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michellestar

:: 2008 26 July :: 10.48pm

x-files 2
Well the movie wasn't that great and it bombed at the box office, but whatcha gonna do? It didn't stop me from dressing up as Scully and Jason as a Mulder / Robert Patrick Modell conglomerate and having a nerdy good time.


Scully investigates a Queens apartment.


We went to artsy Astoria for some dinner and drinks before the 12:45am showing. Applebees decided to be totally boss and splash their sidewalks with X-Files-inspired sidewalk graffiti. We took this opportunity for a photo-op.


Scully gets abducted.
I'm currently laying on a NY street in my $200 cashmere trench coat. It's all for love, baby.


Jason does the Mulder pose
For the uninitiated ... Jason is doing the Mulder pose from the episode Humbug.


Then we found these totally hip glasses laying on a newspaper stand.

So we found these glasses on a newspaper stand on 35th street


Then we totally gorged on food and drinks at Applebees because we had 3 hours to kill. I wanted to die when we left. ::burp::

Our waiter insisted on a picture


more delightful pics of our adventures:
nerd fest



So I haven't been doing a good job of writing here recently. I have a clusterfuck of albums to upload thanks to my 40 hours a week spent in the labs.

We went w/ some friends to a free NY Philharmonic concert in Central Park. Dude, everyone was eating wine and cheese and salads and sat on blankets with lit candles and stuff. I brought Jelly Bellys and vodka. Such a noob.

Also had Erich's 31st birthday party on a rooftop in Manhattan right in the shadow of the Empire State building. I don't know how Erich finds these little places but it was pretty fantastic. They let you order out from restaurants so we had some poor pizza guy drag a bunch of huge New York style omgfreakingdelicious pizzas up to the rooftop for our mouthal pleasure.

Jason & I are heading out to a cabin in the Adirondacks in two weeks. It's with the same group of friends from the 4th of July. God help me.

Tomorrow we're going to a waterpark out on Long Island. It's called Splish Splash. Haha, so lame it's awesome.

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mbenznut

:: 2008 24 July :: 11.14pm

Are you thinking what I'm thinking?

I don't know. Are you thinking Holy Shit, Holy Shit a swordfist almost went though my head? Then yes.

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taoman1121

:: 2008 21 July :: 4.28pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: Stars - One More Night

So, there's been official word that they're will be a new 'Lost' ARG (alternative reality game) set to begin at this year's ComicCon in San Diego. Supposedly, they will 'recruiting' Dharma Initiative members. This thing looks to blow the 'Find 815' ARG out of the water. I'm so jealous I'm not going, but at the same time I'm totally excited for another Lost-related time waster. If only this pesky school thing would stay away a little longer.

Summer's already half over, which depresses me. With every day, it's harder to not think about having to go back. I probably should be doing more with my time off, though, as usual, I don't feel like the summer is being wasted. And I finally got a draft of my predisseration turned in, and by this time point next year I finally should have a couple articles to my name, so it's not all bad.

We hosted our second poker night yesterday at the apartment. I had a lot of fun and things went a little faster and a little smoother than last time. And I finally won for a change. Thanks to everyone who came.

I'm off to the library to pick up some more reading material, as if I needed it. If I get inspired, maybe I'll share my "to read' list. That, or I'll enter back into radio silence for another 6 months. Guess we'll have to wait and see together.

(edit 5:32pm) Based on his already impressive resume, especially considering his relatively young age, I'm naming Christian Bale the best actor of his generation. I'm not even going to look at his competition, because I'm fairly confident I don't need to.

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michellestar

:: 2008 19 July :: 11.11pm

via g-chat
Steve: good thing I'm not married or I would probably get drunk now, dress my wife up like an umpire and beat her.

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michellestar

:: 2008 18 July :: 12.14pm

woot worthy




(7 days)







Emmy nominees I care about:

Comedy Series
The Office

Actor in a Comedy Series
Steve Carell, The Office
Lee Pace, Pushing Daisies

Actress in a Comedy Series
Mary-Louise Parker, Weeds

Supporting Actor in a Comedy Series
Rainn Wilson, The Office

Supporting Actress in a Comedy Series
Kristin Chenoweth, Pushing Daisies

Guest Actor in a Comedy Series
Will Arnett, 30 Rock

Drama Series
Boston Legal!!
Dexter!!
House
Lost!!!
best category ever!

Actor in a Drama Series
Michael C. Hall, Dexter (loves!)
Hugh Laurie, House
James Spader, Boston Legal (loves!)

Supporting Actor in a Drama Series
Michael Emerson, Lost
omgilovehim.


