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:: 2007 11 July :: 6.34pm
:: Music: The Hush Sound.

Like vines, we intertwine,
Carelessly growing up and growing old.
Life was on our tongues,
And it tasted heavenly so good.


Really loving that band.

You know how, when life is going well, you sort of wonder when it's gonna take a turn for the worse? I've got that feeling, but I'm just trying to enjoy the good times while they're here.

Honestly, I've lost two friendships in the past month or two. I suppose those could be counted as down times, but I'm doing okay. Things with boyfriend-figure are going well and happy; I feel like I'm finally, finally being pulled out of the shell I retreated into when the Matt situation occurred years ago. Our conversations nowadays rarely end badly; if we argue, things are usually resolved before we say goodnight.

I'm still not using the L word (not The L Word as in television; the other one)... It's not that I'm afraid of it. I'm just saving it until I am 100% positive, no doubts, and I can look him in the eye and say it, which may occur in the next half a year or so.

Summer has made me lazy. I've been accepted to the college and all that, but I've got so much more to do. College starts August 27th, I believe. Must stop procrastinating (likely, right?).


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:: 2007 22 June :: 5.40pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: Yorokobi no Uta - KATTUN

Oh Good Lord
Ya know............when you start crying over a bloody pop song with bouncy cheerfulness and pretty guys...there is a problem o.o

I don't even have menopause to blame it on anymore...go me






Yay for mood swings

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:: 2007 22 June :: 1.11am
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: I Play Music - Rosie Thomas

I Play Music, That's What I Do
Thanks to someone who shall remain nameless, not that they'll ever read this (thank you god), I feel the need to rant and break things quite often lately. Needless to say, I'll probably be around on woohu more for this period of bitchyness, If I annoy anyone, I apologize. Go me.

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:: 2007 22 June :: 1.01am
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Sell all my things - Rosie Thomas

Zippedy Doo Da
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Smoked Weed
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
( ) Drank Alcohol


Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight


Level 3
( ) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House.
(x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
( ) Made Out With A Stranger
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date


Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die


Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking


Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace
( ) Been in a mosh pit

SO FAR: 10

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love(d) Someone Who You Can't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 14

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Puddle Jumping
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 19

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 24

Level 10
( ) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Robbed Someone
(x) Been Misunderstood
(x) Pet A Deer

SO FAR: 32

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 34

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 37

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 41

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 46

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 50

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 53

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
( ) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach

SO FAR: 55

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 58

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" In Class
( )Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 59

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole / Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 61

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Stayed Up All Night

SO FAR: 64

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had / Been In A Tree House
( ) Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 66

Level 25
( ) Believe In Ghosts/spirits
( ) Have / Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
( ) Jail/Visit

SO FAR: 67

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 70

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video (Can I just say....umm, seriously? wtf!)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 74

Level 28
(x) Mooned / Flashed Someone
(x) Had someone Moon / Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) Slept Naked
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dippin In A Pool
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House.

SO FAR: 80

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 83

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 87

Level 32
( ) been shot at
( ) had sex in the rain / rainy night
(x) flattened someone tires
( ) Rode your car until the gas light came on
( ) got five dollars or less worth of gas

And a grand total of 88!

Sheesh, I've got like, 80 years left here people, what...am I supposed to be done with my life by 30?

That being said. If there are any questions about some of my answers...I will deny everything

vehemently o.o

((Oh look, I updated, go me))

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:: 2007 20 June :: 5.58am

Odd dreams.
But I'm still alive. :P I still check my friends' page pretty much daily.

I'm trying to decide on a specific use for this journal.. Hrm.

Dunno. 8 PM - 2/4 AM sleeping schedules are really very interesting.

Must eat breakfast.

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:: 2007 12 May :: 12.02am

My Favorites. :]
A collection of my absolute favorite images that I've found around the net (mostly Gaia forums).

Hurray for clickable thumbnails. :D

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:: 2007 27 April :: 8.10pm


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:: 2007 19 February :: 2.55pm

Abe the Babe. Oh, yeah.

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:: 2007 15 February :: 9.58pm

Yay for free advertising =)

Get your own CrushTag!

