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Kate

:: 2005 28 August :: 6.07pm

These are new, I've been looking for them for years and I finally got them! Solve the puzzle and figure out what I'm talking about!

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Kate

:: 2005 28 July :: 12.38pm

Who's bored and available?

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Kate

:: 2005 9 July :: 11.25pm

Hell: A Vacation from Home
1. British Lit - Millard
2. United States History I & II - Hazel, Norkus
3. Anatomy & Physiology - McDonald
4. Geometry - Neier
5. Bible As/In Lit - Olsen
6. Yearbook - Stark

There's my schedule. Tell me what you think/know about the teachers and classes. Oh, and if you're in any of my classes.

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Kate

:: 2005 31 May :: 10.29pm

hm.. you're all changing so much.
"Things do not change, we change." - H.D. Thoreau
I don't like Thoreau, but I like that quote. Change isn't always a bad thing, so I'm glad most of you are. Congratulations on graduating, my former senior friends. Even for those who didn't graduate, it's like they've entered a new life or way of thinking. So congratulations to those as well. I can't forget any of you.. and if there's a memory you have with me but you think I probably don't remember it.. I probably do, and it was probably special to me. All of my memories are, even if they mean close to nothing now. I know I'm not close to.. any of you.. anymore, but I'm glad I knew you. Don't forget me, please. Good luck in college, or sitting at home if you're done with school.
hm.. well.. goodbye, God bless..

*hug*

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Kate

:: 2005 7 May :: 6.01pm
:: Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Scar Tissue

Dear friends,
So.. this summer I'm going to Romania. Romania's an overpopulated country in Europe. I heard it's really beautiful there. I'm excited and will be staying for two weeks, July 1 - July 15.

Why and how am I going to Romania? It's a mission trip. I'm going to help out the orphanages there, (like I said, it's overpopulated so many children are abandoned,) and I'll also do street evangelism and dramas. That's the why. Now how? Well.. for $2,786.. everything is provided for. Airfare, accommodations, food, and training. But I'm not rich.. I'm trying really hard to raise the funds because I feel like I should go on this trip and I want to more than anything else I could be doing this summer. I've mailed out letters, asked a church to support me.. I haven't had much luck though.

I know you all have fast food or no jobs, so you're about as wealthy as I am, but if you're willing, a donation would be greatly greatly appreciated. A donation of anything. $10, $5, $1. I don't care, it'll help. So if you can, please, and thank you very much.

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kate

:: 2005 16 April :: 9.31pm
:: Music: John Lennon - I'm Losing You

Got Baby?

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Kate

:: 2005 31 March :: 5.46pm

bahaha.. dead!

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Kate

:: 2005 12 March :: 2.11pm
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails - Closer

Weiner?
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
"play practice" pshh.. more like sex with brad practice
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
..hahaha
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
..that was a good one
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
that was a good one wasn't it
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
hahaha
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
it's like Brad's weiner jokes
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
I know!
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
that's what I was going for
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
I think they're rubbing off on you
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
mmhmm
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
get it.. weiners.. rubbing off on you.. bahaha
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
haha, I was JUST gonna say that
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
haha
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
we suck
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
yeah we do
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
that could be immature too, but I'll refrain
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
weiners
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
hahaha
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
I covered it for ya
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
hahaha, you did it for me, nevermind
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
lol
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
dear God
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
we are a lost cause

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kate

:: 2005 10 March :: 5.53am
:: Mood: hungry

Dammit, I can't see my monster.
And I didn't know I had so many sexual dreams..
Read more..

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Kate

:: 2005 4 March :: 11.25pm
:: Music: Radiohead - Backdrifts

Art Frahm
This amused me. Maybe it'll amuse you too.

http://www.lileks.com/institute/frahm/indexmain.html

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Kate

:: 2005 28 February :: 10.30pm
:: Music: Radiohead - Be Quiet and Drive

I read woohu daily, and I rarely miss a day, yet I update maybe twice a month. And I don't even remember the last time the entry mattered. Hm. I guess I found that interesting. Especially compared to how much, and with what, I updated this journal this time a year ago.

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kate

:: 2005 22 February :: 9.50pm

I SAY:

Buy your play tickets from me!
Despite the talk going around, this play will be good -no, not good- great. Bring your friends, bring your family, bring your lover, or go alone. Whoever you bring, be sure to get your tickets from me! There are other cast members selling as well, but.. come now.. don't be foolish.

Kate is your ticket supplier! Don't be shy, go to the play!

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Kate

:: 2005 5 February :: 6.39pm
:: Music: The Postal Service - Sleeping In

Does anyone have a pet snake?

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kate

:: 2005 2 February :: 1.51pm
:: Music: Bush

Does anyone want a Puddle of Mudd and/or an American Wedding poster?

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kate

:: 2005 27 January :: 4.54pm

You're stupid.
Yeah, so am I.

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kate

:: 2005 26 January :: 3.20pm

I've come to the conclusion that if you start to feel good about how things are going, you must have missed something. What do you think?

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Kate

:: 2005 17 January :: 9.35pm
:: Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Quotes from the first marking period
Serenity

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kate

:: 2005 17 January :: 7.35pm
:: Music: The Hives - Statecontrol

Oh so emo
Look at these poor tormented souls.
Read more..

