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:: 2017 13 July :: 8.30pm

I need another vacation... already.

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:: 2017 9 July :: 3.31pm

I feel so alone.

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:: 2017 5 July :: 8.01pm

I've decided. I want to have a party where
everyone gets high/drunk af and plays N64 and SNES.

I need another TV. People can rent those, right?

I'm going to do it at my apartment.

Somehow, much like other events I've had, I feel like no one is going to show up... Ugh. The Pacific Northwest is balls for open, trustworthy communication. The Seattle Freeze is a real fucking thing.

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:: 2017 30 June :: 9.13pm

I just love Lu. So so much. She is my favorite coworker. She is the best. I hope I get to work with her forever she's so damned amazing. I hope we're friends forever.

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:: 2017 20 June :: 9.07pm

Facebook is still stupid.

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:: 2017 7 June :: 5.39am

Sometimes I don't understand why my friends like me so much... I'm not very attentive. I'm not good at having conversations and not being awkward. I'm not a very kind or generous person.

I suppose I'm caring... but am I really? Can any human truly be so? Often times I wonder whether I'm just attempting to fit a role made up for me... One I don't really belong to or believe in but one I feel I must achieve or show I care about.

Do I really care about anything? Nhialism got ahold of me last summer and it's hard for me to shake it, even though I've been trying. It all continues to seem so pointless in many ways.

I'm a few months away from 30 years old and I still can't figure this thing out. I still can't get a grasp on life and society. I still feel like a child. Every time I look at myself in the mirror, I feel like a kid dressing up as an adult. I'm sure my height has something to do with it... but I'm just... I'm not ready... for any of this.

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:: 2017 29 May :: 9.09pm

I'm feeling great. Making summer plans. Enjoying life and getting things done!

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