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2004 5 June :: 1.34 pm
http://www.livejournal.com/users/xo-maddy
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2004 3 June :: 2.40 pm
last night was fun.
hung out with kendra and mandi.
thanks =).
today im going to feed the homeless with tom katilyn kiki gib mom n maybe liz. =). i like doing good deeds. hehe.
byee.
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2004 25 May :: 7.05 pm
:: Mood: confused
i dont know.. at all. maybe it`s just me?
some people are changing.
some friends are changing.
things are changing.
i guess that`s the way it goes. =/
me and tom have been doing good.
i love it.
bye.
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2004 18 May :: 9.18 pm
guess who effin` made it, my niiggaahh!!!
=D
p.s.- if you dont know what im talkin about then read the last entry. duhhh. lol.
<3.
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2004 17 May :: 6.27 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
sucka sucka sucka sucka. ha - quinc, kate
good weekend.
friday: girl night+beach=fun.
saturday: spent some time with the boyfriend & his fam. =D
sunday: went out to "tan".. i forgot it was raining. =(. whata waste of tanning oil! thenn.. to toms for dinner.
i had an audition for the South West Florida Symphony Youth Orchestra (phew) today.. i really think i did good. i have a good feeling i made it! if you didnt know, i play the violin and i was in the group below that one. but... i think i did really good!! first time i came out of an audition smiling! yeyuh. movin up to the big doggs! lol. hm..
happy, sarah? =]
peace&love.
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2004 9 May :: 1.57 pm
:: Mood: bored
week_end.
hi.
i was at whits the whole weekend. that was fun, i miss it there.
_fri; tom eric me gib n whit went to mcdonalds then eric and tom took us to whits, and they hung out there for a while..ate..waited for them to come for us again, and we went to alberts. joy. joy.
_sat; woke up, went to a lil meetin, dropped gib n whit off at the yacht club so they could jump of peers and gib could sprain her ankle.lame ass. then got home and drove around with whit, we got a vanilla frapuccino. mmm.. and rented peter pan my niggah! ahhh! never knew mermaids could be that ugly. eeee!! then tom and eric came over and a couple others. we hung out there & babysat the chillens` ( ken =] ). fun night.
[ i was soo scared, i thought i was losing tom. but i found out he thought he was losing me. so we both were sad. i was crying so hard. havent done that in a while.. it was very sad, i just wanted more attention, and i thought he was losing interest. yeah..some of you dont know what im talking about, cuz not everyone has the same thing i have with tom-- which is the greatest thing i could ever ask for. but.. i felt like we were growing apart. and he didnt know that i thought that, until i just busted out crying. and everythings great. i just needed to get it all out, ya know? well hope everyone doesnt repeat this.. or something like this. like "maddy and tom broke up. he beats her. shes sueing." or you know, something along the lines of that. :) ]
im off. <3
am i a nerd?? =\ take the quiz!!:
http://www.blunttruthgame.com/takesurvey.cfm?uid=7687401
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2004 9 May :: 1.57 pm
:: Mood: bored
week_end.
hi.
i was at whits the whole weekend. that was fun, i miss it there.
_fri; tom eric me gib n whit went to mcdonalds then eric and tom took us to whits, and they hung out there for a while..ate..waited for them to come for us again, and we went to alberts. joy. joy.
_sat; woke up, went to a lil meetin, dropped gib n whit off at the yacht club so they could jump of peers and gib could sprain her ankle.lame ass. then got home and drove around with whit, we got a vanilla frapuccino. mmm.. and rented peter pan my niggah! ahhh! never knew mermaids could be that ugly. eeee!! then tom and eric came over and a couple others. we hung out there & babysat the chillens` ( ken =] ). fun night.
[ i was soo scared, i thought i was losing tom. but i found out he thought he was losing me. so we both were sad. i was crying so hard. havent done that in a while.. it was very sad, i just wanted more attention, and i thought he was losing interest. yeah..some of you dont know what im talking about, cuz not everyone has the same thing i have with tom-- which is the greatest thing i could ever ask for. but.. i felt like we were growing apart. and he didnt know that i thought that, until i just busted out crying. and everythings great. i just needed to get it all out, ya know? well hope everyone doesnt repeat this.. or something like this. like "maddy and tom broke up. he beats her. shes sueing." or you know, something along the lines of that. :) ]
im off. <3
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2004 4 May :: 4.17 pm
:: Mood: dandy.
life.. right now, it`s pretty damn good.
me and tom couldnt be better;
theres no drama at all;
and.. just some other things have been on my mind lately..
like my family- its all working out just fine;
& i really do have some awesome friends. you should know who you are.. i do!!
well. thats it for now. <3
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2004 29 April :: 4.21 pm
:: Mood: i love the rain
:: Music: toxic.
drip drop drip drop. hehe
im not moving to live journal anymore. i payed my whole $2. woot woot!!
guess what?!
