i cant believe what you tell me.. your lies have come undone.. now im living on the run, looking out for number onee.. one day, you'll see me, but only when you're dreaming, onee day you'll say i was the one..
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:: 2005 1 March :: 2.14 pm

YEHRRR MANN.. SNOW DAYY WOOOOP.. AND WE PROBABLY WOULD HAVE HAD SCHOOL CUZ WE GOT LESS THAN EXPECTED BUT THEY TOLD US iN THE ANNOUNCEMENTS AT THE END OF THE DAY YEHHHRRR.. SOO YUPP iMM HAPPY.. i SLEPT TiL ELEVEN.. NOT BAD FOR A SCHOOL DAY.. OMFG YESTERDAY AT LUNCH WE ALL KiNDA TURNED ON NiCOLE FOR GiViNG ME ATTiTUDE AND SHE COMPLETELY DENiED iT BLAMiNG iT ON DANiELLE AND WHEN WE STARTED GETTiNG iNTO HOW DANiELLE ANNOYS US.. SHE TALKED SHiT ABOUT HER TOO AND THEN WENT AND TOLD DANiELLE WHAT WE SAiD!!! FUCKiNN MESSEDD UPPPPP.. ME AND JULiA ARE DEBATiNG WHETHER OR NOT WE TELL DANiELLE WHAT NiCOLE SAiD CUZ SHE DESERVES iT.. B i T C H =]

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:: 2005 27 February :: 11.50 am

SOOOO.. YEAA i DiD NOTHiNG LAST NiGHT EXCEPT BABYSiT MY BROTHER.. AND i HAD TO PUNiSH HiM CUZ HE WAS BEiNG A FUCKiNN NiGHTMARE AND WOULDNT TALK TO ME FOR THE REST OF THE NiGHT SO.. YEA.. i WATCHED MURDER BY NUMBERS LAST NiGHT.. i <3 THAT MOViE SFM.. WOOOP DANCE NEXT FRiDAYY.. YAYY.. iM PROBABLY GOiNN WiTH KAiT OR JULiA..

CUZ iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND iM STiLL LiViNG iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHERR<|3

EW i HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK.. LiKE i REALLY HAVE TO DO iT.. CUZ iTS DUE TOMORROW.. EW i GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.. i HATEEEE WAKiNGGG UPPPP EARLYYYY.. OOH WELL i GOT STUFF TO TALK TO JULiA ABOUT.. iM PROBABLY GUNNA HAVE HER COME OVER TO HELP ME FiND SOMETHiNN TO WEAR TO THE DANCE =] iMM EXCiTEDDDDDD AND iF YOU HAVE HALF A BRAiNN YOU SHOULD KNOW WHYYY.. EVEN iF YOU DONT KNOW SPECiFiCS YOU HAVE TO HAVE AT LEAST A LiL iDEAA OF WHAT iM TALKiNG ABOUT.. iF YOU DONT.. LEAVE A COMMENT.. WOOOP.. YEAA SOOOOOO UMMM.. i DONT KNOW WHERE JOEY'S BEEN LATELYY.. HE HASNT BEEN ONLiNE.. i DONT KNOW iF i STiLL LiKE HiM.. i HAVENT MADE UP MY MiNDD.. BUT iM NOT GUNNA SEE HiM FOR A REALLY LONG TiME.. =[ WHAT AM i GUNNA DO TiL HE COMES BACK? i MiSS YOUU MUCHH JOEYYY <|3

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:: 2005 25 February :: 12.27 pm
:: Mood: TiRED
:: Music: ALMOST - BOWLiNG FOR SOUP

