I came here by day, but I left here in darkness

 

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Sometimes I find myself
making love to my own misfortune.

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:: 2003 3 December :: 8.13 pm

i heart bam margera <3

4 i love you... | for forever and today


:: 2003 30 November :: 12.17 am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: yellowcard

i saw travis today at the beach...muhahah.:-D.

eden went surfind..it was cold

kat and jake cuddled..*how cute*

paul made jeff eat grass...woo

good day

doin it again tomorrow.

4 i love you... | for forever and today


:: 2003 29 November :: 12.17 pm

the used
you are "buried myself alive" you have
probably had a bad experience with love, which
sux, but you have managed to move on (pretty
much) :)


which wicked song by *The Used* are you?
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for forever and today


:: 2003 28 November :: 9.40 am

woodchuck
YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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HASH(0x881d188)
You are "Not a girl, not yet a woman"!
You want people to respect your decisions, you
wish that people would treat you as the
independent person you are. You won't settle
for anything less than perfect.


What Britney Spears Song are You?
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.I'm_a_Versace_girl!
Versace: Oww, the essence of haute! You are
flashy, daring, and dramatic! You believe in
beauty above practicality and view fashion as
art.

What fashion designer fits you
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A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention.


What kind of girl are you?
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HASH(0x87311ac)
Pure Punk. You're an official punk. You don't care
what they think and you're just gonna be
yourself. I admire you


How Punk Are You?
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PUNK
you're punk!


How can I label you?
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But every dream could never come true. With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse. And all the tears you cried, that called my name. Fuck all your false beauty, it was transparent just like your smile - liar.Just wither away real beauty is forever in YOU.& you should hear.

punk
fucked.


what fucked version of hello kittie are you?
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conor
Conor Oberst from Bright Eyes


*Who is the perfect Emo Singer boyfriend for You?*
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for forever and today


:: 2003 27 November :: 2.21 pm
:: Music: orgy..and afi


Life, it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters, no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel..

shattered angels with broken wings, and thorns around their necks. they stand defeated behind barbed wires. staring out with their eyes sunken in, you see they have lost all hope in mankind. now who will protect us, from the demons we fear most? things that rape us of our virginity. mindless drones to the ruler of hate. we wont survive, if we have no one to guide us down the right path. they cry out, who will save our lost souls, as their acid tears burn in their eyes. unjustly locked behind jagged wires, beaten sensless for our misdoings. what damage, has been written, upon these lost souls? how wrong are they, to sacrifice themselves for us?

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:: 2003 27 November :: 1.48 pm

like an american on thanksgiving in canada...gobble gobble!

" Wounds and dreams and ferris wheels..the dizzy dancing way that you feel..as every fairytale comes true...I've looked at love that way..but now its just another show and you leave them laughing when you go.. and if you can don't let them know...don't give yourself away... I've looked at love from both sides now..from give and take, and still somehow its loves illusions that i recall...i really don't know love at all."

for forever and today


:: 2003 22 November :: 11.33 pm

tired
What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?:roaches
Is not Jon Stewart great?:who?
What song are you listening to?:way away
Best face wash/acne fighting product?:blemish away
How loud do you sneeze?:quit loud
Do you like your handwriting?:not at all
Ugliest color you've ever seen?:purple
Does having matching socks matter to you?:sometimes
If you were in band, what would you call it?:lets play mash
Last time you were on a plane?:last december
Have a digital camera?:nah
How big is your TV?:i dont know.
Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?:no
How many pillows do you sleep with?:two
sXe.. good or bad?:deicent
Most annoying commercail ever?:the mcdonalds commercial
Lamest pick-up line ever?:arent you the gurl who had sex with that college guy?..want to be?
Dumbest song ever?:anything from simple plan
Worst way to die?:tortured to death
Who's the funniest comedian?:tough one...jim carrey
Ever been in a car accident?:no
Ever had braces?:yes..gold ones..:-D
Do you know HTML?:no
What's the most useless class in school?:fairy tales on films.
Best Jones Soda flavor?:huh?
Something you collect?:shoes
Something you're allergic to?:nothing
Something you wish would die?:roaches..bugs..

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:: 2003 20 November :: 8.46 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: crap

:-\
i..have nothing to say..

3 i love you... | for forever and today


:: 2003 18 November :: 7.41 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: incubus-i miss youuu

haha
sniffle...im not feeling to well..i just read kats journal, its the funniest thing ever! we ha alot of fun saturday, im gonna get wrinkle lines from laughing so hard! hahah..damn..i crack myself up..


1st call

hey kat its jake yea im going to the movies, you should come...bye

2nd call

hey kat, me again, wish u could come...bye

3rd call

hey kat, i just called jared, and he said ur not going on the boat tonight, u lied..call me later..bye

haha damn that kid..

kat lets do some mash! or orange or teddy bear? huh huh?!?!!?

o yea, i got a new g.f her names heather i found her on nmy bed! haha...

sabb

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:: 2003 10 November :: 10.44 pm

katherines got a b.f...finally, that pathetic looser, gosh its about time!!haha im just joshing ya...when she told me he was in 7th i was like...really? but now i think its cute!! :-D! im happy..for her that is!

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