wraith6699
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2010 31 July :: 7.45pm
Happy Lunghnasadh
Hello again Woohu. Life for me has been hell for the past month. I feel like I've been broken down into my base elements with only myself to look to for re assemblage. It hasn't killed me yet at least. The good news is that I've become a better person because of it. Here's to new beginnings, and the growth that we've seen in the past year. Happy first harvest festival.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 22 May :: 9.34pm
Say you're wrong.
This could be easier, if I was over.
So say you're wrong.
I know he's just a ghost, he's got me standing on the edge
I'm on the edge of the world.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 29 April :: 11.56am
:: Mood: amused
Flying to florida for the summer.
...
Yeah.
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andy
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2010 29 April :: 12.21pm
Sitting in the park, waiting to head over to work. Had to renew some domain names.. I'm letting A LOT of them expire this year, but still holding on to ones I consider vital, or ones that have substantial work already done to them on my hard drive.
LineNovel being the one to be saved from slaughter today. Loaded up all the old work I had.. Holy crap. It's more awesome and more complete than I remembered. Sadly I think if I were to work on it again I'd change a few functional concepts. Mainly fueled by work I've done on Bzoink since then.. That hasn't seen final production at all.
Work already seems to be inspiring me to work on my own stuff again. Not because I think I'm going to hate my job, but because my time gets eaten up and I have to be somewhere at specific times. This limits my 'free time' and kind of encourages me to do something with it.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 17 April :: 12.36am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: reign?-Dim City Lights
fjdkaslfdsja;
I am sitting here wallowing in my sorrow, trying to figure out what the hell I've gotten myself into.
I can't think straight and all i want to do is die.
What the hell!
I am disgusted for ever giving any part of myself to Sean Michael Summers.
Because he has thrown away any inkling of caring for me completely.
I understand you have a new chic.
But screw you for giving her the Sean I deserved.
I hate the fact that I gave so much of myself to you, only to get scraps in return.
I feel like everything i gave him was all in vain.
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tuwang
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2010 13 April :: 12.18am
http://www.google.com/support/forum/p/Web+Search/thread?tid=26939a1769a335e0&hl=en
Really? when you search free porn on google you get... porn?
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kellielynn
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2010 1 April :: 1.57pm
:: Mood: sad
Damn, I remember writing in this thing every fucking day since 9th grade. They're all private entries now, if you're wondering.
I'm still here.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 7 March :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: tired
Exhausted.
I can't believe I'm this burdened.
I'm ashamed to even ask to be clean
'Cause I can't think of anyone less worthy
I have nothing to offer or to bring
I throw myself on Your mercy
I throw myself at Your feet
I throw my filth on the grace
of One who's beauty is beyond me
And I wait
And I wait
I'm not even sure how I got here
Wondered to this darkness from Your light
I still remember walking in the garden with You
Now I'm just stumbling through this night
I throw myself on Your mercy
I throw myself at Your feet
I throw my filth on the grace
of One who's beauty is beyond me
And I wait
And I wait
Chorus:
I wait for Your rain to fall
The waves of Your grace wash over me
I wait for Your rain to fall
Strange how forgiveness comes so easily
When I call Your name
And wait for Your rain
Lord, this desert is killing me
My throat's dry from screaming Your name
I want to come home but the sands of time surround me
The dirt's finally covered my shame
So I throw myself on Your mercy
I throw myself at Your feet
I throw my filth on the grace
of One who's beauty is beyond me
And I wait
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dabestyougot69
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2010 6 March :: 6.52pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Captiva-Falling up.
Love.
How can a heart that once was dead, begin to beat again?
You. You are my reason. You've revived me.
I love you with my entirety.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 18 February :: 8.04am
You'll go to hell
for what your
dirty mind
is thinking.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 18 February :: 8.01am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Nude- Radiohead.
Last night
was insane.
Sean was on the fritz and I don't think I've ever really seen him that heartbroken.
