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:: 2005 9 November :: 6.53 pm

a little something i wrote
Hometown Hero

A solider goes to war
To fight for what he believes in
He knows freedom isn’t free
He might have to pay a price
Might not come back to you and me
Make the ultimate sacrifice
No matter what he’ll always be
A hometown hero
You’re our hometown hero

Through those cruel cold nights
And long hard days
Doesn’t matter where you are
You keep going and find your way
You never give up
Because you are an American soldier
You’re always a hometown hero
You’re our hometown hero

Whether you are overseas
Or just down the street
There isn’t a just one hometown hero
All American Soldiers
Whether air fore, marine, army, guard or navy
They are a hometown heros
Our hometown heros

Then one day we get a call
One we have dreaded since you left
That you are no long among us
But you’ll always be with us
You were the first to fall
Hopefully the last
Know you’re in our heart and will be tomorrow
You’re a hometown hero
You’re our hometown hero
Yes a hometown hero
Yes our hometown hero

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:: 2005 1 November :: 11.34 pm

this is getting bad. i love my psych class and i almost fell asleep in it. i was down at gvsu today. the taco bell they have on campus is crap because they dont have chulpas. i only had one class today
i am starting to get sick of school. i have a job now. i work at subway in cedar on saturdays and sundays. its alright, expect sooner or later they are going to want me to open which means i'll have to be there at like 7 in the morning. and i am not that much of a morning person. on my first day working there i got a big bruise, that was fun then on the second day i spill a sub on me that i had just pulled out of the toaster thing. halloween will never be the same for me. i am not suppose to have alot of sugar. can't really think of anything else that i am willing to publicilly ramble about. later


i think i'm falling.................
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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:: 2005 12 October :: 1.45 am

well heres the low down on how i am doing

schools been pretty good, i have a few good professors and some that make me fall asleep. i'm still single and i guess its ok, but there are times i just miss being held you know. my car is doing good. i get to get a check up on my knee on friday, that will be fun. i have a 10 something a.m. appointment and i dont get out of class the night before until 9:30. it sucks but i'll deal w/ it because i have what might date on friday. i think its a date, might just be hanging out seeing a movie, but who ever reads this will never know. bwaa hahaha. whoa i am starting to scare myself. i got one of the ipod nanos and its friggen sweet. i should be getting to bed right now because i will have to drag my butt out of bed in less than 6 hrs, lucky me. YAY. dang i have too much energy right now. i might have said this before but i have a tatoo, and i like it. it didn't hurt that bad it was more the sound of the bbbbbbbbbzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz that bugged, i should go before i keep on ranting. OH NO TOO LATE "RUN AWAY" lmao

FOR SALE
1975 Honda motorcycle
(if you want more info leave me a post w/ an email address)

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:: 2005 5 September :: 11.26 pm

here i am again
alone
i miss him
so where do i go from here
i dont know where
for me college classes start tomorrow, not that exciting
i am still not sure what it is exactly i want to do for the rest of my life
there was a few things i had in mind, but i have a feeling that it isn't going to happen.
oh well i'll deal w/ it like i always do
i'll deal w/ it
on my own
alone
so here i am again
alone

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:: 2005 20 June :: 11.59 pm

no more car
i dont have a car
here's part of the story
i had a hit and run today i was going over to my friend dustins house and i turned my blinker on and some jerk rear ended me and i spun out over into someones yard. people stoped to help me and the jerk took off i didn't even get a chance to see his lisence plate. one guy that stopped asked what the car that hit me looked like and went after him. they were suprised on how far he got because he was leaking all over the place but after a while they lost the trail. i was really shook up i couldn't open my door all the way because my left tire was busted and rammed up. i couldn't open either of the back doors, i had no trunk some guy that had heard it and come from about a block away. i am alright, i got some mediene thats a muscle relaxant which i have been told might make me loopy
man i am going to feel this tomorrow.
today was mine and adams one year. yes i have kept this one for over a year because i kinda sorta like him alot.
if you have any questions you know or should know how to reach me
see ya

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:: 2005 2 March :: 5.56 pm

my millie
A woman named Millie passed away. She use to take care of me when I was younger. I haven't seen her in a long time but I remember exactly the way she looked. Exactly the way her house looked. She was a good woman. Whenever I was over there, I would always watch "All Dogs Go To Heaven" eat marcoroni with cheese, and drink cherry coke.It was the kind when they actully had cherries on the cover. I always played with this little ceramic squirl and one day she let me have it. I still do. She was greatly loved. I will miss her.....

