with his adorableness (which he is well aware of).

I've been engaged to Zac for about 4 years. We were in the midst of saving to move in together when lil man showed up on the scene. So now, every month we put a little bit more back in that ol' coffee can to add to a down payment on a home. Its definitely tough, being parents and together while living separately, but it has strengthened our relationship beyond comprehension. He's the yin to my yang, as cliche as that is to say. We tend to balance each other out. He works full time as a truck loader for a small logistics company, which allows me to work part time during the winter to be home with our son.

I work at a large non-profit resale company as a book scanner and e-commerce associate part-time (usually only 1-2 days a week) during the winter, then I guess the plan this summer is to work 2 hours a week there, while I work full time for a local farm. I've been with this company for about 4 years on and off. I got pregnant within my first month there, took maternity leave the following summer, then quit the last 2 summers to work the farm because summers usually mean loss of hours because of falling sales due to it being garage sale and flea market season. This year the new store manager (we go through management like its going out of style) wants to keep me on with minimum hours so she doesn't have to have more rehires on her record since apparently that will make her look bad, though no other manager ever had a problem with it before.

I've been working at the farm for 5 years, selling produce on the side of the road at both a stand on a busy state road, and at the stand that is located on the farm. Every year, there's a little more work. In the beginning, I only worked from June to mid-September, then it was June to Halloween. Last year, I helped with the pack sales in the spring in addition to the summer and fall produce sales, then this year I've been helping with seeding so far. This week will actually be my first week of the year doing sales.

Its been tricky these last couple months with working and everything, because my mother has been in the hospital. At the beginning of February, she fell ill. She finally broke down and asked me to take her to the emergency room (she didn't have insurance, so she had been putting it off). A few hours later, I got the call that they were transferring her to an hospital in Indianapolis because they had found an aneurysm in her abdomen. It was a miracle that it hadn't burst yet. She had her repair surgery about a month later, but has been struggling with kidney issues since then. We're hoping that she'll be moved into a rehab closer to home by next week, but the doctors have been saying that for a few weeks now, so who knows. She's typically the one who takes care of JD while I work, so Zac has been having to pick up the slack, watching JD during the day while working at night, and slipping in a few hours of sleep in between, which gets kind of tricky when he's working ten hours (9:30 pm-7:30am), and I'm working 9-5. But God bless him, he does everything he can. I'm not sure how I wound up with such a wonderful man, but I thank God every day that he brought him into my life. <3

Well, I think thats a good enough back story on myself to explain most things that I will probably write about on here now. Anything else, I should be able to explain as a write. I'm doubtful anyone will be reading this, especially anyone I know, but feel free to comment.

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animehoshi

:: 2011 5 August :: 9.44pm

Au revoir.

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fallenfairy

:: 2006 20 June :: 1.06pm

Same-sex intercourse for the win.

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fallenfairy

:: 2006 22 April :: 9.19pm

I talk to Julie more than I talked to Megan and Beth combined, but she's just a friend.

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moondune22

:: 2006 13 March :: 1.24pm
:: Mood: numb

my weekend...
hey guys whats up??? notta lotta here..... just in bio again chillin and very tired.... im so tired i cant feel anything.... im about to hit my head on the desk... well i found out that i have a virus and its killing me!!! My head is pounding.... anyways its been a little while since i have been sick.... and i reallly dont like it..... anyways about my weekend... saturday i went out to go get my b/f from greenfield.. and he wasnt home and i started crying because i wanted to see him before he left for georgia.... so he called and he said he would come down to franklin... he got lost and then he wnt back home.... then i begged my dad to go get him and my dad did!! thank god... so he stayed the night saturday night and he stayed last night and now he is at my house alone waiting for me to come home... which i got a little over an hour to wait...i cant wait to see him... he loves me to death.. and i love him to death.... well im going to go its really hot in here and i just want to lay my head down. I woll post later!!!
.:Kylee:.
<33333333333333