I tried to make it better but I think I just fueled the fire.
I feel bad.
But I think he'll be ok.
I don't know.
I hope he will be.
I have an overwhelming sense to vomit.
I don't feel well at all.
And I hate my make up, it makes my eyes water.
All the time.
Everyday.
It sucks.
You've gone off the rails.
ZOMG, that's not my voice mail...
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dabestyougot69
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2010 16 February :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: You're not sorry-TS
Dear Levi
I love you.
And you complete me in every way, shape and form.
I love everything about you
And how you stick by my side.
through thick, and thin.
You really truly are my soul mate.
You make food taste better.
And colors more vibrant.
And i know how corny that sounds, but hey, I love corn (levi joke.)
Levi. I want to marry you.
And have your children.
And grow old with you
Or just grow up, and die at an early age from liver damage. Haha
You are perfect.
In every single way.
Everything good reminds me of you.
And you remind me of everything I love in life.
thank you for being my better half.
Or...the only thing that is good about me.
You are my reason.
And i love you with everything that I am.
I want to spent my life telling you so.
thank you.
Til death, baby.
Forever and always.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 13 February :: 11.55am
:: Mood: full
Is it over?
I am fine.
Thank you dearly
for your time.
I'll be leaving.
Don't you cry.
I'll be back soon.
At least I'll try...
Can't you see?
There is no time to think
Selfishly.
Yesterday's gone.
Tomorrow's here.
Can't turn back now.
I won't quit.
I still love You.
I swear.
I always will.
I.
Always.
Will.
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tuwang
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2010 11 February :: 11.54am
It's not that it happened, its that you don't understand why
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dabestyougot69
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2010 11 February :: 8.02am
They always play the saddest songs at starbucks when I'm in a sad mood...
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dabestyougot69
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2010 11 February :: 7.59am
:: Mood: frustrated
She's so much like me, it's effing disgusting. fjkdslfjdl;jfdk;lajfd;lafj;da
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dabestyougot69
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2010 10 February :: 10.24am
I want you here.
Or I awnt someone else.
I want both.
Or. Just you here.
I need you.
This distance isn't going to work anymore.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 10 February :: 7.26am
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: Call it Karma-Silverstein
After the smoke clears, daylight.
I don't really remember what happened last night.
All I know is I went to someone for comfort, and found it.
I think i am going to go a couple days slash a week without talking to any of my ex's. Including Him.
In another note.
I felt hella full when I woke up this morning
then I started thinknig about it, and it had been twelve hours since I last ate.
So I couldn't have been THAT full.
I think I am going to start not eating anything after 4pm. Unless special occasions.
Because then I won't feel so full when I sleep/the next morning, or even that night.
iTunes is dumb. They registered Falling Up as gospel & religion...
Not really.
They should register them as mind-blowing.
I.Need.More.Screamo.
I only like like three albums of it in my iTunes.
And i need like a million.
Doing this whole "breaking every cd that isn't benefiting to me" has limited my music choice.
But I still have underOATH, As Cities Burn, and Scary Kids Scaring Kids.
I need more, though.
Like.
A lot more.
I am runnning out of songs to throw stuff to.
fdjskafdsakjlfdhskjaf
I am going to drown in self pity.
I shall love every minute of it.
Have a nice freakin valentines.
This holiday is dumb.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 9 February :: 8.27pm
I feel so dizzy i think i might induce puking.
Everything is spinning and I can't seem to grasp onto any sort of oxygen.
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dabestyougot69
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2010 9 February :: 8.24pm
Look at me now, A man who won't let himself be.
Down in a hole.
Feelin so small.
Down in a hole.
Losing control.
I'd like to flyyyyyy.
But my wings have been so denied.
I am losing control of everything.
I'm freakin sick of this crap..
I dn't get joy when looking at you anymore.
All I see if a lifetime of mistakes.
gdkjlafjdklfjdklafeiowfnmlkdfsmalf
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