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:: 2011 29 August :: 8.41 am

i feel like it's going to be one of those "regret getting out of bed" days.


doing what i have to do today... hurts. but what hurts more is the thought of that smug FUCKING face. as always... he wins. i lose.
i hope he's happy. it's his fault.

gathering light


:: 2011 29 August :: 12.54 am

i've always used blogs to record what is going on in my life at any given moment. the current state of the constant flux that is my interests and thoughts.

however. i've always used lj. been very matter of fact. described events and scenarios. this is good; my memory is so terrible that otherwise it would all just be a blur.

but that is not what i'm here for. i'm here to let myself be cryptic. i'm here to be public and at the same time be away from everyone.

i'm here to do as i please.

so.

a good deal of this stuff will make sense only to me. some of it may be distressing in nature. i can't claim what will come out of my fingers in the future.


... i should not be drinking this cherry coke at nearly 1 am. maybe i'll actually get some drawing done.

gathering light


:: 2011 29 August :: 12.47 am
:: Music: tokyo police club - a lesson in crime

well then.
... known of this place since 2003 and only now got a chance for a spot of my own.

anyway.

i don't think these colors will last. they're just familiar. and amusing.

edit;
in case i want to use this layout again and don't feel like grabbing all those colors over again--
background; #CCCC98
table background; #999965
links; #F7B122
also make the outer border black.

gathering light

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