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moondune22

:: 2006 7 March :: 1.13pm
:: Mood: crazy

Its been long
hey hey hey guys whats up??? not to much here just alot of things goin on. Its been crazy!!! I have been meaning to post i have just had alot of shit goin on..... first of all zac and i broke up... he cheated on me twice... and he lied to me... anyways i tried to find someone new but it just wasnt workin out till i found daniel.... me and him have been together for about 2 weeks... we love each other..... alot. i got kicked out of my moms house because i was not home before dark and she got mad cuz i was doing bad things.... i have been really bad. i have been getting into drugs..... and other things..... i have been sexually active and i have to slow down on that one... and i have.. my mom told me she wanted me to come back to greenfield right after i withdrew from the school up there.... so i really dont know whats goin on in her mind. i went to go get my stuff from her house yesterday and she had moved away and she had mine and candaces stuff all bagged up........ i have to go back togreenfield to get the rest of my stuff... OH!! i got a new job at Keystone oaks.. i am a waitress there for old ppl!! lol i know its funny but hey i get paid 7 bucks an hour!! so its worth it. I am glad i am back in franklin... i am getting my lisence soon!!! well gtg in bio class right now... so i will post asap!!!
.:Kylee:.

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fallenfairy

:: 2006 18 January :: 9.14pm

I died
Living this echo
For reasons explainable
But not by me.

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fallenfairy

:: 2006 8 January :: 8.27pm

I find these, priceless things.
I don't know how to handle them. With care, of course but futher than tthat I get.. Lost along the way.
Dare say they become so precious to myself that I cannot even dare to think more of them?
And the old ones, the ones.. I feel them, but they left me.

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Fallenfairy

:: 2005 30 November :: 10.47am

Or anyone to say anything to.

1 Ain't Nobody Got Time For That! | Word to Your Mother


Fallenfairy

:: 2005 28 November :: 4.05pm

Scream like a chicken, cluck like a bee.

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fallenfairy

:: 2005 26 November :: 1.36pm

It's silly that pain can be such a relief to.. pain.

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fallenfairy

:: 2005 24 November :: 11.55pm

I'm having trouble finding the words.
I really love few people.
I wish they knew how much.

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fallenfairy

:: 2005 22 November :: 4.13pm

I want to hug you, then cry.
I want to love you, then die.
-
Far, once was seen
The Sapphire Queen
Of no she thought
Of no she saw

Far, once wasn't seen
The Scarlet King
Of yes he was
Of yes he seen

For then it was
The unseen
For then he slain
The Sapphire Queen

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moondune22

:: 2005 20 November :: 11.59am

Ok i didn't post yesterday but im here now i didnt say when i would post i just said i would post over the weekend. well i told you i would put my score of my project in here. its a 96% yeah! 128 out of 133 can you belive it. I worked n that thing for 4 weeks! I am so proud of myself!! Well I can't wait to find out my final grade in that class. I am deciding on whether or not to move back to my dads. cuz i got a job out there and friends and a boyfriend and my permit and a lot of other things out there!! So i dunno if i really really want to move back, plus my mom has a guy movin in and usually when a guy moves in my mom is really really nice to me, so i dunno what to do im really confused. i am watching star wars we can all thank my b/f zac for gettin me into star wars. well im gonna go i will post tomorrow in my 1st period class!! Lata XxKyleexX

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moondune22

:: 2005 17 November :: 8.44am

Omg I'm really sorry it has taken me forever to post on here. I have been grounded. I'm sorry for the delays. Anyways my mom has been really mean to me and she took everything away from me. I mean EVERYTHING!!! Well at least I have somewhere to sleep. but if it gets any worse I might have to move back to my dads, which is no problem. Me and zac are doin great. we fought last week and he left a huge bruse on my leg but I got him back. Anyways my mom has been hitting me, but I think I will get over it. Don't you? I love you pete!! Sorry it's been forever, and I know I told you I would post more.
Any ways leave me a comment pete so I know how you are doin!!! Ok. I got into a fight with an old friend her name is Olivia and me and her went off on each other. because she lied to my best friend's mom abouit me and now a can't speak to my best friend, and my girlfriend. and it got her into a lot of trouble too. but anyways, I'm in school and I might get into trouble for being on here but oh well. I gotta go but I PROMISE I will post on saturday! If i tell you my score on my chem project it will be because I am really waiting for it and I wanna know and if i get a good grade I will SCREAM cuz it took me a month to do it! Anyways gotta go. I love you all!!!!! Love you zac!! Love you Raquel!! and last but not least Love you Pete!!!!!! Buh-Bye
XxKyleexX

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