TrA La La !!!!! ::trips::
VoOlAkAsHa!!!!!! Hey pplz wassup wassup wassup!? oof! i ish such a hyper biatch righ now ::runs around house::..but not really...cuz lyk..thatd beh stewpid. Uhmz im bored and i have only one word..."homework"...thankyou thankyou..bah hum bug i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!! wyth a flaming passion!! so therefore...aiy ish gonna put it off until late tonight. yes yes. uhmz hmm vat else happened tewday..lyk i went tew skewl and b4 school started i walked around campus with nikki and her friend.. then i walked around with renee until tha bell rang.."leave the knives and the guns alone!"-eenerbeanz....wellls lemme see here...1st hour was soOoOOo boring bcuz gesh who didnt decide to show up in skewl tewday! ::glares at zane::..yea...you..evul evul chyld right thurr..buh thass okee i styll love ya! heh. uhms..in 2nd hour we had a substitute and ylk...thys chicky michelle was all oOoO hes so fyne n shyt...buh lyk me and a couple other ppls thought he was gay..lyk literally..icky icky icky...uhmz..then she started crying for no reason and i attempted to act lyk i cared acuz im nice lyk that..then mah friend tatiana tried to hook meh up with this kid jason..whos not all that bad but uhm..no loser...so neways after that i went to mah 3rd hour and i got in trouble bcuz this stewpid kid (stares at zab) started talking to me so tha teacher came over and b1tched meh out for it and moved mah seat..now i sit in the front oof tha klass..oh joy...arent i just beaming with excitement...but anyway..uhm..so lyk afturr that i went to mah 4th hour which was uhmm extremely boring but ivan gave meh a starburst!! go meh! uhm..then i went to lunch and wrote bak notes to eener and friends bcuz lyk..i despise cafeteria food and im too lazy to make my own.and lyk sum1 let off a stink bomb in tha cafeteria after E lunch was over..nastee much. case closed. then in 5th hour we filmed 2 yearbook commercials...eventually..lyk in november and whatnot imma hafta beh in one..but until then..i shrink to the back of tha classroom and try to pretend lyk i dont exist..neat aint it? ya ok w.e....soz in 6th hour we did absolutely nothing essept listen to stories that are in our literature book..fun fun fun./..uhm no..so then i walked home with latetia and one oof her friends..came home..ate a nacho lunchable thingy mabobber..and lyk now im online talking to zane,sam,and ivan...whoa i actually hav a lyf! yes i kno how hard that was for all you ppl to believe..ok well just a few things im putting out there as sort of a memo...ive bin workin on a story (cuz im kewl lyk that) uhm erin already has heard mosta of it but as soon as i finish it up imma put it in here as an entry..it needs some revising and stuff b4 i do so buh lyk..itll all work out in the end im sure. (and yes renee that is the story that i was going to email to you but instead i decided to finish it up first)..Also, ill add sum poems and karap..(sorry to all oof tha guys out there bcuz i kno how boring poetry crap kan beh ta u but uhm,oh well)...itz just that recently i find myself being all bored and krap and i start to write poems and stuff and i thought id put em out there for ppl who might just care bout that kinda shyznyt...i dunno its kind of a hobby now..i know im a dork..deal with it losers...uhm soz lyk ya thats pritty much it ..i might come bak l8er on tonight and add some more to thys entry...or not..it all depends on how im feeling and w.e.....buhbyes! -Stephie


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Really good song~~
~

"Fine Again"

It seems like every day?s the same
and I?m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there?s no color to behold
They say it?s over and I?m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I?m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything?s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I?m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone?s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there?s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
?cause I can?t seem to get this through
You say it?s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I?m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything?s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I?m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone?s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I?m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you?re never gonna get away
And I?m not scared now.
And I?m not scared now. No?

