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:: 2004 1 April :: 8.14 am

It is the things we deem insignificant that are in fact the most. Calm your superficial mind and allow the inner voice to guide; infinity is bonded in you, but will never become realized until you stop talking and start listening.

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:: 2004 15 March :: 11.02 pm

this die we cast
on this sea of glass
is all but entropy
reflecting for eternity

or perhaps chaos it may be
to those who cannot see
or a calculated precision
to those posessing vision

but to theorize
is to lobotomize
and to criticize
is to demise

so you live you
and i'll live me

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:: 2003 12 November :: 10.17 pm

i grow weary
of all this dreary
drowing in my own echoes
putting out signals no one cares to return
I think its time to put this soapbox to rest

_ Adieu

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:: 2003 9 November :: 1.01 pm

Shed yourself of stigma and live free in the land that is not. Study the beauty of a tree and realize it is not the tree that is beautiful, it is your perception of it that is. Remove the jaded looking glasses put on you and see this life in the abstract spectrum it is. Be calm and not afraid to experience the unknown and the known. Never put yourself in a prison, but free others from their own. Emotions will control you, so let it flow. Feel the cool beach breeze swim through your body, and know that this is the greatest ride there is. Never live malcontent; be freeform with your eyes to the sky. So high and never coming down.

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:: 2003 5 November :: 10.30 pm

funny how people see themselves cast in concrete
set in stone and written out like a book
and yet we are everything but

funny howwwwfeeeeenaaa wakker. ride the ride. be at peace. and shut up.

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:: 2003 26 October :: 10.53 pm

life was in that lounge chair
the sand and sea
the sunshine that hit everything except my pale ass
and the unseen yet understood that writes our song

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:: 2003 19 October :: 9.43 pm

Lay those bricks, slap those sticks
beat that drum, hear them hum
"march with me, march with me
slavery for enternity
strip you of individuality
victory in conformity
fall in line, fall in line
jack you in by the spine
barren of freedom for all time
and forever thus, your soul is mine"

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:: 2003 19 October :: 11.37 am

T-minus 12 hours and 23 minutes until a big deal that's not so big of a deal.

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:: 2003 17 October :: 10.00 am

she just won't let go
she is
hanging on with every last tooth and nail
by a withered rope that's sure to fail
one-hundred percent sure she won't prevail
but she still just wont let go

I guess some series of synapses makes it hard

and

I guess you gotta do what you gotta do

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:: 2003 13 October :: 10.59 pm

running mile high. the bullets flying all around. mile high, free-form and with worries all the none. iwish you were here.

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:: 2003 7 October :: 6.29 pm

it's like the wax and its wick forming a candle. an equal symbiosis between the two. light the wick and the wax burns alongside it. they burn together. they keep each other going. and when one dies, so does the other. we all should have something like that.

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:: 2003 2 October :: 10.00 pm

Im bustin at the seam

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:: 2003 29 September :: 11.13 pm

a flock of golden coils falling on my head
and a face so sweet
any stray thought is blown out
and you just smile so hard til your muscles ache
but that doesnt matter either
only the other does
and thats what life is to me

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:: 2003 25 September :: 11.05 pm

when you wake up. i want you to ask yourself "am I happy being a record player?" and then i want you to suppose one day. you threw out all the records. and recorded your own. your own record. and i want you to put that record on repeat. and live as yourself. not some recording of what people want you to be. and if this is too much to ask. you can go back to being just a record player.

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:: 2003 16 September :: 10.25 pm

i've quit drugs, save for times with a few people who i have a good time with on them. I find that mindfucking myself on an occasional basis can be more enjoyable than on a daily one. or maybe its this sort of old weed i have. its pretty funkass shit. or maybe we should learn the art of shutthefuckup. and get on with our lives.

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