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kate

:: 2005 17 January :: 7.10pm
:: Music: The Hives - Knock Knock

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kate

:: 2005 13 January :: 4.29pm
:: Mood: intolerant
:: Music: Bright Eyes - The Big Picture

I.. am trembling. Partly from being cold, but mostly from frustration. *takes breath* Our school is run by unorganized unreliable morons.
My yearbook spread is a month overdue. Why? No, not because I don't do my work. Because the teachers running these organizations (whose pictures I need,) do not care that I need them. I have talked to every teacher at least twice and I finally, FINALLY have all of the pictures that I need except one. Tuesday of this week, Mr. Annerino had scheduled that I leave first hour early to take a group picture of the band. From there I would go to Martino's, hold her first hour back to take a group picture of the 1st and 2nd hour, then go to second hour a little late and be done. Tuesday I leave, go to Robuck's, and he tells me Annerino never said anything to him about it and he'd have to do it Wednesday. I then go to Martino's, who isn't there. Instead Mrs. Bitch, some sub, is. She says Mr. Annerino never said anything to her about it and she refused to call him and confirm I was telling the truth. So, wasted day.
Wednesday, snow day. Nothing gets done.
Thursday I leave class early again (which Dolbee gets upset about me leaving twice this week,) take the band picture, and then take the tv pro pic as was planned for Tuesday. After that was all done, I go to second hour about.. 10 minutes late. My 2nd hour is Spanish II with Ryan. I, don't know where to begin. She tells me to sit down, by myself. Talks for about 10 more minutes about shit on the test we were going to take. Then fucking tells me that she has been calling around every teacher looking for me. That she wasted the time looking for me that the class could have been using to take the test. I told her I had to do yearbook stuff, but she said it was no excuse. Apparently spanish is much more important.
Everyone got partners on this test, and I didn't.
I said, "So I don't get a partner?"
She said, "No, you weren't here, you lost your chance."
I said, "Well.. that's not very fair."
She said, "Too bad, you should've been here."
A few times, (yes, more than once,) she'd throw in things like, when talking to another student, "you'd have more time to work on this if I didn't have to call around looking for Margarita," or "I'll just have to grade what you have done since Margarita took our time away." Then to me she said, "If I didn't have to call around, you'd have more time Margarita."
I said, "..You didn't have to call around."
She said all sternlike, "We had a test today. You should be here." Then walked away quickly before I could explain anything. Finally the class ended and my shitty day commenced. One thing that pisses me off about that, besides the fact that it happened, is when she called Mr. Stark, he said he had no idea where I was. I came into his class this morning and he gave me the camera! Also, Mr. Annerino didn't tell her where I was. I'm not sure she got a hold of him specifically, though. The office bitch knew where I was, regardless. She issued me the fucking pass.
Anyway, what the fuck was Mrs.Ryan doing calling around? She said she had heard that I was at school so, what, it's her job to know exactly why I'm not there? For all she knew, I could've gotten sick and gone home after 1st hour. Or my mom could have signed me out for some reason. Or I could have an appointment with Mr. Walker. Or ANYTHING! Why would she call around! I honestly think she did it purely to get me in trouble. That sounds so unreasonable, but why would she even waste her time on something like that? On exam day, when her class honestly does need to take this test? It's not like me coming in late affected anyone else. The most it would do is maybe I wouldn't finish the test, and that's my problem. She had no reason to do what she did. And then to blatantly blame me openly to the class.. what the fuck. I did nothing wrong and she just doesn't have the fucking right to criticize me for anything. I have an A, a 97%, in that class. I don't disrupt. I don't do anything. I sit there and listen to her fucking ramble, and do my work, and she hates me.
Now I've gone off a little bit. My story's not done yet. I came home about a half an hour ago and my mom plays the answering machine. You know what the fuck's on there? Mrs. Ryan's voice telling my parents all of the problems I caused in class today. Oh my god.. I can't take this. I can't take her. I'm going to go listen to the message again and type it word for word on here so you know I'm not exaggerating.

Message:
Hi, this is Mr. Ryan, the spanish teacher for Kate Shelton. And, I, you can call me, or I just wanted to let you know that I ran into a problem with her today. Uh. Uh, she had a yearbook pass that apparently Mr. Annerino approved, but it was dated yesterday, and today was a test that would've taken a whole hour in our classroom for spanish and she didn't come up prior to the class and ask if she could be gone for yearbook time today and it caused a problem for my class and her because I had to call around and ask where she was because the students said she was in school. She needs to know that she has to come up to my class first and see if she can take pictures. Ahh, I appreciate you helping me out with that, and her understanding that. Thank you so much. She's a great student-most of the time-it's just getting her to sometimes follow the rules. She learns fast, that's for sure. Thank you, buhbye


okay.. of course it was dated for yesterday.. WE HAD A SNOW DAY. Meaning, anything I was supposed to do yesterday, got moved to today. And what? Come up to your class and ask you first? I have never done that for any other teacher, or her, ever. And no one, not even her, has ever complained. You come into class a little late, you give them your pass, and you go the fuck on with life. Now I have to ask? Her ruling is greater than Mr. Annerino's now? And then she calls my parents? WHAT? Not only did she start her class late by her own fault, then blames it on me, but I did not talk back at all when she accused me. The most I said was what I previously typed. Why would she call my parents? I haven't done anything. I just don't understand. I'm talking to her tomorrow. I'm not going to just, sit there, and pretend like any of it should be happening, or that it's okay. I wonder if she'll even look me in the eye tomorrow when I confront her. She won't.

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