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2005 6 June :: 10.23 pm
:: Mood: Sad
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KBPS!!! I miss fast internet already!!!
If you haven't guessed, I'm back in Orange for a few days doing Senior/Graduation stuff. Which mean's I'm back to dial up. This is killing me. I got spoiled by Trey's fast wireless and mom's neighbor's fast internet and this dial up stuff is evil. o_O;
In any case. I went to the Senior Night thing tonight. I got disgusted after watching the awards and scholarships given to people who didn't actually need it and Tuck, Jess and I decided to leave. As did Winoka who was the only family of mine to show up...sad huh? Mom was too busy in Williamsburg doing....nothing and dad was at work so. Meh. Whatever. I got to hang with Tucker and Jesse who I've missed terribly and still do. But you know, even that was not cool cause I flipped out for reasons not to be mentioned. I feel horrid about it too cause I hurt Jess and Tuck...
Some recent questions I've been asking myself:
Should I go to a shrink?
Do I deserve Tucker and Jess as friends?
Do I deserve friends at all?
Do I mope too much?!
Okay...that last one is kinda...hypocritical.
In other news....
Mom is going to go ballistic on the yearbook people!!!!! They fucked up my congratulatory ad soooooo bad!!! You know, the one she paid 400$ for. LMAO. I'm amused by this too cause I knew they would. The yearbook staff this year was a bunch of preppy girls.
Closing points:
The OCHS class of 05 is sad. They're really pathetic. I'm lucky though, I'm the class all on my own. I'm the class of 04-1/2' ^_^ Let's hear it for the early graduates! Oh yeah! That's me...and like...two other girls! lol I'm such a wierdo.
In actuality I would have been class of 04 had it not been for AP US History and my failing the first semester of it instead of taking ref, passing it, and then taking gov second semester, but oh well. Such is mother's ruining of plans.
Okay, I've bitched enough now. My quota is filled.
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2005 6 June :: 12.07 pm
:: Mood: Peaceful yet Sorrowful
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson - Beutiful Disaster
He'll need a miracle...
We’re driving down the interstate, April, Elaina and I. I’ve got to get back to Orange for Senior Nite tonight and and The Senior assembly and grad rehearsal tomorrow morning. We just passed a rather depressing scene. A tractor trailer truck ran off the left side of the interstate and onto its side. The cab and the entire front of the truck was torn apart and charred. It’s a goddamned miracle if the driver and his possible passenger survived. Everything was black…Scary. Traffic was stopped for about 5 miles. Took us about 20 minutes to get past it. Well, I hope the person is in peace now.
And to think, this started out as such a nice drive.
Oh well!
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2005 5 June :: 2.00 am
I'm a monster...
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2005 4 June :: 12.11 pm
:: Music: Evanescence - My Immortal
Losing Again
This can't be happening...
No...
So much is going wrong. I thought I had fixed everything. What the fuck is going on?!
I'm losing someone again...why me?
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2005 2 June :: 10.00 am
:: Music: Britney Spears - Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman
^^
you are a.. LUSTFUL vampire, you like things hot
and heavy! you seduce all that cross your path.
with that, "come hither" attitude,
all are helpless against your sex appeal. Being
a vampire has changed your look on life and you
have decided to enjoy it to the fullest. you
love attention and you sure know how to get it,
in more ways than one. you are dependant on
love to survive, as well as blood. you get
along with almost any kind of vampire, but you
especally get along well with the
"cute" vampires, they are easily
swayed by your dominent personality
what kind of vampire are you?
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