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:: 2005 5 August :: 8.04 pm

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:: 2005 5 August :: 7.43 pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: the hum of the ac. absolultely beautiful.

csi is suPer [yummy!]
--QUiCK UPDATE: I have good news and I have bad news. Which would you like first? THE BAD--> Britt and I are no longer living in Denny Hall. *TEAR* THE GOOD-->Um, I'm now living in a house w. BRITT, JESS, AND TRIC. Could that be any more fabulous??? Yeah, so I'm super excited & cannot wait for the absolute INSANITY to begin. Countdown TWENTY THREE DAYS, uh oh! What else? I bought Ben's birfday gift. Well, one of them anyways, cuz I'm just sweet like that. I still have to get him his "BIG" gift though. Exciting! Mamma Popson is taking us out to dinner sometime next week since MY KICKER BOYFRIEND has gay FOOOOOOTBALLL camp wayy before his damn birthday even starts!! Boo.. I wont even see him for his 20th bday. Blows, doesn't it?? What else? Work is work. Watched Steve cut little micey's legs today. Quite gross. Blah, I wanted to do it drive in style tonight, but the weather is rainy. Damn. I guess I'll just keep being my dorky self and try to decide which MP3 player I want. Either Mini Ipod, or Dell Pocker DJ. The Ipods are WAYYYYY cuter, but the pocket dj holds wayy more songs. Tough choices, boo. I really should change this layout, kinda bores me these days. Too bad, I'm the lazy ass that I am and just don't feel like doing it right now. Sometime soon, mayybeee.

P.S. I love my aunt cheryl and I'm so jeallllllllllousss because she is going to vacay in PARIS in September. Yup, super jealous. Someday, maybe.

Well, I'm going to surf the web in search of ipod info and possibly ben's birthday gift. And, I need to finish getting things rounded up for a YARD SALE at g-ma WEENEY'S house. Yup, I know how to pull in the BIG MONEY. Hollah, as some retard white boy who thinks he's a HOMEBOY would say. Whoops, did I say that? Um, do I care?

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:: 2005 5 August :: 7.43 pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: the hum of the ac. absolultely beautiful.

csi is suPer [yummy!]
--QUiCK UPDATE: I have good news and I have bad news. Which would you like first? THE BAD--> Britt and I are no longer living in Denny Hall. *TEAR* THE GOOD-->Um, I'm now living in a house w. BRITT, JESS, AND TRIC. Could that be any more fabulous??? Yeah, so I'm super excited & cannot wait for the absolute INSANITY to begin. Countdown TWENTY THREE DAYS, uh oh! What else? I bought Ben's birfday gift. Well, one of them anyways, cuz I'm just sweet like that. I still have to get him his "BIG" gift though. Exciting! Mamma Popson is taking us out to dinner sometime next week since MY KICKER BOYFRIEND has gay FOOOOOOTBALLL camp wayy before his damn birthday even starts!! Boo.. I wont even see him for his 20th bday. Blows, doesn't it?? What else? Work is work. Watched Steve cut little micey's legs today. Quite gross. Blah, I wanted to do it drive in style tonight, but the weather is rainy. Damn. I guess I'll just keep being my dorky self and try to decide which MP3 player I want. Either Mini Ipod, or Dell Pocker DJ. The Ipods are WAYYYYY cuter, but the pocket dj holds wayy more songs. Tough choices, boo. I really should change this layout, kinda bores me these days. Too bad, I'm the lazy ass that I am and just don't feel like doing it right now. Sometime soon, mayybeee.

P.S. I love my aunt cheryl and I'm so jeallllllllllousss because she is going to vacay in PARIS in September. Yup, super jealous. Someday, maybe.

Well, I'm going to surf the web in search of ipod info and possibly ben's birthday gift. And, I need to finish getting things rounded up for a YARD SALE at g-ma WEENEY'S house. Yup, I know how to pull in the BIG MONEY. Hollah, as some retard white boy who thinks he's a HOMEBOY would say. Whoops, did I say that? Um, do I care?

