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2008 5 February :: 8.30pm
i am trying to be cheerfull.
i spoke to gilder last night and he was like "tomorrow youre not allowed to be grumpy or cross" so i wasnt.
i had a really nice day. i went shopping,and then dempseys and then subway and now whe have a guitar hero party downstairs which ima join in a sec.
tomorrow i have my hair and makeover appointment and photos.im kinda excited. i think i need tidying up after 3 years of not bothering. maybe pampering will do me some good too.
then i have work.
and im working again on thusrday and then off to sophies for a weekend "on the lash" in manchester with kimmy and kirstie too. :D
im really excited. i think i need to get away and enjoy myself and just not care what people think.
this isnt going to get better if i dont try, so im going to give it my very best shot.
i am resolved.
by tomorrow night i will have a new "look" and ill sort my warderobe out and throw out everything i dont like anymore or stuff thats got old and tatty and buy new.
i want to feel good about myself, and i wont if i dont look nice.
im going to try harder with my appearance and i might get my lip pierced on monday. ive always wanted it done but i couldnt because tony had a ring in his and i wanted a stud so we wouldve been stuck together.
im even going to get a job!
because my weekends are free now.
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2008 5 February :: 1.31am
i am single.
after 3 years.
i thought that this would be forever but it wasnt.now i am unwanted and unloved.
everything else has been so bad for so long that i just didnt see my relationship crashing down around my ears.
and now its gone.
my best friend is gone.
and now i am alone. in the wrong country.
and i wish i wasnt here anymore.
i think this hurts me alot because of the timing. i really need someone right now,and no-one is here. the only person who could have helped me has gone.
and wont be coming back.
this is very surreal.
i cant understand it. im just hurt and sad and lots of other things. i think i have spent the last 4 months being sad. i have spent all day crying. and now i feel quite sick.
and alone.
i dont know why i bother with relationships. they just end up getting everyone involved hurt. and making a mess of your friendships.
i wish i could wake up and everything was normal again, but its not,and it will never be.
i cant cope with all this.
not now.
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2008 16 January :: 12.46am
im at my england home.
it was my granny mac's funeral today.
pretty surreal really. im not sure it hit home atall untill today.
the church service was really sweet - personal and well thoughtout, there were acouple of hitches - my cousin was late coz she got stuck in cambridge and missed the entire service- but she was supposed to do the 1st reading, the out of key organist etc.
if im honest, i think it was the "nicest" funeral ive ever been to-if you can say such a thing.
the priest was a decent and entertaining guy,the readings were personal, the church was full (people came from liverpool-and australia).
it makes you think how well loved and respected she was,and still is.
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2008 13 January :: 11.53pm
hmm..in bed..its almost midnight so im doing better than usual- an early sunday night!
we had a guitar hero 3 tournament and people came over (well,really just jay,fudge,charlene and dai) and we had a laugh and ordered like £70 worth of pizza. took lots of photos- and everyone went home by 10:30
probably because were all on the same course so we all had a 9:00 start tomorrow- but thats really not the point.
i dunno,it was just nice to have people over and have a laugh i guess i kind of miss it when our house isnt full of people who dont live here..i like the mixture and the ideas.
we will probably do the same thing again next week
i hope so.
:)
the people who live nextdoor must hate us- jess's speakers are still in the front room from the party on monday so we ran the playstation through them - theyre HUGE it was pretty cool except when we messed up.
which we did alot.
and the other dai (metal dai not charlenes boyfriend) lent us his guitar hero so we could play against eachother too
:)
i guess im just glad this week ha been ok because the one starting in like 1 min (its really 11:59) is going to suck arse.
im going to my lectures on monday -the 1st two- and then physio at the hospital and then im going home- england home not wales home.
it will be nice in an odd way.
the funeral is on tuesday so im going to take wednesday to get my head straight and come back on thursday- then sarah will teach me electronics and ill write my mit cercs for monday-and i wont miss all my super important lectures on friday.
i spent the weekend at tonys in swansea, that was cool- its nice when you dont have to do anything and no-one cares if you dont get out of bed- if i did that here i get my door hammered down or people would want stuff all the time-i love my housemates but this week ive just wanted to get away. although theyve done a good job of keeping me together
cheers guys
nee (tony) took me out for dinner too- only pizza hut, but the thought counts and he was really sweet.
i love you nee
even though you never update or read my stuff!!