5 months today!! =DD
tomorrows friday! i get to see tom! =))) im so excited, u dont even know!!.. love?! hehe. gosh..
this week has gone by pretty fast.
i wonder what else im doing this weekend..
any takers?
oh and u wanna know what else? im PERFECT. (hmm.. sounds like somebody else i know. ha.) lol jus kidding- - about me being perfect. but thats what it says down there?
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2004 25 April :: 2.48 pm
:: Mood: straight chillen
:: Music: 3 doors down - so i need you.
ya know..
hey. so my weekend was pretty good. except for the fact that i couldnt see tom. but next weekend. =D
friday; brooke came home with me and gib. then me gib brooke liz and kiki met anthony katilyn tyler max nick n brock up at mickey dee's. tooka nap. kate came over.
nite; we went to wal-mart to get stuff to make shirts.. but we ended up makin our special purses and our "bad day boxes" instead. =) and i made a picture frame for tom. its really cute. then went to brookes.. met josh warren, ryan gavin, and joe paul there.. and ended up with even more people. bree met us there, and she spended the night too. great night
saturday; went to kevin sieberts party. that was fun. i walked to toms to say hi. =( i miss him soooo much. we hung out a lil. then mandi kate n bree spent the night. and all i gotta say is:..
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2004 22 April :: 11.42 pm
:: Music: stacie orrico - i promise
stuff.
this weekend;
friday- i dont know? hopefully something fun.
saturday- no im not going to kevins. ah, about 12809 people asked me that. whatever duddee.. but im not going without tom.
thenn.. mandi is spending the night. i dunno what well do.. maybe just have people over? cuz i dunno if im aloud to go out anywhere. =/. but its always fun.. when ya got mandi. lol. hm.
me and tom are doing perfect!! =))) i love it.
wellp. gotta go study for that biology test.
=/.
byee!
p.s. - - i deleted this entry on accident and wrote it back. lol.. hm im gay. but, uhhh.. sarah?! put that comment back in! thats the best one i`ve ever gotten. hehe. =)
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Stacie Orrico - I Promise
Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will
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2004 22 April :: 11.42 pm
this weekend;
friday- i dont know? hopefully something fun.
saturday- no im not going to kevins. ah, about 12809 people asked me that. whatever duddee.. but im not going without tom.
thenn.. mandi is spending the night. i dunno what well do.. maybe just have people over? cuz i dunno if im aloud to go out anywhere. =/. but its always fun.. when ya got mandi. lol. hm.
me and tom are doing perfect!! =))) i love it.
wellp. gotta go study for that biology test.
=/.
byee!
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2004 19 April :: 4.19 pm
:: Music: j0j0_g3t 0ut
subway is s0 g00d!
=D hi.
i dont know why but i am in a really good mood. i guess its from subway. lol. i love food. doesnt everyone?! and me and tom are doing great!! gossh it feels good. and i get to see him this weekend!!! yeyy =))))
well well.. all weekend long my brookie spent the night, y0! hehe. that was some fun. then saturday i got my hurr` cut. 3 1/2 inches! ah. big change. but its soo much easier! and i got more blonde highlights. everyone is taking my brown hair. i guess its in now? =/ gr. and i got layers and angles.
i got home and went to Brookes to eat some effin` suzie nuggets, dawwg! yeyuh. =D
brooke - "i hate my life" lol. niiice. we were sitting at home on prom night, nigg. next year, baby! i hope.
` im out `
iLu.
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2004 14 April :: 10.44 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: michelle branch- you get me
hi.
well. i didnt go to school tuesday.
the night before i stayed at whits. we watched texas
chainsaw massacre. scary stuff.
we woke up at 8:30 went to get out nails done for 9.
mine are pink. theyre kinda annoying me. agh.
we got home and whit spent the night. nothin` new. but i love her.
school was...okayy. i got to see tom, havent seen him in 3 days. i miss him. =/ i wont be seeing him that much.. got into some trouble. sorta.. grounded? i hate it. i want to see him more. but what can i do?
tomorrows thursday.. next days friday.andd.. ill most likely be at home, but who knows? ive never been grounded before `nd i dont think my mom will follow through with it.
i feel empty.. and i dont know why? it`ll stay unanswered. just another bump in the road and a part of being a teen i guess? =/
i love my friends and tom. of course.
welp. im going to bed.
night.
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2004 12 April :: 5.32 pm
:: Mood: you dont even know
god. alot of shit has happened. i cant even explain it.
i feel like my whole life is going down the drain. it`s hard to describe it, but its the worst feeling in the world.
i dont know what to do anymore.. i need to get away.
..just forget about everything.
not get in any more trouble.. this has been the worst and longest 4 day weekend of my life.
and dont even act like youre fucking sorry, cuz a bunch of people are so fucking fake and im not gunna put up with that shit anymore. so fuck everything.
i love tom so much. and nothing can stop me.. nothing
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2004 9 April :: 8.03 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: 2 fast 2 furious
yelloo!
so its been a pretty good week, and ima lookin forward to an even better weekend.
a little drama came up yesterday though. wow. i guess im pregnant eh? didnt know that one. but u know.. people usually do know more things about yourself than u do.. or at least they think! `nd how gayy is that sheeatt!? rumors, rumors.. dont beleive anythin`!
