:: 2003 16 January :: 4.46 pm

Yeah.
I was on palace last night and I met this cool guy Erick. But anyway.

Today was good. Of course it was, its Thursday and a B day, how could it not be good? We started counting Hotaru Koi which sounds so awesome with the rhythem (yeah, I know, its spelled wrong, but my mind is blank and I currently cant remember how to spell it), it doesnt even really need the notes part, although the notes are what make it choir music I guess, huh?

But ooooh my gosh, Izzy and Robert got so mad at eachother at lunch today. Or rather Izzy was just furious with Robert, he didnt seem to mad...but oooooh my gosh, they were like neck and neck. It was horrible. Luckily, it was also close to then end of lunch so we could all run away. Which is nice.

Yeah. Vocab test in English today. I lost my book at some point, I think its behind the couch at home. So I know I didnt do as good on this test as I have on others. Oh well, its not like I failed or anything. Yeah well, I'm done now...hopefully no one will decide to have tutorials today, meaning we could leave on time! YAY!!

Mindy


Dangit, I have to do my Biology write up tonight...

Is it love?

:: 2003 15 January :: 10.38 pm

Yeah...its pretty dog-gone cold. I'm shivering all over the place. And its supposed to be really bad tomorrow. Dangit..

Well, I went to my FIRST EVER Bible study today. It was lots of fun, basically youth, only more concentrating on the Bible and without the 6th, 7th, and 8th graders running around being the clowns that they are. Ok well, gotta go to bed. Getting tired anyway. Night!

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 14 January :: 4.50 pm

Hm...
Choir is ok when we are doing Varsity level music. Mr. A has decided to mix us with the women from A Cappella and make one huge Varsity Treble Choir. He has picked some really good songs, and you can tell they are good because guess what is stamped right on the front of both of them?

PANTHER CHOIRS
Colleyville Heritage High School
5401 Heritage Avenue
Colleyville, Texas 76034


.....


Well, as coincidence would have it, my copy of Hotaru Koi (yes, that's in Japanese) once belonged to my old babysitter, who lives 2 houses down from me. You can tell because her name is written on it in pencil. For those of you who dont know, its practically law in the music world to use pencil. It's a rule in choir to always have a pencil with you. But yeah. If this was used by Joy, I would say they therefore used it 2 years ago, when she was a freshman, although I've no idea what choir she was in then. Oh well. Hmm...yeah. Anyway. So both songs are in a foreign language. Hotaru Koi is, like I told you, in Japanese. The other song is called Waters Ripple and Flow and its a Czecho-Slovak Folksong. Ok, this thing has words that are harding than anything I've ever seen, probably including the Russian in Svete Tihi that was a song we were supposed to know for All-State. i'm trying to find in the music what the tempo is supposed to be. It doesnt say, but it does say "a tempo" a lot, which isnt too fast, but not terribly slow either. Which is good if we're going to spit these words out. But oh my gosh, there is this solo in it, and I would love to have it, but I doubt he would pick me after all the other times he let me down. Plus, there are tons of A Cappella girls who could do it loads better. So yeah..I dont know if I'll even try out. I mean, why bother? He's not gonna pick me..I've figured that out by now. I'm a strong singer...everyone knows it, including him. But oh well..whatever. Another reason I'm going to Colleyville next year: to make good use of my talent.

Yeah well anyway. Enough of that for now. The songs are cool, but it doesnt make up for all the other stupid mistakes he has made. Bye.

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 14 January :: 4.45 am

Oh, and everyone email me at my new adress. I got it with the $5 I payed Andy, so I wanna put it to use! Its Melindy@woohu.com

Thanks!

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 14 January :: 3.25 am

I should really go to bed...but I dont want to sleep. I know how tired I'm going to be tomorrow..oh well. I'll probably just go to bed like..super early tomorrow. At least, after I do my biology which I didnt touch tonight..maybe I'll go do some of that. Its boring enough. Maybe I'll fall asleep. I've done that before, it was last year, only I was doing math homework..yeah. So I'll probably go to bed pretty soon...

I feel so alone with no boyfriend. Mia feels the same..she's crazy, making a list of the guys who are boyfriend material. I know who is boyfriend material, I dont really need a list. Reuben, for example, would make a good boyfriend. He and I can talk. He's a musician, and although he doesnt quite know what he's going to do in life, he'll have a sure future...That's what I think of in guys, the future. If I didnt think of the future I'd probably be some hooker or who knows what else. The future is what kept me with Jason so long. I wanted things to work out, I really did. I wanted to stay with him. I had dreams, he and I getting married, having kids...it was great. But...I dunno, if we're not going to get to meet in person, none of my dreams can happen....and they arent really dreams, more like goals in life. I dunno, that's all I really have to say on the subject. I've GOT to go to bed or I'll never get up...Goodnight.

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 13 January :: 6.59 pm

I loooooooove my luck.
Yay! I just noticed today that MY name is down on the "Latest Donation" thing. That makes me feel so special!

But anyway. I still love my luck. Had I told you I hadnt brought my biology book home, meaning I couldnt do my chapter review? Well, yeah. So I was thinking "Oh great, just what I need." But then, while we were doing our lab, she asked us who hadnt finished it, and I didnt really hear what she said, so I didnt say anything. A few other people did though, so they got points taken off AND detention the next morning. Now as much as I love Mrs. Parham (NOT), I dont want to spend my morning with her too. So, thanks to my shyness and quietness, I got credit for something I didnt do. Yay! Good day for a Monday..I'm just glad tomorrow is a B day. Oh well, anyway.

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 12 January :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: sleepy

Sunday = Church
Yeah. Basically my day was filled with Church, Biology papers, and AIM. Fun, huh?