SOO iTS FRiDAY.. AND MY VACATiON iS COMiNG TO A CLOSE.. AND iM SAD.. i ACTUALLY HAD TO DO HOMEWORK TODAY.. iT SNOWED.. GRR.. iM GOiNG TO CENTRAL PARK TODAY.. MOM WANTS TO SEE THE GATES.. SO THATS WHAT WE'RE DOiNG.. iM KiNDA TiRED BUT WHATEVER.. i WENT TO BED AROUND ONE AND WAS UP AT LiKE 9:3o SO iM NOT A VERY HAPPY CAMPER.. YUCK i SAW SHAWN TODAY.. ASHLiNGG HAD SOMETHiNN iN HER PROFiLE AWHiLE AGO.. PART OF iT WAS 'THERE WiLL BE BOYS YOU CANT BELiEVE YOU LiKED, AND BOYS YOU CANT BELiEVE YOU LiVED WiTHOUT..' WELL WE ALL KNOW WHO THE ONE iS THAT i CANT BELiEVE i LiKED.. UGHH i WANNA HURL EVERYTiME i SEE HiM.. AND YEAA, THERES ONE i CANT BELiEVE iM LiViNG WiTHOUT.. i MiSS HiM SOO MUCHH.. =[ <|3 NDD i KiNDAA MiSS JOEY TOO.. i MiGHT BE GOiNG iCE SKATiNG SATURDAY NiGHT.. iF MOM LETS ME GO WiTH MJ.. ND MAYBE MEGHAN WiLL COME TOO.. iM GUNNA GO SEE WHY WE HAVENT LEFT FOR MANHATTAN YET..

1NE

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:: 2005 23 February :: 6.03 pm
:: Mood: AMAZED
:: Music: DEFYiNG GRAViTY

OMG LAST NiGHT WAS iNCREDiBLE.. iT WAS JUST.. WOW.. OMG iVE NEVER SEEN A BETTER SHOW iN MY LiFE.. i MEAN.. iT WAS JUST SO WOW.. THERES NO WORDS TO DESCRiBE HOW GREAT iT iS.. i WOULD SEE iT EVERY NiGHT iF i COULD.. EVERYONE SHOULD SEE THiS SHOW i'VE SEEN PLENTY OF BROADWAY SHOWS BEFORE, BUT NONE LiKE THiS.. EVERYONE SAiD THAT iT WAS iNCREDiBLE SO i WAS EXPECTiNG NOTHiNG SHORT OF ONE OF THE GREATEST SHOWS i'D EVER SEEN AND THATS WHAT i GOT..

ABSOLUTELY iNCREDiBLE..

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:: 2005 22 February :: 4.11 pm

SOFTBALL THiS MORNiNG.. WOOOP! i THiNK iT WENT PRETTY WELL.. BESiDES THE FACT THAT AFTER WE RAN SUiCiDES i GOT REALLY DiZZY BECAUSE i HADNT EATEN ANYTHiNG iN 14 HOURS AND MADE A NiCEEE FiRST iMPRESSiON ON JiM AND BRiAN i'D SAY iT WENT GREAT. LOL. THEY WERE BOTH REALLY NiCE i MEAN, i GOT 'A' TO GET ME AN iCE PACK TO BRiNG ME BACK i GUESS i COULD SAY LOL BUT i MEAN, i GOT BACK UP iN 10 MiNUTES SO i THiNK THAT KiNDA SHOWED THEM i COULD SUCK iT UP AND STiLL PLAY HARD.. AND BRiAN KNEW i PLAYED FiRST AND THEN LATER ASKED ME JUST TO CATCH FOR THE MOMENT AND i THiNK HE COULD SEE HOW i COULD CATCH ALOTTA STUFF THAT WENT A LiL OFF LOL.. AND SOME PEOPLE KNOW HOW ABSOLUTELY HORRiBLE i AM AT BATTiNG FOR THE FiRST PRACTiCE OF THE SEASON.. COUGH ALi COUGH LOL BUT AFTER LiKE 4 BALLS i MiSSED iN THE CAGE i HiT EM ALL.. SOO YEAA iT WAS FUN.. iF i MAKE iT iM DEFF GUNNA HAVE FUN THiS SEASON.. iTS DEFF GUNNA BE BAKER AND NANCY ON THE TEAM CUZ THEY ALREADY WERE LAST YEARR AND iM SURE JULiAS ON CUZ BRiAN AND JiM KNOW HOW GOOD SHE iS AT BASKETBALL BUT BRAiN KNOWS Mi PADRE Y Mi TiO SO YEAA i DUNNOO ALL iN ALL i THiNK iT WENT GOOD.. iM GOiNG TO SEE WiCKED NOW!!!! YAY!!! AND ERiNS GUNNA BE ON TRL!!! WOOOOOP! =]

1NEEE

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:: 2005 21 February :: 3.19 pm

i FEEL SOO BAD.. i WAS JUST LOOKiNN AT LiZ KENNEDY'S PROFiLE.. HER&GEORGE BROKE UPP =[

i THOUGHT THEY LOOKED CUTE TOGETHER ::SHRUGS:: OOH WELL.