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2008 9 January :: 11.18pm
watching a TV programme about pelican bay prison in america..not exciting.. but its TV. how ive missed it.
ive done half my assignemnet now and done lots of looking on ebay.
i spent almost all day today looking for clothes for the funeral- i found some awesome trousers in topshop but the size was funny so i couldnt get them to fit. i dont have any decent trousers.so ill have to go and look again tomorrow.
i also got some black shoes because as far as i remember the only pair i have i wore for school. 4 years ago. so theyre probably not very grown up. or funeral appropriate.
and i have no idea what tops are appropriate for catholic churches. :S
i invited my cousin to come and stay on monday night so she doesnt have to rely on the trains to get the the funeral on tuesday on time..didnt tell my parents yet..
its all abit of a mess really.
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2008 8 January :: 2.06am
its 2:06am
on a monday night.
i am wishing the party would leave.
sarah (my housemate) and our mate steph had a joint 22nd and 20th (respectively) party and it started at 8pm.
i dunno.
im tired now and most ppl have gone home already-its just a bunch of stephs mates that wont leave- the went home to get more CDs when everyone else just went home.
i dunno..i guess im just annoyed coz its really loud and its awfull.
i feel a bit sorry for the people who live nextdoor.
i hope they dont have early lectures.
on the other hand- untill they decided not to leave and to piss off our long suffering neighbours even more than we do on our own- it was a damn good party- lots of people, good music, booze, drinking games, sparklers etc.
a good laugh.
i had a brilliant night.
just its morning now and i have lectures.
its bedtime :(
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2008 2 January :: 11.57am
argh..its been ages
ive been at my england home (as opposed to my wales home) for christmas -since the 14th december- and ive only just managed to steal an internet connection to use with my laptop.
its been a pretty shitty christmas really- i mean,its been lovely seeing my friends and going to their houses and to the pub and sale shopping and its been awesome to see my sister again and help her sort out her house and stuff for next year.
its also been great seeing my family and tonys family and just having time to mess around and sleep in late.
i have also been doing my museum job.
how i have missed it!
:(
and now i dont have another shift their till the easter holidays! lol ah well i guess i must be quite good at my job if the want to take me back on all the time.
its just been bad because my nans been really ill. we honestly didnt think she would make it to christmas day-which put a dampener on everything. we had a phone call from the hospital on christmas eve asking if she was to be resuscitated if it came to it -so i guess that put us all out of the festive mood a bit.
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2007 12 December :: 12.24pm
yesterday was a day of gigging.
i gigged in chapter-i had to walk to cowbridge :( its an hour either way or like 20 min in the car. stupid not being able to drive.
that was fairly sucessfull..i learned alot about radio mics and dram and lighting and a bit about screen projection.
i also got asked to be the band engineer for the graceland band (thats the 16 pice elvisy one) and for fire down below (im alsot their PR manager too coz im getting them a photographer etc) but that does mean ill get paid for my work.
johnny also said he'll have more work for me after christmas :)
its just as well i need the money and the experiance.
i am thinking bout giving violin tuition..tony says it wont work so now i want to prove him wrong! lol
then i sorted the gig stuff for our society gig in rumpoles- i have to take that back later- loaded it all into caras van and left them to it.
i got back to mine and theyre like "the leads dont work -you need a converter" so i walked to rumpoles and forced sion to drive me to cowbrige (he had no idea where we were going atall and i confused him with my amazing directive skills).
got the converters and got back to the gig as doors opened.
the bands were damn good- steph did a new set -tho i heard it at the hospital the night before but it as still nice! screaming eagle brough half of swansea with them and the stop motion me were amazing.