I got compliments on my singing during choir practice. That's always nice. :) Makes me feel special.

Rachel wants me to go to a Bible study on Wednesday night...I might go, depending on how much homework I have....

Hmm..I dont want to go to school tomorrow. Stupid Texas weather. It was fine today, I like it cold and snowy. But its supposed to be 56 tomorrow, and that means no snow day. Or ice day....I want to live up north again. :( I miss New Jersey!

Yeah..that's all I have to say now.

Mindy

2 Indeeds | Is it love?

:: 2003 11 January :: 4.21 pm

1 Indeed | Is it love?

:: 2003 10 January :: 4.47 pm

Interesting conversations.
Yeah, got my report card. I didnt fail anything! YAY!!! And somehow my grade in swimming turned into an 84, but I'm not complaining. Oh, but I just cant wait to get home...

But yeah, guess I should explain the subject, huh? Well, its a B day, so I was sitting with Robert, Izzy, Elizabeth, Claire, Jenna, and Sarah as always, and today the subject was how easy and fun it was in elementary school. I dont even know how that came up, but we just discussed all of it. The bus rides, the toys (Pokemon cards and those Tomogachi things [I dont know how to spell it]), the classes, the recess, and just all of it. Nice little flash back. Hmm...yeah, then in English we were at first talking about the French Revolution (info needed to understand The Scarlet Pimpernel) and then we got into liberty, then how America was the "Melting Pot" and then into all the foreign foods we could think of...and yeah, that's about it. We just kinda got way off track, but that's why I like English. All of my English teachers...ok, my English teachers for the past 3 years, have been just total nut cases, but I like that! Its so easy to get them side tracked that you hardly ever have to work. And that's always something fun. So yeah, anyway..I'm done now. Bye!

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 10 January :: 8.31 am
:: Mood: sleepy

Hm...
Once again in Recordkeeping. Its fun to be in a computer lab for class. Yeah, life is doing ok. Get report cards next period, oh boy...but I dont think I did too horribly. I wore black today, and it probably wasnt too smart to play with Rocky before school today. I'm covered in dog hair. Oh well, I'll get over that. Hmm...I dont know what else to say.

Tim and I had a good talk last night. We talked about lots of stuff. Its easy to talk to him, just like its easy to talk to Mia...

Jason and I are ok. Not together, but ok. I'm not too terribly mad at him anymore, and he wasnt mad at me in the first place, although he did think it was a bit rude of me to put our conversation in here. Oh well whatever...But yeah, I think I'm done now. I love being a fast typer, its just..going to be so useful in life. Really random thought, I know, but anyways, I'm gonna go before...I dont know what. Probably just go play solitaire now...Bye!

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 9 January :: 4.41 pm

So yeah, called Tim yesterday. He's got a nice deep voice, like every other senior guy I've ever talked to...ok, almost every senior guy. And there arent many just...4 or something? But yeah, more than some people have, less than others. Oh well, anyway, today was an OK day. I got an 88 on my Bio quiz (YAY!!) But I so totally flunked my Geo quiz (awww). Ok well, gotta go finally turn in my swimming stuff..Liz and I are going to go together. EE!! Wish me luck.

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 8 January :: 3.40 pm

What a day..is it too much to ask to just..go home? I hope Mom doesnt have anyone coming in for stuff today, I really want to go home...I've been like...dragging my feet all day long. Unlike yesterday, I was too tired today to straighten my hair...bummer, huh? Yeah...oh well, they'll see it straight sometime. Well, my new classes arent too horrible..a lot better than swimming, I can tell you that. But I have a ton of homework to do, not what I would like to be doing when I get home..I'd rather take a nap. Oh well. As long as this annoying kid doesnt show up for tutorials, we can go home at 4...unfortunately, that leaves him a bit more than 10 minutes to get his butt in here...dangit. I think I'll call Tim when I get home, use my calling card so it doesnt expire before I get a chance to use it....hmmm...

Mindy

Is it love?

:: 2003 8 January :: 8.38 am

Ok, I'm in my other new class, Recordkeeping. Its fun, we're in a computer lab, and we're not supposed to be doing anything other than this coolmath.com place or whatever, but like I'm gonna go there? No. Well, last night was eventful, but my day really doesnt change because of it. I didnt get my new books this morning, they said I had to turn in my health book. Oh well, I can do that tomorrow. There is one other freshman that I know of in here, she's pretty cool. I think she's reading this, but I cant tell if she can see it or not...I keep having to look over my shoulder to see if she is looking..oh well, I'm done for now, bye

Is it love?

:: 2003 7 January :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: heartbroken

This close to getting the ring...
Me: jason........are you just afraid to talk to her about it?

Jason: sorta... and no.. no because I kinda.... shouldn't really talk to her about it....

Me: why 'shouldnt' you talk to her about it....

Jason: because it's just something i dont' wanna bring up..

Me: why?

Jason: I don't think it's a good idea to...I just dont want to...

I didnt want it to come this far....I just wanted a person I care that much for to come up and see me for a few days, remove the doubt from my mind. But...whatever, its over now. I can finally get away from all the teases from family, the warnings from friends...but yeah, whatever, I have to go to bed...

Mindy

1 Indeed | Is it love?

:: 2003 7 January :: 8.16 pm

Me: jason..i'm sorry....i didnt meant to cuss at you..

Jason: it's ok..probably deserved it anyways...

Me: but you have to understand, all i want to know is that i'm not dreaming all this up.......

Jason: I know that..but you aren't.

Me: how do i know? how do i know you're not just some perverted freak playing with my affections?

Jason: Mel.. why would you think that?

Me: because i have no reason not to.

Yeah..I dont mean to be rude. But I cant help it. oh well bye

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