There are lots of other categories of course, but those are the only ones with people or shows I actually care about.
PS: Reality shows make me want to punch small children. Hooray to our inane society.



Laaaaastly
And most importantly. A loud enthusiastic woot for my coworker/professor/mentor Dr. Zoran. (yes that's his name.) Every so often in life someone comes along that you know you can trust, who has your best interest in mind, and goes out of his way to help. Sure these last few years have been big for me and I think I've handled it pretty well, but I still need guidance and someone to make it all clear when it gets murky. It was my adviser Brian at Pace that was my no nonsense fixer-of-Michelle's-problems, but he left after my first year and I was left to fend for myself. I did all right though. That NYPD position -- that was all me. No one helped me with that. And now I'm the only one in my graduating class (of a whopping 12 students) who actually scored a job post-graduation. This is not lost on me.

However Dr. Zoran, who not only is a pathologist at the Medical Examiner, but an M.D., a Ph.D, an identifier of thousands of WTC bones, and my professor of Forensic Biology and Forensic Pathology, this guy -- he listened to me as I sat in his office today with a difficult decision to make. He took the time for me when I knew he was busy, when he was surrounded by files stacked around his office. He helps me make decisions clear and he listens to me. But most important of all, he has faith in me. He referred to himself as my big brother today and I think that says it all.

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michellestar

:: 2008 15 July :: 1.45pm

QUANTICO, Virginia (CNN) -- Behind closed doors, the scientists and agents of the FBI scrutinize fibers, poisons, explosives, DNA and just about any other shred of evidence that might help solve crimes.

They can't talk about specific cases they're working. Yet the work they're doing can put people behind bars or lead to major advances in crime-solving techniques.

As the FBI hits the 100-year-mark and continues to evolve to meet the demands of the world, CNN visited the state-of-the-art crime lab in Quantico, Virginia. It's the same lab that inspired the hit television series "CSI."

Dozens of experts from an array of fields work under one roof.

"I think that's what really made a name for the FBI lab," said Robert Fram, chief of the FBI's scientific analysis section. "We were able to get involved in a lot of very high-profile cases, and get it done completely."

The lab has played roles in everyday cases as well as some of the most significant crime investigations in the nation's history -- from the assassination of President John F. Kennedy to the bombing of Pan Am Flight 103 over Lockerbie, Scotland, in 1988 to the September 11, 2001, terrorist attacks.

The lab now employs 500 agents, scientists and other personnel -- far from its origins in 1932. Back then, there was only one agent working in a single room in Washington. His name was Charles Appel, a handwriting analysis expert.

Appel's background allowed the lab to play an important role in one of its first big cases: the kidnapping and killing of the toddler son of aviator Charles Lindbergh. Appel linked the handwriting from ransom notes to a suspect, Bruno Richard Hauptmann, who was eventually convicted.

Since then, the lab has been on the cutting edge of crime-solving techniques. The advent of DNA analysis was a revolution in forensic science, and it's a key part of what the FBI lab does.

Richard Guerrieri is a chief DNA analyst at Quantico.

"Our unit handles anywhere from 1,500 to 1,800 submissions a year of evidence," Guerrieri told CNN during a tour of the lab.

Often, that involves examining clothes for bodily fluids that can help identify a suspect or a crime victim. The DNA unit is one of the first areas of the lab to use robotics to speed up the processing of evidence.

Another scientific advancement is the Direct Analysis in Real Time (DART) machine, which can quickly identify substances such as poisons and explosives.

"The whole premise behind this technology is that almost every chemical we analyze has its own unique weight," said Dr. Marc LeBeau, chief of the lab's chemistry unit.

Lab officials say their advanced techniques are essential to fighting crime. But they also say that sometimes, those advances can unrealistically raise expectations.

Television shows like "CSI" show speedy DNA or fingerprint matches and criminals in handcuffs in just one hour -- something lab workers say doesn't happen in the real world.

"We work on some cases for years at a time and keep putting more and more evidence together," said Carlo Rosati, a forensic examiner in firearms and tool marks.

FBI officials say many juries expect DNA and fingerprints to be found at every crime scene. "Why isn't there a fingerprint, why isn't there DNA?" Fram said, describing jurors' expectations. "And they're going as far as feeling that they can't convict someone because you didn't find A, B or C, where you just don't always find those things."

The FBI lab has had some missteps. In 2004, authorities matched a fingerprint belonging to Oregon lawyer Brandon Mayfield to evidence found at the site of the Madrid, Spain, train bombings. Mayfield was cleared, sued the FBI and received a $2 million settlement. In the 1990s, a Justice Department investigation found flaws in lab analysis and trial testimony in some cases, which led to reforms.

