2022 1 January :: 12.52am
The turn of the year yet again. It was enough to simply survive this one. I'd venture to say it was the second worst year of my life. 2020 takes 3rd aaaand, drumroll please...2014 wins!
...So far* Thanks, depression 👍
I'd like to see this year go differently for me as the last two have been so poor but it's hard to have hope for that, especially considering the COVID family diagnoses. I don't think it would do any good to focus on my feelings before the illnesses are resolved. I can address the terror on a deeper level after I deal with it day-by-day.
I want to try and be more involved in my life this year. I spent so much of last year doing damage control and just trying to get through; I'd like to actually be present.
So there it is, another pointless New Year's resolution. We'll see how long until I abandon it. Maybe I should be trying for more 'determination' instead.
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