:)
i would like to see them again in a capacity where the PA is not my responsibility.
the bloke who runs rumpoles had an interesting proposition for me with regards to bands and spaces- hes got 2 venues and he wants them both to have bands 5 mights a week O_o.
one gig every 2 weeks is enough hastle to fit in with uni and nee and work and going out and stuff.
still..i recon that if we do something every tuesday and sams hav like a thursday or something then thats 2 nights with an almost guaranteed audience.
should really see if bands want to book it themselves-hes was like "just et people put things on-they can charge o the door and w dont want a cut or a hire fee" so thats awesome.
he asked me to be on his live music committy whcih i will obviously do.
i think this is partly because im helping run the society (and i helped set the damn thing up) partly because i brougt the PA and partly because i know one of their staff.
however you look at it tho its quite an honour.
and i know charlene ad emma will take it over and it wont be anything to do with me by the end-as that how all thigs pan out. but i was asked forst. and im happy with that as my achivement for a tuesday night.
im having my cast off today
:)
its written all over and if it doesnt smell too awfull ill keep it.
i cant wait to have a proper wash :) hazzah!!
and i start physio so i dunno when ill be driving again..
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2007 10 December :: 11.37am
chicken dippers are the best sandwich filling ever.
now you know.
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2007 9 December :: 10.47pm
ok,i guess i have alot to talk about..ill start with thursday:
i went to the drs and she didnt care about my wrist but she did refer me for physio and something to do with bones in february.just to make me go away. then i tried to register with the surgery and they were like "no more students".
so i spent the faternoon trying to get a surgery to accept me,walking round cardiff in the pouring rain. eventually one did. so i got an appoint ment for monday.
then stephs mum came over to look at it coz steph was worried i should be driving- and she was right-her mum (whos a nurse) was like go to A&E and demand an xray.
so thats what i did on friday. i spent 5 hours in hospital and had 6 xrays and still no-one knows whats wring si its in a cast.
i start physio on wednesday.
ray and tony came and stayed on friday night and we went out for dinner and watched a film and just messed around- we had ment to go and see the golden compass coz it looks amazing but rays train got delayed so we missed the late showing.
saturday we shopped in the pouring rain (welcome to wales!) and i had to wear a tesco bag on my cast. classy.
then we went outdoor ice skating at winterwonderland.
then we went to gordons houseparty which was a proper laugh.
and now it is sunday night.
im sort of writing electronics and sort of on msn.
tomorrow i have a meeting with the police about the stupid police officer and his misconduce over the handelling of the writing off of my car. i will let yoyu know how that goes a i am cross about it still.
i also hav a DRs appointment.
and a christmas party to attend.
buisy buisy buisy.
this whole week is crazy.
this cast make it hard to type.
:(
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2007 6 December :: 2.15pm
doctors soon.
:S
cant remember what time. i will go at 3 and wait nicely. ur supposed 2 go early anyway.
im torn between being nervous and releived.
so many people to phone when i get back and so much resting on this.
it sucks arse.
fingers crossed i can keep my job, keep my place at uni (coz if i cant play an instrument i cant complete my modules..especially the performance one.) and drive home for christmas.
or ill have to sit here in cardiff all alone.
cup of tea time.
i will write about todays drama/disaster when i get back.
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2007 4 December :: 4.18pm
today was pretty good tho now im tired and quite grumpy.
actually im grumpy because beca wants the drying up rack kept clear of anything expecp perhaps her things? her bisi for this argument is that she broke my mug and it cut her so its all my fault and i should tidy my things off the dryer. the baisfor me not doing is is that its not my fault if shes a clumsy idiot. ass ide from which ses never here and NEVER washes her dishes anyway. rant over.
oh,and the pest control ppl arent here- the council arent coming because the landlord didnt drop the money off last night. suprise suprise. so CPS homes have sent their own delightfull pest control ppl who again,suprise suprise, arent here..tey said theyd be here by 4, and its 4:20 now.
although on a more happy note today we had a lecture by tony platt- the world famous producer man whos worked with everyone from bob marly to iron maiden.
he was a very nice man.
i wanted a photo of him but my phone camera wasnt good enough and paul didnt have his big camera- he forgot it.
still,it was a very interesting afternoon.
followed closely by christmas shopping.
and now waiting for the mouse man.
