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:: 2002 29 October :: 3.12 am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Hoobastank

what do you think?
Hey everybody. what's up with you? Today seemed eventful, but it was just like any other day. I know it doesn't reall ymake much sense, I don't get it either. But today I was really stressed out at several points throughout the day, but now I feel it's over and i'm not feeling much of anything right now because I'm not doing anything, I guess. Ya know? I called, like three people(friends, mind you) bitches and I felt really bad and I actually thought about it before ia did it and decided it was ok. what's wrong with me? I don't usually swear, in case you don't know me, except at people that I hate(like Erika). So that's what made my day eventful, but I don't feel sorry anymore, I did for like an hour after this happened, but I don't anymore and i feel like I should. What do you think? I really want to know, except before somebody made a really mean comment on my journal and I just about cried, even though I don't know who it was, so please don't do that. ok? thanx. Bye til tomorrow, have a nice day.

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:: 2002 28 October :: 5.18 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Puddle of Mudd-She Hates Me!!

Hey, peeps!! how are you today? I'm just spiffy. except that I'm confused, I am soo mean. did you see my mean comment? It's was mean. See, Erika hates me, so I said all this funny(mean) stuff about her on Jake's comment, but I kinda don't want her to hate me, even though I hate her. I hate alot of people but only a few people hate me but it's wrong to hate me, ya know? at least that's what it feels like to me. And then Stacy called me an evil bitch, which I am and i didn't care because she was kidding and people kid me like that all the time, but they don't really hate me. oh, well. that was my sad and confused moment for you Eirka, now I feel like bitching at you and laughing at you again. heehee. grr I am such an bitch. Oh, well. I had my little party this weekend, ya know? well, it ended up being jst a group of friends hanging out and watching movies all night. my mom is getting home from Jersey tonight. Darn. she's gonna make me clean the house and stuff when she gets home I know it. grrr. well, for some reason I'm still cheery and feeling spiffy. i guess I had a good day. Isn't that interesting. well, now I'm just babbling. I'll go now. So til tomorrow
bye peepes!! have a good evening.

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:: 2002 24 October :: 7.08 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Puddle of mudd- She hates me

Hi
Hey, peeps!! How are you? i'm good. I still don't have enough peeps for my party though. I hope you come. I got some movies today. They're funny ones. I got pumpkins today too. A lot of them. Like twenty-some. I'm not sure where all of them will go. My uncle just dropped them off. I think they will line the path in the woods. yeah, so people don't get lost when they go in there. heehee, i'm in a good mood. I feel stupid now. i don't know why, maybe I just am stupid, do you think I'm stupid?

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:: 2002 23 October :: 4.12 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Stone Sour "Bother"

My toes are cold
hi. How are you? I'm not in a particularly good or bad mood today. today was a good day. I'm still trying to get more people to come to my party, I don't know who all invited or who said they were coming. my toes are cold. My fingers are too. hmmmm. oh, well. anyways i want to go to the JV game tomorrow but i don't kno wif i can because my mom is leaving for Jersey tomorrow so she can't take me, so I'll have to ask my dad. I type slow. How fast can you type? Becky(my friend) can type up to 114 wpm!!!! i could never type that fast..well maybe if I typed like 8 hours a day i could, but ya know what I mean. I have that song in my head..ya know that ston esour one. Do you know it? It's kind of depressing, but it's a good song. yeah. Not much else is going on. well, it turns out Stacy ditched me because jake found out that Erika, whom he had liked since forever, is, or had been, using him. he wrote a really gruesome journal about it too (complete with anger and a poem). check it out at woohu.com/Aces_And_eights I probly shouldn't be advertising it like this but it's woohu, it's public anyways, right? well, no more today. G2G TTYL

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:: 2002 22 October :: 3.49 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Three doors down

Stacy and Jake
HI. I 'm not feeling very hapy now. R U? I just got on and said Hi to stacy, and she's like oh, I can't talk to you I'm talking to Jake and it's important. So I'm sad and disappointed and annoyed because a week ago she had wanted to kill Jake and now it's all ok and she's ditching me for him. What's more, I met jake once and then I got his E-mail address and I e-mailed him and he never e-mailed me back and I tink he blocked me. But i don't no why he would, I only e-mailed him once. so that confuses me and makes me angry and sad too. grrr. and I overslept this morning so my mom had to take me to school so now she won't take me to the store to get my sister a b-day present. so now I have nothing to give her. i'm not going ot go shopping any other day cuz I'm busy and If I do it'll be after my mom is gone to my sister's (she lives in New Jersey) so I'll have to mail it to her. This is going to suck. Bad day. sorry

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:: 2002 21 October :: 7.02 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Quarashi- Stick 'em Up

Party stuff
Hi! I haven't written in a while. Been busy.
I ;m having a party this coming Satruday night so If anybody around Cedar Springs wants to come, your invited. But if you don't know where I live your gonna hafta e-mail me @ sillysusanfoo@yahoo.com Okay? Anyways, It's gonna be cool. But It's making me busy planning it and getting money for it and stuff. How are all you people? Everybody only talks about themselves in these things, but i wanna talk about you. I want to talk to you. I don't know you, obviously becasue this is open to all woohu peops. But e-mail me because You're bored or cause I'm awesome. I don't get enough e-mails. Do you?

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:: 2002 18 August :: 11.01 am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Disturbed

funfunfun...woooo
woo!! I'm very hyper this morning, it seems. I'm sunburned thoguhg from a tennis tourney on Friday. We took 2nd place in the doubles. it was fun. then I had some friends over last night and we kinda partied. funfun fun Geez I'm cold. I want some pizza. Pizza is good breakfast food, agreed? I want to go shopping. I went shopping like two days ago, but i want to go shopping again. Wait, i don't have any money. darn. gotta go get some money now. Talk 2 ya later.

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:: 2002 14 August :: 8.46 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Hoobastank

I have three different usernames here now. I just didn't like the other two. they were too normal. Anyways, today was a good day. I sat around listening to all my CDs half the day. this is always fun. then I had tennis, lowed by eating out. Tomorrow should be busy, we'll see how it goes though. I'll try not to get too stressed. How was your day???

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