:: 2006 19 July :: 11.58 am

Well, how the times they do change. i have filed for divorce (finally) and started school to get my associates degree in medical assisting. Very interesting. by the way, braxton (my baby) is 6 months old tomorrow!

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:: 2005 14 December :: 12.51 pm
:: Mood: depressed

I feel old. Very old, actually. Guess marrying the wrong person can do that to you. Finally got smart and left, unfortunately I miss having that connection with someone, even though he turned out to be a fucking asshole slut whore. Anyways, I have the birth of my son to look forward to sometime around January 30. I am sad, and lonely. I want a hug.

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:: 2004 27 April :: 11.20 pm

In dim lit serpentine eyes, a shadowed reflection of the horror. A million graves plundered, a billion souls degraded, For bitter longings of an end. I cannot help thee, forked tongue siren, tortured as I was. Life has taken you away, foretold that death would bring us close, But the promises were insane ramblings. Upon my knife, upon my sleeve, the screams of a thousand lonely nights. Cultivated in one vicious less act of blasphemic desperation, Praying that beauty lost would come once more. Futile God of a religion embezzled from the human longing for faith. Speaking in tongues could not return what I took, A life once so precious to thine own. Forgive me

--Alas, my genius has been surpassed by a goth from England. Damn the world.

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:: 2004 20 April :: 12.20 pm

Burn it into my flesh
All your lies and your hate
I wear it like a badge

Hope it makes you bleed inside
The way the blood pours from my veins

Slowly, silently I die
Never got the chance to say good-bye
To the only love of my life
You crushed my heart, now it bleeds too
But soon it will be over for me

For you it goes on for an eternity.

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:: 2005 16 December :: 12.57 pm

Not so much changes, sometimes.

Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.

"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."

The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.

As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.


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Sadist


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(confused as to how this person thinks that just b/c it took the quiz i am now his "buddy")

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:: 2005 14 December :: 2.29 pm

I took these quizzes again two years later and still got the same results on two out of the three.



schizoid


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