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2024 8 March :: 1.26pm
It is very challenging to navigate everyone else's feelings and to never have space for my own.
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2024 2 February :: 7.53pm
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2024 24 January :: 12.18am
:: Mood: Sick to my stomach
I can't do this anymore. I can't be such an afterthought. I can't mean so little to the person who I should mean the most to. I don't understand your continued mistreatment amd disregard for me. I can't continue to justify this with your past trauma. You've had so many chances to correct it. A second trip to Japan where I'm not included after the damage it did last time; you continue to make choices that don't reflect any love for me. I'm heartbroken and you can't take it back. And I can't ignore it anymore. And as much as you have tried to make me believe otherwise over the years, I know, deep inside my soul that I deserve better than this.
I just don't know why I should keep on forgiving this stuff when the most minimal amount of foresight would have prevented it from happening.
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2023 4 December :: 9.32pm
You are literally killing me. I have heart pains from this. This is completely unsustainable. It's impossible being in this, with you. It doesn't matter if I enjoy your company when things are good or if I love you deeply, it is causing my limited time on this earth to be all the more limited due to the incredible stress you put me through every other day.
I can't do this anymore.
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2023 6 May :: 5.21pm
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2021 20 December :: 11.01pm
:: Mood: sleepy
Still at the same place. Less progress but better at staying awake now. Less progress means I haven't done anything to make a living. I list some things for sale on Etsy. I only sold 2 items. I need more to get sold and live my dream of becoming an artist from home. I pretend to be an entrepreneur because it makes me feel excited. Gonna have to keep making new drawings everyday
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2020 25 December :: 11.30pm
Life is short. Gotta focus on what really matters.
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