Sometimes I find myself<br> making love to my own misfortune.

Sometimes I find myself
making love to my own misfortune.

:: 2005 2 October :: 9.32am

I weighed myself yesterday to see if I had gained weight and apperently I've lost weight. I am now 114lbs.

[edit@10:50am]
Can someone help me with PhotoShop? I don't know how to make part of my picture transparent. ^_^;

4 i love you... | for forever and today

shinigami

:: 2005 28 September :: 1.04am
:: Mood: content, loved

Today was a good day. ^_^

1 i love you | for forever and today

shinigami

:: 2005 27 September :: 12.03am
:: Music: Evanescence - Taking Over Me

You don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

have you forgotten all I know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
if I look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

Taking over me
Your Taking Over Me
Taking over me
Taking over me

for forever and today

Shinigami

:: 2005 26 September :: 1.07am

Someone tear my heart out. Just make the pain go away...

3 i love you... | for forever and today

shinigami

:: 2005 22 September :: 7.41am

Did any of you watch Captain Planet when you were a kid? I was looking at this comic here and got to thinking...those kids had awesome power over the elements. What if someone took over control of those kids and used them for evil? Or they wanted to do bad things because of the emo-years? Wouldn't that be scary?

5 i love you... | for forever and today

shinigami

:: 2005 19 September :: 9.58pm

I think...I'm going to stay at Macaroni Grill.

3 i love you... | for forever and today

shinigami

:: 2005 15 September :: 8.00am

Happy Two year anniversary Mat!

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3 i love you... | for forever and today

shinigami

:: 2005 14 September :: 8.34pm

So yeah, everything is so far working out ok. Sounds like everyone is doing well at college too. Which is good. And when I get some free time, I'll try and call you guys. Yakusoku. (I promise.) ^_^

for forever and today

shinigami

:: 2005 12 September :: 7.29am

I don't understand my math homework. I've done fuction before, I don't understand why it's giving me so much trouble now. And the thing is I can't go and ask someone to help or go to the student tutors because everyday I'm not working at Macaroni Grill I'm working at Carino's. So I'm a little screwed.

1 i love you | for forever and today

shinigami

:: 2005 10 September :: 12.12am

Warning! Dead animal picture ahead!
So I get home from a tiring day of work and school to find this on my carpet. The beanie baby is to compare size and show how big it actually is.

10 i love you... | for forever and today