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:: 2004 27 March :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: itchy
:: Music: TFK- This is a call

A friendlt word of advice: if your eyes are itchy DO NOT scratch them...some weird gunk might form on them [[not pleasant]], Thank You :)
suuuuup? Today was groovy. me and the mom-ster went to The doctors...i have some inflamed chest thing, so i had to get some medi's. then we went to Pier One and Lenscrafters to get some contacts. Then we went and ate at this restraunt called Toucan Cafe. EAT THERE! its fantastic. Then we went to Talbots..what fun? lol then to the Oglethorpe for like 2 minutes and i got kind of sick feeling so we left. then we went to the tanning bed and video store. I got Under The Tusacan Sun which looks really neat, so im gonna watch that tonight if im not too tired. Then i got this awesome purse from some little store by the tanning bed. It has a Georgia Southern Eagle logo on it, and it says GS. Im probably gonna get beat up for that...lol. Nurse Laurie is going to refuse to let me in her office too, haha. and around 6:30 me and mom went to see Scooby Doo 2! i thought it was GNARLY but then again im a big dork...and i have a huge crush on Shaggy [[Matthew Lillard]] :-] And then on the way home my mom got me a hot fudge sundae...i havent had one in a year! and now im home. i think my eyes are going to fall out of my head...they itch so bad and there is like a thin film on the inner corner...not to be gross, but seriously dont stratch your eyes if the itch get some gosh darn Visene or Clear Eyes. O and also i heard Rawkfist a bunch on Air One and it was number 10 on the countdown...i was so stoked. Tuesday im going to see Jars Of Clay in concert!! waahhhh!!! im so excited. My mom got me a duck pillow from Peir One today and i named him Sheckler after Ryan Sheckler...hah. he rocks really hard core. And i talked to me dad yesterday...and i let him take my Special Veggie Tales pillow that i have trouble sleeping w/out cause im a loser...and he said that you could barely read it cause its so dirty...yuck. but at least he has some comfort since hes out in the middle of the hot desert in Cali. Wish i was there...just to be in Cali is my ultimate dream. WOO one more week then Spring Break!! waahahaha! im so stoked. ill probably lay out all day and sleep in till 1 everyday...sounds good, eh? well im gonna run. Peace and Love in Christ.

<333 Liz

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:: 2004 26 March :: 8.37 pm

1) Ever been so drunk you blacked out? Nope.

2) Missed school because it was raining? rroooiigghhttt
3) Put a body part on fire for amusement? umm all the time...who doesnt?
4) Been hurt emotionally? yes sir ee

5) Kept a secret from everyone? yeah, ut eventually i folded

7) Wanted to hook up with a friend? still do..

8) Had a crush on a teacher? Mr. Valentine...hah

9) Ever thought an animated character was hot? Ya, the guy off of Brace Face, and Sheen from Jimmy Neutron

FAVORITES------------------


Shampoo: Pantene Pro-V

Summer/Winter: Summer

Lace or satin: Satin...Lace is just plain weird

Fave cartoon Characters: The whole gang from South Park, Sheen from J.N., Plankton from SBSP...

Fave Food: Cereal

Fave Ice Cream: Banana Split

-----------------RIGHT NOW------------------


Wearing: plaid shorts, John Mayer shirt

Hair is: in a messy bun...i spose'

Eating: nothing


Drinking: nothing


Thinking about: how itchy my eyes are...and how i need to get off the computer and watch some JN

Listening to: Jimmy Neutron

Feel like screaming? BINGO!

Want to sleep? sort of
------------------THE LAST 24 HRS------------------


Cried: Yep...I am Mrs. Sensitivity

Worn a skirt: nope


Met someone new: Nope

Cleaned your room: Yeah...i just did
drove a car: nuh uh

--------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------


Yourself: Alot of the time

Your friends: of course

Santa Claus: not anymore...but i still do all the stuff little kids do...[[make a list, make "him" cookies]]...