maybe live music society later..maybe not..no-one can contact charlene
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2007 3 December :: 12.55pm
hmm..today is eventfull already!
the man came to take the floor up to get rid of the mice (our infestation-i wouldnt mind if it was just afew but this is getting disgusting!) even tough the city council are coming to do it tomorrow..and the man came to fix the bath!
woo!
tho it wont be finished till friday. it needs new taps.
so i cant have a shower till after 6pm tonight..i a yuck. my hair is so greasy its adheared to my face..eucgh..i am a dirty greebo! lol
beca has stolen jess's shoes and locked herself in her room..so jess is shouting at her..it entertains me.
im going to go and see if i can get a doctors appointment for my wrist in a bit and then ill tidy my room up and maybe pack some stuff for over christmas and start my electronics and studio mixdown write ups..maybe write about the ear if i can get the assignment sheets..i dunno..i guess i need to do some more work really. especially since it will save me a drama when i come back from christmas.
*pretends to be organised*
hmm..i guess i ought to see if charlene wants me to do anything for the gig next week too so its out of the way..and maybe ill ask her about our mixdown meeting so we can atleast decide what were supposed to be doing.
O_o
argh..its all so much effort.
yeah,i think thats about it really for today,i doubt anything dramatic will happen althoygh now ive said that it probably will.
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2007 2 December :: 10.22am
i wouldve updated yesterday but i didnt get in till thismorning so ull have to live with it!!
i had work last night doing sound engineering :) and i was the engineer..i thought it went pretty well concidering the size of the place and the audience ! i was so nervious!!
lol
and i had to go all the way to barry island,i want to go there in sthe summer to the pleasure beach and the funfair!! woo!! im sure i can persuade someoen to coe with me..its pretty but it was horrible yesterday the wind was blowing mt car all over and the rain was enormous-and then it turned into enormous hail. and then it thundered and there was lightening-thankfully that decided to go out to sea.
:)
tho we had flickery lights and an increaed in ppl asking for RCB trip. lol.
i got back at 2, talked to jess, the got phoned by steph who was a dribbing mess and made everyone "talk to laura" before i could go to bed and then beca and fudge came home and woke everyone up by shouting!!
then to top it al my wrist was doing weird stuff and kept waking me up.
possibly its still not right. just a guess..and swollen now too :(
steph is telling me about her parents and how their marriage is all gone wrong- her mum is sad and on the phone.
im glad my parents are still together.
i couldnt imagine it any other way tbh!
today we are going to mcarthur glen shopping centre in brigend..or maybe newport..i have no idea we get to go on the m4 and jess had to direct. thats the long amd short of it.
tho im not sure ill be able to change gear...1st all the way to wherever were going..
shopping will be nice tho.
im sure i deserve something new..not sure why..
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2007 1 December :: 1.35am
hmm..1:35 am or there abouts. my eyes hurt. its bed time i thinks.
i have work tomorrow..possibly-i cant get hold of my boss-he left a note under my car windscreen wiper about his phone going wrong and giving me a number to call asap but i couldnt get an answer.
i havent moved my car for a while so im not sure how long it was there- beca said she saw it but never bothered to tell me.
helpfull.
im not much use for work with a fucked up wrist anyway. ill try and contact him tomorrow.im not sure what else to do really.
we resigned for our house today..hopefully everything will be sortd out. the landlord is coming on monday and the council are coming on tuesday to treat the mice.
then someone is coming to prevenat the bath coming through the celing.
awesome stuff.
i think thats it really for today..nothing exciting has happened for a change.
i would like to go to bed but all i can hear is jess watching lee evans-see its so loud i can even tell what it is! grrr. then she complains that the neighbours talk loudly. if i was her neighbour i would come round and stb her or something. she is so inconciderate with the levels of her computer/decks/tv/music/keyboard and its till like 4am when she goes to bed.
bah.
ill go shout now.
*grumpy*
oh,and we made pancakes with chocolate sauce. me sarah beca and fudge. it was sooo good. i want pancakes for tea every day from now on. i dont care if i get really really fat!