I am aware now of how
everything?s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I?m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone?s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything?s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
-Seether

~*A JoKe ThInGy*~
HELLO AGAIN PEOPLE. I THOUGHT THIS WAS REALLY FUNNY SO THEREFORE I DECIDED TO PUT IT IN HERE.IF YOU DONT LIKE IT..."SUCK MY BALLS"-katie.
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>Life's 3 Lessons
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>Lesson #1 :
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow and asked him,"Can i also sit like you and do nothing all day long?" The crow answered: "Sure,why not". So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared,jumped on the small rabbit, and ate it.
Management lesson?
>To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very , very, high up.
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Lesson #2 :
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey. "But i havnt got the energy." "Well why dont you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he found himself proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was promtly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.
Management lesson?
>Bull shit may get you to the top, but it wont keep you there.
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>Lesson #3 :
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold that the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and took shit on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the little bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Management Lesson?
>1)Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
>2)Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
>3)And when you're in deep shit, I advise you keep your mouth shut!
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SO THERE YOU HAVE IT...WASNT THAT GREAT? YEAH U KNO IT WAS BITCH. L8ER FOCKERS!!!!-ME

ArGh!!!!!
Ugh...im babysittin righ nowZ.(oiy) And lyk 2 seconds ago i got off da phone wid zane...den i got dressed n ran over to sam next door's so i could give her ad cd i burned for her.Erin....lol. UhmZz Mai mum is at da doctors so im forced to watch tha chyld and lyk every other second shes comin in bothering me about something....stewwwwwpid chyld. ::sigh:: Ush....righ nows im blastin mah trustcompany in da backround,jam on,lol. I hav no idea what im dewin l8er because erin might come down today but i dunno a'cuz wen i tried tew call her lyk 2 secs ago to see what we were gonna do...nobuhdee answered tha phone. Soz i darno whats a'gunna end up happenin. Im babysittin saturday soz mah mom can go out shoppin soz im sure hens gonna love comin dwn here n dealin wit dat ::sigh:: And also sunday night a'cuz mah mom n dad r goin out. Argh...I WAS supposed to sleep ovurr at the eeners buh wit mah babysittin duty...i cant...(sry eener). Oiy...soz uhmz...yeah....Uhm im a'gunna go tho a'cuz im talkin tew tha zane on aim and he imed meh....(hen...."i can see it fleeeeashing")...Sry i had ta say that....itll nevurr git old. Heh... l8er fockerZz xo !byea! xo -stefano

Im SoOo FeEkIn BoReD
"Were stuck in a place so dark you can hardly see
The manor of matter that splits with the words i breathe
And as the rain drips acidic questions around me/I block out the sight of the powers that be and duck away into the darkness
Times up i wind up in a rusted world with eyes shut so tight that it blurrs into the world of pretend and the eyes ease open and its dark again."-Mike Shinoda-LP-FRGT/10
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Hey there people....suppi? Nuffers much here juss chyllin, listenin tew da new lp cd which i know ALL of you have ::glares::..heh. Wellz i talked tew mah buhdee samantha for a while but she had ta go tew guard practice although she sounded lyk she really dint want tew...she did..soz now im here...alone...i got off for a while though and got a cup of soup and watched t.v....but i got bored and mah lyl sis made me burn her a copy of mah cd although shes lyk 7...wtf..lol. Then she was actin all stewpid lyk "Stephanie fix my playstation now!" ~N~ crap so i was all.....no loser. Buh i ended up dewin it neway a'cuz im such a nyce person aint I? yeah u kno it bitch...say my name bitch! eh hem...moving on.....lyk whoa! Zanes on...kk screw you guys imma go I.M. hym....i'll post again later, u kno me...im miss "posts like 10,000 times in one day"...heh....
xo !byea! xo -Steph

