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2004 19 December :: 9.14 pm
ok so now I feel kinda bad for being so mean to nate and freaking out about the whole thing but that did make me mad that he would do that but then he showed up at my house with a dozen roses and the sweetest card with a long poem/note in it and it made me cry. uhh I love my boyfriend he is so damn sweet even though sometimes he can piss me off. ehhh what a doll. :) He just makes me so happy!!
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2004 19 December :: 5.57 pm
UHHH GUYS ARE SO FUCKING STUPID. I HATE THEM. oh its me and nates one month and that stupid fuck is hanging out with his friends when we planed on hanging out today. uhh and then he is upset that iam mad uh FUCK YOU.
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2004 18 December :: 6.24 pm
So last night was a really good night. Me and Jess went to Josh's house for a little while. Ryan is home for break so I got to see him too! Then I went over to nates and we hung out all night. Then I came home and me and Jess layed in my bed and talked and told some great stories;) till about 2 in the morning then woke up at 8:30 and talked for about 2 more hours. It was just prolly one of the best days I have had in a long time. And this morning I wont $3 haha!! I love you Jess!!
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2004 9 December :: 8.27 pm
I swear my life has become babysitting and homework. I just got done doing 2 and a half hours of homework. That was great! Uh last week I babysat 16 hours and then on today and tuesday of this week and then on saturday this weekend. I am so glad I dont have to babysit on friday anymore cause I am not wasting a whole nother weekend on that. uh this week I am just so frustrated and upset. I am getting mad at everyone and I mean everyone and I feel bad for taking it out on some people. uhhh I need to have a good weekend I really do. And not to mention that I am slacking big time on getting christmas presents. uhhhh I suck.
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2004 8 December :: 8.25 pm
Uh today just fucking sucked so bad. I got a flat tire,saw an accident,got a detention for leaving class when one of my best friends was crying. And the only person I wanted to see today at all was nate and he wasnt at school and god I just needed a hug. But at least I got to see him later. Uhh I just wanted to cry today but I just wont let myself. uhhh none of that stuff is any big deal just right now well today its just not a good day. UH I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.
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2004 7 December :: 4.48 pm
uh I hate school and i cant wait for christmas break. uhhhhhh I am gonna go crazy
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2004 4 December :: 6.30 pm
Today has been really great so far. I hung out with nate for awhile before he had to go to the play. I love hanging out with him. He is just so damn cute and sweet and nice and such a gentlemen. He is not like any other guy I have ever been with. He makes me feel so special. But at 8 me and Jess have to go babysit till like 1 or later uhh great, but its ok cause we have babysat monday,wednesday,friday and then today so we will get paid alot today!! Well I dont have anything more to say but uhh I cant stop smilling :)
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2004 3 December :: 7.39 pm
Yesterday me, Jess and my mom went to the play, I thought it was really good and nate did a good job so I am happy with that. He was soooo cute!!!! Well life is going great right now. I have nate and Jess and oh they are both so great!! What would I do without them? I love you sis!! hehe ;)
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2004 28 November :: 8.10 pm
Thanksgiving break we really good.Definitely could have been longer though. Well I really dont have anything to write about but life is great right now. I love it!!
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2004 25 November :: 9.56 am
Its funny how you talk to someone and you are thinking to yourself I am glad that isnt me and that you dont have to be in a situation. Well I was put in a situation where I have to choose between two people. I dont wanna do it but I was put in a situation where I have to. I feel bad for anyone who ever has to do it cause it not easy. I know who I am going to pick that part was easy but now I have to let someone down and I just dont think I can do it. uhhh not cool.
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2004 21 November :: 9.16 pm
I am so happy!! He makes me feel so great. I haven't felt like this in so long, I was begining to think I would never feel like this again. ahhh I just love this feeling. I am so happy I cant stop smilling!!!!!!!
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2004 20 November :: 12.26 am
So nate finally asked me out today. yay!
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2004 16 November :: 9.45 pm
I dont think I can wait any longer. I am not gonna just keep wondering. I just wont do it. Not again.
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2004 15 November :: 4.06 pm
Over the weekend you made me so happy and I was just in a great mood because of you and you gave me hope and then today I lost all of those feeling and gave up all hope again...
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2004 14 November :: 5.47 pm
Went to cmu last night, ya lets just say it could have been better but was still fun. I can not wait to get out of high school and go to college. I am glad we went because I seriously needed to get away from cedar and everyone and all of drama. uhh sometimes I just cant take it anymore. But the whole time I was there I didnt think about anything and that was really nice and then I get home and the drama just comes right back. uhhh I am just so sick of all of this shit.
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