:)
well,i might care a bit.
eventually.
haha..just thought i should point out for anyone who reads this and doesnt know me- my car is way more obvious than my house-i live in a suburb of cardiff made up entirely of terraced houses that are all identical. and its a bit of a rough are so people dont really go wandering around aimlessly- my car however is really really obvious(i like to think of it as "vintage"); hence my boss finding it easier to locate my car (parked 2 streets away from my house) than my front door.
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2007 29 November :: 2.43pm
hmm..we are resigning for our house at 1pm tomorrow- i willlt you know how it goes.
:S
tho i am getting either beca or jess's room next year
woop
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2007 29 November :: 12.33pm
1. Do you smoke weed regulary?
nope
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
yeah..my hedgehogface :)
3. Who was the last persons house you went to?
hmm..tonys maybe? or stephs?
4. Miss someone?
my didcot people. and nee
5. How's your ex doing?
dunno to be honest. i saw him at reading wearing a hat covered in quavers.
6. Is there someone you want to fight?
haha no not really
7. Do you like someone right now?
yusss.and hes all mine. :)
8. Song playin?
angelica
9. What are you doing tomorrow?
ensemble studies witha fucked up wrist. nice.
11. What's annoying you right now?
this assoignment. i just dont get electronics
12. Do you want to go back to school?
no thankyou
13. Have you ever watched a movie drunk?
yes. i think..
14. What are you doing tonight?
woodville with jen.shes wearing her cheerleding outfit. electronics.
15. Who did you ride in a car with last besides your family?
drunk people. assorted.
17. What socks do you have on?
ones with holes
18. What color is the shirt you are wearing?
black and red spillers records one
19. What will you do Sunday?
see tony
20. Last person to call you?
steph
21. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
i have a burn on my face..and work related injurys
22. What were you doing at noon today?
electronics
23. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
an hour or so. i have to find everything
24. Have you been outside of the U.S.?
i live outside the US
25. The last text you received on your cell was from?
jen last night..or stephs photo of her n sarah drunk.
26. Last show you watched?
qi on youtube
27. Who do you miss?
everyone
28. Do you wish at 11:11?
nope
29. Do you wear any jewelry?
nah not really just piercings and watch
30. Last person you hugged?
tony
31.The last time and place you went to?
ummm uni, and the shops
32. Who/What made you angry today?
do u want a list?
33. Do you sing in the shower?
i do
34. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
tont on his bass guitar. O_o
36. When did you first start noticing the opposite sex?
quiet a while ago lol
37. First thing you notice in the opposite sex, upon first meeting them?
eyes and how short they make me feel
38. Where is your sister right now?
gosport i hope
39. Last place you kissed someone?
bodilly or geographically?
40. Name five things you did today?
shopped
did coursework
went to uni
showered
read my sound book
41. Last person you text messaged?
beca
43. What are you listening to?
jack off jill and pauls bass through the floor
44. Eye Color?
greeny grey orange
45. Has anyone told you they're in love with you?
yup
46. What color are your bedroom walls?
cream and mould coloured
47. Do you have a chair in your room?
yep i brought it in ikea and it wouldnt fit in jess's car
48. What should you be doing right now?
coursework
49. Do you get along with your parents?
yep
55. How many credit cards do you have?
none
56. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
yeah. i still would concider it
57. What is one thing you've learned about life?
nothig works out quite how it was planned. the more planned it is the more wrong it goes.
60. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
no thank god. i hate them
61. What do your cousins call you?
lau
62. What does you hair look like right now?
short and sticky out
64. Has anyone told you they like you more than a friend?
no.
65. What did you last eat?
cherry pie!
66. Jordans or Dunks?
eh?
68. What are you looking forward to?
ice skating :)
69. What's your biggest pet peeve?
dicky people
70. Do you have any tattoos?
nope
71. Any piercings?
a few
72. What do you want to be when you grow up?
taller
73. Obsessions?
my boyfriend
74. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
i would like it done
75. Have you ever been arrested?
nope,sadly
76. What are you afraid of?
spiders
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2007 28 November :: 10.39pm
haha..well,today was not atll eventfull.
i overselpt and missed preatty much all my lectures
i am supposed to be writing my electronics coursework coz its du in on friday and ive done 2 pages out of 14.
