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:: 2019 6 February :: 8.49 am

Planning a solo trip in 2019. Where should I go?

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:: 2019 8 January :: 4.47 pm
:: Music: Yakety Sax

really, really, really stoned (sorry everyone)
I like girls. There. I said it. But, I've never had a relationship with a girl. I've never known if a girl has liked me back, when I've liked her. I've never felt like we were almost about to kiss. Well...maybe a couple of times. But all the girls I would've dated are married now. Or dead. Or simply out of reach.

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:: 2019 7 January :: 1.57 pm

I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.


:: 2019 1 January :: 12.19 pm

It's so strange and wonderful to be in love with so many people/places/pieces, all at once.

I choose to have faith that this is where I'm meant to be.


:: 2018 21 December :: 2.36 pm
:: Mood: awed
:: Music: Debussy

I never knew it was possible to experience love like this



:: 2018 6 December :: 9.14 am

Feel like garbage this morning. Can't focus on work. Had a really fun night in with S last night, though. I don't know why I was in such a good mood, but it was nice to have energy for once.

This winter stuff is HARD. I already feel beaten down by the season. It's only December 6th. Every time I look outside I want to die.

Deep down, I am still the same person. Still capable of committing the old atrocities.

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