Tooth Fairy: Yeah...shes a cheapskate too


Destiny/Fate: Yes...though I have not yet to experience either


Angels, ghosts, spirits, afterlife, devils: Im unsure of those...i never really thought about it
-----------RIGHT NOW---------------------------


Worst Feeling: having your heart stomped on

Best feeling: laughing your butt of with friends till you cry/pee your pants/fall over

Every loved someone & then lost them? that happens alot...guess its just the price you pay for being an Army Brat

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:: 2004 26 March :: 7.54 pm

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --


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:: 2004 26 March :: 7.22 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Thousand Foot Krutch- Small Town

Throw Up Your Rawkfist!
Hello My day was dreadful. As boring as staring at the ceiling for hours and hours. But anyways...something weird is going on with my lungs, when I breath deep it HURTS! WTF! I've had it before and it lasted for a long time, but it was hell. I really hope this doesnt last that long, cuz it sucks. This weekend is going to be so boring, I can tell already.
- - - - - * hmmmm, Well suprisingly there is no drama going around on my part, which is good. Hopefully it'll stay that way, but since some people cant take a hint...who knows. I wish it where wendsday, i need to go to church and see all the dope people. Me and Roberta just do crazy stunts, like trip on grass...haha. And scream YEAAHH!! at the top of our lungs while eating crusty, nasty cupcaked Nick tried to pawn off on us...son of a gun.

Dude...Mrs. Herndon was being such a bia-bia today! In busroom she made all the 6th graders sit on the 7th and 8th grade side...then she took away all these skateboards, including Chris's! what a jerk! I felt bad for him...cause he loves thats thing, and if she would have taken mine...god only knows what i would have said or done, haha. She looked like she was wearing a bright pink russet sack, hahahaha...haha..ha. Ahem...yeah so later skater.

YEAAHHH!!!!

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:: 2004 26 March :: 4.11 pm

 
 
 
 
 
 
Asexual reproduction is love.


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:: 2004 25 March :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: touched
:: Music: Thousand Foot Krutch- This is a call

Thanks for comin' shut the door..
Im so happy to know that I have people who truly care about me...for example: Roberta & Luke. Roberta kicks butt in every way-shape-and form. And Luke is really cool for caring about my problems. Anyways...
*Tonight I talked to Brittany for the 1st time in at least a week. Are conversation was like it always is...Great of course. Also I had a long chat with my mom. My mom is literally one of my best friends...I cant tell her evetything but I can tell her alot of stuff. And she gives me advice and is just cool sometimes. I told her that we should go see the Scooby Doo movie tomorrow..I know it made her day, haha. We havent done anything since I was born, haha. How about I took a tampon apart [[non-used]] and I took the string out and put it around my wrist...how weird I can be. Oh and hey guess what...Dilly is my new boyfriend..*wink* Wellll....lets see now...
TGTF! phheewww! I need a good long weekend of doing nothing...lol. Anyhoo im gonna run...WORD.

YEAAAHHH!!!!!

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:: 2004 25 March :: 5.04 pm

This Song is my new favorite song...its so powerful and awesome

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong
But she still sleeps with the light on
And she acts like it's all right on, as she smiles again
And her mother lies there sick with cancer
And her friends don't understand her
She's a question without answers
Who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she's so much more than worthless
She needs to find a purpose,
She wonders what she did to deserve this

CHORUS
She's calling out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you
And I'm losing all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about

And he tells everyone a story,
Cause he thinks his life is boring
And he fights so you won't ignore him,
Cause that's his biggest fear
And he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it
And he loves but he's scared to use it
So he hides behind the music
Cause he likes it that way
And he knows, he's so much more than worthless
He needs to find the surface
Cause he's starting to get nervous

CHORUS

Have you ever felt this way before
Cause I don't wanna hide here anymore
Take me to a place where nothing's wrong
And thanks for coming, shut the door
And they say some one out there sees us,
Well if you're real, then save me Jesus
Cause I've been this way for far too long
I wasn't meant to feel alone

CHORUS

Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about

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:: 2004 24 March :: 2.06 pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: Dashboard Confessionals- Jamie

Its all just so...BLAH!
Sup? I got to come home early today, on-a-count-a i gotta go to the dentist. School was so boring today though. I have church tonight! HOORAY! and...im getting baptised so all of you should come and see, its at the 9:45 service and RH First Baptist...so come. Im really starting to get annoyed with a friend of mine. The thing is they will say one thing, and then do the complete opposite. Imj not the only one who sees it either, so at least i know im not just being pet-peevish....