=) fun night with my girliies last night. brooke, kait, and manda. i hung out with tom too. =D
then today we went to the dollar store to get floaties but then we ended up gettin $40 dollars worth of FuN JuNk! haa good times. u hadta be therr`.
then tom john n eric came over n we just chilled. watched movies, climbed on my ceiling.. u know; the usual. and yes, i said ceiling.
im waitin to do something. its always hard to make plans, u know, cuz i have my friends and my boy friend. but i love them aLL!!!
`nd don`t forget it, beatch.
gotta goo. <33
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2004 4 April :: 1.54 pm
:: Mood: aggravated!
:: Music: me myself and i - beyonce
f*it
you know.. its funny how people can talk shit about a person one day and then the next they act like they are their true best friends.. like they dont even say a word about them. funny, huh? or just immature? or maybe its just how some people are these days.. stupid.
like no one would ever find out.
ive grown to learn that you cant trust even the people who say they are your best friends and act like they mean it. theres always a couple though who really are true. so thank you.. i love you.
you know that i`ve stayed true, but what`s with you?
well its been a fun weekend. boyfriend got his car friday. him and john picked me up and went to allisons to get her. then to nicks.. then to some peoples house who i dont know. then i got home to my girls.. mandi j, kait, manda, n whit. =) fun night.
yesterday i went with tom, whit, kiki, gib, and jen to the mall. i got some clothes, candy, and a cell phone cover. cute. then i ate with toms family and went to his house then to my house to watch texas chainsaw masacre. we fell asleep for about an hour and woke up at 1. =) that was nice.
it`s me, myself, and i..
that`s all i got in the end.
that`s what i found out.
and it aint no need to cry;
i took a vow that from now on
im gun` be my own best friend.
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2004 30 March :: 8.25 pm
:: Music: bedtime- uRsher
=D
4 months (yesterday)
& still goin great!
wow i am so happy guys, you wouldn`t even know!
i love tom alott! and we get along soo good;
he`s like my best friend, but
even better! it`s gReAt!
=)
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today was pretty good.
no problems here!
i guess im lucky to not have as much drama as most people do.
maybe, just maybe - - its cus guys always seem to be the ones talkin their shit
or that guys cause problems. but..
not for me!! =X
schools doin good for me, it can be fun..sometimes
when i make the best of it
and im gettin pretty good grades.
tom gets his license (spelling? lol jen) friday!
yeyy. goin out on the towwwnn dawg!
lol. right.. but its gunna be fun i bet.
im sucha loser.
my dad came over today! wow, its goin really good!
im so happy. when i know things are good with
my family, it puts me in a better mood.
well gee, i better git goin..
love you
<33
by the way, check out my photo show bro! ha made a rhyme.. wow.
http://www.photoshow.net/redir_main.php?show=RglaGlCEd
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2004 28 March :: 2.40 pm
so it`s Sunday morn` noww.. last night was sooo much fun. wow.
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me kiki liz and jenna (a girl we met on a cruise that came to viisit us for the weekend from ohio.. whew) all went to my dad`s house and played with the slot machines n played pool and ate lots of popcorn from the popcorn maker. lol its like an arcade!
so then we had a craving for chinese food.. but we didn`t want it anymore so we left there and went to mike greenwells!! ha we rode go-carts and jenna was acting like a spanish person with these dorks, `nd she was dancin crazy and stuff, woww.. then we went to brusters got FrEe cotton candy explosion.
after ALl that we went to teen night cuz we were in a dancing mood.. so we made a fool outa ourselves, haha. it was great. but we got that for FrEe too!
so anyways i hafta go git ready cuz im goin to my boyfriends house =).
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peace&love dawwg.
<33
anyone got that definition
for "best friends"?!
* cmnts? *
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2004 27 March :: 3.43 pm
:: Mood: bored&sick
:: Music: take my breath away.
* yawn *
boring day. but jen just got here.
neeeat stuff.
well last night i went out with tom john travis alex and eric. we went bat wakcing.. poor bats! and then we went to alberto`s hizzouse to watch a movie and me n alex watched the guys play basketball. niice. then we came back here. that was a nice night..
tonight im goin to my dad`s house. he has a pool table and slot machines. its AwEsOmE. yeahh dawwg. well tom`s goin to a wedding tonight. =/, hmm it kinda sucks bot o-well. he was supposed to git his license today but he couldn`t so he`s gettin it next friday.
i`m feelin sick. i`ve had a cold for a lil over a week. anddd, i hate aunt flow. shes gay - sorry guys
=X.
Well im gunna git goin
by the way - - what is the definition of so called "best" friends?! i will never have a
fucking clue.
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