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xonixieox

:: 2005 13 March :: 6.55pm

"When we started baby we were friends, but that's not how this fairy tale is gonna end, see I was thinking and it clicked one day, that no one else has ever made me feel this way." -Nsync


"I dream of you when I'm asleep, you even appear when I'm awake daydreaming. There is no escaping you. I just wish it was true."

its sad how its never ever going ot happen :(

i guess i just have ot get over it..


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well i had a fun weekend.. i stayed at TRACI ANNE's the entire weekend! i had fun with her bacasue shes the only one i know i cna trust and for that i truly owe my life..

comment if you wish

-Nik

just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 11 March :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: la lal la la la nikkie tryin to sing =)

TRACIIIIII !!!
alright so this is the one and only TRACI !!! hellz yea well today me and nikkie went to school and then i went to drivers ed and then at 5 we went to the mall with Christy and Ashley =) it was MMMMazing. Jimmy went to the movies with us but then he left =/ so we're gunan go call him and see if he wants to come to my house (traci's) right now ..

I LOVE NICOLE JULIE ALLEN MORE THEN ANYONE IN THE WORLD AND I WILL FUCK U UP IF YOU DARE TO THINK OTHERWISE =)

love xoxoxo Traci

p.s
FUCK ALL THE HATERZZZZZZZZZ =)

1 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 10 March :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: grrr

angry
ya so today i talked with ms navarro and she asked me what was up with virginia and me.. well for everyone who aperenly likes to make shit up and thalk alot heres whats happening..

so a few weeks ago virginias mom sed she couldnt hang out with me anymore.. so she stopped.. and when that happened she stopped talking to me as much and all that fun stuff.. ok so even now when i see her, if shes the only one around she'll talk to me.. but if other poeple are around she'll ignore me.. and i dont think i deserve to be treated like that.. also when she comes to "visit" me with amanda and brttany.. that hurts me bacasue it shows me that she can have other friends.. just not me.. so whatever.. obviously she never really wanted to be my friend, and im definatly done losing sleep over it becasue through all o this i realized how lost i was without my one TRUE best friend.. there was so much that i even kept from virginia when we were at our tightiest, that i just couldnt bring myself to tell her.. but they were things that traci already knew..


so this journal entry i about how me and virginia arent friends.. but its mostly about how Traci is such a good friend.. honestly i think i would have killed my self by now if i dint have her here to talk to..


ohh ya .. so.. to whoever is spreading shit and goes and says "ohh ya nikkie took virginia out of her profile" and all that shit.. well fuck you cuz heres why!!

wow i had a WICKED bad day today :( it sucked.. this didnt make it much better besides the fact that i know im gunna talk to traci in a little while.. then i KNOW she'll make me laugh!

comment if your care

-Nik

1 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 9 March :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: none..

blah
well right now im reading tuesdays with murrie.. its really good.. katie and a bunch of other people told me to read it.. so i bought it today, and im like almost done! its really sad though..

"love is the only rational act"

<3 Nik <3

2 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 8 March :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: american idol

im bored
well right now im watching american idol and praying for a snow day tomorrow! i want to go tanning with my tracii babyy! :) lol i went to the mall with her today but we didnt find jobs like we had planned! whatever we still had fun! i love that girl! lol ya so now im watching american idol

COMMENT PLEASE!

tell me you love me.. tell me im yours..<\3

-Nik

3 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 7 March :: 6.19pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: none

madd bored so...
Your Porn Star Name is: Sindee Slickbooty





Your Stripper Name is: Mocha






hahah im a loser right? i konw lmao

-Nik




just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 5 March :: 7.02pm

name: Nicole
nicknames: nikkie, nik
birthday:: october 20
location:: Natick
sex:: female
hair color:: some say blonde, most say red, and i say strawberry brown
eyes:: hazle
siblings and age:: melissa-12 dj-18
pets:: domino
job:: im looking
zodiac sign:: libra
school:: Natick High

FAVORITES
color:: pink, lime
number3
letter:: k
song:: gretchen wilson.. its 5 o'clock somewhere.. basically anything on 99.5.. im a hick
movie:: the notebook
animal:: doggy
food:: french fries
pepsi or coke?:: both
candy:: twislers
day of the week:: friday .
month:: october and july
store::kohls and aeropostale
icecream:: stawberry
sport:: CHEERLEADING
subject in school:: algebra
holiday:: birthday
fruit:: peaches
veggie:: celery, grean beans
salt / pepper:: pepper
season:: summer

OPPOSITE SEX
do you have a b/f or a g/f:: no :(
if so who::
do you have a crush:: yes
of so who:: not telling
what do you first notice about the opposite sex:: teeth
biggest turn off:: assholes who are controling
biggest turn on: a guy who thinks about things other than sex.. but with the sex part too (that makes no sense but i understand it)
what is your dream date:: umm anything that i get to laugh and not be bored