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:: 2005 31 July :: 5.37 pm
:: Music: MTV...duh.!

tipsy off this bacarDi
--YESTERDAY: Ok, I totally suck penis at updating this thing regularly, whoops.! So...Miss Britt had a little mini party at her place last night. And, P.S. WE LOVE OUR MAMMA PRICE!! I definitely was beyond gone, considering the fact I WED brittany and guido. Yes, I was the preacher and rachel was my co-preacher and Mamma Price was the witness! Now, all thats left for them to do is make some cute BABIES! But yeah, Britt and I were beer pong partners, so that probably explains the state I was in by the end of the night. And yeah, team RachelGuido just crushed everyone else. All in all the night was A-okay. I loved spending time with my girls from junior high, because we were all so close and then just started to drift apart as highschool went on. It was just like old times-- me tricia rach and britt. And we SOO need to do that more often. HINT HINT ROOMIE OF MINE THAT I LOOOOOOOVEESS SO MUCH! Brooke Mia and Kara were there too and I just love those girls. They crack me up so bad. So, it was a fun night and not even a hangover this morning. Sweetness! Too bad my back was killing me because I'm pretty sure I slept ON the wall last night. Yikes.! I'd write more, but I'm heading off to the wonderful world of shopping to do a "HUGE FAVOR" for my cousin. I have the honor of picking out a pair of earrings for his girlfriend. Poor kid, he's only been dating her for a few weeks, and already has to buy a bday gift. Hmm, maybe I'll buy myself a pair too. Hehe! Tata.

| | |see ya b e a u t i f u L s| | |

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:: 2005 18 July :: 5.49 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: whatevers on mtv, ya know.

foreveR isn't long enough.
--APOLOGiES: Whoa, it's been far too long since I've last written [my deepest apologies!]. But for my defense, being a working girl doesn't leave much time for well... A N Y T H I N G! Ahh.. But whatev, i like cash! So, I'll try to write a little more, REGULARLY, from now on. [No promises though!]

--THE PAST WEEK: Hmm?? A total blur to be perfectly honest! Obviously I had nothing to bitch or complain about, because otherwise I would have graced woohu's presence a little quicker, right? Life is... beautiful as always. Ben and I have been getting along amazingly and you KNOW i'm loving that!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH-- its ridiculous! I mean, we probably had our "moments" but we dont even bother with the retarded nonsense of fighting these days-- its completely NOT worth it! Can you tell that I'm -iNsaNeLy- happy with my boyfriend & "us" nowadays?! He just always finds ways to amaze me, still-- with his sweetness, his dorkiness, OR his unpredictableness. It's so bizarre but I swear that he just becomes more and more GORGEOUS to me every single day I'm with him. And YES, ladies&gentleman, this is after almost THREE years of being together ...[with lots of UPS and DOWNS, of course!]... But, I swear to the LORD, I'm keepin this one foreverrr.
Nothing too exciting to really write about...work kinda takes the excitement out of these dwindling SUMMER days. I'm sure Ben and I played some poker, which I'm pretty sure he won [to the tune of $55, whatta hustler my boyfriend is!] Um, besides that... works been, WORK. I've never done so many different TASKS in all my life. All I do is run from one end of the building to the other. [Ya'll know what the means... EXERCISE, aw yeah!!] Ben started his job too, finally. Now, I won't see my BOYTOY until 8oclock at night.. boo on jobs! It'll give me good practice for dreaded football camp come August though [gay coaches think those boys need to stay focused on FOOTBALL & not girls.. what is THAT??]
I'll sooooo love the weekends so much more though-- quality time, yay! Ohh--yesterday I went with my SECOND family [mamma pop, josh and benjamin] to do a little shopping, check out a car, and... mm, mm, mmm.. EAT AT THE OLiVE GARDEN! Oh baaaabbbbyyy!! I just love that place. And, after that we [as in, my benjamin&i ] stopped over at the GRAMMY MORRIS residence. *jawdrop* Yes, they actually brought their retired asses down from the campground for a whole night, just to see their FAVORITE granddaughter!! Ok, they probably wanted to see Ben, more than me, since they LOVE HIM more and all-- but its all good. Of course, we played cards. And of course, Benjamin added yet ANOTHER tally to his monumentous lead in Hand&Foot-- what a friggin brat!! And, NOONE added a tally for Shanghai...the old timers [none other than my dear g-rents] tied for 1st place [weird, right?] and ben and i tied for SECOND place [yes, double weird, i know!] Well, I'm gonna have to leave ya for now, because it is now 6:11 and 89% of my body is covered in paint from work & its humid out so I'm soooo hittin the shower before my -honey- gets his behind here! And then, who knows what we'll be up to. Nick wants to play some poker tonight... so maybe we'll hit that up.