"No one's infallible," Fram said. "A mistake can be made. The idea is to minimize it. And the idea is to act on it if it was made and correct it, and make sure it doesn't happen again."

Officials at the lab say they are strict about handling evidence.

When a CNN crew visited in June, it was not allowed into areas where scientists were working with real evidence. CNN was shown demonstrations with test materials.

Karen Lanning, chief of the evidence control unit, said evidence has to be dealt with correctly from the second it arrives at the FBI. "It's critical for every case, whether it's to put somebody who really should be in jail or to help exonerate somebody. It's somebody's life that we're dealing with, so it has to be taken very seriously."



We're bigger than the FBI DNA lab. Neener. ;)

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mbenznut

:: 2008 15 July :: 9.26am

"Oh.....oh my. Bloody, furry and dead, well that's an image
that should follow me through eternity."

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michellestar

:: 2008 11 July :: 7.54pm
:: Music: Augustana

I left the Medical Examiner early today because I had to fill out paperwork at NYPD Headquarters for my background check. I filled it out until I reached a section that said Do not fill out the following until you have been offered a position. So naturally I stopped at that point. The lady came back in later and asked me why I didn't finish the packet.

"Hun, you have the position..."

wait. what?


So. The following sentence that is going to take 2 seconds to write took 23 years to accomplish. Today I was hired by the NYPD Crime Lab as a Forensic Scientist.

I don't know if I'm going to take it yet. I need to hear back from the Medical Examiner's office. I told them that and it's okay because the background checks, investigation, and medical exam processes will take until the end of summer. So by fall I will have a job in a crime lab making as much money starting out as my mom makes now after working for 31 years.

This is that thing. That thing you've built your whole life towards. That answer to every question asked at family Christmas parties. That objective written on the top of your resume. That thing.

I don't remember the walk to the station. I don't remember the ride home. My head was in the clouds. 2008 is one for the books.



PS: Jason & I are listening to Augustana's new CD right now and it's magnifique.

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michellestar

:: 2008 11 July :: 7.52am

omg free slurpee day


edit 8:14 pm
omg nypd crime lab day

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michellestar

:: 2008 9 July :: 11.26pm

I noticed this ad while riding the subway home from work this evening. Sorry for the quality. Camera phone. Blarg.





Be Kanye Pills!
Be someone else for a few hours, or a lifetime!

(Do not use with heavy machinery.)

It was an advert for pills that would transform you into Kanye West, thus making you infinitely suave and a female magnetron.

It had a website on there: www.bekanyenow.com so I went there. I had no idea what it was for since I'm not a Kanye fan. I thought maybe he had a new album coming out, but after looking at the website I'm pretty sure it's for Absolut Vodka. Raaaandomm. The ad is pretty great though.

Q&A on the website:
Is Be Kanye addictive?
-- Stop using Be Kanye immediately if after 4 days you are unable to be fabulous on your own.


On the subway I was standing across from a girl who was sleeping. She woke up at one point and noticed the ad. I watched her stare at it for a minute, rub her eyes, and then look at it again.

I am amused.

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michellestar

:: 2008 8 July :: 7.31pm

remy
Just because I haven't talked about her doesn't mean she's not bumbling around here somewhere. Yes, our rat Remy is doing just fine. We let her out of her cage to roam free in the evenings when we're home for the night, and before we left for Michigan we had her pretty well trained not to bother the barrier we set up between the kitchen and dining room. Roxana & Ana Maria baby-sat her for 3 weeks. Consequently her lack of respect for our authority has fostered and grown strong. She always had free reign in the living room, dining room, and bathroom ... so where does she want to go? The kitchen, naturally. What is so darn important that you absolutely must get to?

"What are we going to do tonight, Remy?"
"Same thing we do every night. Try and take over the world!"


Her sassiness is in full bloom. She has devised several methods for bypassing the barrier to the kitchen. Here is a video I took last night of her most daring method:


**This video has annotations but they don't seem to show up when I embed the video, so you can watch it on its YouTube page and they'll show up.

And here is an old video taken back in April:




Sass.


PS: Yes, unfortunately one of my videos is hosted on YouTube and the other is on Flickr. They would all be on Flickr except they can't get their shit together and allow a decent sized video to be uploaded. 150MB? For serious? I upload bigger videos than that on Facebook. Lame.

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taoman1121

:: 2008 8 July :: 12.17am

E.B. White - Here is New York
"There are roughly three New Yorks. There is, first, the New York of the man or woman who was born there, who takes the city for granted and accepts its size, its turbulence as natural and inevitable. Second, there is the New York of the commuter--the city that is devoured by locusts each day and spat out each night. Third, there is the New York of the person who was born somewhere else and came to New York in quest of something. Commuters give the city its tidal restlessness, natives it solidity and continuity, but settlers give it passion."