Today at lunch I just exploded. Okay, well I never eat lunch, just because im either not hungry, will eat when i get home, or dont want what i have. And the people i sit with [[Cara and Brittany]] ask me everyday why im not eating, and i tell the, the same answer today. So today they where like "Why dont you ever eat!" and i was like "WHY DO YOU ASK ME THE SAME THING EVERYDAY!?" and they where like "b.c you never eat" and i was like "well you guys arent with me when i get home, so you dont know what i eat..." and Cara starts saying "your going to make yourself fat by not eating" and i blew up! i was like "UHG SHUT UP!!! YOU GUYS NEED TO mIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, AND QUIT QORRYING ABOUT MY LIFE AND CONCENTRATE ON YOURS!"...because i mean its just so annoying to have to answer a question you answer everyday to the same effing people! I cant wait till summer, because im so fed up with alot of people in my class, and i just cant take it anymore. I need a break. TGFSB.

Its been so nice not having my dad around! i know i sound like such a horrible person, but i dont have to constantly worry about what he is going to think, and have to hear him nag me 24/7. ahhh. Well im out.

Word. and in the words of Lil John, YEAAAHHH!!!!

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:: 2004 23 March :: 4.33 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Usher, Luda, Lil John "YEAH"

YEAAHH!!!....OKAAAAY!
School is a *bleep*. I hate it with a passion so deep. Today me and Daniel Hayes got in an argument and he called me a bitch. I mean i dont even remmeber what i said to him to make him be so freaking harsh but obviously i said somethin. Oh yeah! i remember, i said i didnt like Brittany Saulburg and he was like "shes sweet". and we all have different opinions so i dont see why he had to get such a bad attitude. Well he hates this kid Morgan, who i've known since 3rd grade and i think is cool. and i was like "Hey, im dan and i hate morgan" and he was like so what...and i said that he always wants to fight him, and he said "because i could" and i said it was gay, because it is. So he started calling me all these names and stuff, and it hurt my feelins yeah...but i tried to forget about it. But he needs to control his mood swings. Cause im sick of his ass. and he called me a brainwashed christian, what an asshole. he thinks he is so anti-religious...well i guess i wouldnt want to see him in Heaven either...so it suits him, asshole.

anyways...i need to clean my room cause its a mess! and this weekend im painting my bathroom. Im gonna paint it either, blue, yellow, or any other hawaiian colors. I decided i want a tropical bathroom, haha. well as for now, im gone...gonan go watch some Gothika...aiiight nikka!

Peace, and Word

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:: 2004 22 March :: 6.00 pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Unwritten Law "Seein Red"

70% water 30% rawness
So let me tell you about my day from the begginging, But Let me also warn you...there is a possibilty you may die of boredome. Anways, here i go.

Well I wake up this morning and yadda yadda. I get to bus room and about half way through, Casey Jenkins gives me a hug. I think she thinks i want to be her friend again, but im still in this point where im unsure. So i guess i have to avoid her...:-/ as wrong as it is.

Mrs. Yorks class was boring, as always. Except i was really happy to see these people: Dylan, Berta, and Amy! They make me laugh.

Mrs. B's class was short and sweet, nuff said.

Mrs. Phillips was okay. Despite the fact Ricky choked me, slobbered all over my jacket, tried to rub my back, and sang the gayest song from that Teddy Bear Workshop commercial, haha. Then at lunch we were kidding around with these kids Josh, Tim, and Johnathan. It was so funny. Amy slapped my arm SO hard! there was a hand print on it. but id dint care, cause it was awesome! Then George in 7th grade gave ne this evil look of death cause i said hey to Tim...smells like jealousy....JUST KIDDING, No one in their right mind would be jealous over me. I know its monday and everything, but im trying to make some plans...I REALLY want to hang out with my cousin, so who knows...well leave a comment and like Bert said "not a bitch faggot one" haha. Later Skaters.

Word.

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:: 2004 21 March :: 9.53 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: What women want in the background

Boys are cheats and liars...you know the rest
I hate guys who just think they can go out with a girl for a week and then break their heart. anyways...i'm not to happy bout goin back 2 school tomorrow. school bites the big one! Especially Mrs. York. But today was good, I got this really funny shirt. Okay well there is a place called Carlsbad, California...well i got a shirt that says "Carlsbad...i should know i dated him" on the back, haha. and i got the coolest HIC shirt. K8 told Lindsey that HIC meant High On Christ! haha it was funny. But anyhoo i g2 run...leave a message BIATCH!

WORD.

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:: 2004 21 March :: 8.50 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Auhtority Zero- La Surf

So So Sleepy
Wow i dont really feel like talking about my weekend since im so tired, but i wanted to sa Hey. Hey. Bye.