| | |later b E a U t i F u L !| | |

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:: 2005 11 July :: 4.00 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: silence is golden at the moment..

great day to bE alive
--SATURDAY:
Not much went on Saturday, really. I slept in til f o r e v er ! (Saturdays have GOT to be the MOST beautiful day of the week!) I just lounged around the house doing absolutely NOTHING and loved every minute of it!!! And then, when Ben got home from kicking camp in Cleveland I drove over there and we went to dinner with his daddy. (Boston Beanery- that place is actually NOT too bad!) We just layed around the rest of the night, being incredibly lazy (well, I was being lazy, but Ben was exhausted from getting no sleep.. since we didnt get done playing poker until 2:30 on Friday night and had to get up Saturday morning at 5 am.) So-- we layed around and both fell asleep and I didn't wake up to 2:30 late Saturday night (or Sunday morning, I suppose).

--SUNDAY: After I got home from Ben's I went back to sleep until 9ish, and then got up, showered and got ready for a funfilled day of sun, swimming, and boating with Mamma Pop, Josh, and Benjamin. We left and went up to Yough Lake, where Ben's cousin's have a cottage and a speedboat and pontoon boat. It was an absolute blast! Aside from the fact that we sorta, kinda broke down in the speedboat (apparently, Dan is NOT a very good boat driver! J/K!) It ended up being something small that needed done and we were able to take the boat back on the water (after taking almost an HOUR to haul it with the pontoon boat). Ben and I (and Matt) went tubing. One word=OUCH! Ok, it did definitely hurt a little being tossed around like rag dolls because the water was so damn choppy (and plus, I could not hold on to save my life!)-- but it was so much fun though! While we were "stranded" we did a little swimming too. The water was soo nice! The only downside to the day was that after all was said and done I ended up being as red as a cherry tomato (no joke), but there's even an upside to THAT-- i'll be nice and tan EVENTUALLY (hopefully??), aww yeah!

--TODAY: Today, nothing whatsoever eventful has happened, but its still early! *wink wink* I woke up and went to work at the most ungodly hour of 5:30. (Oh how i LOVE that, lettt meee telll ya!) Work was decent though-- I got a good few sets of crunches in while I was scrubbing down the walls! (Now, that is what I call multi-tasking!) Hmm-- oh yeah, I broke one of those HUGE industrial light bulbs today. That was nice and loud. Good thing it was an old one! Maybe I'm not exactly cut out for that job, being that I'm the most clumsy person to ever walk the earth! The day went fast though. Now I'm going to eat some dinner, head over ben's (its very ROUTINE these days..ha!) and then go running at Junior High West, while Ben kicks some fieldgoals.