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:: 2007 7 February :: 6.54pm

Sur-vey and quiz. xD

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:: 2007 18 January :: 10.19pm

dude..i feel weird still writing in here. but my fucking hand is shaking like a mofo cause i just punched my damn bag cause hilary pissed me off like no other so i can't goddamn write in my paper journal.

fuck hilary. i'm so mad. i dont need people in my life who call me desperate. i'm not fucking desperate. all the shit with her is so fucked up and its cause of her. i dont fuck aroudn with her shit and her life. maybe she could return the favor and leave me the fuck alone. but why the fuck would she?? WHY THE FUCK WOULD SHE?! everything is about me, is it? oh really?! fuck you. you're the fucking worst piece of shit ever. you've shown me your true colors you bitch. i'm not the bitch. i'm twice the friend you'll ever be cause youre so self absorbed. you can't be a good friend when the only person you care about is yourself. how fucking often to i talk about myself? seriously..i'll fucking count it if i have to. fuck you. i always ask about other people before i speak. take a god damn page out of the 7 habits book you fuck head. i dont deserve shit from you. i've done nothing but be there for you. and then i meet someone who makes me happy and who i enjoy being around who is not you and you fly off the goddamn handle. fuck that shit you fucking selfish bitch. you're such a fucked up dumbass. i would never fucking call you crying you dumb shit. youre the last person i'd apologize to because you dont deserve it. i fucking deserve it. i tried to tell you that i wanted to work things out and what hte fuck do you do? you fucking ignore me then write me the meanest letter i've ever gotten in my life. you remind me of my family and that despresses me. perhaps its because your dad is an alcoholic and so we have similar trends in our fucked up families. fuck you man. i dont give a shit about you anymore. if you think this of me then why the fuck do you even bother trying to communicate with you fucked up bitch with mental issues?! WHY DO YOU FUCKING DO IT?! give up. i dont want you in my god damn life and you dont want me in yours. you've made that quite clear. i'm gonna go be desperate and talk to joe now you mothr fucker. i truly dislike you in every possible way.

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:: 2007 2 January :: 3.12am

Will be on repeat.
For a while.
Good thing I like the music.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
Happy Year-That-Ashley-Graduates!

And Happy Winter-een-mas! :D
Winter-een-mas Comic from 2006.


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:: 2006 9 December :: 3.45am

Things to do before I die =3
Random order; list in progress (and will likely be for long, long time).

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Last update: 02/21/08 08/10/2014
To be updated and marked as complete as I go along.

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:: 2006 30 November :: 6.45pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: None

Well.....the votes have been cast
the results are in
and it's-
worthless broken puddle of tears

Oh hoorah........

or something like that

(thank god it only lasted a few hours)

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:: 2006 27 November :: 7.30pm

i need a hug. i wish i could write in my paper journal but i'm tired and need to do my math homework so i'm down here writing on the computer.. yeah..so i dunno why i'm so sad. its just everything. grades and shit. mom and dad drinking is really bothering me so much. and i just dont know what to do with myself. i can't talk to anyone cause i feel like i'm bothering them and being selfish by talking about myself. so sometimes i slip and let a little out to a friend but then i'm like "dude..what the hell? let them get a word in. stop feeling so damn sorry for your fucking self. you're not the most important person in the world so listen for once." i guess i'd rather listen to other people for hours on end than talk about myself cause i know its boring. i do. who the fuck would want to listen about shitty my family is. they probably dont even think its that bad. i know that i think that way about some peoples 'problems". but you know..its all a matter of perspective and i always forget that. i'm too busy thinking that my problems are the goddamn worst when in reality i could be in a lot worse of a condition. fuck it. thats all i can think of to say.

holidays suck. i'm dreading christmas so bad. they're just a reminder of how fucked up everything is. how lonely i am. how much i miss monica. i miss her everyday. every damn day. every fucking day of my life i think about how much i wish she could be a fixture in my life. but she isnt. mom and dad are not allowing it. i only get to see her when mary is going over there. if it werent for mary..i'd never see her. it breaks my heart. i love her so much. i wish i could be in her life but i can't. fuck it.

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