Rest in Peace Millie

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:: 2005 15 February :: 11.47 am

my screenplay
LOVE UNTIL DARK

CHARACTERS

Paul- Demetirs friend falls for Roxie, during the day loving, when the sun goes down abusive

Demetri- Paul’s friend. Like Roxie’s but doesn’t tell/ tries to protect her, never knew about Paul’s abusive side

Roxie- falls for Paul. Writes in her diary a lot. Becomes friends with Demetri

ACT I
Scene I - (Roxie in her room at home, writing in her diary)

Roxie- “Dear Diary, it’s me again. The other day I met this cute guy named Paul (describes actor playing Paul), he has a friend named Demetri (describe actor playing Demetri). I met them at a coffee shop around lunch time. I was by myself reading and having my favorite cup of my fav. drink, when one of them accidentally bumped into my table and spilled my coffee. They felt so bad that they bought me another cup and sat and talked with me for a while. They are sophomores at a near by college. I am only a senior in High School. I felt immediately attracted to Paul. And I think he might have felt the same way about me.(doorbell) well the doorbell just rang, it must be Paul he is taking me to school. I’ll write the details later. Love Roxie”

Paul – hey you ready to go

Roxie – yeah

Paul- do you want to do something Saturday around lunch time, maybe a picnic?

Roxie - I would love to

Scene II (at the park)

(Just talking having fun, eating, music in the background, offers her desert that asks her to be his girlfriend she accepts they embrace)


ACT II
Scene I (Roxie in her room writing in her diary)

Roxie- “Dear Diary, Paul and I have been together for 2 months and I have still never seen him past dark. Since tonight is our two month anniversary I have the greatest date planed. We will have a romantic candle lit dinner, followed by his favorite movie. I can’t wait. I found out his favorite movie from Demetri. We are becoming really good friends; he doesn’t have a girlfriend, which is crazy because he is such a great guy. Anyway I have to go get ready. Love Roxie”
(shows Roxie doing her hair/cooking)

Scene II (Paul arrives before sunset, the meal goes fine, just as they sit down to watch the movie the sunsets, Paul flips out *fight scene)

Scene III (in between Paul’s house/ Roxie’s house)

(Paul calls Roxie’s, shows Roxie bruised and terrified of answering the phone, just lets it ring)

(Paul calls Demetri and asks him to check on Roxie because he thinks something is wrong)

Scene IV
(Demetri goes to Roxie’s house, Roxie answers the door and pretty much collapses in Demetri arms, tells him what happen, they think that it might have been an allergic reaction in the food blah blah blah)












ACT III

Scene I (its their 3 month anniversary and Paul has planned a romantic picnic * shows Paul setting it up)

(on phone between Roxie/Demetri)

Roxie – “I feel weird asking this, but do you think that maybe tonight you could spy on us just to be sure there isn’t a repeat of what happened?”

Demetri – “to tell you the truth that’s what I was planning to do anyway”

Roxie – “you sneaky little devil you”

Demetri – “what can I say?”

