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:: 2005 27 March :: 9.18 pm

Our Song :-*
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

You're my hero baby :)

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:: 2005 23 March :: 8.34 pm
:: Music: Nelly Furtado

Cuz this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless what are you gonna do
So say what you want.

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:: 2005 16 March :: 7.49 pm

Hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

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:: 2005 15 March :: 4.11 pm
:: Music: 'Be The Girl' ~ Aslyn

Cuz i'm not here to be around
and be that girl that you forget about
cuz all i want is just to be a song
that you can feel longer than just right now
so come on baby let me be the girl
that you can count on to rock your world
and then you'll see there's so much than curves
and then you'll see that you and me belong

*No real reason for this entry, i just love the song and itz one of those songs thatz really powerful and when i belt it out it gets me all hyped up and confident even, weird as that sounds :) Definitely worth downloading...legally of course ;)*

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:: 2005 1 March :: 3.22 pm

Roses are red
Violets are blue
It's amazing how much
I really love you.

My love is strong
And so very true
But somehow I can be
A real jerk to you.

I'm feeling messed up
My mood is blue
And to my dismay
I take it out on you.

Forgive me now
For you know it's true
And I promise I'll work
To make it up to you.

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:: 2005 5 February :: 11.42 pm

Hard to believe how one little thing can change your whole mood, one little thing can make good opportunities vanish, one little thing can make what u were looking forward to all day no more, one little thing can change everything.

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:: 2005 30 January :: 10.38 pm
:: Mood: :D

Yanno what...?
Sometimes it's the big things too :) they're just disguised as little reality they're very big....

[Continued from down there v]

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:: 2005 30 January :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: ;)

Ever notice...?
It's the little things that make u realize how much u really love someone...that make u realize what u have and just how special it is...things we dont even give a second thought to until someone else points them out...and thatz when our eyes are opened...and we begin to notice the little things....

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:: 2004 15 October :: 2.31 pm
:: Music: "I Want To Break Free" - Queen

Feelin Tense
Work is still kinda tense, itz like i dunno...i try to help her out and she gets mad, i go to write the names of the dogs on the board cuz thatz what you're supposed to do when u take a dog out and she waves me away saying she'll do it and to go check for poop and just watch the hello i'm trying to learn more than just watching the dogs...and then she wuz lookin for a dog's hook to hang their leash and the first day i wuz there she wuz sayin how she knew where every dog's name wuz on the wall and now she's standin there searching and i knew exactly where it wuz and she wuz lookin on the whole other side of the wall so i went to try to help and tell her where it wuz and she's just like "i'll find it" kinda sorry, i know itz only little things but still, it irks me...and then the biggest thing, i had to go to the bathroom and the girl saw me go in and when i come out the other girl told me i have to stay in the back with the dogs cuz the one dog got her water bucket [i gave her a bucket instead of a bowl cuz she alwayz tips the bowls as soon as i fill it] stuck on her nose and now she had a the other girl [the one who doesnt want my help] comes out and tells the other girl there [without looking at me once] how she never uses the buckets cuz she doesnt like them and she never needs to use them...and that just stung cuz she told me to use it! not for that dog specifically but for another one, and she said if they alwayz tip their bowls then give them a bucket, and now she's tellin the other girl that she never uses them...ugh! that kinda ticked me off, so whatever, i'm just gonna do what i want from now on, not ask her what i should do or anything, i'm just gonna find stuff to keep myself busy and stay out of her way, sound like a plan? i think so too.

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:: 2004 13 October :: 9.05 pm
:: Mood: discouraged
:: Music: "Runaway" - Linkin Park

Reality Check
Ughhhh i HATE feeling stupid...and yet, i alwayz do at work, i dunno if i'm just nervous cuz i feel like i'm alwayz being observed or what that makes me do stupid things and just not think...and it aggravates me so much cuz i know how to do most of the stuff, i just alwayz find a way to mess up...and i've come to learn that i vacuum the wrong way, i mop the wrong way, i handle dogs the wrong way, and the list goes on...and i've never been one to make quick decisions on what to do, so if my "boss" [not like my main boss but the girl in charge] tells me to do sumthin and i'm unsure how to do it, i'll ask...cuz asking questions is good...but she tells me i'm gonna have to decide for myself based on what i think...but the way i see it, i wanna learn how she does things so i dont mess up a system, that way she only tells me once and i do it that way from now on, instead of her tellin me to decide for myself and possibly making more work and then finding out later on that i'm doin it wrong or sumthin...especially workin with live animals, i kinda wanna make sure i dont mess anything up and endanger them in some way...but no one tells me anything, they just tell me what to do and force me to ask questions and then seem annoyed when i ask...i dunno, itz hard to tell with her, itz like i'm supposed to be helping her out since she hurt her hand and the other girl that worked with her got fired, but i feel like i'm working FOR her rather then WITH her, she'll make up all these lists of stuff she wants me to do and itz not that i totally mind, it just seems like she just gives me orders rather than askin me to do sumthin...but maybe it wuz like this with the other girl too and i just didnt know, maybe she does that for everyone, i dunno...all i know is that i'm getting very discouraged and itz getting a lil tense at work...then i felt really put down before cuz i asked her what to do at the front desk if she's not there when someone comes to pick up their dog, what papers need to be filled out or if the bill needs to be figured out...and she tells me that i cant do the bills and dont worry about it cuz she's never gonna miss a day again, and if she isnt there then find someone else to do it...and just the way she said it made me feel like they dunno if they can trust me with the bills or like she thinks i'm gonna take her job or sumthin...i just wanna be more informed so i can feel like i know what i'm doing cuz i really dont feel that way, i wanna learn the front desk area and the paperwork so i dont look stupid when pet owners ask me questions about sumthin and i have to go hunt down someone else to answer them, i dont like that, cuz then people arent gonna take me seriously and might not want me takin their dog, i dunno, all these thoughts were in my head all day and i had to get them out, it probably all seems stupid to those who may be reading this but this is how i feel...and now i'm done.

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