LyK WhOa!!!
LyK WhoA !!! Hi PeEoPle>>>WHOoOOoHoOo Im AlL "ecstatic" lol...big werd eener! haha. OMG gush what everybuhdee!!! (what) im lyk so happy! whoo hoo! a'cuz lyk 15 of mah cd's that I ordered on amazon.com should be here by tomarrow!!!! (yay) including REANIMATION! yuuuush..And gess what else. (what else?)....My BoI ToI ZaNe eez comin back tewmarrow!!!!!! yush!! soz im all jumpy jumpy happi happi! A 'cuz i missed heem a lot lyk whoa...hes bin gone for 17 feekin days mo feekie!...eef yer dumb...dass alot..heh...OOOo everyone lyk mah new bear user pick? heh u kno u do...yer lyk...omg steph that bear thing is soooooooooOoooooo sexi! because gush what mewn bewb...eet eez!...erm i dunno y im so feekin hyper righ now buh i am soz im just gunna go on and on about all dys crap that most likely wont make ANY sense whatsoever tomarrow morning...but guess what...iss all gravy babi! UhMmz so less see here....wow...mai hyperness juss shrunk down alot...but actually it didnt so..sux for all you people who hav ta read this..heh..wells righ now im talkin tew mah buhdee sammi ::waves:: hiy there sammi!...and mah buhdee mark..::waves:: hi thurr buuuuuuhdee!...uhmz wells imma hit da sack pretty soon soz byebye fockers!! -stefano

Seepi Seepi Seepi Seepi
Hey thurr fookles...Aiy juss got home frum the eeners house lyk 15 minutes ago and im perdy tired. We went on her com, walked around her house,she gave me tha tour oof eet,Then we went and got popsicles and walked around her street for a while.Den we went bak in her house and her mommi drove me home...we had ta run in mai house real fast tho a'cuz shes borrowing mai korn cd. *tear* my poor poor song..imma miss eet..Oiy so basicly i told her mom thankyou and she left and then i sat on the couch and ate the rest of the pizza bite thingys that mai mum and mai sis ate for lunch. Then i watched the end of a movie wit dem and came in da office. I signed on aim right b4 i went on here n i talked tew erin for a lyl bit untyl mai mom came in and stole tha computer frum me. Emilee ran in tha room saying that tha cat peed on her (heh heh heh) and my mom went to go get her in the shower to wash her off,so thats the only reason im in the com room right now...buh shes prolly gunna kik me off again in lyk 5 minutes when shes done.Im supposed to be babysitting l8er on tewnight soz mai mum and my dad can go somewhere...where exacrly? i dunno...buh oh well, im stuck wit da chyld. grr....OMG i dint mention dys b4 but i got so teed off earlier a'cuz i was talkin tew jeremy lyk right b4 eener came tew pik me up ~N~ he was all talkin bout linkin park and he was like.."brads kewl but i dont think he has any talent"...im thinking...what the fucking fuck r you talking about loser beans!?!!?!? Hes in like one of the most successful bands out there right now and your saying he has NO talent whatsoever?? yer feekin crazy mother feekie...but all i sed tew him was lyk "what tha hell? whaddo you mean!?!? brads a fuckin awesome geeeetar player!" and jeremys lyk..yeah w/e....that pisses me off soOoOoo much. Not to mention tha fact that right b4 i was gunna im erin b4 i had tew go n tell her i was gunna be on l8er she signed off...lyk argh...so dat sux tew.I dunno what i have planned for the rest of mai afternoon..the simpsons are on soz im prolly gunna go lay down on da couch or sumfin n watch dem..then mope around n listen tew muzyk or w/e..And come bak on...hmm mai mum hasnt come bak yet...me thinks shes ded,lol. Im just waiting for her to burst in and scream at me and be all "did i tell you i was done using the computer yet!?!? get off my computer youve bin on it all day!!!"....(mind you, if you read any of what i wrote in da beginning of dys....i havnt)...Buh oh wells...HmMms hen sed she was gunna call me l8er soz w/e....Hmm i think imma change bak to having mai lil bunny dude as my user picture...because the only backround color that goon looks good on is white and white loooks really bad to me. Wells imma go now cuz mai mom wants her puter back...meanie..oh well i might post AGAIN,lol...but later later tewnight....soz byby!-steph