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:: 2004 18 March :: 2.00 pm
:: Mood: ashamed
:: Music: J.L.H.- Barenaked

Im a BAD person....tisk tisk for me.
Wow, i stayed home [[again]]. This is the last time. I felt like shiznads this morning, so i didnt get up. Mom said i was gonna go at 11:00 but i said no, and busted out crying. Im such a wimp. But i do feel crappy. Im still going to the Banquet at church. I dont care what she says, i have to go. anyways, i watched Grind like 3 times and ate some English Muffins, haha. And then...umm..i just gathered up all the clothes on my floor and threw um in the washing machine cause im to lazy to fold them. I also read alot of this book called "A Face In Every Window". And for those of you that know me well, you know im not a big reader...but its actually pretty good. me and my mom where talking last night and i asked if i could get a new board, she was like "i dont want you breaking your ankle again, or your neck" and i was like "Mom! i have to take chances and i love skating! if i break something then oh well, at least i have some battle wounds!" and she was like, okay you can get a new one, since my dumn dad threw mine out! i was mad, but that board was thrashed so its all good. The catch is i have to pay for alot of it, i have to buy the wheels and trucks. But i think she'll probably get the deck for me. Its pretty cool though, now i can go skate with this guy in my neighborhood, Steven. i met him last year when i went to The Bottoms, and he was so cool to talk to. Well he ended up moving to the Lovely Teal Lake! so i just gotta try and get him to skate with me. yay! anyways...im so excited about Extreme Weekend! i cant believe its a freaking day away, i mean thats crazy. Amelia and i are going to be molesting the band, Amelia gets the drummer i get the guitarist, haha. and Sunday Katie is getting baptised! im so happy for her. well i guess i outta go clean or whatever...yeah so leave me a comment, but dont make it harsh or ill have to bussa cap, mm hmm!
WORD.

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:: 2004 17 March :: 5.56 pm
:: Mood: My tummy hurts
:: Music: Hot Action Cop- goin down on it

Ya wanna mail a letter, ya gotta lick the stamp.
yo yo yo. Today was umm gay to say the least. I woke up at around 11. then i went to lunch at Shintos with my mom, and then me and Ashley went to Kroger and she forgot her PIN number, so we had to call my mom to get it! what a moron. Then i came home and worked out for a while, and im about to clean, study for a quiz and test tomorrow, then watch Grind. But let me tell you about last night....

Well last night we had church, because alot of ppl where probably going to th parade today, so we had it on a tuesday. I got there and Amelia greeted me with a huge hug. Katie runs and jumps on me and so does Lauren, lol. I looked all over for Roberta but she wasnt there!! GRRR! I wanted to see her so bad! So i hung out with Amelia, and we asked Grant if he knew Stan, he didnt...hmmm. And instead of seperate youth groups the highschool and middle school had a big youth group. Mr. Huey taught us some new songs, and me and Amelia where singing them SO loud. Me and Katie where crackin jokes and i bout peed the pants, and Mr. Huey got mad, hahaha. Lasts night lesson was really touching. It was basically about what kid of Christian you are. And there were 3 chairs. I decided i was in chair 1 but went to chair 2 sometimes, and my goal is to spend less time there and more in chair 1! if you dont get that, dont worry about it. We didnt play any games or do any of the normal stuff, cause his service was pretty long. but it was good. Im so excited for D-now. Its going to be amazing. I really hope i can change myself during this experience. Im just praying God touches me and changes me. Well im going to go do my thing now...

Mucho Love!

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:: 2004 14 March :: 1.04 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Finch- Letters To You

Can't you see that I wanna be, there with open arms?
Hey Guys, i started a new journal. it's at www.livejournal.com/users/relient_k_kid
you should check it out, its pretty cool. although i don't have music or anything, somehow its still pretty neat. but i think ill keep this journal updated too, since people like it and i like it so yeah. ill just have two. anyways, tonight [[well really 4:30]] my entire family is going to eat at Lady and Sons. i'm so happy because my cousin is going to be there and i havent seen her in god knows how long, so its gonna be great. but the thing that sucks is that its sunday...and school sucks. wendsday is going to blow, i dont have anything to do. oh well, guess i can sit around like a hobo. or skateboard, those or my two options. i think ill do both. i heard a really good song today its called "the still in love song" buy the Stills. yeah you should hear it. anyways im going, bye

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