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:: 2005 20 February :: 7.30 pm

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-kristen
-kris
-loser

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
-ooh boy.. umm blindedbytears2x
-powerf15
-rdhd6790

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-my hair
-my eyes
-umm.. i dunnoo.. my ability to eat whatever i want nd still remain skinny

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-stubbornness
-impatientness
-joy i get out of hurting others =]~


THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
-irish
-Polish
-American

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-SQUIRRELS lmaoo juliaa<3
-death
-bugs

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-cell
-cash
-metro card

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-jeans
-shirt
-jacket

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS:
-fall out boy
-yellowcard
-matchbook romance

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
- "Number One" - Skye Sweetnam
-"Tangled Up in Me" - " "
-"Fallen Through" - " "

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
- i
- d
- k

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
- surprise
- fun
- comfort

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (In no particular order):
-I'll sing at the top of my lungs and i dont care who hears
-I have a secret passion for pop-rock
-I'm extremely self-concious

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
- eyes
- hair
- height

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
- nothing

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
- sing well =]~
- be calm and secluded
- not have a whole day go by without a lil funnnn

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
- football
- hockey
- music

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
- CSI
- law
- doctor (HA!) NOT.. umm.. i dunno some kindaa detective work.. i love that kind of stuff

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
- atlantis
- turks&caicos (sp?)
- jersey shore<3 myy favoriteee too many mems chriss

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- fall in love
- see the jets win the superbowl
- see the rangers win the cup

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR ELSE...
- no one
- no one
- no one

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:: 2005 20 February :: 6.04 pm
:: Mood: boReDdd
:: Music: iT SUCKS - SKYE SWEETNAM

SOOO YEAA.. ME AND KAiT WENT SHOPPiNG TODAY ND i BOUGHT SOME CUTEE STUFF.. WOOP.. AND iM HAPPY CUZ i FiNALLY GOT iT OFF MY CHEST THAT i THiNK i STiLL LiKE HiM BUT SHE DOESNT LiKE HiM ANYMORE.. PHEW.. OMG THAT REALLY WOULDNT BE GOOD iF WE BOTH LiKED HiM.. WOOOPP DANCE COMiNG UP.. GOTTA CALL SON LMAOO DESTiNYY i <3 UUUUU.. WOOP WOOP i DiDNT KNOW ABOUT THAA DANCE TiL AFTER i HAD LEFT 86TH STREET LMAO BUT iTS ALRiGHT i CAN GO SOMETiME LATER iN THE WEEK TO BUY AN OUTFIT.. ACTUALLY i MiGHT JUST WEAR ONE OF THE SHiRTS i BOUGHT TODAY.. i DUNNO i GOTTA TALK TO KAiT SEE WHAT SHE THiNKS.. i TOLD HER SHE COULD COME HERE TO WATCH A MOViE BUT THEN i GOT HOME AND MY MOM TOLD ME THAT BRiAN AND SOME OF MATT'S FRiENDS WERE COMiNG OVER TO WATCH SOME WRESTLiNG THiNG SOO i CALLED KAiT ND WAS LiKE UU DUN WANNA COME HERE STiLL, DO YA? SOO SHES LiKE.. UMMMM MAYBE iT WOULD BE BETTER iF WE WATCHED HERE LMAOO.. YEAA iT WAS FUNNYY.. iM iN THE MOOD TO BE ALL.. i DUNNO.. CRAZY KRiSTEN.. iM iN THE MOOD TO JUMP AROUNDD ND STUFF.. LiSTENN TO OLDiES AND WEAR SWEATPANTS ND STUFF.. WAiT i DO THAT EVERYDAY.. OOK iM iN THE MOOD TO PARTY WiTH SOMEONE LOL ME AND CHRiSSY AND LAUREN WOULD HAVE HAD SOOO MUCH FUNN THiS WEEKEND iF CHRiS HADNT GOT GROUNDED.. OOH WELL.. YEAA iM GUNNA GO CHANGE MY LAYOUT CUZ iTS MADD UGLY RiGHT NOW.. LATERR<3