bored bored bored bored bored...im bored!!
Oiy hey there people. Wells dys mornin started off wit an infamous fight between me ~N~ mah mommi about me going with her to the store...i didnt want to go and then she was all "well if you go ill git you a cd,but if you stay home you cant use the computer"...so i was like..uhm...Fine ill go just because your gunna blackmail me wid it latas..n she was like well i dont want you goin if your gunna hav an attitude the whole tyme and so i was like "well then i guess im not going now am i?" ...in the end I ended up staying home but i was forced to clean tha bathroom.Then wen her and emilee came home i had to give the dog a bath, after that i sat on the couch and ate m&ms and watched the new t.v (oooOooo aaaahhh)..heh...Then i went in mai room for a while and watched much music, atge some cereal and tried to go ta sleep a 'cuz i stayed up tyl like 3 in da mornin and hardly got any sleepy tym seein as i woke up @ around 6:30ish.Oiy....SoOoOoz now here i am..on the comp...Recently i was appointed Street Team Captain for the lpunderground (that would be linkin parks fan club for those of you who dont already know) So i went on to lpunderground.com and harrassed people on the messege boards for a while. Having that power is great,lol. You get to yell at people for posting stupid or offensive threads which means that you can basicly kick whoever you want, off the boards with just the click of a mouse, the beauty man, the sheer beauty. Anyway...that was great...i updated my profile for LPU ~N~ then proceeded to talk tew a couple of mai friends on AIM fior about an hour or so. After that, I signed off, watched t.v in mai room again then came back on to do some promoting over the internet for LP's "REANIMATION" album. I have about 5,000 more posts i need to make until i can be a street team General on LPU, but im very bummish so i can actually sit down long enough to make it a point to do that. Right now im talkin tew mai ex. Jeremy who just so happens to be Zane's (the guy im dating now) best friend..heh im so DvS...aaaaanyway....Im thinking of getting rid uf Goon (my little blue guy as mai pic) for a diff one because this girl i know from LPU is personalizing sum tight-ass buddy icons,that i might use instead..plus i kinda miss my little pink bouncy flouncy bunny creature that I had up B4...okays well im gunna go because now renee is iming me and i dont want her to think im ignoring her since my away messege isnt up! ill post again later tonight or w/e! byea!-stefano

::SiGh::
eller people...oiy . Im nawt @ mai house righ now buh ! lyk 11 or so i will be. Dernit i have to babysit wen i get home a'cuz mai mumz going out wit ma grandma....haha my dad slammed his finger in the sliding glass door and he thinks he broke it..judging by the way its shaped..lmao...id like to go along wit him..oiy im so evul..WeLl den movin on...oOoo yay were gettin a hot tub on our back padio..teehee. Thats supurr spoofy..its lyk my excuse to leave the computer room now,lol. Erm...Sumthin happened lass nite that im lyk....not gunna write in here a'cuz i really dont think its something that i can share wit a bunch of peeple i dunno..buh lets juss say its a really big deal and im pissed off at myself and i have a guy that thinks im mad @ him and that its all his fault. (although its not) :::sigh:: ....On the other hnd...ToOzday eez juss around tha corner...soz dass good....but styll...im a lyl bummed right now and ma buhdee wants tew goonlyn soz imma let heem...tty fockers l8er...byby -steph

ArGh
Argh...."If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every
night
Am I squeezing you
too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I?m wishing my life away
With these things I?ll never say"...
Wellz less see...sam and ash juss leff round' 12 or sumthyn so nowz im juss sittin here listenin ta muzyk n eatin candy. Mai mum ~N~ mai annoying lil sisturr r in the otha room watchin a movie. I'd rather be in my room so i could watch much music buh mai stewpid computer went all gay a while ago N we had tew take everything out of it. Now it claims that it doesnt hav tha programs needed tew run aol instant messenger. And netscape takes like 10 hours to show the home page! aak! i feekin hayte thys. Buh its a gay com anyway (windows 95) hehe so w/e. The one im on now is a windows me. Soz me is very lucky right now to have @ least one functioning computer. I probably wont do anything the rest of the day seeing as well..theres nothing to do. Maybe i'll call up sam l8er n see if she wants to go to 711 or w/e. But hey, erin comes home today ir most likely tonight so thats pritty gravy. Imma see if she can come down here for a while wen she gits bak. And yaaaaaaay iss saturday, ToOozday isnt dat far away nemore! teehee. I wonder wen meeks gonna come online, hes usually on right about now buh i havnt seen hym on all morning.Oh no, carson must have killed him. Either him or my scary stalker..::cough:: AL...heh..lewcer.Dernit mai house eez tew feekin cold ~N~ mai mum refuses tew lemme turn up the air conditioner. ::sigh:: .OoOo yeah samantha...BONDAGE!!!! lmao...heh. Ashley...i'm sorry to report that you cannot escape the steamroller.haha sux 4 yew! ...Oiy styll bored here n mah hand gittin a lyl tired soz imma prolly add sum shyt in l8er..bout what i DIDNT do...because i hav no lyf..::sigh::...wait i got it! tanning tyme! yeees thats what ill dew..im so desperate iss nawt funny. KKz i shall return l8er onzZz. a'buh bye!

