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:: 2008 2 September :: 3.05 pm

Fairy Tales
I had a pretty good Labor Day weekend. If I wasn't being lazy sitting at home, then I was partying or sleeping. I did technically go up North once, if Howard City counts. It was definately an alcohol filled weekend :)

Yesterday when I woke up, my right hand felt funny, like when your skin gets tight and dry and you need lotion or something. When I looked at it, it was almost double the size of my left hand. I had fallen asleep with my Nintendo wristband still on and it pushed up all my bracelets, cutting off circulation. I had stubby fingers lol.

Somewhere between Friday and Saturday my left plug fell out. Probably when I was sleeping. It was my favorite pair of plugs. I'm just going to leave them both out for now. I've taken them out before to shrink the holes to wear normal earrings before. Hopefully they will shrink again. If not then I'll just put plugs in.

I can't believe it's Tuesday already. Time to go back to work. The weekend went WAY too fast. Since I've been working so much lately, it was nice having a few days off...but the paycheck is gonna suck. Sunday is my next day off. I'm going out to lunch with my long time friend, Crystal.

I've been eating more than usual lately. I've gained a couple lbs. in the past week. Usually when I'm depressed, I don't want to eat as much. Maybe I've been trying to eat myself happy?

When will life get easier? Nevermind, thats a stupid question, it never gets easier. Here's a more realistic one: When will life get better?

I want to be in a relationship where we are the best of friends, madly in love with each other, that just being together makes life happier and easier to deal with. I've had that kind of relationship before, twice actually. The first one was my first love. He never really got a fair chance. I was young and stupid. The second one couldnt get his shit together. He couldn't get a job, never had a car or license, and his mother was always making sure he was stuck at home and never getting on his feet by doing things like destroying his social security card and birth cert. Life is hard as it is. I want to find my true love, marry him, and have a family. Live happily ever after. Someday. I wish life could be like a fairy tale.

When will I get my happy ever after?

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:: 2008 29 August :: 3.10 pm

Sunflowers
Some guy just came to my door selling steak. Maybe it's just me, but steak that is coming from the back of a pick up truck doesn't sound too appetizing.

Finally did my hair yesterday. It looks pretty awesome. Might take a few pics and post them later.

I can chill with my C.H. friends again with no worry that creepo is gonna be there trying to start shit with me. He must have finally gotten it through his head that there was no way that we would ever be together again. The last night that anybody talked to him, he said that if I were to tell him to stay, then he would. My response was...SEE YA, BYE!! He moved back to Tennessee yesterday. I feel safer now that he's so far away.

I went out last night. Went to the bar with a couple friends. I was up until 7am. I'm so hungover today. I have to work tonight. Yuck. But I have the next 3 days off :)

I believe in signs. A good friend of mine sent me a picture of sunflowers the other night. My favorite flower. I was sitting at the bar last night, feeling pretty lonely and sad about the way my life is going right now. I walked into the bathroom and the first thing I saw was real mammoth sunflowers in a vase on the counter. Maybe it was a sign, maybe I just want it to be.

Anybody ever try Salvia? It sounds pretty interesting.

Check this out:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salvia_divinorum

Off to work I go...

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:: 2008 27 August :: 10.00 pm

Crushed
I bought a pack of the new Camel Crush cigs today. They wern't as good as I thought they were going to be. I wish Camel would make their speciality cigs again.

Went to the mall today. Yep, I was a mallrat. Didn't buy anything except food. Sbarro's pizza is soo good.

Lots of drama going on lately. I can't really chill with my C.H. friends because somebody I don't want to see is always there. Creepy ex-boyfriend stalker type thing. He is always around when everybody is hanging out together, and all he does is cause problems every single time. It's hard to hang out with my Cedar friends anymore, because Devin is there. Sucks.

I thought I was going to chat with somebody last night, but I never heard from them.

I have tomorrow (Thursday) off. Yay.

I think I might do my hair tonight.

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:: 2008 26 August :: 2.27 pm

Very Scattered Thoughts
I'm not into politics. I've never registered to vote. My parents are Republican. Like a religion, you are raised to believe a certain way. I never grew up with religion. I grew up with my parents talking about politics. I am not Republican, Democrat, etc. I am not planning on voting in this upcoming election. I won't say exactly what I want to say here, but I think that too many people would be pissed off, emotional, and bad things are going to happen if a certain one is elected.

I went shopping on Sunday.It's been a very long time since buying clothes, like a year or so. Finally got a new pair of pants for work. It was my first day off in 11 days so I decided to attack the "Back to School" sales. I thought I would get lucky, but the new styles are so not me. I went to many stores and tried on many things, but all I came home with was; a pair of jeans, some undies, a top I can wear for work, and hair dye. Maybe next time I'll be more sucessful and find what I want?

I'm watching Family Guy right now. Family Guy is fucking awesome.

I'm dying my hair soon. It's a few hour project when I do. I picked up a couple colors. It's going to be pretty sweet, hopefully.

I had alot more on my mind that I wanted to say, but it can wait another day.

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:: 2008 25 August :: 2.28 pm

Beginning of a Blog Era?
I want to start blogging, but I can never really get myself to do it. I had a diary when I was young. I miss getting things out on paper and out of my head. I even had a blog that I updated almost everyday when I was in my teen years. Blogging is like a diary, but it's like giving everybody a copy of it to read. I am a private person and never really liked the idea of everybody knowing whats going on in my head..but I do like the fact that I can get peoples input and opinions about things.

So, maybe today is the day that I start opening up a little to the world...but just a little.

Well see...

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:: 2008 2 October :: 1.42 am

Wow, it been almost a year since I posted anything on here.

The weird thing is that I come here at least once a week to see whats going on with old friends.

I recently started blogging on a regular basis on Myspace. I'm thinking about maybe putting that blog on here as well?

Hmm...

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:: 2007 10 November :: 10.55 pm
:: Mood: lazy

Wow, I haven't posted in this in a long time. I got all wrapped up in Myspace and eventually Facebook. Well, just stopping by to say hi!

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:: 2005 9 November :: 4.01 am

I work at Crazy Horse Saloon on 14 mile. Stop by if you want to see me!

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:: 2005 4 November :: 10.46 pm

Hey everybody. Just wanted to say hello.

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:: 2004 8 April :: 12.55 am

Lots of pictures of me

http://Mystickittie.yafro.com/

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:: 2004 7 April :: 5.42 am
:: Mood: tired

I deleted all of my past enteries. Nobody needs to read about what is going on in my life. From now on, if I post anything, it won't be anything personal or deep.

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