1NEEE

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:: 2005 17 February :: 9.17 pm

i TALKED TO JOEY TONiGHT =]

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:: 2005 14 February :: 6.48 pm

ONEE GOOD THiNG ABOUT TODAY.. CASSiEEEE CAMEEEE BACKKKKKKK =]

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:: 2005 14 February :: 6.21 pm

HAPPY VALENTiNES DAY TO YOU.. HOPE YOURS WAS BETTER THAN MiNE.. WOW DO i MiSS HiM... AND i DiDNT EVEN REALiZE iT... SHOULD i CALL HiM?? OR WOULD iT BE WEiRD TO CALL ON VALENTiNES DAY.. NAHH iM NOT GOiNG TO.. iTS DURiNG THE WEEK.. HES BUSY iM SURE.. i TOLD MYSELF iD WAiT TiLL HE CALLED ME.. BUT THAT HASNT HAPPENED iN AWHiLE.. i'LL CALL HiM ON HiS BiRTHDAY i GUESS.. BUT THAT iSNT FOR AWHiLE STiLL..

BUT i LOOK FORWARD TO THAT DAY..

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:: 2005 13 February :: 11.23 am
:: Mood: TiREDDDDDDDD
:: Music: MR. BRiGHTSiDE.. THE KiLLERS

WOW WUT A WEEKEND... i DiD ABSOLUTELY NOTHiNG!!! OMGGGG iM DYiNG OVER HEREE.. FRiDAY i HAD TO BABYSiT SO i COULDNT GO OUT, YESTERDAY OMGGG EVERYONE HAD SOMETHiNG TO DO BUT ME AND KRiSTiN AND MY DAD WOULDNT DRiVE ME TO SHEEPSHEAD TO SEE HER SO i WAS LiKE OOOHH POOP.. JULiA WAS SiCKK.. KAiT HAD TO GO TO STATEN iSLAND.. ALi HAD TO GO TO A SWEET SiXTEEN FOR SOMEONE SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW.. DEiRDRE.. WE JUST KEPT GETTiNG EACH OTHER AT THE WRONG TiMES.. ERiN HAD TO GO SEE HER SiSTER, ALEXA HAD TO WATCH TAYLOR, i WAS LiKE WTF SO ME AND KRiSTiN STAYED ONLiNE AND TALKED TO EACH OTHER ALL DAY.. TODAY i ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHiNG TO DO! WOOP WOOP! iM GOiNG TO MATT'S BASKETBALL GAME, i KNOW, WHY WOULD i DO THAT BUT MATT'S PLAYiNGG MiCHELLE'S BROTHER SO i THiNK SHES GUNNA BE THERE.. (iF SHE REMEMBERS TO COME, AND SHE BETTER.. iF SHE DOESNT i'LL CALL ALEXA SiNCE SHES AROUND THE CORNER LOL) BUT YEAA AND THEN WE'RE GOiNG TO MJ'S FOR DiNNER TO MEET THE NEW NEiGHBORS.. i NEED TO TAKE A SHOWER NOW CUZ MY HAiR HAS TO BE DRY BY THE TiME WE LEAVE FOR MATT'S GAME AT ONEE.. i GUESS i'LL STRAiGHTEN iT.. iTS TOO COLD TO LET iT DRY AND SCRUNCH iT..

iM OUT LiKE A TROUT WiTH A POUT iN A DROUGHT.. =]~

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:: 2005 10 February :: 8.15 pm

ME AND KAiT MADEE A CLUB!! iTS JUST US iN iT!!! iTS CALLEDD TPMATBF LOLOL DONTT ASKK BUT JUST SO YOUU KNOW iTS THE COOLEST CLUB EVERRRR! LOVEE YOUUU KAiT #1NEE SOPHH<3

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:: 2005 10 February :: 7.07 pm

MYY DEAR KAiT HAD SOMETHiNG iN HER PROFiLE THAT WAS JUST SOOO TRUEE.. "WHYY TRY TO FiX A FRiENDSHiP THAT CANT BE FiXED? ESPECiALLY WHEN THE ONLY ONE TRYiNG iS YOURSELF."