:S
im sure it will ge fine.
maybe.
studio tomorrow.
4 hours for a remix.
im sure it wont work but i guess i have to give it a go.
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2007 28 November :: 12.33am
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: none
for tony -posting out of obligation
its "00.33" and im writing this really for no good reason- other than i made tony have my invitation code so now i feel obliged to post something.
anything really!
lol
today has not been exciting- i missed a day of work (shadowing the sound engineer in a theatre!) to wait in for the letting agency to view the water dripping through our celing.
which they did.
and then went away.
so its still leaking.
and i got offered a moelling job thismorning which i have impolitely declined.
i wen to the live music society meeting thisevening and it was shambolic although i met jess from metros becaus she works in rumploes where the meeting was held- and were putting a gig on o the 11th december.
PA and bands sorted already
:)
although i know its not that simple really. we'll have yo see how it goes...
oh,and my wrist is poorly again. :(
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survey..stolen from tony..who stole it from kelsey..
Favorite_____
1. gum: minty!!..im a gum addict..ask anyone..
2. restaurant: hmm..not sure..
3. drink: AMT espresso milkshake!!
4. season: winter..coz sometimes it snows!!
5. type of weather: SNOW!!
6. emotion: that feeling that you get when someone tell you that they really care about you, and it doenst matter what you say, they wont change their mind
7. thing to do on a half day: mess around and waste it..just coz its a day you cant usually waste
8. late-night activity: sleep...
9. sport: im too lazy for sport..but i always wanted to be a cheerleader
10. city: London
11. store: rock around..or topshop..so difficult..
_______When was the last time you_______
12. cried: last month?
13. played a sport:lol..years ago..i spend all of secondry school avoiding that humiliation..
14. laughed: today
15. hugged someone: friday..eeugh..not something im gonna be repeating tho..
16. kissed someone:no comment..but ill be getting kissed on saturday..hopefully..
17. felt depressed: cant remember
18. felt overworked: NEVER!!
19. faked sick: lol..i dont think i ever have..im not a good enough actress
20. lied: i dont remember
_______What was the last_______
21. word you said: "fuck,ive lost my driving liscence"
22. thing you ate: i dont remember..it was last night
23. song you listened to: wendy clear
24. thing you drank: tea..im an addict
25. place you went to: my kitchen
26. movie you saw in the theatre: no idea..but im going 2 c sponge bob with tony
:)
27. movie you rented: no idea..possibly residant evil..wow..long long ago..
_______Who was the last person you_______
28. hugged: sophinda
29. cried over:guess.
30. kissed: damion
31. danced with: virtually;tony..in real life..either kirstie or sophie or sammie
32. shared a secret with: sammie..but it was a nice secret *manic grin*
33. had a sleepover with:uhh..i dont remember..but i haveing a 'sleepover' tonight..
34. called: soph
35. went to a movie with: uhh..damion?..no..i cant remember..but it was recently
36. saw: my sister..
37. were angry with: myself
38. cant take your eyes off: that would be telling
39. obsessed over: dont go there..it was pracatically stalking..lol..
_______Have you ever_______
40. danced in the rain: Yes
41. kissed someone: yep
42. done drugs: yes
43. drank alcohol: yep, lots
44. partied 'til the sun came up: yes,but only coz soph wouldnt let me sleep,and i had sophe,kirsie and milo (sophies dog) in my sleeping bag with me
45. had a movie marathon: years ago..anyone up for a movie marathon?
46. gone too far on a dare: no.well,not that i remember..or anyone else..so i guess thats fine..
47. spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes..at college..in the mac suite..on the spinny chair..i even got someone else 2 spin me!lol
48. taken a survey quite like this before: too often
_______My life_______
49. name: lau
50. gender: female..but apparently im 'almost a guy' -cheers pete.
51. birthday: 28/10/1987
52. relationship status: single/taken
53. nationality: according to my passport, im British
54. occupation: hazzard
_______Play_______
55. i'm feeling: hyper...wooo!!