| | |later my lovelies| | |

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:: 2005 9 July :: 2.28 am

ridicuLously h.a.p.py :)
Prepare to be nothing short of amazed, because what I'm about to tell you is TRULY amazing. I have NOTHING to complain about. I LOVE my new outlook on life, & it has completely changed so many negatives into positive. Ben and I are doing... well, to put it mildly, WONDERFUL! I LOVE this new, non-dramatic ME! It makes such a difference to just let the stupid little things go instead of dwelling upon them or making them into something larger than life! I LOVE how we are. No- we aren't a perfect couple by any means, but I'm beginning to love even our imperfections. I LOVE IT ALL. I dont care how pissy I may get with him or how asshole-y he may get with me, no one but God himself could EVER make me let go of that boy. I cant even describe what has come over me lately, but its just... great, seriously great. Im just completely amazed at what a little attitude adjustment on my part can accomplish. And not just with Ben, but with everything in general. I have more pride in myself now that I actually have a JOB! And its a hardass job too, but I'm sticking it out. I work my ass off, and that is something I never thought Id say. And that right there just boosts my self value by the thousands. (And it'll be nice to have money, also!)
So yeah- life is going great. Im sure I wont always be so upbeat or Im sure something will go wrong, but WHO CARES. Things happen, thats a fact and something that cant be ignored, but you CAN learn to deal with those things and take whatever comes in stride.
On another note-- sorry I haven't written in so long, but this week has been so hectic, and I haven't gotten down the whole TIME MANAGEMENT thing quite yet. I spent most of the week (after I got off work-- its so weird to say that word, W-O-R-k!) w. benjamin since he was gone for FOREVERRRRRRRR. Today I only worked half a day, and after I got off work, Ben and I went car looking. I didn't really see a whole lot, but maybe a few prospects. Then, we went to Century III Mall and shopped for a little while-- hit up the Victorias Secret Semi-Annual Sale, you know how we do! Then, the best part of the day..OLIVE GARDEN, yummy yummy! That is my most favorite restaurant (well, after CHINESE of course!) Oh yeah-- then we went over to Pap and Gram Speeney's and played ....what else, POKER. And, I WON! ($40 bucks, not too bad, I must say). I'm proud of myself, I was completely low stacked most of the game. (Of course, there was some element of luck involved, but shh.. let them think its NOTHING BUT SKILLS!) So now, I'm going to stay up as late as I can because...*drumroll pllllleeeeeeaaaseeee*... I CAN SLEEEEP IN! (Aww yeah!) Those are the most beautiful words in the English language I do believe!

P.S. It's thunderstorming & I must say, for some odd reason, i love it! I love summer storms. Watch me get struck by lightning or something. That'll put a damper on the LOVE!

| | |later my lovelies| | |

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:: 2005 4 July :: 1.43 pm
:: Music: brittany's loud ass mouth..ha.!

happy 4th oFjuly
Blah..
Today is the 4th of July and would you like to know what Iím currently doing? Watching SOAP OPERAS in the living room by myself. (well Cheyenne is sleeping next to me, do dogs count?) Well, the point is I have become the most ultimate of losers when Iím sitting on the couch watching television ALONE on the Fourth. And, I know I said I was done with my dramatic, complaint infested entries, but today will be an exception! (And, I do deserve this day to complain, believe me!).
Letís see, where should I begin my little complain fest? Oh, I have the perfect place. My boyfriend, who was supposed to grace me with his beautiful presence this afternoon has had a little run of bad luck, and wonít make it home tonight. This is a huge problem because 1. I MISS HIM and HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE EARLY FRIDAY and 2. We wonít get to see the fireworks together (for the second year in a rowólast year he was working, and this year heís FOUR HOURS AWAY!) YuckÖ I hate our luck. Well, hopefully weíll get to see each other tomorrow. Iím crossing my fingers. I canít wait to see him. Okay, so it wasn't really a complainfest, but I COULD have went on and on about anything and everything that has been getting on my nerves as of lately, but I'll spare the details for now.

On a more positive note, I start making money tomorrow. Hoorahhhh! Well, the working part isnít so POSITIVE per say, but I will enjoy having some cash flow coming in.

Well, perhaps today isnít completely a waste, I might head out to Brittany Alysse Sepkovicís for a little family picnic.

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:: 2005 2 July :: 8.28 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: jojo's circus on disney (just what i turned on, geeze)

7 thirty am waKe up "call"
--YESTERDAY:
well... ben left ME! :`( i wish i could have went w. him [and mamma pop and josh], but the damn job situation was so up in the air that i couldn't say for sure if I could go or not. Blah--stupid j-o-b-s! [On that note.. I did get one. Not in California though. Boo. Its at Hilltop Labs w. the mother. I will NOT be working with rodents though...thank the LORD!] So anyway, we spent a little time together before he left. I went with him to Sandhill Berries in Mt. Pleasant. It was quite a cute place, I must say [and soooo mamma popson-ish] {ha!} After that we just did some errand running and then went back to his house to finish packin him up and what not. So needless to say I watched Coach Carter again w. parental and parental's boyfriend. [That movie is too amazing-- love it!] Ben called when he got to his hotel room in VA. So we talked for a good while and sadly, I already started missing him. Pathetic, right?? [But he's equally pathetic, so it completely cancels my pathetic-ness out! :)]