i CANT WAiT UNTiL CHRiSSY AND LAURENN COME OVERRRR!!! WE'RE GUNNAA GO OUT AND PARRRR-TAY LOL.. ME AND DEiRDRE ARE GUNNAA HAVE A STREET PARTY THiS WEEKEND!! YiPPEEE!!! HAHAAA WE CANT FiND A HOUSEE TO HAVE A PARTY iN SO WE'RE JUST GUNNA HAVE A PARTY AND DRiNK ON THE STREETS LMAOO.. MY CONVO WiTH KAiT:

kAiTt<3 [7:11 P.M.]: who is ur profile about?
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: this kid from the summer..
kAiTt [7:11 P.M.]: aww
kAiTt [7:11 P.M.]: wat happenedd
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: HES AN ASSSSSS
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: lol
kAiTt[7:11 P.M.]: lol<33
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: that about sums it up =]

HAHAAA iM TELLiNG HER MY STORY NOW LOL.. HAHAA LiKE NOO ONE KNOWS THE STORY.. CASSiEE KNOWS TOO.. BUT THATS ABOUT iT.. OMGG CASSiE'S REALLY SiCKKKK! SHE HASNT BEEN iN SCHOOL FOR WEEKS SHES GOT LiKE CHRONiC TENSiON HEADACHES OR SOMETHiNG AND i FEEL SOO BAD CUZ SHES HAD TO HAVE ALL THESE TESTS DONEE AND i MiSS HER SOO MUCHH<3 i MiGHT CALL HER TONiGHT.. OMGGGG CHRiSTiNES FATHER DiED LAST NiGHT.. HE HAD A HEART ATTACK REALLY SUDDENLY.. LiKE HE WAS HEALTHY AND EVERYTHiNG BUT HE HAD A FATAL HEART ATTACK AND i FEEL SOO BADDDD.. BRi iS HELPiNG TO GET STUFF TOGETHER TO SEND OVER TO HER CUZ SHE REALLY FEELS FOR HER.. BRi'S LOST A PARENT TOO =[ OMGG THE ANNiVERSARY'S COMiNG UP.. =[ =[ =[ i FEEL BADD<3 ALRiGHT iM GUNNA GO AND TALK TO KAiT AND JULiA AND CHRiSSY AND THEN iM GUNNA TAKE A SHOWER AND CALL CASSiEE SOOOOO YEAA iM OUT FOR NOWW.. LATER<3

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:: 2005 8 February :: 7.18 pm

best friends? what kind of best friend doesnt even say hi when ur online..

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:: 2005 6 February :: 6.36 pm
:: Mood: TiREDD
:: Music: POPULARRR

WOWWW COULD NOT BE MOREE TiRED.. LAST NiGHT WAS REALLY TiRiNG.. JUST BEiNG THERE.. YOU KNOW, NiGHT OUT iN THE CiTYY.. iT CAN BE A TiRiNG THiNG WiTH SO MANY PEOPLE THERE.. BUT YEAAA UMM.. iT WAS PRETTY FUN ALTOGETHER.. WE GOT THERE REALLY EARLY TO HELP THE GiRLS AND KRiSTiNE SET UP AND EVERYTHiNG AND THE PLACE LOOKED SOOOO NiCE.. UNCLE STAN WAS SOOOO SUPRiSED.. TO MAKE iT EVEN BETTER, HE HAD BEEN WHiNiNG THE WHOLE DAY ABOUT HOW HE WASNT GETTiNG A PARTY FOR HiS 50TH BiRTHDAY LOL HE HAD BEEN iN A BAD MOOD FOR THE WHOLE DAY LOL.. =] GREATT STUFF.. iMM SOOO HAPPY FOR JESS!!! SHES MOViNG iN WiTH ViNNY iN THREE WEEKS!! HER APARTMENT SOUNDS SOOO GREATTT.. 15 MiNUTES AWAY FROM HER JOB AND 25 FROM HiS.. iT HAS A GYMNASTICS PLACE RIGHT NEARBY WHiCH iS HOW SHE MAKES HER EXTRA MONEY AND WiTH THE WHOLE APARTMENT COMPLEX THiNG THERES TENNiS COURTS AND A POOL! iM SOO EXCiTED FOR HERRRR.. WE STiLL HAVENT MET HiM THOUGHH WHiCH MY DAD KEEPS BUGGiNG HER ABOUT =]~ ANYWAY.. YEA SO EVERYONEE WAS DRUNK.. AUNT EiLEEN OMG iT WAS THE FUNNiEST SiGHT.. THE HiGHLiGHT OF THE NiGHT WAS WHEN KASiA ASKED HER TO TAKE A PIC OF ALL THE COUSiNS SiTTiN ON THE COUCHH.. SHE HAD THE CAMERAA BACKWARDS THE WHOLE TiMEE!! WE WERE LOOKiNG AT THE SCREEN OF THE DiGiTAL CAMERA AND SHE KEPT TAKiNG PiCTURES OF HERSELF iTS FRiCKiN HYSTERiCAL LOOKiNG AT THESE PiCS SHE WAS SOOO DRUNK! WE ENJOYED iT A LiTTLE TOO MUCH BUT OHH WELL IT WAS SOOO FUNNY//NEW TOPiC!! SUPERBOWL iS ON NOW! i KNOWW iM NOT WATCHiNG iT! i NEED TO GO DOWN.. BUT i HATE THE FiRST COUPLE OF MiNUTES OF THE GAME iTS BORiNG NOTHiNG GAME-ALTERiNG iS HAPPENiNG YET.. LOL ALRiGHT WELL.. GO EAGLES!! iM OUTT<3

