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m&ms487

:: 2008 6 December :: 2.30pm

I turn 21 tomorrow.

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beckaboo

:: 2008 2 December :: 11.39am

This is the world as we know it.

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beckaboo

:: 2008 1 December :: 6.32pm

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

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Everything smells like garlic.
((and it's wrong that you aren't here))

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beckaboo

:: 2008 1 December :: 10.41am

I may have to marry Ben Folds.

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spinder

:: 2008 4 December :: 1.40am

I think I would be happy in life if people argued more.
Lots more. Like in the good ole days, put forth in smoking circles and Socratic meetings.

A great deal of our world has sprung forth from consenting adults ripping each others viewpoints apart. Its a lost art. Or rather, perhaps a refined one.
I think the real problem is that we've became so used to empty attacks and general idiots assaulting our own viewpoints that we've decided there is no good involved in listening to the next affront to our world view we happen to come across.

Its a form of laziness, or perhaps a coping mechanism. I tend to think laziness.

Most people get blocked from having a crack at my viewpoints because most people are downright retarded. I could hunker down and debate something controversial quite a few times each day, but a good deal of it would just be pointing out how stupid people are. Not in a mean way, but in a "you probably shouldn't get your facts from Fox news and Wikipedia stubs if you intend to think critically about it" kind of way.

I can only face palm several hundred times the absolute mental drivel of the varied notions of abiotic oil, or noah's ark, or the physical evidence a young earth before I just begin to take the opening statements for these things as a good sign that whomever this person is, they probably don't have the capacity to add anything to the conversation.

I imagine I do the same thing to people as well. I bet more often than not I get pidgin holed into a darkened corner of other peoples minds.

My high horse tends to be a well researched opinion. Perhaps I should lead that stead around by the reins a while.

Oh well.

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outsyder18

:: 2008 30 November :: 10.58pm

To Justin and Phil
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outsyder18

:: 2008 30 November :: 10.48pm

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spinder

:: 2008 1 December :: 11.20am

I think an overabundance of turkey is the only thing I've missed.

My neighbor bought an expired pumpkin pie. And I got one just before this, his was three pounds, mine was two.

He doesn't eat expired food because he's a weirdo like all my other roommates.

So anyway; the entirety of my thanksgiving was spent eating about 4 pounds of pumpkin pie and otherwise amusing myself.

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beckaboo

:: 2008 24 November :: 10.29am

If my delightful roommate doesn't get up and turn off her alarm clock I may be inclined to go in there and turn it off myself by punching her in the face with it. Brass knuckles on crack, if you will.

Wait.........what?!


Happy-almost-Thanksgiving-break guys.

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beckaboo

:: 2008 23 November :: 11.56pm

I hate hurting for someone so much you can barely breathe when you can't even let them know you care.

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outsyder18

:: 2008 23 November :: 1.58pm

Happy Thanksgiving
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outsyder18

:: 2008 23 November :: 12.46am

Margarita night, new blender, and glasses.

Last night was awesome.

So far, really great weekend.

I will write more when I feel up to it.

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squish322

:: 2008 22 November :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: bored

anything goin on tonight? i'm sooooo bored

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beckaboo

:: 2008 22 November :: 10.39am

So... I'm getting to that place where I'm afraid.
Afraid of what? Afraid of getting stuck again? Afraid of all the things I let you ruin for me? Afraid of hurting someone else? Afraid of becoming numb again?
Sure. Because I've never really been afraid of change.
You are pretty wonderful, though. I promise I won't this won't be a repeat performance. It couldn't be. You wouldn't let it be.

I guess the real problem is that I'm terrified of getting so caught up in my own world that I miss real one.



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Every night he weeps for the human race.
I'm not that strong.

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spud

:: 2008 21 November :: 2.39am



And i still won it.

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