--TODAY: The first thing I hear this morning is the phone ringing and then mom comes in my room and mumbles something about an emergency. Well, that WAKES ME RIGHT UP and instantly I think something has happened to Benjamin. As it turns out, my oh-so-clever boyfriend's emergency was nothing more than a sure way of seeing that I would actually get the phone. [Apparently, he knows my mamma does not MESS with her daughter's beauty rest!] So, the "emergency" was a clothes emergency! He forgot all his shirts at home and needed me to look up an American Eagle in North Carolina. That sounds like something I would do, not my disgustingly responsible boyfriend. Anyways, this brings me to why I am still up and journaling, opposed to falling back asleep. I have decided that I no longer like John. When I explained the situation to my mother, John pipes up and says that Ben needs to be respectful. I'm thinking... dude, it's almost 8 oclock and Ben knows both of them get up way earlier than that, so no harm done. Well, he then says "that boy" [referring to Ben] calls here at 11thirty sometimes 12oclock when my mother needs to be up in the morning for work. FIRSTLY, he barely ever calls that late [not that THAT is even late, for lords sake]. In fact, I can't even think of the last time he called that late. Usually he just messages me on the computer so I know he got home safely or lets me know he is calling so I answer it on the first ring. SECONDLY, I didn't realize my mother can't speak for herself. If she had a problem with it, she should have, oh I dunno, SAID SOMETHING. Thats if "SHE" even had a huge problem with it-- my suspicion is that Ben has called here when John has stayed the night [which is pretty much a daily routine these days] and "he" thought it disrespectful and at THAT POINT perhaps mother thought the same. After all, Johns word is as good as gold around these parts so if he thinks its terribly wrong, why DAMN, it must be terribly wrong. Oh, I'm so pissed that this man threw the "DISRESPECT" card at my boyfriend. Ben may be alot of things, but THAT is not one of them. EW ew eW!

--UP AND COMING:
So, the agenda today seems to be going a little something like this, my insane mother thinks that since I am up we can go grocery shopping. Does she NOT see the time?? And then, we're going to come back here..shower up.. and head out with the Speeney family for some independence day festivities. Tomorrow is Jon's grad party where there WILL be a kickass OLDSCHOOL kickball game, baby!! Right, Jonathan Schroyer?? Yeah--he knows whats up! And then, Monday MY WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND will be back in the flesh. Yes,! And we're going to catch the fireworks in Monroeville.

| | |later gorgeous| | |

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:: 2005 29 June :: 4.42 pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: the b e a u t i f u l humming of the AC

i lovE this weather
--YESTERDAY:
newsflash..MY ROOM IS CLEAN! This is big, ladies and gentleman, REAL BIG! In other news.. the day was pretty uneventful. I practically suffocated to death in the UNBEARABLE heat while I was cleaning my disaster of a room. That took ten thousand hours, I swear [[yeah, it was THAT bad!!]] Then, my super amazing boyfriend took me to get only my most favorite food on this planet..CHINESE FOOD..!! After I ate HALF [[i like to save it for the next day..hmm..leftovers!]] , we drove over to nicks to watch OLD SCHOOL. OMG-- I forgot how funny that retarded movie was!! Oh, we also went to Dairy Queen [[yes, after CHINESE...i'm going to weigh 350 lbs in NO TIME!!]]. But, in my defense...it was BEN that was hungry this time! After all that exciting stuff, we just came back here and played none other than UNO! Yes, Uno, because my boyfriend is completely and totally OBSESSED w. that game and makes me play it every night we are together!! Oh yeah and to make matters worse, I lost, LIKE ALWAYS! That little punk is beyondd lucky, I swear!

--TODAY:
As for today, nothing too exciting to talk about. My absolutely wonderful grandmother who I love with all my heart,, called this morning because...she's a WORRIER and wanted to make sure I had gotten everything taken care of for college. She drives me NUTS, but I love her! And Ben is leaving me this weekend! I don't know how I will get by without my boyfriend to amuse me! {Ha!} I'm sure I'll find something to entertain myself. Hmm..lets see, I'm going to watch this Gilmore Girl rerun and eat some sloppy joes that my mother just got done fixing. Delish [[ok, or not..]] Then, I'm probably going to head over to my cousin's w. Ben to play some HOLD EM. [[ Ben and Nick really need to join GAMBLER'S ANNONYMOUS, you have no idea..]]. WISH ME LUCK, i need some MONEY!!!

| | |later beautiful| | |

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