VoOlaKaSha!!!
Hey there people...lyk whoa im bored righ now buh im waitin 4 my friends ashley and samantha to call me because they went to see if they could sleep over tonight. Earlier it was so feekin hilarious because we were all on my floor beating eachother up n shyt. And my little sister emilee scared tha crap outta sam by sneaking up behind her. Sams been calling everyone and everything "bob" tonight and when we were watching tv and kid rock came on she goes my name is boooooooooooooooooooooob bob rock!...but she didnt know that kid rocks name was really bob anyway. I thought that was really funny. ::sigh:: buh im styll waitin 4 mai Zany ta come home cuz "lyk whoa" i miss hym. Buh i talked to heem today....I also talked to sam,bryan,renee...and mike. And i filled out a couple dedications to some people...i got one reply! lolz. So i thought that was pretty tight. Aaaak im hungry and i was gonna fix popcorn but my stewpid little sister ate the last bag....fatti. okay...still waiting for sam or ash ta call me.lalala. Alright im gonna go wait a lil more, maybe take a shower or w/e....Argh tomarrow i totally have to go out and take a tan because im so freakin pale! l8er fockers

hey eener
Sup purrrson!?!? Since u cant reely answer that right this second ill move on. Omfg im so bored...and uhh yeah! See i told you i was a'gunna dew dees. Hey eener...are llamas still sexi?...and hows the novel going? "sex and the chocolate covered sundae"?. Yes yes..wheres my money bitch!?! Thats like the top selling novel and i helped you title eet! I want mai feeking share hoebag! Or i'll bash you wit yer own shovel!!! Voolakasha! Poor u....when is Jamie comin back neway>? I styll havnt seen a peek of the child and yer talkin about heem like hes so sexi n sheet...i need ta see heem..lolz. OmG...eener guess whos at your door....its carson. Hes back from the grave and he wants to eat you. Yeah thats right...eat you! Hes a'gunna swallow your limbs untyl u....::gulp::...until you ....::looks around::... D I E !....scary isnt eet? Yes,yes i suppose eet tees. Deed u already write the dedication things? Bcuz i havnt checked my emails yet n i believe dat they send u an email if sum1 does a thingy for ya. I got one frum hen buh it twas tew late for me to apply so i couldnt. ::sigh:: Tha hen...she needs to come back...but i figgered she was goona be gone alot longer since ees like..vacation. Did she mean thys saturday or next saturday? i deent ask her bout dat and im all cunfuzzled. ::sigh:: i want mai Zane....and i wanna talk tew meek. bcuz lyk...yeah. Argh feekin boredom is such a bummer!!!!!!aak. ::jumps on a trampoline. Wait...i dont have a trampoline. ::falls on floor:: omg...i broke my ass....it has a crack in it!! alrighty imma go bounce around my room...then contemplate whether i should come bak n talk to u through an im or not since yer bein all quiet n crap...deed u die? ...yes that must be eet. so i shall go and carry my boredom somewhere else so i dont take up mai whole feekin page with this crap im just going on and on about for no reason!!! aaak but i cant go bcuz im bored! and wen im bored..i type..but seriously can u tell dat im bored? i mean ive already written 3 entries in my journal in one feekin day...isnt dat pathetic? damn right it is..alrighty your laggie puter seems to be workin now soz imma go !!! w/b! byea!!!