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mbenznut

:: 2008 7 July :: 6.28pm

I'm cursed and without a driver's liecense, again. And guess what, it's because of paperwork, again.

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michellestar

:: 2008 7 July :: 9.39am

Robert Shaler Leads New TV Show, "Crime Scene University" -- Techniques And Tools Used On Program Include Blood-Spatter Analysis, Bullet Trajectory, Electrostatic Printing, Fingerprint Collection, Oblique Lighting And Entomological Forensics
By Jill Shockey, Penn State University

A unique intersection between one of primetime television's most popular dramatic genres -- crime scene investigation -- and the college classroom is making its debut on the campus of one of America's most popular universities ... and in the living rooms of America. Penn State brought together 12 college students in a team-competition format forensic science program called "Crime Scene University," which premieres Thursday, July 10, at 8 p.m.

The show, filmed in and outside the classroom, is believed to be among the first of its kind in today's generation of television entertainment. The hour-long digital TV show will run four episodes of simulated crime-scene scenarios, where college students from Penn State and six other colleges face off in two teams to determine what happened in various realistic crime-scene scenarios. The content of the episodes reflects the syllabus of the Penn State course titled "Forensic Science 201: Crime Scene Investigation." Students registered for the class and received academic credit while the show was being filmed.

Using established scientific investigation techniques and tools, the viewer can learn along with students as they collect, analyze and preserve evidence to try to piece together each case. The techniques and tools include blood-spatter analysis, bullet trajectory, electrostatic printing, fingerprint collection, oblique lighting and entomological forensics, which entails the study of insects near exposed bodily remains to determine time of death.

Robert Shaler, director of Penn State's forensic science program and professor of biochemistry and molecular biology who received his Ph.D. from Penn State, instructs the students in realistic settings involving a suspected homicide, a car accident and other true-to-life crime scenes. Prior to joining Penn State, Shaler directed the forensic biology department within New York City's Office of the Chief Medical Examiner, and he was responsible for leading the effort to identify the 2,749 people who perished during the September 11, 2001 terrorist attack in New York.

Shaler conceived of the idea for the television show and, with help from a friend at the City of New York's Office of the Chief Medical Examiner, successfully pitched the idea to Discovery Communications.

"The program should be interesting to viewers because it will give some insight into how to do a crime scene investigation in real life, as opposed to the investigations that take place in drama-based programing like 'CSI' and 'Law and Order' or even in scripted programs of real cases, like 'Forensic Files'," said Shaler.

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mbenznut

:: 2008 7 July :: 4.19am

- On equality: "I've been portrayed as a caveman by some. That's not true. I'm a conservative progressive, and that means I think all men are equal, be they slants, beaners, or niggers."

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michellestar

:: 2008 5 July :: 10.56pm

craziest.fourth of july.ever.

flippy cup will be the end of me.

contents included making out with a puerto rican chica, slip n' sliding, peeing, flippy cup, peeing, spooning fest, spilt wax, assaulting an unconscious lesbian, football, badminton, baseball, frisbee, fireworks, and comparing areolas.

there are pictures and videos. but i'm going to maintain my dignity and keep them private. ok, maybe a few on Facebook.

that's..yes, that's all.

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mbenznut

:: 2008 5 July :: 6.37pm

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michellestar

:: 2008 2 July :: 9.20am

Back at the Medical Examiner.
I have 369 emails in my inbox.

::facedesk::

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mbenznut

:: 2008 2 July :: 2.02am

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michellestar

:: 2008 2 July :: 12.12am

via g - chat

Jason: only 1632 days until the end of the world
Me: oh sweet.

(yes we're in the same apartment. judge and i shall smite you.)



PS: This kid I used to know in high school just typed what I wrote to him in his yearbook Senior year because it makes him smile. I don't know why, but the simple things are always more profound.

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michellestar

:: 2008 1 July :: 9.36pm

home
^_^


no groceries
>_<


wedding pics
^.^



At the Reception


Speaking of pictures, I want to thank everyone--specifically Jason's parents, my parents, and Flickr users in general for being so kind. Your words leave smiles in their wake.

Off to the Medical Examiner tomorrow.
And very much looking forward to Mike & Tiffany's BBQ party on the 4th. I shall make delicious things meant for distribution to your mouth.


edit
Oh yeah, and that freaking Bachelorette Party picture I posted several entries back has over 2,000 views on Flickr. Currently my most viewed photo. Cool it horndogs. You can't even see anything...