56. i'm listening to: blink
57. i'm doing: this bloody survey and thinking
58. i'm talking to: pete and tony..amd rachel when she comes in to ask if she can borrow stuff
59. i'm craving: ravioli!!
60. i'm thinking of: no comment..:)
61. i'm hating: my hair..go back where ur supposed 2 be..grrrr
_______Love_______
62. love is: no such thing.
63. my first love: see above
64. my current love: sophinda..
65. love or lust: if love doesnt exist, does it only leave lust
66. best love song: hmm..tainted love.does that count?
67. is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: scientificaly,yes..you can love up to 3 people in different ways..but love is attraction based on the scent of your partners immune system..(you asked..now you know not to in future)
68. when love hurts, i: get over it.
_______Opposite sex_______
70. turn ons: great personality..perdyfull..
71. turn offs: nasty ppl..
72. do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?:nope, and they know that
73. what kinda hairstyle are you into?: hair doesnt bother me
74. what is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?: be there for you when they are needed the most
75. where do you go to meet new people?: i dont,new people find me
76. are you the type of person to HOLLa and ask for numbers?: erm, no.
_______Picky picky_______
77. dog or cat: dog!!..woo!!..ill name it flannel..and take it for walks..
78. short or long hair: on guys?..uhh..im not to bothered...but i do like long hair
79. sunshine or rain: both
80. hugs or kisses: definatly both
81. summer or winter:winter..snow..woo!!
82. written letters or e-mails: depends who its from and what it says
83. playstation or nintendo: i cant use either..i dont have enough co-ordination..
84. car or motorcycle: car
85. house party or club: house party
86. sing or dance: sing and dance
87. freak or slow dance: not bothered..it depends how drunk i am and who im with.
_______Lately_______
88. how are you today? hyper
89. what pants are you wearing right now?: expensive jeans
90. what shirt are you wearing right now? pink and white hooded one (the one i left @ sophs)
91. what does your hair look like at the moment: messy
92. what song are you listening to right now?:blink
93. how is the weather right now? its dark out, been rainy all day though
94. who was last person you talked to on the phone?: soph
95. last dream i can remember?: it involved sammie trying to get me to climb a crane..dont go there..i dont have normal dreams..
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2004 1 June :: 1.11pm
monday
went to london..to see the vivien westwood exhibition.
awesomeness.
i so want a mini crini
and if i am ever very ritch,i wish to own a vivien westwood corset,shoes,and a viven westwood ballgown-les femmes collection.
i also want some vivien westwood underwear-such as the corset.
:)
so so cool.
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2004 1 June :: 1.08pm
hmm..
*has lots to talk about*
ok on sunday it was kirsties birthday party-and it was awesomeness!
we all had 2 wear something older than ourselves..wich was cool.
we watched spirited away
:)
-it seems 2 b the official birthday thing 2 watch movies that are japanese-but its cool
and kirstie made these really cute ickle cakes-CUTEISM!!
and someone let sophinda have candles...
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2004 7 February :: 5.21am
hmmmm...
i went 2 c blink 182!!!
and they were awesom!!
sammie and i mangaed to 'break into' another seating area-closer 2 the front,than we were gonna try for standing (jumping the barrier) but we were stopped by security.
-lol
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2004 25 January :: 11.37am
QUOTE OF THE MONTH:
what game is that?
-womble on the computer defragmenting.
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2003 12 November :: 12.52pm
ok,one day i will learn to cut bread.
i have just dessecrated an entire half a loaf of bread-between attempting to saw my fingers off,i managed to sever the bread into either rather artistic shapes,or 'slices' strongly resemlant of a doorstop.
i also advise agains t weight watchses soups;they both look and taste like dish water (but than less than 5% fat!)
im going 2 brownies soon.
:/
the im going 2 sammies
:)
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2003 28 October :: 2.42am
~*ItS My bIrThDaY*~
ok,ive been up since 5:00 am.
im excited!
:)
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2003 20 June :: 5.32pm
my mother is now explaning to my dad what a brazilian is.
sometimes i worry about the sanity of my family.
a lot.
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