Roxie – “you can say you’ll see you at 7, but I won’t see you”

Demetri – “you got it”

Scene II
(at the picnic sight Demetri hiding in background, shows Roxie and Paul set everything up they eat *film it play it faster*)

(they get done eating, Demetri is almost falling asleep, shows the sunset, Paul goes off)

*Paul starts beating on Roxie (screaming in terror)
*Demetri leaps out of his hiding place, pulls Paul off Roxie
*Roxie’s calls the cops
*Paul shoves Demetri (Demetri gets knocked out)
*Paul goes after Roxie
*Roxie slips almost falling off the edge
*Paul tries to make her fall
*Demetri attacks Paul
*Roxie hears them fighting *don’t show that part of fight*
*Someone grabs Roxie’s hand, she screams
*its Demetri pulling her back to safety

(they hear sirens in the background)

Roxie – “that will be the cops”

Demetri – “yup”

Roxie – “I could sure use a cup of coffee”

Demetri – “I guess I’ll head home”

Roxie – “I could also use some company”

Demetri – “I’d planned on that anyway”

(they laugh, camera shows them walking off, fades out, fades in on them in coffee shop)

Voice over – “it was later found out that Paul had which caused him to be the way he was, when it was explained what happened, Paul seeked help. As for Roxie and Demetri, well they are still together, even after dark”

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:: 2004 6 December :: 1.18 pm

so how is everyone doing?
anyone go see the play? if so did you like it?
i have a christmas band concert tonight, lucky me. for those of you that didn't know, i finally made it into wind ensemble.
anyway i have to go and get back to work, talk to you later maybe
see ya

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:: 2004 26 September :: 12.36 am

CONGRATUATIONS TO THE 2004-05 RED FLANNEL QUEEN AND COURT!!!

queen: Erica Childs

court: Becky Visser (band geek that i love)
Lindsey Gates
Danilllie (i know that isn't spelled right) Millering
Jamie Innis (colorguard)

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:: 2004 6 September :: 1.40 pm

starting monday before labor day. things were weird. sometimes it seemed that adam was coming home for the weekend then he would talk about the partys that were going to happend and where he would be. and the majority of the time i talked to him he would always be laughing. and it just didn't sound like adam. so i was getting a little pissed and kinda worried.
up at the lake on friday i jumped in the shower, came out (i had clothes on) my hair was still wet and my mom gave me a funny look. i thought it was because the zipper on the pants i was wearing broke. but i heard someone coming down the stairs, i turned around and there was adam with roses. i was so happy to see him i almost cried. my mom took pictures. i didn't even care about the roses i was so happy to see him. he said he brought the roses because he didn't want to show up empty handed after what he did the whole week. he was laughing because he knew he was coming and didn't want to blow the surprise. well i have to get ready for tomorrow. i start my senior year.

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:: 2004 1 September :: 10.28 pm

man, i was so mad
they messed up my schedule

once it is fixed i know the first 3 hours will defineatly be

1 - band
2 - tv productions
3 - drama 3&4

the my last hours in no particular order
- independent study for art
- econ
- english 4

i can't wait for the game tomorrow, because in the second song their are only 3 doing the dance. i am one of them. and an innis isn't. ha. i am going to have my dad tape it so i can send it to adam down at state. i kinda wish he would have came home for labor day weekend. but i understand why not. anyway.... ummmmmmmmmmm i can't really think of anything else. talk to everyone later

i am the yellow pirate that has a black knee brace on.

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:: 2004 22 August :: 11.20 pm

hi
i know i haven't typed in here in a while so here goes......

i have been pretty busy this summer with colorguard, band practice, band camp, back and for to the lake, babysitting, and my boyfriend.

for those of you who dont know i have been going out with adam (a.k.a Hutch) for a little over 2 months. we hooked up at ruebens open house. i made rueben a stud from the hair cut and now he has made up for it, other than doing the fund raiser.

well dont have much to say right now. i am tired, haven't gotten much sleep. later.

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:: 2004 24 June :: 11.13 pm

today i went rollarbladeing with my sister
we went from maynards to 19 mile off of shaner
it was fun but i have a few blishers one is bigger than a half dollar

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:: 2004 18 June :: 11.07 pm

single again
my choice
i feel bad if i hurt him

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:: 2004 12 June :: 11.39 pm

i had alot of fun tonight
i went and saw cronicles of riddick with dilly boy and bill phil. it was better than i thought it was. i really liked it.
then i went up to the lake to see if scotty and earwig were up there but they were, it must have been too cold of a day.
its kinda odd when you drive around a certain area for a while, and get lost. lol

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