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michellestar

:: 2008 27 June :: 9.58pm

It's been over a month since our trip to Chicago but I finally managed to upload some photos last night at 3am. I kind of fell asleep in the process so I didn't post em until now.

As far as my Flickr sets go, I think it's a pretty good one.


The Chicago Series


Exotic Flower
Wandering Millennium Park one afternoon I came across a ton of beautiful flowers.
I spent awhile there...



Curved Space
The Bean! Spent embarrassingly long time here as well...



Self Portrait
Had a mini photoshoot using reflections from the bean.



My Handsome
Jason & I went on Ricci's rooftop one evening to watch the sunset.



My school is right next to the Brooklyn Bridge
We've flown over Manhattan countless times. I finally bothered to get out my SLR and snap a few.
More aerial shots are in the set.




more:
The Chicago Series



Well Jason's back in Detroit for the wedding. We fly back to NY soon. I think it's pretty accurate to say that we're both itching to get back. It was a good vacation, I did a lot and saw several of my old friends but I miss New York. I miss the subway. I miss the bustle. I miss Remy. I miss my apartment. I miss my friends. I miss the Medical Examiner's office.

I miss my urban jungle.

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mbenznut

:: 2008 25 June :: 11.00pm

Don't worry. I made bail.

Bail? For what?

I told you don't worry. The murder charge won't stick.

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mbenznut

:: 2008 25 June :: 10.29pm

Jesus is not a zombie.

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michellestar

:: 2008 25 June :: 3.23am

Fuck cars.

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michellestar

:: 2008 24 June :: 7.00pm

News news news.

Brian Williams told me an amusing story on the tele just now. Apparently airline passengers are forgetting their spare change at the security checkpoint when they empty their pockets for the metal detector. If the passenger doesn't pick it back up then the TSA by law is allowed to keep it. Dallas/Ft Worth collected almost $14,000 in 2004 from the spare change left behind. JFK was one of the lowest, only collecting $3,700. Brian said New Yorkers are careful with their change because we need it for cab fares.

Ain't it the truth, Bri.

Newsy news news.

I played tennis today with my high school friend Adam. We were both on the varsity tennis team at school. We are not so varsity anymore. But I think I did a rather respectable job out on the court considering I didn't have tennis shoes and now my feet feel like teh burns.

Back in Detroit from my srsly stellar trip to Grand Rapids and Muskegon. Jason and I lived the simple life together for a few days away from the hustle and bustle of the city. We sat on grass (!), had a bonfire (!), played with sidewalk chalk (!), rode a paddle boat all over his dad's lake (!!!), fed some snobby ducks (not-so-!), and had a really awesome trip to the waterpark in Muskegon (!@$%#!!). We picked the best possible day to go--the weather was a friggin' dream and zomg no lines. We could slide all day and be freely retarded without the crowds. I cheated at SkeeBall (we're SkeeBall extraordinaires) by running up the lane and slamming all nine of my balls into the 100 point hole--thus scoring myself a perfect game. We got a buttload of undeserved tickets and then the game gave us a Free Game. Haha. Score.

Mmm, unabashed cheating.

So I'm rocking a pretty fantastic tan right now. My freckles are in full bloom and I went out and got my golden summer highlights (with a little sassy red mixed in for a happygoodtime).

Thus ends the latest installment in my clusterfuck of updates. I will be getting Chicago and GR pics up soooooon.

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michellestar

:: 2008 24 June :: 9.29am

My dad just walked into the house with a lit blowtorch. Then walked back out.

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michellestar

:: 2008 23 June :: 11.46pm

I forgot every wonderful word I ever thought of.

There's a subtlety to life that I revel in. Moments are both shared and heralded as uniquely our own. We possess these atoms, our heart, but they are in constant flux with our surroundings. There is a deeper sense in me but I have no word or placement for it. It is irrational and fleeting, but deeply rooted. I am an old soul.

I feel these things but rarely act upon them. I've known since I was a little girl existence presents itself as the feeling of falling. Trailing behind is the fear that if you concentrate on it for too long that you shall disappear into the unknown and never find your way back home. I once explained these sorts of things to a friend at a sleepover when I was 12-years-old. We watched Beaches instead. So flows my existence. To be questioned, pondered, understood, and always--standing alone.

Some people call this God. But truly, honestly, it's something more. It's more than a name, a book, or a lesson learned in time. We are inevitable, unavoidable, and connected.

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mbenznut

:: 2008 23 June :: 10.26pm

Ug

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michellestar

:: 2008 18 June :: 8.03pm

| glow |







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