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:: 2005 6 February :: 11.17 am

EVERYONE IN THE FAMiLY WAS DRUNK! it was greatttt..

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:: 2005 5 February :: 4.24 pm
:: Mood: happieee
:: Music: fall out boyy

hahahahaaaaaaaa HAPPPPPYYYYYY KRiSTENNNNNNN =] AND i QUOTE Mii PADRE: "DR.RON SAiD WE COULD COME OUT TO THEiR HOUSE ANY WEEK iN THE SUMMER TO GO ON THEE BOATTTT" YAYYYYY WOOOHOOOOOO!!! KRiSTEN HAS BEEN MADEE HAPPY! TiME TO GET READYY FOR A PARRRRR-TAY! LOL.. HAHAA i THiNK RON'S GUNNA BE THERE LMAOO WOOOOOT CNT WAiTT!

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:: 2005 4 February :: 5.40 pm

omg i havent talked to him in foreverrr and he IMs me and hes callin me hun nd everything.. wtf is going on!!!

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:: 2005 28 January :: 6.20 pm
:: Music: only one - yellowcard

i love how people say "ohh im sorry" when you sign on line.. because its convenient for them.. but they cant give the effort to pick up a phone and call you..

is it me? or does that show that you arent sincere?

oh well.. i had a good day today.. a little tired.. but me nd kait had fun.. my pictures wont be readyy til tuesdayy.. grr.. i read a horoscope yesterdayy.. i read the love part and it was sooo rightt.. i aint just throwinn myself out there to be playedd with.. imm stickinn true to myself and not getting hung up over something that probably wont even happen.. boyy oh boyy are first impressions usuallyy wrong<|3

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:: 2005 23 January :: 8.34 pm

i really really dont want to get attached, when i really really aint sure if something would ever happen..

its soo complicated.. i hate getting mixed signals.. im not sure whether to commit myself to the feelings or just wait and see.. i really dont want to make a mistake.. but i really feel like if i commit myself, that will be how i get hurt.. so i'll wait.. wait for a signal that isnt crossed.. one thats straight on..

ali was soo shocked when i told her yesterday.. i dont know what the reaction was, really.. disbelief or just pure omg thats hysterical.. i wanted to talk to her about it tonight.. but she had to watch her stupid movie..

i need to change my layout.. the red is UGLYYY lol.. but i dont really feel like doing it now.. since desperate housewives is on in 15 minutes.. this is going to be the longest update you get for awhile.. i have midterms this week.. my brother doesnt have school tomorrow, ndd neither does fontbonne but i do, ndd kearney does.. and it sucks.. cuz i wanna hang out withh kait nd use up my camera so i can get it developed nd hopefully it wont be a defective camera like my SC camera was... i got my SC video!! i was like crackinn up watching it<3 im gunna go.. its really cold back here.. brrr.. i dunno how meghan sleeps in her room.. its gotta be freezing.. ooh well.. later..