HAVE U EVER
been on a plane:: yes
been out of the country:: yeah
drank:: haha YES
smoked:: uhh huh
been in love:: i dont believe in love.. its all lust
been afraid:: who hasnt
broken a bone:: yea ouchhh
driven a car:: i got my permit bitches
skipped school:: honestly.. yesterday i did
met a celeberty:: kimberley locke
written poetry:: only for school

CHOOSE BETWEEN
christina or britney:: britney
coke or pepsi:: i dunno
vanilla or chocolate:: vanilla
M&MS or skittles:: depends upon my moom
movies or music:: movies
stay up late or sleep in:: both
sun or moon:: moon but im afraid of the dark lol
short or tall:: tall
cat or dog:: doggys
newspaper or magazine:: magazine
McDonald's or Burger King:: neither after seeing supersize me in gym
happy or sad:: :/
serious or funny:: funny
snow or rain:: Rain when its warm so i can dance in it
run or walk:: ??
rap or rock:: rock
radio or CD:: radio
curly or straight hair:: straight cuz mine isnt
spanish or french:: spanish
truth or dare:: dare
christmas or birthday:: birthday
nintendo or playstation:: i dont like video games
phone or IM: cant live without either
breakfats or dinner:: breakfast makes me sick so dfinner
sexy or cute:: sexy to the guy i like.. cute to my friends
pen or pencil:: pen
blonde or brunette:: brunette
rich and dumb or poor and smart:: im a gold digger. .money is EVERYTHING

DO U BELIEVE IN
love at first sight:: i dont believe in love at all
miracles:: yes
magic:: ?!? not sure
fate:: to some extent
destiny:: yea
guardin angels:: yes definatly
God:: yea

WHENS THE LAST TIME U
cried:: ummm.. thursday
watched TV:: earlier this morning
stay up past midnight:: last night with darien and julie
jumped on a bed:: ummm.. im not sure.. it sounds fun though
were at the beach:: i work there so all summer
took a shower:: earlier today

FUTURE
who do you want to marry:: ?
how many kids do you want:: 2
sons name:: im not sure
daughters name:: trinity
job:: sports medicine doctor
do you want to go to college:: yes
where do you want to go on your honeymoon:: anywhere thats pretty.. tropical islands maybe

RANDOM
do you put posters in your room:: ya a mix of posters and pictures
do you read your horoscope:: no
what is your middle name:: julie
what color shirt are you wearing:: umm im wearing no shirt but a grey hoodie
who could you spend 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with:: TRACIIIII
do you like your handwriting:: ya when i take my time
do you have braces:: no
can you name all four teletubies:: i could but i dont feel like it
last school activity your participated in::cheerleading.. capitain baby
somethingyou support:: alot of things.. marijuana should be made legal.. umm i believe that the whole fight over abortion shouldnt be hapening.. i think abortion is a good thing for some people and other people shouldnt trey to change that

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just being bored..

getting ready to go fishin' with TANCCK!! love them girls!!

-Nik

3 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 5 March :: 11.33am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: homewrecker x gretchen wilson

blah
ya so dariens leaving in like 3 mins. :( im sad.. im gunna miss her! well we slept at julies last night and saw cursed! it was good! ya and when my mom picked us up she was like virginia amanda and brittany stopped by yesterday! that pisses me off soooooooooo much becasue it hurts me to see the person who was my bestfriend and isnt aloud to see me come over! i just dont like it and im gunna tell her not to i think! ya so anyways i have funny pictures from last night!!

ohh and darien painted tinkerbell on my wall

Read more..

ya thats all for noww

-Nik

just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 1 March :: 6.23pm
:: Music: GREAT

SNOW DAY!
YIPPIEEE NO SCHOOL TODAY!!!!! Thanks to the snow! i love the snow.. but we are going to pay for it in the end :(

Ya so any hoo i went over to my love TRACI ANNE COLE's house today! i missed it.. i missed her family.. and i missed her! im so glad thay we are getting closer and closer again, like we used to be.. i have been miserable without her.. the friends that i thought i had just talk shit and dont know how to stick up for their friends and shit.. it really pisses me off.. i dont need people like that.. and like traci is the only person i can trust! ya so anyways i took ALOT of pictures today! but even though it was a snow day we didnt play in the snow :(

pictures ---->Read more..

ya thats all for now

comment

-Nik

2 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 1 March :: 10.55am

haha stole this from lizzy! haha funny stuff

Your Boobies' Names Are: Betty and Veronica




ya todays a snow day! im going back to bed!

-Nik

just go on and say it

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