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:: 2005 22 January :: 12.31 pm

iMm SoOo hApPyyyyy =]

kait kNoWs wHyyy!!! =]~

dOnt woRry kAit.. dOiNn iTt aS sOoNn aS pOsSibLe<3

hAha.. hE's oNn.. buT witHh hiS aWay oNn.. sRyy =[

bUt i ReaLLy aM hAppy.. =] =] =] =] =] =]

caLL me kAit

maybe i'll stop typing like that.. grrr.. im annoying myself.. im outtttt

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:: 2005 17 January :: 12.18 pm

i need to update more often..

its monday.. school tomorrow.. blahh

i feel like listening to music.. i think i will... i need to change and start my homework.. cuz i have alot of it.. i need to do the corrections for the stupid essay omggggg i keep putting it off but i really cant put it off any longer.. omgg i have one due on wednesday too.. which means i only have tomorrow to write it.. omggggggg i didnt even pick a topic!!! shitttt ok you know what, screw writing an entry.. i have to go start on my 20000 pounds of hw before my brothers friends come over for his birthdayy..

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:: 2005 11 January :: 9.33 pm

turk ndd mike esp were on tv!!! ndd esp was supposed to stick to calling turk 'jerry' ((like anyone calls him that)) but he slipped lmaoo.. it was greatt!

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:: 2005 9 January :: 12.10 pm
:: Music: shes so high -> kurt nilsen

no words can describe the night i had last night..
the noise coming out of my house was so unbelievably loud, we think we woke up all of bay ridge.. from 8pm til 12 am, the noise did not die down.. terri was about to call the cops on us cuz we wouldnt shut the hell up lol.. ((she was kidding.. her husband nd son were making the noise too)) but im not even kidding.. it was soo fuckinn exciting.. when i tell you what was going on, at first you may say omg whats her problem thats stupid.. but when you hear the details.. woww..

last night at 8:00 pm, the jets played the chargers in san diego for the first game of the playoffs.. jets fans were worried sick because quarterback chad pennington threw HORRIBLY the game before.. we had an amazing chance for a touchdown the first time we got possession, but blew it.. a field goal was about to be kicked.. every single jets fan felt sick after doug brien missed that field goal... later on in the game, however, anthony becht runs the ball into the endzone for a touchdown, giving the jets a 6 point lead.. the jets are going for an extra point but jets fans are worried because kicker doug brien just missed a field goal.. the ball looked good.. looked good.. OMG IT HIT THE POST!!! but it bounced in giving us the extra point.. jets fans' hearts stopped.. we were in awe.. how could this incredible kicker be soo off tonight? during such an important game?? but we calmed down, since we were up 7-0!!! unfortunately, in the second quarter, the chargers score a touchdown, tying the game at 7.. first half ends.. third quarter begins.. with about 9:50 left to go in the quarter, chad pennington throws a bomb.. sooo high in the air we're all on the edge of our seats like OMFG and santana moss makes a fucking unbelievable catch!!! TOUCHDOWN JETS!!! aahhhhh!!! this time, kicker doug brien makes the kick cleanly giving the jets a 14-7 lead.. a field goal is made, giving the jets a 17-7 lead over the chargers.. sometime in there i missed the chargers score a field goal.. its 17-10.. end of the fourth quarter.. its first down and goal.. the jets stop them on first down, phew.. second down too!! omgg omg omg its getting really close.. third down on the one yd line.. THEY DONT SCORE!! THE JETS MAKE A HUGE WALL AND BLOCK HIM!!! OMGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! fourth ndd one.. they're going for a pass.. quarterback drew brees backs up.. OMG!! LOOK!! THERES ERIC BARTON GOING FOR THE SACK!!!!! HE SACKS HIM!! JETS WIN THE GAME!! OMG!!!!!!!! THEY ADVANCE IN THE PLAYOFFS!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS THERE A FLAG ON THE FIELD FOR!!!!! the screaming changes from happy screams to WTF screams.. eric barton, the player who sacked drew brees, hits his helmet while bringing him down.. no yards can be gained for the chargers because they're on the one yard line.. but ITS AN AUTOMATIC FIRST DOWN.. wtf.. my father was screaming for the next 10 minutes about how stupid barton was.. we had the game won.. nd he goes n hits brees in the head.. so the chargers have a first down on the one yd line.. nd first play, they score a touchdown.. the kick is good.. only 12 seconds left in regulation.. they let the clock run.. game goes into over time.. WHAT THE HELL WAS BARTON THINKING!! i called rebecca.. we were like going crazy like wow the jets are soo discouraged, so are the fans, we feel like we threw this game away.. its lost.. we can barely sit there and watch it.. the chargers get the ball first, dont get anywhere.. the jets get the ball, get really close to field goal range, and then get sacked ((im telling you its like a tradition it happens every game!!!)).. they get nowhere.. the chargers get what will probably be their last run.. its a 40 yd. field goal attempt.. everyone says you know what, thats it.. its over.. he can make that kick easily.. its over.. i was feeling sick to my stomach cuz i knew we could go far in the playoffs this year.. i was like omg we sooo blew it.. the guy kicks the ball.. alright whatever its over..OMG HE FUCKING MISSED THE KICK!!!!!!! OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was the greatest moment.. we were going crazy!!! all of bay ridge was awake cuz of our screaming!!! it was the greatest moment!!! im telling you.. theres no words to describe the happy feeling.. we get the ball back.. we run it downfield.. we have great position.. omg we could score a field goal!!! but brien missed the first field goal, was shaky on the first extra point kick.. we were soo fucking worried.. BUT HE MAKES THE KICK!! we all start celebrating!!!!!!! they won the game!!! omg!!!!!! why isnt the score going up??? wtf!!! the chargers called a time out before the kick.. omggg it doesnt count.. wtf.. we were like wow could anything else possibly go wrong?? we get another chance at the kick.. omgg is brien shaken by that?? will he miss it again??? NO!!! HE MAKES IT!!! AND THE JETS ADVANCE!!!!!!!!!!! THIS TIME THERES NO PROBLEM WITH IT!!!!!!! WE WIN!!! AND THE JETS ADVANCE!!!

wow that was the most exciting game of my life.. like a roller coaster.. you get to the top of the hill ndd feel like urr on top of the world ((we won the game!!!)) ndd then the biggest drop you could ever imagine comes.. ((barton hits brees)) it was crazyyyy ...

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:: 2005 6 January :: 7.59 pm

check my profile.. sign the guestbook.. dont expect updates anytime soon.. im just too busy..

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:: 2005 4 January :: 6.22 pm

guys guess what!!! i was on tv today!!!!!!

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:: 2005 1 January :: 2.11 pm
:: Mood: not bad
:: Music: a song with a real long title by brand new

shes so cutee
julia [2:05 P.M.]: omgg guess wat
julia [2:06 P.M.]: ahhhhhhhhhhh
kris[2:06 P.M.]: what?
kris [2:06 P.M.]: ???
julia [2:06 P.M.]: tino is a yankeee!!
julia [2:06 P.M.]: lol i can die happy

WELCOME BACK TINO!!!!

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:: 2004 31 December :: 4.13 pm
:: Mood: tiredd nd grumpy
:: Music: i dont have time for music

i know.. updates were promised.. im just so frickin tired.. i dunno what to do with myself i still havent gotten back all the sleep i lost from school.. im so pissy its driving me crazy im about to blow up at my parents im biting my tongue so much lately im sick of it.. i havent been online at all this week.. once for 5 minutes at MJs, but thats it.. i need to go start my hw.. yes, start it.. ive done nothing.. cuz i wanna go out with erin tonight..

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:: 2004 25 December :: 12.08 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: 99 Problems/One Step Closer.. ooh yeahh i got collision courseeee lol

omggggg MaryJo gave me a real, note the word REAL louis vuitton wristlet..(sp?) omgggggg i was like shizzzzzleeeeeee i said omggg MJ thank youuuuuuUU!!!! lmaoo i was soo frickinn happy i was like shitttt

molly got 4 coach bags, a mini ipod, and a bike
coco got some really expensive art thing, a prada bag, nd i didnt get to hear the rest they left for 12:00 mass

my shirt is wrinkled.. i thought i'd let you know..

i need to call kaitlyn ndd wish her a merry christmas ndd bring her her gift..

happy kwanzaa.. when is kwanzaa by the way? i really dont know..

julia's monkeeeeeeey's name is Jim lmaooo

alright i am going now.. soo long!!!

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